What caused your gay awakening?
>>41700945I saw your mom
>>41700945i watched a french cartoon called "pepoodoo pals" or something and in one of the episodes they said you can get an orgasm by fingering your prostate so i started experimentingi already found men attractive, i just didn't have a desire to have sex with them until then
>>41700945Nothing, really. I was just always attracted to males and never to females.
digital art from the 00s has a vibe about it like this is a whole aesthetic thing the soft reflection the infinite void gradient the shitty lighting its a thing man i kinda wish i could draw/paint/render in this general style but in an updated way
>>41700945i think i was always gay desu>be me, 6yrs old>just finished sliding down a giant hill with my older cousin>it’s just us two>after finishing up, we sit on a nearby bench to take a break>both of are tired and sweaty from walking back up the hill multiple times>cousin tells me that he thinks he’s done and unzips his jacket a bit, steam then rises>smell hits me and begin feeling like I’m on a roller coaster/falling>feel weird for the rest of the evening remembering that scent and tried kissing him the next time we hung out>didn’t work out obviously, but still hung out togetherthere was another instance of me being a fag during 2nd? grade, I made out with my then friend in the boy’s washroom and (tried) to do anal but nothing came out of it. I also kissed the same friend in front of our classmates in 6th grade after a sheet of laminated paper was held in between us iirc.
>>41700974>the french are gay>peepeepoopoo palspottery
>>41700945I remember the first time I felt funny feelings towards a boy>be me, awkward high schooler ~10th grade in small town Arkansas>smoked weed maybe once or twice w my brother, want to procure on my own>get a contact from a friend, the dealer and I coordinate to meet in a parking lot in town in the evening>tell my family that I’m gonna hang out a friend and drive off>as I’m about to exit the interstate to meet this guy, my dumb student-driver ass bumps into a curb and it blows a tire out>pull off to our meetup spot, fortunately I was close when it happened>I freak out and panic about having to call my parents, I do so and make up my alibi about where and why>HOWEVER, my dealer the absolute gentleman, offers and I let him change my tire for me>that’s relieving and really cool of him>no… not cool but rather sweet and kind and really admirable and he’s like this cordial country boy and I want to hang out with him again>and I have butterflies but this can’t be the butterfly feeling I have never felt that before>he finishes changing my tire and also gives me a good deal on my weed (for the time and circumstance it’s a different market now)>my goodbye was less quick and casual, a little too bashful idk>a few days later my brother tells me that he ran off my dealer and not to talk to him again>go on to not enter my first relationship for several years until a dude comes onto me super forwardly
