>qott
i wish jumping was a 100% guarantee of death because then i'd do it no questions asked
unfortunately i pussied out last time i tried and just got forced to take a grippy sock vacation

i dont wanna be

I was too cowardly to ever even try it even when I was at my lowest point. the potential of excruciating pain / lifelong disability is just so scary

i have a 20 gauge and a spacious forest near my town

i don’t think i will honestly. i think about it a lot though. a lot of those thoughts are intentionally absurd (e.g. using pulleys to lift a cinderblock above my head in bed and dropping it, getting my head smashed with a gigantic mallet)
the realistic ones i think about are gunshot to the head (there’s plenty of guns in my house, it’s one of the surest ways so there’s a low chance i survive and become a burden to hospital staff & my family) or slicing my wrists, maybe taking some aspirin or some shit to speed it up, and drifting off in my shower while watching a movie or something (feels pretty sure if i don’t change my mind partway through and call 911, and it’s less upsetting to see for my friends at the funeral home and my family, especially if they want an open casket)
really, my dream is to contract some incurable, invariably lethal disease, that way i can die without it being my fault

>>41821692
this

what does an actual manmoder look like

>>41821799
me

prove it fag

>>41821768
>my dream is to contract some incurable, invariably lethal disease, that way i can die without it being my fault
i'm not the only one then. i just want permission to kill myself for reasons less pathetic than being unable to handle the fact that this is the face and body i gave myself with the one chance at life i had

>>41821799
just a regular (slightly faggy) dude

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>qott
this bridge here

bridge must be the most shit method your survival instinct will kick in as you're falling and make you regret it

yeah im gonna cut again i hate you all

>>41821818
got to the other side of the railing and realized that 200 feet over water really didn't feel like good enough odds even if it's like a 98% chance of death at that height
legal euthanasia for all manmoders now

we're all gonna get cancer anyway just thug it out

>>41821832
does cutting actually make you feel any better or are you just trying to punish yourself

self immolation desu. gasoline is sold everywhere and once it starts i have no hope of putting it out. too bad its going to hurt like hell the entire way out.

>>41821866
either you're the survival instinct final boss or you'll panic after about 10 seconds at most

>>41821864
2 in 1

>>41821876
i know ill panic but so would any other method. i could also hang myself with enough of a fall to break my neck. but theres still the chance it doesnt work and i claw at my neck. ive thought about all the different ways a lot.

i wish i were a twink cutehon

>>41821922
god same I'm so undesirable

mega repper here should i even bother starting hrt at 27 and endure the humiliation of adult transition or should i just blow my brains out

>>41821942
you should be hrtrepping

>>41821942
you have to try hrt. you have to at least try

>>41821942
im 27 too and i'd say start and accept your fate idk
being 27 is already humilating

>>41821942
yeah

slit my wrists in a hot bath off my face on some molly or some drug i’ve never take before but would do before dying like heroin

>>41821929
i'm sure you look better than i ever could

>so anon what about you how’s your love life? any ladies
got asked this tonight at dinner

my cousins keep staring at me i dont wanna eat in front of them i dont even wanna eat i dont want the pain and suffering of digestion

none of you will ever understand

spending thanksgiving alone eating a box of microwave stuffing

sometimes i think about how other people are seeing me and cant ignore my visage like my own eyes can. bc my eyes cant see my face, they see out of it

>>41822051
for me it's leftover pizza and the taste of vomit

help me im ahving a panic attack

>>41822109
relax

>>41822109
don't panic

>>41822109
deep breaths

i'll be trying crack and heroin and fentanyl first, then doing something really stupid that lands me in prison, then find a way to get killed in prison
first i'll see if prison can be a chill place to meditate and read
i do have a really fat ass which may complicate things. this wasn't supposed to be a hornypost

>>41822124
how fat...

unironically how do i stop manmoding im so tired of this i want to live but i just can't

>>41822170
why do you want to know...

>>41822274
because I'm a weird pervert.

>>41822214
how long have you been on hrt?

