i keep hearing people saying that to live happily you need relationships, and im so scared thats actually the truth.ive bern hiding myself from people for the longest time, always keeping them at arms lenght, too scared of becoming too close, and now im just a mess, unable to create new bonds and trust people, fearing everyone around me, while still yearning for warmth and to be embraced.and now i just wish i can stop feeling like this, and hope that eventually ill be able to be content alone, the only way i can be.
>>41707638wow ur just like the main characters in my chinese cartoons!
>>41707638having avoidant tendencies sucks, but it's not like it's impossible to overcome them. Also it helps if you're making connections in real life rather than online, by the simple fact that it's harder to avoid people that way.
>>41707638>im so scared thats actually the truth.it is, you need to develop human connections before you completely cease to be a real human being; speaking from experience when i say that this is a path to nothing to but a fatal level of regretto be human is to love, it is the fountain from which all art is borne and if you have no love and no connection in life you have nothingt. speaking from experience
