I spend literal hours contemplating suicide each day.I made the mistake of getting pets, a boyfriend, job etc.How do i get rid of all that with the least amount of pain to these others so i can kill myself?
wanting to kill yourself is fucking retarded. even if someone were ugly as shit wanting to kill yourself is senselessI want to live for billions of years. even trillions if the physics issues could be overcome. any sane person would. you should too, anon
>>41747534Go to a psychiatristImmediately
>>41747563its not. if you could even feel half the fucking shame i do over being a gigahon tranny youd wanna kill yourself too. unfortunately most "trannies" these days arent actually trannies nor do they have dysphoria, so all this falls on deaf ears.
>>41747571im not keen on sacrificing my freedoms by going to a nuthouse. ive been there before a decade ago and it didnt help. ive been in this psychiatric system for 20 years and gotten nothing out of it. im tired of it.
>>41747534>How do i get rid of all that with the least amount of pain to these others so i can kill myself?when you kill yourself everybody you know stops existing too
>>41747623It doesn't get better. Life goes on without you. No one is that important for better or worse. I am doing every drug I want before I die.
>>41747563> I want to live for billions of years. even trillionstry forever for me.
>>41747573You're not a gigahon if you're not embarrassing transwomen everywhere.
>>41747534Who cares about them? Your pets just pretend to love you for food and will eat your face when you die. Your partner is probably some faggy loser who is barely sentient and makes lame jokes, who cares what pain they purport to “experience”