>>41822357
4 years

>>41821648
feeling saucy might go shoot myself in the park tonight

>>41822451
>>41822451
I miss the days when a faggot feeling saucy meant she'd go suck off a random married blue collar worker's sweaty fat hairy 5 inch chode

>>41822451
>>41822462
that's happening in the park too because it's marked as a cruising spot on sniffies. there's no need to traumatize some fags trying to get str8 dick on thanksgiving night

>>41822170
all of my fat goes to my hips and thighs kind of fat
slimming down though, manmodin

>>41822679
lucky...why are you intentionally slimming down though? what's the point if you already have fat hips and thighs, I mean

>>41822679
sounds breedable
pos pix
Id put a bby in u and steal da lil niggas tiddy milk

This is a CERTIFIED© High Quality post! :^)

im shivering bad... i have been sick for the last 2 days:(

dying alone sucks

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>day dreaming about her again

>>41822820
who would you like to die with then. i feel dying must be pretty embarrassing, like being sick and taking a shit. i'd prefer to do it in solitude

>>41822858
who

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if I liked men this would be so much easier, like moids are fucking repulsive I'd simply ignore my attraction towards them
>>41822878
girl I'm into

>>41822858
june?

>>41822906
possibly the most disgusting (you) I've ever gotten. not even yearning anymore now I'm just fucking mad

>>41821942
i transitioned at 26. ruined my entire life. everyone hates me now. i am more alone than ive ever been and it will always be this way. good luck anon

i dont hate you

>>41822940
same wortie

>>41822940
how did transitioning at 26 ruin your entire life? why are you so sure it'll always be this way? 26 is pretty young, how long ago was that?

>>41822924
sorry bitch damn

>>41822950
whoever it is you should tell them directly

im mediocre at sucking cock

watched weapons on discord with my friends :) good movie

>>41822940
everyone hates me too

>>41822959
6 years. theres nothing left for me. i will never have a family again or friends. the only people who dont grimace when they see me are john 50 crossdressers

>>41822965
they’re talking to the replier above them lol

>they

you ‘moders keep getting mad at me for using she/her

pity me please im a poor lonely sick trans girl...

>>41821648
Use some crazy psychedelic or if you can read some philosophy or gaslight yourself into a religion. Then come back to me and I'll tell you how to do it

>>41822977
this sounds a little self-sabotaging, there's no way everyone grimaces when seeing you, you probably look better than you're giving yourself credit for

>>41823013
I hope you feel better, drink lots of tea ;(

i have cancer

>>41823037
i get this and i started at 22 and live in woke city usa. nothing matters except your starting point and genetics

that’s terrible, do you want to talk about it more?

>>41823049
i hope you beat it

>>41823045
thank you nona:)

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>>41822748
>>41822759
i want abs
and tighter thighs
might prevent me from producing tiddy milk tho unfortunately

>>41823080
that is not the ass of someone I'd consider a manmoder. also you already look pretty slim to me, idk.
what are you doing that prevents lactation

>>41823080
neuron activation

>mmg
skipping my injection tonight and going out to kms

>>41823080
lucky bitch, you're posting this in the wrong general

>>41823080
this gen is nothing but fakemoders sometimes

>>41823119
thanks i guess
uhhh taking testosterone in a desperate attempt to rep as a manly muscly man
i'm fairly certain that i'll be coming off in a few months and switching back to estrogen so we may get lactation next year

>>41823132
<3

>>41823154
where do i belong?

>>41823168
also those shorts look really fucking good on you
taking test sounds psychotic, but you do your thing, I ain't a doctor

>>41823168
/bmg/ (if anyone makes it) or even just /mtfg/. also get off t and get back on e, you probably pass

>>41823179
thank you and yes i think that something is seriously wrong with me

>>41823168
>>41823182
fr please get off t and get domp instead and a bf/gf to enable your lactation dreams

now I'm wondering how many "manmoders" in here are actually just boymoders or twinkhons with severe dysmorphia

>>41823204
i bet it's like >80% but i can't prove it

i wish i was a fakemoder but i will never be able to post my body anywhere because i just look like a slightly anorexic male with A cups

>>41823080
want to put multiple children in you with consent

>>41823204
maybe i’m actually a boymoder. but it’s not out of bdd. for the most part i think i look better/more feminine than i actually. but then i consider the fact i don’t malefail and the opinions i’ve gotten from other anons on this board and know i don’t pass in the slightest and likely never will

>>41823080
bruh i got a hank hill butt

>>41823236
same
I'm nothing like any of you though
I'm uniquely fucked

>>41823245
everyone in here thinks they're uniquely fucked

>>41823277
yeah but it's real in my case

i’m fucked in a pretty unremarkable way, i’d say

I'm unfucked and unfuckable
nobody wants to fuck me
I'm disgusting I'm not good enough for anyone

think you're fucked? well I'm black, beat that

good

at least people wanted to fuck me when i was repping
i say i'm a volcel but really i'm an incel now

>>41821648
Drag a bathtub to the middle of nowhere and wait for it to rain, then cut my whole body and let myself bleed out while listing to my favorite music

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what kind of music do you 'moders like?

