Idk how anyone does itI feel like a freak and a terrible person for having the feelings I do. The only thing I can do that's honorable is deny myself of any form of feminine expression. I need to be a man because that's what I was born as and that's what's acceptable I just need to stop thinking about this shit all the time and accept that I can't become a woman
>>41703044>I feel like a freakYou ARE a freak.>and a terrible personYou're not necessarily a terrible person for being a tranny, but as a consequence of the resentment and trauma of being a tranny you will inevitably become a terrible person as an empowering coping mechanism against the society that you think is at fault for you being a dysfunctional mistake.
>>41703044there isn't any real moral reason to reject being a terrible freak per se. It makes life harder but so does being parapalegic
