manmoder generalprev - >>41664672qott: if you were to girlmode, how would you dress?
im not human
what are you then?
lower than dirt
>>41674815something less
i get that. i don’t necessarily think of myself as not human, but i do think of myself as a person who is worth less than other people, and myself as deeply broken and wrong. i think the most nonhuman i get with it is like, a robot without a purpose
i pretty much think of myself as having so little humanity i cant consider myself human
reasons to stay in this thread: zero
nigga thinks he isnt human when hes just depressed lmoa
it’s not funny
what it feels like beeing a manmoderhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Th6K6B5FmRk
>>41674644>qottnot unless the event and dress code called for a dress. how many cis women your age do you see in dresses in their day to day life? most just wear jeans and t-shirts.
>>41676150they are doing this to me tomorrow
>>41674644
so basically im gay but im only gay to get close to women so i can be their friends when really im asexual and i just want to be a kept animal. i think i had a dog soul and i must have been a good dog soul to move up the karmic ladder but i failed at being a human so i think maybe next time i will be a reptile or perhaps a bug but bugs are busy and im not very busy. maybe an earthworm?
>>41676336oh no obviously im going to be a plant in a warm climate. or maybe that’s only for people who are moving up the karmic ladder
>>41676316hot
i want to get raped
i feel my head looks huge with 56.5cm at 168cm but supposedly the standard womens hat size is 57.2cm so am i just brainwormed?
>>41676509where’d you get that stat?
>>41676572
talking to transgender people has made me transphobic
talking to no people has made me afraid of going outside
i also do have a female hat in m that i havent adjusted and fits me decently well even tho its rated 56.5cm at m idkhttps://unsee cc/album#yrTOMPpXEMoc
>>41676652i don’t wear hats they make me look dumb
>>41676652out of my thread fakemoder
btw what happened to the loonix fanatic did they just stop doing that bit
>>41676669sun damage will make you look dumber tho>>41676680he stopped talking to me cuz i was to boring i think
it looks so weirdlike greta thunberg
kidnapping passoids and dunking them in tanks full of worms and maggots
>>41674644>qottif i passed i would be in "girlmode" regardless of what i was wearing. i don't even like women's clothes, i wanna pass in a man's suit and tie.
>>41676652another egregiously fake ‘moder
in the queue for hayley williams tickets, my ass is not getting one
I’m ruining my body by not acting as a woman aka worrying about skincare, the sun, hell I haven’t even done my second rounds of laser yet I can grow a patchy beard :)I’m disgusting but I deserve it for being faketrans
Also idk what’s going on with my hairline the one thing I cared about pre-hrt, and maybe Im losing hair but idk anymore Rot
>>41676652>expired
I WANNA GOON FUUUUUUUUUCK
I'll goon nowwish me luck
a girl at work waved at me while snot was running down my face.
forever infuriated that the jannies don't delete threads with smut as the OP pic. not because of the pics but because they're always followed by the dumbest fucking posts you've ever read
>>41677807just click off the tab bro it’s not that hard
Is it gay to wipe your ass as a man?
>>41677902only if you moan grunting is still straight
do men really not wash their poopy buttholes
>>41677975how you gon call yourself a straight man when you're touching your butthole on a daily basis?
i need a big strong burly man to split open my head like a piece of firewood
>>41678067deadass? Me too
I wish I was long haired butch lesbian who wore nothing but flannels and suits
>>41677099my ass did not get one
>>41677301>showing up the the unsee almost 2 hours later
i'm if like a middle aged dad was an emo kid
i’m a 23 year old emo kid
im a 28 year old adult human male
i’m an adult human chicken
i'm a 28 year old 80 year old
>>41678821me irl
>>41678788
my entire neighborhood knows that I'm a tranny
why cant i stop jerking off
>>41679302why can i never jerk off
everybdy is always looking at me and watching me and im not real BTW. i am the ~N~~E~~O~
did frenchie pass away?