>>41823367
nothing I don't like anything I hate everything

>>41823367
I'm listening to nujabes

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>>41823370

>>41823367
i only like slop because i'm lyricdeaf and will forever be a soulhon because of it

>>41823412
can I have examples of the slop? and wtf is a soulhon

>>41823367
not nsbm

>i can do better than you

>>41823367
i dont listen to music

>>41823419
https://youtu.be/kbvBV66v1LE
https://youtu.be/LQxCDEeSgKA
https://youtu.be/4DxPTJqFlX8
https://youtu.be/84ndonzVnsA
and i just mean that i will never be able to fully appreciate the lyricism of what straight cgirls enjoy and they'll always be able to detect my autist troonsoul when i answer this question
i'll hum washing machine heart and from the start to myself from time to time but otherwise my tastes are super moided

I'm gonna make someone's day

i hope its mine

>>41823594
nah just whoever has to clean up the mess LOL

im taking a huge shit and i want a man to cum on my face, is that weird?

>>41823640
thats so crazy im shitting rn too

i also think about men cumming on my face when im shitting its perfectly normal

>>41823507
unfortunately I don't speak any of these languages, but I did really dig all the songs.
> they'll always be able to detect my autist troonsoul when i answer this question
I think the brainworms are getting to you

i ghost everybody in my life because im weird and scared of rejection and i have a moral stance against instant communication across distances

>>41823367
emo/pop punk/power pop. in terms of shit people have actually heard of, fall out boy and paramore are in my top 3 all time and i also love mcr, but a lot of what i listen to is smaller bands like equipment, origami angel, thanks! i hate it, you me and everyone we know, arm’s length, spanish love songs, customer service, and harrison gordon (who i’m seeing this weekend!!)

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>>41821799

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>>41823370

i dont ghost anyone because im the last truemoder and have nobody to ghost

>>41823698
>>41823701
I look like this (and say this)

sure

>>41823702
true

>>41823686
Origami angel <3

>>41823702
me soon just a few more bridges to burn

why dont i pass 100% and look like a woman and am hot anx have a boyfriend and basically be a happy normal person

>>41823684
i've been doing that since leaving high school and now, in my 30s, i'm completely socially isolated
my life is nice and quiet and zero chance of rejection

when he oversteps boundaries and you wonder if you’re complicit in cheating >>>

why am i man and why do i have to get ffs, a mastectomy, pelvic plasty and a bbl? Nazism made my hips small

>>41823723
i love them <3 they’re my most seen band (tied with pup, technically) and they’re the reason i made pretty much my only college friend. i was wearing an origami angel shirt, they were wearing a prince daddy & the hyena shirt, we complimented each other’s shirts, and then hung out after class a bunch. now we go to shows together sometimes

i hate the antichrist so much he stole my life and he hurt me and now my hips are gone and my ass is small but at least it jiggles real good when i walk

good fat distribution on a very masculine body >>>

i hate myself and i wish i looked like the women in my family

>>41823774
Thats awesome! I need to find some friends to go to shows with ;-;

i was supposed to be a youngshit. i was having so much fun i didnt thjnk about it but late at night after every holiday i cry myself to sleep also im gay and generic

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How balding are you? Did any hairs grow back?

>>41823836
very
a lot
still shooting myself in the head

>>41823836
very and no my temples are totally bare naked

i am notbald

back of the skull
right through the brainstem

i dont think i will ever pass and it’s really fucked up because im super small and feminine otherwise

not balding but owner of the highest and squarest hairline ever award
i keep wondering about minoxidil to lower and reshape it but since i never suffered any real hair loss idk if there's a point

>>41823836
pretty
i don’t think so
i hide me hind my bangs but after i wash my hair and have to get it back in place i start wanting to kill myself more than usual

if someone offered to make me thicc but also detransition me i would take that and be a guy

bffr nobody wants to date detrooners because you'll always be seen as at risk of retrooning when ur truly ngmi

