this is worse than your bf coming out as trans> Be me> Transbi(booo) (tomato tomato)> (nonpassing so t4t transbian basically)> Getting serious with heighthon transbian dom top> Wowowwowow she's so amazing and cool> I teach her how to take prog properly> agp mode activatedFUCK> Every day is some kind of sex talk.> Not just cutesy stuff, Pornbrained gross sex talk about assholes and shit.> Constantly bringing shit up I don't want to talk about. Constantly am uncomfortable.> Lie and go along with it bc I don't want to hurt her feelings.Maybe this makes me tumblr lesbianism coded ASE faketrans but eww i hate this. No I don't really want to "fuck women" desu. I want to be t4t and cute with my now gf.Why can't it be bottom 4 bottom cute giggling cuddly frotting boymoderagpcore sex at most and that be it?Which is what I thought is what we agreed upon!> Come to terms with her being bottom.> All sex talk still pushes me to be the top.> Any indulgence of her being the bottom makes her so happy.> She describes things/my body during sex like a badly written ao3 smut, and I can tell she's not really into it because it feels like she just wants me to rail her.> Fake girlmoaning and telling me how she's bottom brained to literally everything.Ew> I wish I never told her about prog. How do I undo this???I'm tweaking so hard I thought I was so lucky going to be permanent little spoon in a relationship. Then I realized that wasn't the case .. but I can cope with bottom4bottom. But now it's just gross icky stuff I genuinely get pissed off and grossed out. Why is she doing this? How can I undo???
I would just leave. Sorry. This shit is never stopping now.
>>41695913sir sir!!!!!!!! my steak is too juicy and my lobster is too buttery
>>41695913> Get so angry at her that I want to cry and hurt myself> She tells me she's masochisticok> she asks me to engagefine> Take out that anger on her by slapping and hurting her during sex stuff (that I don't like)> imagine actually seriously hurting her> constantly holding back tears but hiding under a smile> she likes itshe thinks i'm doing this because i love her but in those moments i genuinely resent everything so much.
>>41695937how??
>>41695913prog doesn't even increase sex drive, that's a honscience meme up there with estrogen giving trannies periodsit's more likely to decrease it because it helps with suppressing testosterone
>>41696119well maybe then it's converting to testosterone?i also had similar effects though it was less for sex and more for being held/touched. aching yearning butterfly feeling. i stopped taking prog recently and it went away. maybe placebo though but the placebo hits idk.i do believe her.
>>41695984>doesn't realize hate and love are the same thing
>>41696168is it too much to ask for to be loved in a soft way.
That's what t4ts getYou should get a bf that'll big spoon you and cherish you and treat you like the girl you are
>>41695913>Be me>Transbiyou mean straight but you date transbians out of fear of not being able to find or maintain a relationship with a man right?>>41696119true
>>41695913I get your partners being a bit gross but you're an awful human being I dont know how you can just insult this person you supposedly love. she deserves better desu.
>>41695913I had a gf like this and yeh I just lost interest and left If your such a sub that you just melt when I exist in the same room as you go find someone who's into it don't force it on me. I have been here like 3 times being a transbian is hard cuz a lot of them are complete subs I just want my switch gf
>>41695913sounds like you aren't compatible, you were under one premise, gave her drugs, now things are different
>>41696277> You should get a bf that'll big spoon you and cherish you and treat you like the girl you arei'm 198cm i can't just do that.and if i went for a guy? i'd probably go t4t anyways.and i'm way too unpassing to get with a guy romantically. no man would want me long term. plus i'm a tranny.and t4t is nice bc u both understand each other. i see so many cute t4t couples online. even the agp t4t ones on twitter are cute sometimes. i want that so bad.>>41696343> you mean straight but you date transbians out of fear of not being able to find or maintain a relationship with a man right?fuck you.....i do like women... i'm just pickier.>>41696365what? call her agp? we do that to each other's face. it's fine.how else can i explain this. i'm being edgy for attention but the more gross she is the more ick and despair I get. and i don't know how to go back>>41696367i don't think i understand what you're saying here but yeah it's hard.not a top bone in my body and she knows this. and yet........i can't just leave though that'd destroy her.
>>41696578how is she the heighthon if you're 198cm? is she like an nba player or something
>>41695913I’m a femboy and my hairy bearded top bf asks me to top him all the time now and moans femininely during sex He didn’t start doing this until like the 3rd year of dating either He knows when to turn it down & that I’m not really into it but..I feel your pain girl I feel your pain
>>41696624She is. I didn’t say I wasn’t either. We both are. Im not some five-foot-x shortfag heightchaser creep. i got lucky with a girl who i thought would get it. :/
>>41696658Okay thank you for understanding !! like ik she and i both have some ways to go with our voices .. but it gets to a point where it’s obviously just trying too hard and just fake. She didnt use to either she can sound feminine normally but not so over the top i dont know what changed?Have you talked to him about it?