>>41679491frenchie is a highbie passoid these days
never having sex to get back at someone again i don’t even feel used or feel bad that i had sex with a foid it just annoys me like what a waste of fucking time
>people will use she/her to me unless I use a deep voice and ask for he/himgrim honestly
i am the mogged
OUT OF MY THREAD YOU FUCKING NIGGER
>>41679689same
>>41679689>>41679732what do you morons thinks manmoder is? get off my gen
>>41679732getting hugboxed as a trvemoder is miserable
>>41679755but i have a penis and don’t want srs so i’m not a woman
>>41679786shut up
>>41679800kill yourself or attempt i don’t care honestly if you have any thoughts of harming yourself or ending your life you should act on those too your life isn’t worth anything
>>41679840lmao. seething
im so UGLY AND MALE
>>41679755it's about pretending to be a man and I'm trying
>>41679879i mean it find a place to jump
maybe im faketrans and should detransition because i cannot get myself to honmode.
>>41679946nah that's gay
>>41679926>fakemoder understands nothingtypical
>>41679689>>41679732this means you aren't manmoding and are in the wrong place
>>41679940lol, you’re just convincing me not to kill myself
fakemoding feels so good when u aint got a bitch on ya ear telling you it's nasty
dirty hodirty ho
>>41679946honmode = cringemanmode = freedomfreedom = americame = americantherefore, me = manmode, not cringe, not honmode
>>41680107manmode is clearly a prison for the majority of posters itt (including fakemoders abusing the label to try and sabotage themselves or others)
>>41679302post a jo video for us
>>41680121only u, Coward;set urself free.¿i love men's Clothing, wdym?
>>41676317luv this fitwear it for me and remember to smile x
>>41680128>get to have tits and a softer body>still command respect or at least deference from others with my booming voice and imposing staturenah manmode is a kind of freedom for me, as the only real manmoder
>>41680122no
>>41679268¡prepare to get pimped, slut – and buckbroken!
>erm dash
>>41680142i'll break you, whore>>41680139silence, woman
that's iti'm raping all of youi'm gonna rape all of you
>>41680171me first
>>41680171you don’t have the balls to
>>41680139lmao no one is respecting some dead eyed 6' tranny
>>41680171I am the raperyou are the rapee
>>41680171you don't have the physical strength it would take to rape me
>>41680107i just cant keep being a man bro i hate this shit so god damn much
i love being a mani'm gonna break your legs offi'm gonna rip your legs offblast offblast offand laugh like a motherfuckercuz i hate herno no nono no no no nono nono no no no nono no nogonna maker her suffergonna maker her sufferwatch her diecuz i hate hercuz i hate her
hit megotta die sometimehurt real bad insidecuz i hate herno nono nono no no no nono no nono noi'm gonna piss in her facegonna hit her with macemake her crywatch her diecuz i hate hercuz i hate her
>>41680314okay then be ashesbe firei'm gonna cut you into piecesand burn the piecesand scatter the ashes in the wind over the beachand watch them get scattered by the wind and wavesthank me later
>>41680242
there is literally no excuse get help
>>41680365pwomise?
Is mmg still up? Also what has happened to classic manmoders?
>>41680242real and accurate
>>41680635they are grandpa moders now
>>41680635wdym it's right here you're posting in italso I've been here like 5, almost 6 years...
>>41680649Whoa. Are Andrea, Seattle tranny who went to Asia and hama-moder still around?
>>41680657Sorry, I meant mmg discord.
>>41680682discord is gay
>>41680682i recognise one of those ppl but idk if the disc is still around i haven't been around this website in a long time too
ended up not honmoding to the concert, i thought nail polish dried a lot better in 20 minutes than it seems to
train :3
>>41680414amphetamines would make me so much worse
>>41681027i need them to flip the switch in the mornings after the nightly suicidal wave
>>41681075do you have a specific diagnosis you take them for? I've wondered if they can really help people with like bipolar or adhd
another train
>>41681114adhd mainly but they keep me from eating too much tooi stopped taking anything for bipolar a long time ago tho so idk on that issue just got the adderall booster today so i'll see how that goes
>>41681174you skate?
