ever since I did edibles, I went from a (theoretical) verse to a (theoretical) bottom. I’d get this aching empty feeling in my groin… and even though I hadn’t had edibles in a while, it’s something I haven’t forgotten. I used to cope that it’s hard to fantasize about topping when I lack the equipment, but Idk anymore. I guess I’m making this thread to finally get this off my chest + hear if any other anon has similar experiences.
yeah i have this sometimes