>finally started last week e after repping for 6 years straight>really wish the changes were faster but at the same time i hope they don't come too fast>also plan on boymoding for as long as i can cause i don't want to out myself as the only troon in my uni class>deep down i know i dont "actually" see trans women as women and only as an approximation of them and i'm only doing it cause I just want to satisfy my selfish needs.>i think terf rhetoric is dumb but i sometime got myself agreeing with it and feel terrible about it.I'm not sure even if I reach a point of passing I will be at peace with myself. I just wish I was like this from the start.