>>41680171im unrapableliterally not even th most pussy hungry man on earth would rape me
i've fucked trannies with thick prickly stubble and neanderthal browridges and male pattern hair loss. you can't name a thing that i can't fuck.
subway now>>41681403no, my brother did but i could never do much other than ride on flat ground
>>41681174one pair of manmoder stompers in extraextra large please
>>41681497you can’t fuck me if you can’t catch me :P
>>41681525i have the blue ones on the bottom too…but they’re a size 10.5 men’s us, which i think is pretty average for men. enormous for women though
>>41681525cute socks
having panic attacks over worrying if my hrt vials will last more than a few years
>>41681626why have a panic attack over easily accessible information
train again (took forever to get here and then was so fucking packed as a result i had to wait before i could move my arms lol)
>>41681639because the information is like they will probably last 3 years if stored properly but i want to use them for 5
>>41681861how many do you have
>>41681871like a fewi'm just nervous
Italian mobster whose nickname is Jimmy the Fag. Jimmy "the Fag" Caruso.
>>41682007big soph
>>41682034ey whadyou hear about big "the ward" soph?
I eat pickles all the time now
‘ate pickles simple as
i cant barely breathe and all i did was smoke some weed i have copd im going to die young i have tinnitus as well
im dieiing
>>41682393oh you're a little short of breath after you smoked some weed? let me know when you're going into delirium tremens from drinking for 3 years straight, faggot.
>>41682435im dying
>>41682455if only that were true
>>41682497do you think i have serious lung damage?
>>41682455we’re dying* :d
>>41682514i think you have brain damage
>>41682530that would be from the attempted hanging
please say something im burping now im having a panic attack
it's unladylike to do that
>>41682691IM DYING
is this true do you hate me
>>41682719Yes
>>41682719no I'm a pwecious little victim UmU
>>41682749im going to have sex with you
>>41682760OwOhno~ anything but that
disgusting
im literally the worst
>>41682719No shit
>>41682795which one is me
https://youtu.be/HDajKZ3ytdY?si=reLaHYKxVmLGjp-S
>oh you're trans? I thought you were a girl
God made me to suffer.
god was made to make you suffer
>>41682719there's no difference between psychology and astrology
my cock hurts :(
>>41682844lemme kiss it better bbg
>>41682856rapist
>>41682864can you give me her number
>>41682794Then do something about it.
>>41682864maybe i'm a rapist but you're mean and that's worse
>>41682876boooo
i’m not ok with being seen as a man
>>41682882
I like cock but I find men repulsive
i'm ok with being seen as a man and i like men. i'm ok with being seen as a gay ass man.
all i wanted was to be seen as and feel pretty and be protected and feel safe and be loved as something to protect and be taken care of but i can never because no one will ever see me as anything but a man
i like being a gay man in social contexts but really im straight
>>41682934grossthe man part not much the gay part
they wont stop smiling at me or talking to me or treating me human cant theg see in insane and evil and monstrous cant they go below my facade
my cadence is revoltibg
fuck faggots
>>41683023that's basically all i do
>>41683023aight, bend over bitch
>>41683030>>41683040i'm a woman
>>41683057whatever gets you off bb
>>41683023https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WM6ta9DYxfs
>>41683069i'm being serious why doesn't anyone take me seriously
>>41683101i'll take you, seriously
>>41683057you're in the wrong thread, little missy
WOW THE ADDERALLS GOT A LIL BIT OF A KICK
need tp get my back blown out but i have hemmerhoids and when i was younger i decided not to troon cause of them idk if that was the right choice
i loved how skinny adderall made me
>>41682983It's damage.
i'm involuntarily non-celibate inoncel
can one of you be my friend?
>>41683446Yeah.
>>41683473neat :)
i am a useless incompetent hrt repper
>>41683558samesies
turns out spending the whole day getting called pretty and similar words feels really nice
no shit
>>41683558>goes on hrt repper general>I am a useless incompetent hrt reppermany thanks to el capitan for the invaluable input, you are seen and you are heard on mmg
>>41683630fakemoder
¿do you believe in Monsters?¿do you believe in Demons?
