I feel completely straight as a man but I find myself fantasizing about being a woman and being with a man sexually. But I can't ever even fathom doing those things as I am now, a man. It disgusts me. I don't know if it's just strong meta attraction or what. I've never been attracted to a man in real life, I was hit on by a guy in secondary school, saying I "made him horny" because I had "long hair that made me look like a girl". And a guy on the street said I had nice eyes.
>>41687151u know what to do
>>41687151agp in work
>>41687151Same. I fantasize online about being a woman for men, but I only feel attraction towards the female body.
>>41687151This is literally AGP tranny starter pack lmao. You're a faggot and will inevitably fall down a rabbithole of troonscience and discord groups that will lead to your suicide. Have fun OP
>>41687151All kirlia evolve into gardevoir naturally and can only evolve to gallade with a stone, so it could've just refused the stone like Ash's pikachu
>>41687157>>41687186im never trooning out. Its literally the path to my complete destruction. it will only highlight and contrast the complete valley of distance between me and an actual female and make me despair eternally. also i could never naturally embody femininity. i can see myself crossdressing in private once i move out but nothing beyond that.
>>41687203Good on you for having that wisdom and discipline, but also you have the AGP mental disease and it will never go away, sucks to be you i guess
>>41687203>im never trooning outgood luck with that
>>41687232why do people act like its a magical curse that will override all willpower and possess you like a demon, forcing you to troon out? Its literally my decision. it has to be some gay pink piller psyop.
>>41687247because there is overwhelming social pressure from women for gay and bisexual men to chemically castrate themselves to be treated like actual humans in society
>>41687252Can I really be considered bisexual if my only gay thoughts exist in a hypothetical scenario where I'm female?
>>41687247Because as you get older and become more nihilistic and defeated by life, you will start holding on to weirder ideas since you will stop caring about your own life and society, and you will eventually say fuck it im gonna troon out, and then realize that no matter how depressed you were before, things only become worse as a consequence, but by then it's too late and your brain is destroyed from all the gooning and troon propaganda and you will overdose on drugs to stop feeling the despair of feeling absolutely lost.The antidote to this would be finding meaning in other things, but men can't really find meaning in anything other than getting their dicks hard so its joever for you.
>>41687323>but men can't really find meaning in anything other than getting their dicks hard so its joever for you.I like making art and writing stories. (i used to do forced fem art with captions but i stopped and am doing normal stuff now.)
>>41687213wisdom comes from experiencewisdom would be op going>god i fucking should've trooned when i had the chance now im a 37 y/o MEF sissy CD sucking bbc dl on grindr while my kids sleep, ngmiin a decade
>>41687457>>god i fucking should've trooned when i had the chance now im a 37 y/o MEF sissy CD sucking bbc dl on grindr while my kids sleep, ngmiim 23 and unpassable. wisdom is knowing that me trooning out is literally the dumbest most suicidal thing i could do.
>>41687267yes
>>41687151I relate to some of this. Embrace your feminity more in your private space and see what its like. If you get turned on by your feminity you are a sissy faggot. If it feels right, you are probably either a trans girl or genderfluid or some shit.I myself am quite content being a guy in the outside world and being a girl in my house, but I would transition in a heartbeat if it was less luck dependant.Until that exists, I am quite happy with my double life as a dude, who has a nice butt through workouts and diets and shaves his chest and legs, has long hair and practices make up, cross-dressing and voice training in private lol.
>>41687463see you in 10 years lovely
>>41687151sorry girl, i was you a decade ago too, now im dating a guy as a girl
>>41687194Depends on the canon, in the anime pokemon can refuse stones but in the game canon stone evos happen instantly and cannot be cancelled once they begin
hrt + mastectomy = everybody wants to fuck you
also btw, for the love of god don't have kids, you don't want to have an agp son, she will have a hard time if not on hrt early
>>41687556Wasn't planning to. I feel bad even thinking about having a gf as an agp freak. What girl deserves suffering with having someone like me.
>>41687474JUST TAKE THE PILLS ALREADY!!!!!!!
>>41687598yeah but at that you might as well transition and get yourself a bf
>>41687606NTA but every tranny I see on this board is utterly miserable, probably even moreso than I am. So why would I do that? It's literally crabs in a bucket mentality from you mfs.
>>41687247>why do people act like its a magical curse that will override all willpower and possess you like a demon, forcing you to troon out? This is more or less what happens. That's not to say it's not possible to rep for life but it does get worse and some people literally can't make it without trooning out.t. trooned out at 27 because dysphoria kept getting worse, wish I had done it sooner more than anything
>>41687705because there are very few ways on getting any better either, one step would be to get the fuck out of here
>>41687705So you don't john 50
>>41687606Transitioning with the current methods makes little sense when being a dude isn't that bad, and I would need to get further cosmetic work done (mainly ffs) to pass lol. I do have a good body and habits that are a pretty good base for HRT though, I just don't feel like that is the route I want to go down. I am content to live with the hand I was dealt, because I am not a complete loser. Life is pretty good.I would however happily replace my entire body in the future when the technology is there. Give it 15 years and I'm sure it will be there. Body modding is going to be so good in the future. I am very optimistic and content to live this cope until it is true.Until I can customise myself from the ground up, there is no point in transitioning for me. Until then my double life of being both a male and being a female is here to stay - and thats pretty epic :3
>>41688417yeah, don't visit here if you want to keep this up
>>41688427>don't visit here if you want to keep this upI've been visiting here for years. Most LGBT spaces are pretty shitty towards my identity (amab gender fluid btw) so like its whatever.
