is this an actual thing? lately i've been getting terfy thoughts like iwnbaw and i keep catching myself referring to myself as male for whatever reason. i still have what are arguably quite agp thoughts but i fear that stress is causing myself to collapse inward and i don't want to get worse than i already amnonas do any of you get this feeling? i cant sleep anywaypicrel unrelated
>>41705234It is your shadow self. Deep down you know these women are awful creeps who dont respect you, but you fear them because they remind you of your mother. So you act out self-harm hoping that they will eventually sympathize with you (a common reaction to a busive women)
>>41705234yeah kind of, but i also don't take it so seriously anymore after wrestling with this stuff in my head for a decade, i am myself
>>41705234We’ve all been there, you’re just ruminating. Ruminating is exacerbated by boredom. Go out with friends and compliment each other, you’ll feel much better.
>>41705234yea I get this alot it sucks:(
>>41705234Yeah I get this feeling super often usually the way I cope with those feelings is just trying to ignore them
i have it so bad i terfed out as a teen instead of transitioning and im still a terf despite being on hrt for 3 years. cis people love me though, idk, im one of the good ones
>>41705234>catching myself referring to myself as male for whatever reasonYou probably haven't even started E yet.
>>41705814girl same
being a woman is like being a dolphinyou just need to be born that way
>>41705234stahp
>>41705814You are not a TERF. TERFs are against transition. I read the most ridiculous things on this board from people with low self esteem. It is the most basic thing, you have to build up your self esteem, self defense and self flourishing. You clearly have at least some of this already if you are transitioning.