I sometimes wonder what life would have been like if I wasn't born to hyper-religious rightoid nutcases who punished me whenever I told them I wanted to be a girl

1 am mac n cheese save me

you just reminded me of the boxes of mac and cheese languishing in the back of my cabinet, thanks

>>41824085
I'm languishing in the back of my own life's cabinet

tfw no one to be the mac to my cheese

if it sound like u stirring mac n cheese that's what good mussy sound like

i need to eat man ass

>>41824359
Eww

proven right again award

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>>41824406

>>41824423
kys

>>41824296
I'd be the mac to your cheese nona

all because i said no twice
to you telling me in the morning as i'm sipping my coffee it's "alarming" for me to miss my bus stop even though i replied with a selfie and explanation of what happened and that i hadn't gone anywhere else

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i fucking LOVE calling the cops

>""""""""""we're done""""""""""
>5 new voicemails
ain't listening to all that

YOU FUCKING CALLED ME

>noo don't leave me brown little sex slave over a decade younger than me!
>THAT'S IT! I'M CALLING THE SLAVECATCHER!! BECAUSE I'M WHITE!!1

i hope he doesnt know i jerk it to his cock at night

>>41824442
i was TRYING to BLOCK you after you THREATENED to BURN my CLOTHES
and i MISCLICKED
the UI is CONFUSING
i only left those clothes behind became you're always afraid i won't come back when i leave
you said you wouldn't throw away or cut up my clothes again... another fucking voicemail

>>41824458
YOU WANT YOUR SHIT BACK YOU APOLOGIZE TO ME
YOU ANSWER ME
YOU STOP FUCKING LYING TO ME

you literally said
>I can do better than you
then tried to delete it like I wouldn't see

you told me how much you hated me
you always hated me
you blocked me
and you're still fucking with me here
you have no consistency
you have no idea what you want

>>41824460
if you want me back apologize to me
i am tired of the clothing and foods related blackmail and anger
-you can't burn my clothes
-sometimes i burn things
-sometimes i forget things
you're just mad you aren't invited to thanksgiving after calling the cops on my family and insulting my relatives

>>41824463
i said
"i can do better than this endless cycle of drama"
if this is you then, yes, i would rather date someone who doesn't freak out every month

sorry to interrupt this but does anyone have any tips on how to get a tgirl gf that forcefems me and fucks me daily

>>41824478
you literally said
>i can do better than you
it was a deleted message

I fucking saw it you lying little shit

>>41824468
I don't want you back
and I take it that means you won't apologize to me or even talk to me directly so you're not getting your shit back, I am taking it outside and burning it all tonight

im SO ugly

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>>41824482
see, you blackmail me into staying with you
that's why you want me to leave something behind
so you can destroy it when i refuse to comply with your torrent of abuse

that's why you get angry when i visit my family for thanksgiving or for any other reason. or if i miss my stop on my way to see you. or if i say "no" a "second time" it's "brushing off" your "feelings" that my actions are "alarming"

>>41824482
>you won't apologize
for what? are there things i regret? sure. but i won't apologize for saying no. and i won't apologize for missing my stop.

>>41824491
>You deleted this message
are you trying to pretend you didn't say you can do better than me? you're the one who brought up cheating constantly too lmao you're so transparent
>you want me to leave something behind
I told you I didn't want you to but you could if you wanted, and I said I wouldn't throw anything out before you fucked with me and lied to me again you fucking coward

maybe try get a fucking job before you try talking all this shit about respect or anyone owing anyone else anything

>>41824497
I wasn't angry about any of the insane shit you are making up, but you never listened so you'd never know

>>41824502
I was never mad at you about that you fucking retard
why block me then answer me here? you are so FUCKING stupid

>>41824503
>you'll never know why i'm actually angry at you teehee
>BECAUSE YOU NEVER LISTEN!
>LISTEN TO ME NOW!!
>APOLOGIZED FOR UNKNOWN STUFF
>APOLOGIZE FOR SAYING YOU CAN DO BETTER THAN AN ABUSER WHO BURNS YOUR CLOTHES AND CALLS THE COPS ON YOU

>>41824479
I'd love to help you with that, but are you poly

>>41824503
all you owe me is my own clothes
i am willing to trade what i have in return

