I'm 13.5 months hrt. Pretty sure my levels are fine. I know I haven't been on hrt for years but it feels long enough to know my progress sucks. I've just started injections but I doubt they'll save me. I got screwed by genetics and also started when I was almost 20. Essentially I'm masculine and ugly as fuck. Where do I go from here? Is there a way to stop hating myself constantly?
I had an opportunity to start right as I was about to turn 20 and didn't because I thought I'm ngmi. I regret it every day
>>41681331I think I would've had to transition at like 15 to save myself. I was so close to figuring out I was trans but I just became a semi-repper. I could've got diy at 15. I could've stopped this from happening
>>41681331oh if you still haven't started hrt yet you should start it asap btw
>>41681297I started at 19 and looked like shit until year 3. Genuinely years 1 and 2 you wouldn't even think i was on hrt. Year 3 i started semi passing. Looking through old pictures i can tell the fat and skin on my face just needed more time to move around, and over the first 2 years i figured out clothe and hair styling. Just keep at it
>>4168136315 is too late. Hell, 5 would be too late for most.
>>41681840retard
>>41681819mhm I'll continue and try to practice presentation I guess>>41681840don't be silly
>>41681297post face and body
>>41681297You are a man.
>>41681942I know
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>>41682030sorry nona. you will pass with time, just as an ugly woman with a chopped body. it's something you're going to have to accept if you haven't already. good luck, you got this :) focus as much as you can on what you can do in this very moment to improve your life, dooming about your body just creates grooves in your brain to continue to do so> t.ranny in a similar boat, just a few years ahead
>>41682144and, on the bright side, you have very pretty eyes
>>41682144okay neat
>>41682166thx
>>41682144psyop yourself out of self loathing now, please. self help slop and Buddhism helps. you will be so much happier for it. im trying to undo the years of self loathing, catch it before it gets worse
>>41681297Injections do make a big difference.Also you need to check your levels you can't just "know" they're fine. Especially if you are doing monotherapy. I have had friends get tested and find their T is still higher than E even on high dose monotherapy. Everyone is different.
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>>41682214I checked them a while ago, they were basically fine and I raised my pill dose afterwards. I'll check my levels again after I've been on injections for a bit
>>41682219wir suchen dich!