¡time to rob,time to mob;fuck a Job,fuck a Bitch!
>>41683707for a realmoder, being called pretty could only be the punchline to a cruel joke. fakemoders won't get.
i wish i could convince people to pretend that im pretty for a day so i could experience it once
>>41683773real
>>41683788i can do that if you want
>>41683797that would be nice i would appreciate it
>>41683825i think you're a pretty girl
THEY GOT CHOMSKY NOOOOO
>>41683833thank you anon :)
>>41683964no problem, beautiful angel
>>41683914anon, we already knew Chomsky was cliqued up with Epstein several years ago..
>>41683676>this many words(You) only needed the greentext
the only Epstein associate i was disappointed about was Kevin Spacey.
my friend was not happy when they noticed i was using 4chan between bands
>>41683724fuck a bitch, what? you heard what I said
>>41684133in hindsight…yeah
Does your personality pass?
>>41684370no i’m male souled
>>41684370depends on the day and mood
>>41684110never check 4chan in public
im so ugly dude
>>41684370i wish but im mostly just jealous of naturally feminine people
what's the point of getting called pretty ad nauseam when I don't have a girlfriend
i want to eat a black of dicks :/
>>41684487sounds kinda gay
>>41684370no, I'm overbearingly malebrained
every post is about me
>>41684527this but actually
is blacked hsts or agp
>>41684400you’ll never guess what i’m doing right now
hunter schafer ma wife
im so ugly
>big shoulders>big ribcage>big waist>small hips>big arms and hands>big knees>big feet>fat
>>41684898i want to have sexual relations with Hunter
>>41685133i would go inside a chinese water torture cell just to say hi
>>41685075>big kneeswe are creating advanced brainworms
>>41685628bffr, knees are like level 1 brainworms after height
i have got to kill myself, soon
I'm getting craving on hrt. Normally pickles. Now i want jolly ranchers
im the last truemanmoderhonogrmanmef rogd tocd as an adult does thisif only i knew i was trans as a kid...but thats dumbINCONGRUENT INCONGRUENT INCONGRUENT INCONGRUENT INCONGRUENT
im “gay”
>could have transitioned at 12 and been a woman>could have transitioned at 15 and been a woman>could have transitioned at 18 and been a woman>transitions at 21 and is a male
skin to skin would fix me
i need physical touch but i'd go out of my way to refuse it if i ever got close to getting it
Anyone here a degenerate furry?
seen
im a man who has sex with gay men and franjly my hrt results have been so lackluster that they dont even notice
also i cant remember if i took my meds this morning
Kys
>>41687453i think i will detransition
should i inject hrt today
>could have started hrt at 18 to be a twinkhon>doesnt
can't even being myself to browse the men's clothing section anymore
same manmoding unironically is over
>>41687177yea :( I can't help it tho furry art is so cute and imaging myself as an anthropomorphic creature makes me feel less worse than imagining myself as a human of any gender.
men's clothing feels disgusting, women's clothing feels disgusting in a different way
>>41689224i got groomed by a furry
>>41689403unfortunately alot of people, myself included, have. there's predatory people in every space, but but furry stuff still something I enjoy.
mens clothing feels disgusting because it looks like ass. womens clothing feels disgusting because i make it look like ass. i should wear a sack and a paper bag over my face
> open twitter> tranny bragging about her c cups after a year on injections> they look great> look at my shitty a cups after 1 year on injections> they look like ass on my moid ribcage> starts hitting myself to remind me of my place in the worldhow you moders doing today?
