>be me>hsts>popular in high school and liked the attention because narc at the time>so many girls swooned over me, writing fanfic about me, starting rumors about me>but never attracted to girls>have baseball chad friend i get crush on>gives me attention, but one day he kept complaining there was no girls around>felt utterly useless and that my body provided no value to him>HORRID dysphoria sets in>*decides to transition*>cut to several years later---------------------------------->am hststacey >constantly getting attention>baseball chad tried to get with me, but i now have hotter more chad options so reject him>feel sexualized 100% of the time>get sad because i miss the days when i could just be a boy, valued for what i did and not just my body>get inspired to larp as a boy by hiding hair and wearing boyish clothes hijabi style>go on omegle type site to see how im perceived>"...are you a female?">no>*gets skipped*>"are you a female?">no>"nah you are, or at least a fag">sigh *skips*>"...are you a female..?>no im a boy>".....nah youre definitely a female">im not>"your features are too feminine, you cant lie to me im sorry honey" >log off and cry
>>41695962>>popular in high school and liked the attention because narc at the time>>so many girls swooned over me, writing fanfic about me, starting rumors about meNever happened. Go post your fanfic on bluesky or something weirdo.
>>41695962im always just going to be a stupid bitch from now on, arent i? i didnt realize this would happen, that every interaction i have with men now is them noticing im more feminine than a boy should be and my entire existence then suddenly being dictated and manipulated by them to serve them sexually. they dont care about what i say any more or what i do. i am just an object and will be taken by the wrist when i act different and marched back in line to what an object is suppose to be. i cant ever live out my fujo larping boy fantasy. to them, i am forever just a piece of meat in limbo until one of them comes into my life and manipulates me hard enough to be stuck with them for life. i know to some degree this is what i wanted, but i wanted to be able to be a protagonist too, not just a permanent support character....
>>41695979cant you read? im hsts. i didnt have the the whole 'struggles with women because low T so decided to transition' like most trannies here.
>>41695979did you go to school in the middle of nowhere or something? teenage girls most certainly write irl fanfiction, guys do it ironically. but yeah green post is fake and probs for reposting on blue sky.
>>41696035i went to a school that had at least 1300 people. i guess by fanfic i meant more metaphorically, like they would obsess over me and talk about me and make up stories about me with the things i did. the weird ones, anyway. its not fake, im sad i cant pass for male anymore but the way i felt on T isnt worth me detransitioning for
>>41696009uh, hsts are low t! youre agp
>be me>agp>write MEF posts
>>41695991Literally all you have to do to retain male privilege is disclose be by a tranny. Wear the pastel flag pin and you’re fine. Zeroth world problems
>>41697954thats how you lose all your privilege unless you're hot enough. being a known tranny is a bad thing unless in embarrassingly performative neighbourhoods and only in very few countries.
>>41695991just lift, get to a point where you can beat the shit out of average moids
>>41695991>but i wanted to be able to be a protagonist too, not just a permanent support character...Women assert themselves in different ways than men. You just have to learn. And try not orienting your life around what men are doing.
>Be me>Amab>Raised gender neutral>Gid diagnosis at 9>Begin to transition>HrT at 11>Sexually desired from that point on>Begin to hate men, feel their eyes on me all the time, staring at me like dirty fucking predators>Have a terrible life but make it out alive but horribly traumatized>Am a certifiable gigapass tho yay>Only desired sexually>Get hit on/asked out weekly>all romantic prospects immediately rescind interest when they find out about my agab>endure this cycle over and over and overhaha yay me
>>41695962Nice larp bro
>>41696009Definitely AGP
>>41698002I would absolutely destroy your failed male bussy uwu
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