>>41824503
>you're the one who brought up cheating constantly too lmao you're so transparent
wtf are you talking about you're so insane i was with either you, our mutual friends, a family member, or at school pretty much 24/7. i never went to a bar alone since i met you. never bummed a cig from a stranger. i deleted my discord. you're delusional and losing your sanity and grip on reality

>>41824513
yes but i'm a fucking loser and have nothing going for me

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>>41824507
>why
to expose your emotional abuse

>don't say no or i'll accuse you of dismissing my feelings and brushing me off
>apologize or i'll burn your clothed
>make the sauce and don't talk back or you snapped at me
>you missed your bus stop you're cheating on me
>thanksgiving with your family? i'm jealous

>>41824523
>you're delusional and losing your sanity and grip on reality
I'm talking about the insane accusations you accuse me of making when I never do

>>41824540
>>you missed your bus stop you're cheating on me
literally in your head
get help

>>41824542
you're LITERALLY the first one to bring it up in this thread idk what else to think you're implying you insecure bully

>>41824547
stop blocking me if you want to talk to me, loser, you're clearly desperate if you're still replying here

>>41824528
I love losers that have nothing going for them though, so that sounds like a plus. are you in america / canada? are you actually down to do this? you wouldn't have to pay rent / buy food / get a job or anything

>>41824542
>I'm talking about the insane accusations you accuse me of making when I never do
you constantly make insane accusations like i "don't listen" and "don't care" etc

>>41824556
you literally do not listen and do not care about the shit I say
the shit equals would do for each other
stop replying to me

me: please don't burn my clothed
you: I ONLY HAVE TO DO THIS BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T LISTEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (6 voicemails)

>>41824565
kys about it

>misheard a single word i said?
>dared to disagree?
>forgot one of the ten thousand things i ever told you?
>YOU DIDN'T LISTEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you treat me worse than you treat strangers and friends. i've seen how you treat other people. you don't expect them to memorize shit

>>41824553
canada but i'm horrendously ugly and no i'm never moving to america

>>41824574
keep lying

you won't post the screenshots of you spamming me about how I'm a demon and want you to be unhappy and how much you hate me

you won't even admit to saying
>i cant do better than you
then trying to get away with pretending you never said it

I saw it you piece of shit

you started this shit
things were FINE and you started this over nothing, over me expressing a feeling
and then you "misclicked" and called me literally twice in a row

you are fucking with me now and have been fucking with me from the start
you never had any interest in me beyond fucking with me and taking advantage of me

>>41824576
good, never move to america LOL. I'm moving to canada within the next year or so and I can go between countries easily right now. I'm not even joking, I literally want to collect weird neet trans girls
maybe we should continue this on discord lol

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>apologize for saying you can do better than me you lying piece of shit or i'll burn your stuff
more reason to believe i can do better than you

>>41824601
ok so you admit you said it and felt that way
you never meant anything you said to me
thanks for proving me right

moving to Canada because you hate living in the US is such a retarded solution. if you weren't pussy you'd move to Brazil

i got up at 4:50 today and its fine.

>>41824588
>things were FINE and you started this over nothing, over me expressing a feeling
all i said was "no"
you said it was alarming i missed my stop
i said no it isn't
i had just woken up and was having my coffee i don't want go hear how you're so alarmed about something i did last night
i literally sent you a selfie from the bus
i was on my phone and missed my stop
maybe it's nice having some alone time on public transport became once i get home i have to pay attention to you above all since you're crazy and will flip out over nothing

>>41824603
>how dare you point out maybe i'm not perfect and being emotionally abusive is unattractive... i'll threaten your property!! hehe... that will prove i'm right
what you're really mad about is any perceived rejection, any pushback, any "no", any "i can do better", any "i want to see my family"

i can do better because being single is better than this

>>41824617
stop replying to me here with your bizarro world version of shit you fucking schizo, I never suggested anything about you not being where you said you were and I didn't bring up anything except that you did a silly thing I laughed at before you got all fucking weird on me about it for no reason

>>41824623
I'm mad that you lied to me and deliberately tried to hurt me over a miscommunication and revealed how you've actually felt about me this whole time, and I'm burning your shit because you said some hurtful shit about me for no reason after I complied with your request to stop talking about that shit for the day and then tried to lie to me like you didn't say that

you can actually talk to me directly if you want but stop this public self-humiliation ritual bullshit, you are the one giving me second-hand embarrassment you freak