>>41687177its not degenerate its cute and pure>>41689224felt
>>41689618with my man-bangs and XL t shirts im basically doing that
>>41689659I've done this verbatim. I feel your pain:(
>>41689723im too bitter to be a good person i should detransition then kill myself because i dont shouldnt be included in trans statistics and those dont need any unnecessary inflation
>>41689752there is a kind hearted soul within you waiting to be let out
>>41689771ive either killed it or poisoned it completely. im sick with envy at every turn and resentful because of my own inadequacies.
kaffee time
>>41689810those are the outwards expressions of a sensitive soul that is trying to defend itself from being hurt anymore. tender love would cut through it and let you feel safe to be a sweetheart
>>41689870i just need to man up and get over myself. it was childish to think i could troon out and look halfway decent. thank you for showing me kindness anon.
i think the black mould in my apartment is making me sick and fucking up my skin crazy bad way
but i can’t afford to moveeeee ;-;
>>41689752>shouldnt be included in trans statisticsI feel you. id largely consider myself not trans. I don't socially present fem nor do I think there's any reason to. I know I won't pass even with hundreds of thousands of surgery so I take hrt to try and mitagate dysphoria but it doesn't work. one day I think I will kill myself I just hope they don't use me in statics for real trans people.
im very mannish for a woman
>>41689723>boyfriend
afab privilege strikes again
>>41689895we're all trying to figure out how to make it through the unfairness of life. don't beat yourself up for trying>post didnt send the first time?
my girlfriend is my lord and protector
>>41690556okkkkkkk girl now you getting it
>>41690436i know but its hard not too
>>41690556IF YOU DONT HAVE A BOYFRIEND YOURE AGP YOU SHOULD DETRANS I HATE YOU
it's actually gay to get pussy
>>41691227i read this in a book once
>too mannish to pass as a woman>not so mannish that i have to give up and detrans>just mannish enough to be a weird practice bgf for short men
>>41691352short kings are hot doe
injected like 10 minutes ago and now i’m having an anxiety attack someone tell me i’m dying so it gets worse
>>41691536you’re not dying
>>41691536if youre the same anon that was worried about their vials expiring you need to get your anxiety treated bestie
>>41689673my t-shirts are mostly L, but it’s still pretty tent-like since i’m probably really a medium. just got an XL hoodie and it’s nice how big it isalso have bangs that i love to hide as much of my face as possible behind
my friend posted a photo of her gf kissing her neck and I'm having a breakdown over being lonely can't take this anymore what's the easiest way to kill myself
>>41691439but i want to be a lady
I feel like I'm losing my marblesI'd go to a psychiatrist or something if I lived in a woke country to get free FFS
>>41691688>>41691693don't fucking ignore me teach me how to kill myself
i spent six years of my sexual “prime” being completely unloved and unlovable
>>41691561boooooo>>41691627not me but they’re so real
>>41691708mocking me
bump
>>41691688me too
how do I improve my mental health? It's been getting only worsemaybe the shaving my head thing isn't so good for me after all
im a lesbiancel
i deep cleaned my entire shitty apartment and went for a run and i don't feel any better about myself. fucking scam
>>41691851running is bad for your joints and skin, go on a nice walk instead
>>41691851meditation?
>>41691851>>41691861running was one of my copes when reppingpeople online told me that exercise makes you less depressed
>>41691861you've been running wrong then
>>41691861t. fat and hypertensive
>>41691889>>41691883fine then ruin your skin, become a haggard leathery old bag see if i care
does anyone seriously not deal with depression here? I would expect people to know a lot of good ways to feel less depressedI find that if I keep myself busy, like read books or other things it makes me much less depressed while I'm doing those things but it feels bad again when I stop
>>41691912i abuse drugs and stay in bed
>>41691889i'm a lankhon
>>41691883common copethere are finishing returns with running and high impact cardio in general just swim or bike instead
>>41691950*diminishing fucking a
>umm training like that is actually bad for your joints and ligaments YOU HAVE TO LIVE IT
>>41691923I don't know where to buy drugs
>>41692076internet. or go to an NA meeting and just listen to people talk until you figure out which streets in your town they're sold on.
>>41691868i get bored, what is the point of this?
na and aa are just christian psyops
half the dudes i met in NA were Muslims and i don't even live in a predominately Muslim area
theyre christian and they arent aware of it
you don't have to double down bro, you can just admit when you don't know what you're talking about.
that doesn't align with my experience talking to Muslims irl. maybe you should go outside, touch grass and have sex, incel.
