i have been on estrogen for over five years and i basically look like a normal unremarkable young man except with tits and longish hair. i generally get along with people my age (even cis women seem to like me and want to be my friend somehow whereas any cis guy friend i've made recently has wanted to fuck me) because i'm agreeable and have a good sense of humour but i strike fear into the hearts of strangers on the street and on public transport. is anyone here in the same situation and how do you adapt to these circumstances?
trannies promote homophobia
>>41687689Spread that bussy bitch
>>41687689>whereas any cis guy friend i've made recently has wanted to fuck meYou must look like a woman then, unless all your cis guy friends are gay/bi
>>41687713most men are bisexualtrannies appeal to men in the closet who want gay sex without the guilt/shame
>>41687713nah i don't and no they're not. i think cis men are just really horny and would fuck anything that moves.>>41687725i don't think i even read as particularly trans, strangers just treat me like a regular man. my voice is somewhat feminine which maybe throws people i actually spend time with. i've never labelled myself as trans though and my name is foreign so people here generally can't guess its gender (when people communicate with me by email i get a mix of Mr and Mrs).
>>41687754>i think cis men are just really horny and would fuck anything that moves.Sounds pretty bisexual then.>>41687754>when people communicate with me by email i get a mix of Mr and MrsLol okay, so you know you don't look like a normal unremarkable man then.
>>41687754>i don't think i even read as particularly transI've clocked estrogen skin on manmoders irl before I think it's more noticeable than you think also is this a reverse psyop from the usual "im a manmoder and wear normal male clothes and everyone assumes I am a female" commentary you see here?
>>41687810>Lol okay, so you know you don't look like a normal unremarkable man thenwhat? did you even read my sentence? it's email communication so they have no idea what i look like. the point i'm making is that my name doesn't flag me as either male or female because for 99% of people i meet i'm the first person they've ever met with my name, so it's not really a factor in how i'm gendered.>>41687824what's a psyop about it lol i'm just describing my experience. but yes i'm the opposite because i could wear a dress and makeup and people would still just treat me how they treat a regular cis guy.
>>41687689idk, just try to get one of those guys as your bf and live on?
>>41687845My bad, I read but didn't think hard enough about your sentence I guess
>>41687699chuds attempt to divide & conquer minorities. You’re not fooling anyone
>>41687869i'm like functionally asexual i guess because i just hate myself and my body too much to be in a relationship. every relationship or potential relationship i've had in my life has broken down and the other person has cited my mental health as the reason. i think every partner or potential partner i've had has seen it as their mission to "save" me or improve my self-esteem or convince me i'm actually a beautiful woman or whatever but i'm too cynical and stubborn and will basically just laugh in the face of anyone who pulls this shit on me. it's not for everyone or not for most people even.
>>41687943yeah i think the problem is your cynicity and self-esteem then
>>41688280i have nothing to have elevated self-esteem about though. anyway it's not a problem, i'm aware my life is bleak but it's also funny, i just laugh at it and i want others to join in laughing at me.
>>41690773It is a problem if you actually want to love and be loved.
>>41690929as if anyone could ever love a hon and even if they could i don't see why i should have to just pretend like me looking like a cis man with boobs and soft skin isn't hilariously bleak.
>>41687689yeah, be happy ur doing better than most non passing trannys. I'm in the same boat. im happy with the cards ive been dealt
>>41690984And if you're wrong?
>>41691011i wish i could be happy but then on the other hands i have friends who pass and i see how your quality of life is just objectively way higher if you're a passoid and i can't help but feel bitter. at the same time i know i'll never look even remotely female so it's not really worth thinking about. i've gotten really close to detransition a few times and even once announced it to my friends but ultimately i just felt too dysphoric to go through with it.>>41691056i'm not, hope that helps.
>>41691113>i know i'll never look even remotely femalecan i see?
>>41691166not really interested in feedback because people on this board unironically suck at sex identification anyway.
>>41691196yeah tru, wasn't really gonna give feedback was just curious how u looked