>>41824632
why talk to you when it's all insults and blackmail

>>41824636
why keep replying here

>>41824595
I can hardly be called a a girl and I'm definitely too ugly for you or anyone else to fuck

feel very bad still but took another paracetamol hoping for a couple hours of sleep

>>41824640
you're nicer to me here than in private became you know you're being watched
>>41824632
>I'm mad that you lied to me and deliberately tried to hurt me over a miscommunication and revealed how you've actually felt about me this whole time
that's actually what you did to me
give an example of one lie i told this week
how was saying no trying to deliberately hurt you
you were crying and breaking down and curling up when i left it was fucking upsetting. i could hear you swearing in the other room during my zoom therapy session

>>41824530
bruh how is this still going goddamn

>>41824657
I'm not being nice you're a fucking retard and a loser with no future or agency and you are seriously too dangerous to be around other people without hurting them, whether you mean to or not

praying for the day these two inevitably kill each other

>>41824645
1. doubt, 2. so you're not interested? I'm not even joking

delete your social media accounts, you don't deserve to have companionship

4chan is my only social media

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>>41824595
>I literally want to collect weird neet trans girls

>>41824663
some people are too naive to stop giving other people who aren't worth it second chances

>>41824691
yeah? what's the matter :^)
I was trying to do this yesterday in >>41812905 too

i watch millennial romcoms and cry over my mannish body

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is methy's name actually the same like taliban?

>>41824711
>i watch millennial romcoms
name 3

>>41824697
imagine living in tranny city usa and still being so lonely you always go back to the bitch who hit you

>>41824737
broken english, garden state, we live in time

>>41824703
>yea I'm a stranger posting on 4chan and want to adopt vulnerable women with low self esteem and nothing going for them
are you tryna be a tranny jeffrey dahmer

>>41824657
>give an example of one lie i told this week
>>41824491
>>41824478
it was clearly about the deleted message, that's top tier narcissistic manipulative gaslighting

>>41824758
I'm trying to gather other trans women who I can treat like pets, like I said in >>41814010

>>41824783
would you throw under spiced slop in a bowl and make me eat it

>>41824747
chuddy can do better

>>41824792
if that's what you want. you can even get your own pet bowl

i want a bf who loves me very much and makes me feel like im the only girl in the world

I just want a boy or girl who actually finds me attractive and wants me for me

i want to eat manmoders and make a throne out of their bones

why does the internet annoy me so much today?

>>41824814
will you chain me for days and not feed me anything if i barf on your carpet also would you rape me

i’m high with nothing to do this is the worst fate in the world

i cant stand christmas shopping because im a soulless retard freak

what drug stack do i need for castration movie as khhv fat manmoder who will never pass and has never malefailed and feels awkward watching it

>>41824835
if that's what you want then yeah of course, although I'd probably feel a little bad if you didn't eat.
rape is based though

>>41824854
stomach it sober or theres no point

>>41824854
approx 100 ml vodka redosed every 20 minutes

i dont know what castration movie is but it sounds transgender so im never watching that

>>41824449
>sex slave
it was more like she was taking care of a kid

sometimes the main character in a movie messes up so bad i whisper retarded over and over while hitting my head

and she's not even brown

every day I spend keeping good relations with my family is an insult to them because I'm not supposed to be around real people and abuse their well-being when I don't have anything to give them

>>41824975
I realised this long ago but I'm so stupid and useless and I don't want the confrontation like I've done my whole life I've done nothing ever because I can't deal with people judging or even looking at me or whatever the fuck I'm so worthless I need to drop dead in a ditch and stop bothering people with my wasted existence

>>41824855
hey weird neet trans girl here what i want is to die can you help me with that and no i will not entertain any answer other than yes

>>41824783
adoption is only good if it's one, a harem is gay and performative

>>41824595
>richfag
>wants to move to CANADA
holy fucking retard

>>41824995
I don't really want to kill you so, you'll have to entertain that
>>41825008
I am gay but I don't see how pure greed is performative.

>>41825027
I changed my mind, having a bunch of live-in subs (some that don't work and just get used for pleasure and some that have to work and provide for the household who only get to be abused) is based actually

>>41825027
bunch of mentally ill trans women living together in one house all relying on one person to exist what could go wrong

could turn into a tranny waco

>>41825059
>what could go wrong
this NEVER backfires! I'm...different somehow! trust.

