>>41696297
Why haven't you talked to anyone. Are you pushing people away ?

>>41696297
I'll be your talk buddy but I also doomscroll so are convos might be boring af

>>41696326
I'm actively pushing people away, but that's what needs to be done at this point in my life.

>>41696326
Alright really convoluted context.

This might be hard to believe but I'm pretty charismatic. When I feel like making friends, almost all of them get a crush on me, regardless of gender. I don't intentionally do anything. Then, one of them always ends up in a relationship with me quickly, I end up neglecting the rest.

Then I end up in some crazy ass slightly codependent relationship. I don't really desire to talk to others after I have a partner.

Then we break up.

Since then, I've just sorta not had any incentive or desire to talk to anyone. I do not feel loneliness at all.

I don't think I value friendships that much, I just want a very close partner.

When I don't have that, I don't care either way. Maybe I'm taking a break because I feel emotionally tired after my last relationship.

Or maybe I'm just genuinely the most introverted person alive and I genuinely recharge energy from avoiding people intentionally.

I doomscrool. but im also a kino hunter and enjoy reading. idk what to tell you like a person does need hobbies and interests outside of doomscrolling for proper mental balance. surely you must like something.

>>41696376
I like music for sure

I played one steam game months ago

Other than that, I can't consume media unless I'm watching with someone else. It's hard for me to stay focused.

Right now there is no someone else and I also have no desire to get that someone else even though it would be very easy

I'm a very good conversationalist.

I don't think I have anhedonia, I'm actually super happy every day.

>>41696297
>>be me tranny
>>no, I'm actually you
>>do absolutely nothing in my freetime except doom scroll social media such as X, reddit, youtube
>Can anyone relate to an autistic retard that has no hobbies? I just work, do chores, doomscroll.
i'm 26, a neet, and i doom scroll, listen to yt, and play video games. also prob have some degree of annoying autism

yeah i relate, except i kinda hate talking about myself. all anyone wants to know is how successful i am, and being a complete social reject without any achievement makes those questions miserable to navigate

>I don't really desire to talk to others after I have a partner
>I don't think I value friendships that much, I just want a very close partner
>I can't consume media unless I'm watching with someone else

I'm like this too and it's rough