I fucking loathe being an outwardly cis twink that is starting to turn sour in my mid 20s. I have the voice of a faggot and everyone especially women keep assuming that I'm gay. What is the point of people like meIs this because when I was 3 years old I was molested and my penis was used like a doll by stepsister after my parents probably left porn or something playing on the TV while they were in the other room smoking weed and she grabbed my penis and started using it on her body and I don't know how to feel about people physically touching me anymore I have no idea if I'm just a repressed bisexual or if I have been twisted into thinking this because of my childhood abuse? One time my felon uncle was alone with me and pinned me to the floor while he hung loogies in my face. My mother would sometimes look me in the eye as if I was a stranger, sometimes she would take me on car rides under the pretense that we were doing some errand but once she was in a sealed box that she could control, she would begin tormenting me by going to an less populated place and then intentionally driving in precarious ways and with reckless, self-destructive abandon, and 7 year old me is staring straight ahead with my little hands trying to clamp the car seat because in that moment I was abandoned by own mother and my only maternal figure my developing amygdala recognizes as vaguely mother-shaped is the dead embrace of the car seat that smells like dry grass and ashtrays and pain. "Do you want to die?" she would intone to her son as she tortured him. I want to have sex but I don't know what to feel when people touch me because my body has been used by other people so much. I am emotionally maimed and I look physically deserted and I do not think any human being on this earth will ever feel comfortable being in a room alone with me. I am alone. I am alone. I am alone.I had gender dysphoria when I was 13 and now I am just an abused decrepit 27 year old man that no one will ever love
anyone in seattle going through anything similar :(
So what you wanted to tell us is that traumatized and mentally wrecked people are more likely to have this "gender dysphoria" or what?
>>41699054if i knew where you lived i'd put lead through your brainstem
Boy I Will Eat Your Dick On Up
>>41698988> gender dysphoriaWell there’s your problem with your body> heartbreaking trauma shitPpl think trauma causes trooning. But more often than not it causes repping> asexualU are a repper
>>41698988you look hot to me
