>bullied, autistic pseudoandrophile >hate being male>start HRT and get FFS so people won't think of me as a gay male or beta incel>5 years later>realize I can't ever be a woman because my desires are too warped, I'm too autistic, and I'm not at least biWhat am I supposed to do now? Even transbians and gigahons are self-actualizing more than me, have some acceptance or community.
>>41781866unironically, start agp goonermaxxing so ur porn likes break down your brain and you start enjoiying gay shit and dicksthas literally what bi women are and how they become gay towards other women, normie women are built for heteronormativity but the more you get exposed to being chronically online and nsfw stuff the more your brain breaks down its barriersthe same applies to "hetero"men that start liking femboys and manly men
>>41782221>unironically, start agp goonermaxxing so ur porn likes break down your brain and you start enjoiying gay shit and dicksI don't think you understand what the problem is. I already enjoy BL/yaoi. The problem is that I don't like women and do not have the desire to penetrate them.
>>41782265>hate being male>start HRT and get FFS so people won't think of me as a gay male or beta incelso you are a mtf>The problem is that I don't like women and do not have the desire to penetrate them.i dont understandyou are mad you dont like women?is usually the opposite wayanyway, the best way is to pavlov condition your brainafterall the way men are attracted to women is just pure visual, men see curves and fertility characteristics and they get triggeredif you were born basically a gay male and want to like women just start cumming to women and your brain will start getting triggered more and more slowly, ideally goon a lot of time each time so your brain will get harder releases which make the connection grow stronger
>>41782336>so you are a mtfNo, that's not correct. I'm not trans, I'm not transitioning to anything because I don't want a vagina. I'm effectively just a crossdresser. >you are mad you dont like women?Yes>is usually the opposite wayI'm aware!I was not born "basically a gay male," the way I experience attraction is nothing like that of gay men. I have nothing in common with gay men. I've masturbated to books involving heterosexual stuff, but only foreplay and only before the vagina comes out. I just completely lose interest/get actively disgusted then. Consequently, even trying to "Pavlov condition my brain" just results in AGP with that caveat. I'm no more attracted to women. I've done this for years with no results. Bad honscience.
>>41782221all women are bi in denial, retard. in case you misunderstood me, let me spell it out for you: A L L W O M E N A R E B I S E X U A L. cis women are just incredibly meta-attracted. meta-attraction is just female sexuality. the idea of a big strong chad man dominating you and making you feel like a submissive weak female is just average sexuality. it's not about the figure or the look if the male body it's about the ability of them to fuck and dominate and make you feel helpless. pretty girls are pretty and all women want to fuck them, comphet just made it taboo. give any single woman a decent amount of alcohol at any party and watch them immediately start making out with another woman.
>>41782576Where is the party?!
>>41782221>start agp goonermaxxing so ur porn likes break down your brainpedophile psyop
>>41781866>What am I supposed to do now?realize that you have been led into sin and are destroying yourself and that satan's world made this happen to you on purpose and find a good church (preferably Catholic) with an active community, repent, and live properly as a man in a church community as God intended. You will find that the idea that church communities are these miserable oppressive places of judgmental insane people was a massive psyop by the satanic media and really only applies to protestant churches and meme religions like JWs and Mormons and that normal Catholic church communities are perfectly nice places where even an autist such as yourself can fit in and end up with a good Christian wife and family.But unironically.
>>41784322>Jesus taught them, "If your right eye causes you to sin, gouge it out and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to be thrown into hell. And if your right hand causes you to stumble, cut it off and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to go into hell. And if your manhood causes you to sin, cast it off and throw it away. It is better for you to lose your manhood than for your whole body to go into hell."
>>41784372>deliberately misunderstanding a scripture and taking it literally on purpose just to make some coy one-liner-tier point that means nothingboring, obvious and unconvincing. You know that's not what it means.
>>41784322I've tried religious cope, was just unhappy because nothing but Gnosticism addresses my problems. They're too uncommon to man.
>>41785016Gnosticism is just >The god of this age has blinded the minds of unbelievers, so that they cannot see the light of the gospel that displays the glory of Christ, who is the image of God. (Corinthians 4:4)>As for you, you were dead in your transgressions and sins, 2 in which you used to live when you followed the ways of this world and of the ruler of the kingdom of the air, the spirit who is now at work in those who are disobedient. (Ephesians 2:2)but with extra steps and weird mythology and esoteric word games to trick you into thinking that Yahweh is satan and not to follow Jesus' actual true apostolic church (Catholic/Orthodox)The problem of evil goes away very quickly when you consider that satan is temporarli ruling the world, that suffering is transient and the eternal blissful afterlife is real, that God is actually active working in the world and that all goodness comes from him and that part of the catholic mission is that you are charged with actively making the world better too (nobody ever talks about a 'the problem of good' for some reason; as in, why does any goodness exist at all if God doesn't exist?)>They're too uncommon to manpeople have felt at odds with themselves and like they don't fit in for thousands of years it's just that the current version of it is being deliberately pathologized and exacerbated. You simply need to find a good proper church and honestly confess and want redemption and believe that it is possible for it to work.
>>41782358I have things in common with you. I still would want to penetrate and eat out, but much less so than the average guy. I'm pretty submissive and I want to live as a woman. I'm gonna be starting HRT soon, and I was wondering how your experiences with it have been. (I'm kinda concerned about the impact it might have on my cock though) Also, how did you afford FFS??? I'm happy I stumbled upon this thread because in all honesty I kinda felt alone about the fact that I get more turned on by foreplay than pussy until now.
>>41782221Happened to me I was a giga transbian and now I just long for a bf while women are boring???
i am gay and started e for twinkdeath and its making me agp
>>41785644Based, agp is great when you get the feminine body you desire
>>41785220I've tried for years. Idk>>41785644I'm not gay so what's your point? To rub it in?
