>be me>sexually dominant gynephile>take estrogen for years and it doesn't really go away>extremely brainwormed about it, try to avoid masturbating or even being around women as much as I can>have a couple comphet relationships that don't work out to see if I can make myself like moids>finally just give up>realize I'm more nonbinary than anything>realize I'm hot now after years on hrt>realize I'm sexually desirable for wanting to top>chatting up a qt transgirl at this very moment and she gets all flustered whenever I call her a good dog or pathetic and loser-yIt just feels so much better desu. I'm glad I stopped letting this board decide what's ethical and trvtrans and what's malebrained and evil.
