does anyone else "pretend" to have a bf?like whenever im playing a game or making music I often find myself imagining there is a boy standing next to my chair and playing with my hair, and ill go in depth explaining all the things im doing on my computer to him. and ill sometimes look up and "see" him there and pretend to kiss him or something, and whenever I do things I always imagine he's with me and telling me things or asking me questions
>>41676244i talk to myself for hours sometimes pretending im in a call with/hanging out with a man.im glad im not the only one who does shit like that.
>>41676244would it count it as something similar if i imagine the same while trying to sleep?
when i was going through my worst breakup (and dpd bout) i thought up a ghostly green woman to soothe me when i would cry, go to bed or was generally alone. it felt like i invented a religion for myself lmao.
I have this long pillow that I sometimes hold onto and pretend its my bf
>>41676303that counts, I do that too.
I pretend my far away bf is in bed with me
>>41676350sameexcept i just use whatever pillow i have next to me
Not what you mean but sometimes if I'm anxious I'll pretend to have a boyfriend for social things. For example if I am at my doctors and trying to get something sorted easily I'll mention my bf in passing. I find that if you give normal straight girl, even if you are trans, people are nicer to you. I have not got a bf at all in reality.
>>41676244In reverse but I have been using the tulpagf coping method for like 5 years now when I am between brief, insane relationshipsShe's always there for me