>>41696391……. is it wrong to try changing things back or at least not like this if i was the one who changed her in the first place
>>41696691>Have you talked to him about it?Not super directly I know it’s going to suck for him to hear me say I don’t like him bottoming or even acting like a bottom but it was kinda a dick move for him to pull this out of nowhere
>>41696672how tall is she
>>41695984lol if youre really mad ruin her estradiol by contamination
>>41696658LMFAOOOOOOOO
>>41696948>:T
>>41695984> Take out that anger on her by slapping and hurting her during sex stuff (that I don't like)> imagine actually seriously hurting her> constantly holding back tears but hiding under a smile> she likes itWhat do I know but truthully that sounds mega fucking depressing and soul-counsuming, both acutely and in the long run.
>>41695913You don't really love her.She's happy being AGP and you wanna force her to stop being happy? Just leave her alone
>>41696119finally someone fucking said it. prog doesn't increase libido, it's just placebo. trannies only feel like it does, since they keep hearing the myth again and again. after I took my first dose I got super horny, the next day that feeling entirely went away: it was just my imagination WANTING it to work that way
>>41699375It is like… clocky levels of agp behavior in public too. And passing is something she cares about. so idk how to bring that up.>>41697948Yeah. But I can’t leave her either…>>41696943I’m frustrated and annoyed not evil>>41696934196 or 197
>>41699756Then leave her to be an AGP rapehon in peaceits that simple
It sounds like you're just incompatible.
>>41699790I can’t though she would khs and she’s so nice to me too is there really no fixing this??
>>41699803Why would you give a shit what someone else does?
>fakeGPs when the real AGAMPs walk in
>>41699824Because it’s embarrassing by proxy.Because if she knew how it came off she’d want to know too.Because she didn’t use to act like this.Because I hate being forced into sexual situations that push me away from her. If we had no sex forever I’d love her infinitely more. It feels like everything is falling apart now >>41696830It’s so annoying because why do this if you know your partner extremely dislikes it
>>41696168>doesn't realize that love and hate share the imaginary but are otherwise opposites
>>41699898Have you considered speaking your mind?Have you considered not giving a fuck if she blows her head off when you dump her?
>>41699898>It’s so annoying because why do this if you know your partner extremely dislikes itI thought it would be fun to be dominant in a feminine way sometimes and then the slope got slippery
>>41699925> Have you considered speaking your mind?I have more than once.. and she’s been okay with it. But it feels like I’m always asking so much and being so controlling when I do I don’t really want her to be controlled and unsatisfied by me..She already went mono for me (I’m mono exclusive she’s poly)I just want to undo!> Have you considered not giving a fuck if she blows her head off when you dump her?Okay but I care about her though
>>41699958I don't understand what the conundrum is here.She finally feels freed and wants to enjoy her sexuality.You want the opposite of that. Since actually met one another I can imagine that you're both in a place where there are lots of ppl to meet, likely PNW, if you're americanJust... leave herits that simple
>>41695913trying to manipulate people is wrong nona, and it will most likely backfire horribly. Have a heart to heart with her and explain how you feel if she doesn't understand you need to move on.
>>41700000get??
This is sort of like me and my gf. She has gotten better but still sometimes she says or does something that makes kills my mood a bit. haven't had to talk to her about it either, she just has understood over time.She is sweet and I love her, cuddling her is infinitely better than losing her or being mean to her, I don't let it bother me and we've been together for over a year.
>>41700022Okay so it does get better?>>41700001> leave her it’s that simpleI didn’t go to Reddit for a reason.But yeah….. I guess she does want to enjoy that side of her. :( I’m horrible for not wanting that ig but idk it’s rly hard to indulge it.>>41700019You’re right I should… how should I explain?>>41700020?
>>41700199>Okay so it does get better?Heavily dependent on the person of course. If she cares about you or your relationship it'll improve if not it'll be the same or go worse and then you'd have to end it or at least that's what I'd do even though even thinking about it makes me sad. Also it's funny that she is the mono type and I'm the poly type but when we had a conversation about it she asked me to be strictly mono only (which is no problem to me cause I love her).
>>41700019ThisOp reads as an egocentric a hole
>>41699756>It is like… clocky levels of agp behavior in public too. And passing is something she cares about. so idk how to bring that upPerhaps you can try to explain to her that some people can find her behavior in public a bit shocking
>>41700389> T4T relationship goes from larping as sanitized idea of womanhood (safe warm pretty soft) to loudly talking about gock and fetish in a fancy public restaurant.> all because of "prog"> want that to stopi know i'm manipulative and edgy right now. but it's pushing me away from her. reddit transbianism gives me ick i'm sorry....and i still love her and i just don't want this to be our future.......
>>41700473Kys
>>41695913Prog turned your unicorn gf straight, I'm sorry fren but it's over
>>41696578dang, another prison lesbianI really am among my people, even if on the other side of the fence
>agp honbeast is mad her AGP honbeast gf is AGPKek
>>41702023jej
>>41700473Just break up with her. You're clearly not happy anymore
>>41695913>Lie and go along with it bc I don't want to hurt her feelings.you stop doing this and be honest
>>41695913you cant stop being agp, you are born with it, its dysphoria, its why you transitioned too.
>>41702511no actually I transitioned due to internalized homophobia because society hates bisexual feminine men or something like that
just tell her to stop acting like a fucking sneedhon maybe she’ll understand if u put it like that
>>41702785Shes not a ttttroon but yeah i try to look visibly uncomfortable and give hints but autism
>>41695913this girl is hot and i'd give her a good dicking
