>be me (bi dude), like 5 nights ago>cry myself to sleep from stress and loneliness>have enough and post an ad on /soc/ and get a bf>desperately shave my body (do a bad job) to whore myself out to him and feel happy for a moment>ff to last night and tonight, still sobbing at night from stress and feeling uglyAnyone relate?
>>41718720I get it anon, im sorry. Ive let some weird construction workers grope me in a park at night cause i was feeling really insecure and the attention was validating. I just felt worse, all gross and used, after. Its not good but i know how youre feeling. I beav-lieve in you
>>41718720I feel really stressed because like I think I'm bisexual but also I really hate the thought of sexual relationships with another man.
>>41718720Yikes. Weeny alert!
>>41718720I wish I had normal attraction instead of AGP, I wish I were a normal gay boy, or just a normal dude with normal sexuality. but no, I had to have deviant autosexual degeneration with permanent tranny brainworms. Another thing that was broken since birth, another proof that being born was a mistake in my caseMy sexuality feels like a broken mechanism that only causes pain. And that unlike normal sexualities, it cannot form any connection with others, AGP is literally everything i have.Another thing that i can blame on autism. i hate existing in my brain so much, why i had to be this disgenic trash? i will KMS sooner or later and I hope to be reincarnated as a real human being, not as a sperg worm but as a beautiful and smart woman.
>>41718914Why can't you connect with others