>>41825059
Yeah, it'd be better if
>bunch of mentally ill trans women living together in one house all relying on each other

>>41825035
>some that have to work and provide for the household who only get to be abused
i need this to be me and i need to have an agp crush on one of the hotter trannies

She should adopt all of us so we can fight to the death and prove who's the realest moder. (It's me)

>>41825093
i could break you like a bitch

>>41825081
>>41825093
now you two are cooking with grease

I like thinking about a fantasy like that but I know I'd be too ugly, unlovable and annoying to become one of the mindless pets which hurts a lot. But I suppose I shouldn't be too sad, I know everything in my life will end up like this so I really need to stop thinking it could end up otherwise, it just causes me pain and misery

>>41825081
Like one of the other subs? I don't see how it could work without being infatuated with the owner, but I guess a little crush on one of the other ones could be fun for the owner to toy with

>>41825136
> a little crush on one of the other ones could be fun for the owner to toy with
that would be SO peak

realistically I know this is all a larp by me. a situation where 4-5 mentally unstable trans women live in one place and all need me to financially support them would have a 1% chance of lasting more than a few months
plus if anyone did actually post their contacts I'd just try to befriend them because I have like, 2 friends
but I mean...it would be so fucking awesome...right

>>41825136
>I don't see how it could work without being infatuated with the owner
i jusf want to have friends to take care of :)))’

>>41825093
>fight
not a lot of fighting would take place

i want to live with tranny roommates but i know those bitches would just try to steal everybody i broight over and it would work because im boring and pretend to be nonchalant

>>41825160
I don't see how one provider could support a bunch of them and make it work without a d/s dynamic desu

>>41825167
That's why you let them steal you instead

I dream of being an adopted neet all the time but fact of the matter is 99% of the ones who would adopt one are trannies and I hate trannies, so that wouldn't work

>>41825173
nono you don't get it. the neet pet girls are her friends that she pays everything for and she fucks them, just normal friend stuff.

>>41825159
Start with one and build it up from there. But you shouldn't go more than 3-4 yes, at that point it inevitably splits up into two in-groups which can't work

>>41825192
I just don't see it working without introducing some harsh ownership dynamics, normal friends have too much respect for each other

>>41825192
sounds like normal friend stuff to me /shrug
>>41825193
I do have 1 (my wife) and realistically that's all I'll have. I'm guessing you have experience with this type of thing? but yeah splitting into cliques / sub-couples seems inevitable

>>41825223
I don't have any real experience with it, just lots of brainworms that lead me to seek this stuff out online coupled with the autism to think about how it could work irl
It's only inevitable with 4+ which is why that number is to be avoided

I just want to live in a good working free-use dynamic with few others

>>41825224
don't post this it makes me feel weird

>>41825223
watch out if you adopt more than 1 there's a chance of a total tranny revolt where they steal your wife and she runs away with them.

why are you talking about neet adoption when manmoders dont apply to that at all
this is only relevant for women and cute twinks

this pet play shit is fucking gross. just have rough trade chemsex with strangers like a normal person

>>41825284
i want normal lovey dovey vanilla sex but i don't deserve that so petplay is just a cope

I need to be taken advantage of by the people live with.

>>41825306
a pushy roommate would be really hot

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>>41825275
I'm talking about it because it's entertaining! besides you know like most of the "manmoders" in here are just boymoders with worse dysmorphia

>>41825223
Can't tell if this is a joke because of the other things you're posting but no, they actually aren't your normal friends anymore if you're doing that, you're just dating them. Pouring one out for your wife. Alright g2g find the nearest bridge happy Thanksgiving everyone.

>>41825314
being woken up by your roommates hands all over my body would be such a hard turn on

I'm not even a manmoder

i actually genuinely look like a man it pisses me off every day>>41825360

>>41825360
I knew it

>>41825376
most of posters here are fakemoders anyways who gaf and i only come here because other generals are boring/clique-y and I'm too edgy for normie tranny spaces desu

i wish i was smart enough to be a digital nomad, im too stupid for anything

I AM NOT A FAKEMODER STOP RUBBING IT IN

>>41825319
I guess it's entertaining too. It pretty much never escapes the fantasy for me, even online
I don't even mind all the fakemoders, it helps me keep my self-esteem in check. I shouldn't be allowed to get any delusions about my worth

