its just internalized misogyny.
Threadly reminder that the following are the best ways to manage your dysphoria (the more you do at once the better!):1) Butchmax2) HRT-rep3) Get a short, mtf femme gf4) -optional- get bottom and/or top surgery>>41735200My femrepper partner has some toxic masculinity going on with their personality.Honestly it is super based and another thing I love about them :3
so help me god i have hprrible ibs
who wants to be my boyfriend
>>41735200If I self harm enough it will become even more humiliating and impossible for me to transition because it will be obvious that I'm just a mentally ill fucktard foid. I would never enjoy what pooners talk about finally getting to go out shirtless because my torso will be covered in fembrained scars. With this act I will never be able to poon out. It is the perfect plan
>>41735282SO REAL AND TRYE i cut myself the other day and called mysekf a woman for it.
>i just need to cut myself ONE more time then i'll be a woman for sure!!!
>>41735443I was lurking some feminist space and saw people talking about some pooner who was trying to get phallo but her arms were covered self harm scars so she'd have a scarred up frankendick or whatever and it gave me massive second hand pity/dysphoria/embarrassment. Foid scars make you a woman forever
i can tolerate being a woman as long as i have enough money to buy obscene amounts of food and alcohol everyday
>>41735200Hi femrepgen, how do you manage entering same-sex spaces without wanting to crawl out of your skin? It feels like a reminder.
>>41735718Everyday is a reminder. Every moment is a reminder. You being a woman influences how every interaction in your life will ever go for better and for worse. So basically I just do it because it's nothing new
>>41735200take your HRT, retards
>>41735764HRT = goodSocial transition = badtdicks are a pretty big upgrade imo :3
all my friends are shit talking me behind my back i know iti deserve it tho
https://soundcloud.com/kim-barnbrook/fidlar-no-money-no-honey
I keep seeing shadow creatures and shadow bugs and critters on my skin
When does it go away
>>41738006it never will..
>>41738489I was a completely normal girl before all this, surely I'll revert to being a normal woman at some point
>>41738738You've been already infected by the woke mind virus. Your only choices are to become Ayden or repress.
>>41738776I'm doing both at the same time and it hasn't helped me one bit
>>41738826If you are being an Ayden you are not repressing..
>>41738838What if I'm a permagirlmoder?
you are all just mentally illthis transitioning thing is just the way your cognitive dissonance/need to self harm expresses itself
>>41738897>you are all just mentally illDysphoria= mental illness so yes obviously >this transitioning thingReppers don't transition or you are not a repper>is just the way your...need to self harm expresses itselfI self harm to make it so I can't transition. It would make no sense for me to spend a ton of money and ruin my relationships just so I can self harm when I can do it for free with way less backlash >>41738881If you give in to the thoughts (taking T) they will get worse!
>>41738826That's the problem. You need to compromise.
>>41738937What's my way out then? Detransitioning? Admitting that I fucked up and that there's no hope for ever improving my life? Waiting until I'm 50 to poon out and regretting my choices every step of the way?>>41738943Permagirlmoding is the compromise.
>>41738985>Waiting until I'm 50 to poon outYou never poon out. That's the secret. If you wanted to revert to normal girl why would you be on T. That's clearly not working
Femrepper LOVE!I hope everyone here has a fun holiday season planned :3
happier repping than i was as a pre everything pooni feel freer, i am closest in proximity to a cis woman. after i accepted this, i no long had to deal with brainworms about how my bone structure wont ever be that of a cis man. im a lady.
>>41743175>im a ladyYeah yeah, been though that. Happy larping, the hangover is always epic.
going to try to actually work on my obsessive thoughts with sexuality, wish me luckmaybe it'll knock out a few brainworms with it idk
i have to ask why do fujos always turn out to be the biggest karens on the planet?
>>41745894Wdym?
Reminder that ftms have a good reason to transition, unlike MTFs who all want to transition into the objectively inferior gender
>>41740067But I really want to :((((((((((
>>41748176Your weakness will be your downfall.