amab, since i was like 8 years old i hated gender norm stuff (though i didnt have the language to describe it obviously)since i was like 11 ive had long hair a wore womens clothes casually sometimes (parents assumed i must be gay or something but where ok with it)when puberty hit i became extremely disgusted with my body to the point i would start skipping school to avoid anyone seeing me.when i was 15 i first started considering i might be trans. eventually started e.as soon as breast development started i hated it. when they got too big to hide under clothing i got a binder. absolutely hated being referred to as a woman.19 now. looking into getting top surgery. i get gender envy from cis men. still hate all the same "masculine" stuff ive always hated. i get a little rush of euphoria hearing people refer to me with he/him.so what the fuck is wrong with me? am i a cis man? am i a masc leaning enby? most of my friends just assume im a trans man and im too nervous to correct them because how the fuck do i even explain this?
so do you wish your body to be more masculine or feminine? ie. do you want T or E? that's probably the most important thing to figure out, the other things come after that
>>41688091same tbdesu. three years on e and thinking about being male or treated as such makes me feel giddy sometimes. Still feel bad about my bones sometimes though.
>>41688154i dont wanna get off e because its done a lot to help with body hair and other minor aesthetic things, but i dont want to look like a woman
>>41688091anon, i think you might be a god trapped in meat
>>41688091be a man on estrogen and take off the breast tissue if you want, it's based. Being on E unironicaly made me more interested in a masculine persona, presentation and activities. It showed me posibility to reach masculinity without the burden of maleness. t. man who's been on estrogen for a year and a half
>>41688091Context for the pic OP? I don't read Spawn.
>>41688332this, unironically. it's very freeing ignoring all those labels and just being myself. im here to just be comfortable in my own bodyt. twink nb on E
>>41688441i have no idea it was just on my pc and looked cool
