(Im done with pretending like its not MY reality)After a journey and period of confusion Ive withnessed it at first hand that there is a lot more than the old binaries and gender identities however sexuality was a huge part of dysphoria. Its quite evidental (almost linked my letter to my andrologist) that my whole sexuality started at young ages as hetro as it can be. To perceive this wrongly to be open but some mothers of classmates gave me an erection at a ways too young age. Than I got a normal puberty but always had a fascination for how penises looked fast forward till the point I starved of dehydration if I didnt suck one once in my lifeI'm not sexually attracted neither activated or near that with hetrosexual male in general other than instances where I suddenly thought about his penis in my mouth. Other than that a hetro male in all colors, shades, shapes does not give me something near stimulance.There must be a level of femininity in them, they must be gr8 to hold and hug and you must be quite much gayer than a normal man since I almost become hetro in less than a second as soon if a man is hetro. Also had a last year highschool crush on a slim muscular girl with freckles, short hair and a nose ring. Which is another part and which is a repeated thing in my life as well.Since, if your mother is hot and you dont want her to be fucked by a steanger, I got a huge thing for females and especially abover 45 I'm not doubting a hetrosexual part in my but the other part is pansexual and not homosexualThe homosexual meme kept me in confusion for years upon years in my case. I'm different from the norm, sure, but this explains why...> I have a huge thing for attractive looking moms> I have so now and than a normal female crush> I discovered to have something for some extraordinary lesbians> Ive got a weak for feminine and more than average cute gay guys however I discovered the gay part for years and Ive came to an conclusion(1/2)
>>41697849I keep sucking a cock once in a while. I find it sexy to make it a work of art and make him come ways to quicklyI'm open in relations or short one or three or ten night stands about how I view homosexuality and that some guys are under circumstances irresistibleI'm the average hetrosexual for 89% but there is another 11% of me pansexual since I CAN fall for homosexuals, lesbians, transgenders (literally all the letters). Im quite certain about the hetro part cause I can fall for women most men would never fall for and totally average all day girls next door. Also since I cant really deal with female behavior for a long period of time I rather have a cute feminine homosexual insteadWell that was my presentation, I hope you liked it[HETROSEXUAL PLUS PAN OR PAN-HETRO / HETRO-PAN EXISTS: IVE LIVED IT](2/2)
