i've given up on transitioning; was on hrt for a year, non-binary so some effects of hrt messed with my head, just want to live life without these thoughts now. every time i restart hrt i hate it, every time i stop the thoughts consume me. advice greatly appreciated :)
>>41688569i'm in the same situation as u so i cant really give u an advice bc idk, do u have any hobbies?
thoughts arent real if you dont act on them
>>41688569yeah same :(but E already gave me an ugly ass gyno so what's even the point of stopping it atp... if I stop I'll get the worst of both worlds
>>41688875i have a few hobbies (tcgs, painting, reading), i'm studying literature and writing which takes up a lot of my time. being artistically focused kinda bums though because internal reflection n stuff is a part of making art... i hope life gets easier for you though! hobbies and being occupied is the only way i think i'll ever be able to grow past this stuff
>>41689002yeah ugly ass gyno is fucking me up haha, hoping to get surgery after i finish my degree but otherwise i'll be using taping/binding for the foreseeable future...
have you considered that you had a bad hrt dose
>>41688569get off /tttt/ >>41689351stop grooming
>>41689351dose was fine, diy'd een and had 2 blood tests for peace of mind
you already inject and are comfortable messing with your hormonesdefinitely try steroids
>>41690044i'd rather die than take steroids
