Questioning actively for two years, and I’m at the point where I’d rather someone just make the choice for me. Ya know, fictional scenario where I accidentally get injected with super estrogen and the effects are quick and permanent. I’ve found myself fascinated with the idea of fat redistribution, quickly seeing changes occur outside of my control. Maybe it’s more of a “fixation”. Like how furries get obsessed with TF and shit, mind you, I’m not in it as a kink thing. Not entirely. Part of me feels like if I became a girl, I’d just live as one. I mean who cares what your sex is anyways? You’re still a human, just with different traits. Sexually I’m a bottom either way and would rather be treated gently, more intimately then getting fuvked in the ass by Tyrone. Call that fuckin AGP kill yourself I don’t care, I don’t jack off in a mirror or anything like that, I just have such powerful apathy as a man, I don’t really care either ways, but maybe the idea of being a girl feels, exciting?Sorry this is a long spew of bullshit, it’s 1am and I’m probably pivoting to /gif/ soon to make sure I feel extra shit in the morning. If anything I said is relatable please speak up because holy fuck there are not enough places to ask retarded questions like this.
>>41708303relateable but i trooned out a few years ago. all trannies wish they could get injected once with super estrogen that works quickly and permanently but settle for this sad shit