>muzzie rapebrain always goes to sextypical
>>41692330gottem
>>41692299they're both just sects of the same filthy abrahamic cult
aa and na are culturally christian garbage >preach abstinence as a cure>reunions are a form of confessing your sins and idk where you live but here literally aa and na place is run but a church. some of them even force you to do prayers. they're christian psyops >b-but it's not christian because i see a lot of muslim on na/aaand I also see a lot of mexican white supremacists, so what
>>41692343by a*also why would u call me an incel im not a misogynist tf :(
>>41692343mexicans have the same racial dynamics as USians it’s not like mexico=brown only
>>41692343>>preach abstinence as a cureyou got a better method for treating addiction?>>reunions are a form of confessing your sins >and idk where you live but here literally aa and na place is run but a church. some of them even force you to do prayers. they're christian psyopsnone of those parts are even true. prayers aren't compulsory. you don't have to share anything you don't want to. churches don't run AA/NA meetings, they just rent space out to them, all of the managerial stuff is done by fellowship members not church staff. if just walking into a church is a problem for you then just go to a meeting that isn't in a church.
>>41691712currently doing this
>>41691861your skin?
I want to die
the probing is crazy btw not like i dont notice
i've never been able to interact with men like how other men do but the same goes with women, i literally do not belong anywhere
I LOOK HORRID
constant mockery
i like to wash my hands with water so hot it almost burns me and just keep them under the really hot water for as long as i can until i can't take it anymore not even as some self harm it feels really good i can't help myself from doing it
>>41692656bro wait until you find out about showers
>>41692672i do the same in the shower i come out tomato red
>>41692692>>41692656same but it’s really bad for your skin
>>41692672but it's easier to go hotter on the hands especially if you keep washing them together in a scrubby motion and you can pull them out instantly when it finally gets unbearable in shower it's harder
>>41692700my skin is horrid anyway i have eczema on my hands but it acc provides momentary relief from it. it's how i started it was accidental at first
>>41692729it might go away if you stop doing that, heat will make it so much worse i know from experience
>>41692762i don't think so I've had it since i was a baby they used to have to put me in mittensbut i keep it managed mostly. when its bad burning it to hell is the weirdest nicest relief but then after you suffer for indulging
my brain yearns for dissolution but all the people in my gut microbiome are dependent on me so i cant kill myself
>>41692498>replies i make after getting caught in the alien tractor beam
i wish i knew other 'moders irl or trannies in general, i feel like an alien and i almost never see trans women in real. i must be the only one of my kind for miles
i think im supposed to kill myself
>>41692994jej
>>41693014i “know” (haven’t interacted with in forever but did sometimes a few years ago) a few trans women, but only 1 of them i interacted with while she was out. don’t know any manmoders because i don’t think that’s really a category of person outside of this board lol
any transtrenders in mmg tonight?
I look like a 13 year old
why am I so lonely
i have to sit the fuck down
>>41693138i look like i’m 25 (i’m 23)
goodnight mmg time for sleeping
>>41693225gn
>>41693225euronona?
>>41693293yes ;-;
>showing signs of dementia at 29
>>41693326sleep well, nona!
>>41693350loser.
>>41693225toodles
>>41693078>don’t know any manmoders because i don’t think that’s really a category of person outside of this board loli had a tranny in one of my classes this semester and all i could think was how weirded out she must have been by a real life actual manmoder
>>41693394:(
>>41693078i've seen a lot more of the creatures when visiting PNW area, but i live in a red state so less trannies to begin with
why does my face look like this
>>41693453i live in jersey, so a plenty blue state. my town is pretty conservative, but in one of our blue-est counties
the halo from getting a man to cum doesnt last that long im back to being insane
i ave a small penis that dont get hord no moar
I understand Im not gonna pass and I've accepted that but how do I make these feelings go away. I can't keep feeling like I'm gonna collapse every time I talk to a woman.
>>41694043