>>41825412
im a stupid nigger i thought you were replying to me for no reason, sorry

>>41825395
yea ok fakemoder

they should come up with a feature that kills you instantly if you open mmg

hate being at tool shops because of all the men i want to lick

i desperately need to lose weight
im so flabby and gross

i wish i was a femcel. literally my whole life all i wanted to be was a weird retarded woman but im actually a weird audhd theymab

the only thing holding me back is this awful awful pelvis

>>41825517
same
its the only reason i trooned too. fuck the internet

the girl I like is 34 years old but I'm 28 so it's not that hot anymore :/

>>41825560
the worst thing about getting old is how difficult it becomes to get harmful dynamics

I actually got to date someone who was 21 when I was 16 but unfortunately she didn't try anything, and in fact hated our age gap
>>41825572
fr

being 24 is so awful
young enough to remember being a teenager but so old im not appealing to anyone

life pro tip: never get roped into doing something minor you feel uncomfortable doing just to make someone else feel good

>>41825604
I'm 24 as well, I wonder if it gets better

>>41825613
it gets worse

>>41825633
how many times did you malefail today

it gets better if you start doing heroin

>>41825646
you know the answer

they told me i would feel better about it but im an adult now and i still feel out of place everywhere i go, its like i dont belong

why do i have adult onset transgenderism

>>41825649
im too stupid to figure out drugs
i wish my friend in middle school introduced me to weed, but i stayed inside the entirety of my youth instead

nobody loves me
nobody has ever loved me
nobody will ever love me

>>41825676
holy shit, you are like a virgin
I did too much and now I can't do anything

why did I ever trust or believe anyone

>>41825689
im a virgin to everything in life

>>41824491
this is why you everyone leaves you and you have no friends methy, healthy people won't put up with this behavior >>41824458

>>41824672
it won't happen we're not that lucky

im so poor but nobody likes me enough to want to support me

>>41825747
Fuck it'd be fun watch you experience MDMA for the first time, be your tripsitter

I bet my mom loves the tall handsome manly (I like sport, fishing, cars, bodybuilding, misogyny) man I became and tries to repress the memories of me wearing her boots and shoes, talking about medical transition and me still never having a relationship

>>41825674
anime

my mom is the only person who still misgenders me :/

>>41825823
it's a nice fantasy to have someone take care of me when I fall under

talk to me

>>41825865
you don't fall under on it, it'll release as much serotonin it can and it'll make everything lovely, soft and warm while you yourself open up and feel like you could talk about anything.
Only lasts for a couple of hours and if taken in a reasonable dose (not too much) it'll leave a afterglow effect and the next few days feel a bit hollow but it's like you fell ill for just a few days.
To experience it again you'll have to take a year long break, maybe even longer. However it's safe to take after approx. 2 months.

>>41825847
i dont really watch anime. i dont not watch anime but i also dont really get super into it like a weeb.

bump

>>41825905
I think I should avoid things that temporarily feel good like that, I'll just be left wishing I could experience it again until it takes over my brain. Alcohol is so bad for me
so maybe it's for the better that I never get to experience that, even if it sounds pleasant [spoiler]especially the part about someone tripsitting me[/spoiler]

you never loved me

>>41825931
If you are anything like me, you'd practically be begging the tripsitter to have sex with you (as I did)

that's rape >_<

>>41825938
that's my line

>>41825958
she was sober and I wasn't
I bit her inner thighs until she eventually caved in

hot :/

>>41825950
I have a lot of suppressed sexual desires so yeah, probably

>>41826006
she said it would go like that, I said that she has to deny every time if it went like that. As soon as it started to set in I started to regret that request, she let me grind onto her leg but it wasn't enough. I begged so much

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>>41824449

notice how every transmed is a liberal (aka fascist)

>>41824852
same, i feel like the worst person in the world because 90% of the time i have no idea what to get anyone

>>41826346
i got an idea for my mom and thats the only christmas gift ive ever gotten myself, the rest have been commandeered by my mom

>>41826232
me 2 its great

>>41825319
adopter anon…i assure you i’m ugly and masculine for real. even this thread, which calls everyone who posts themself a fakemoder, just called me a potential fag

ive never posted pictures of myself here so you know im a truemoder

i did because all the other selfie posters gave me hope that i was just delusional and actually kind of passed :/

i could have been a woman, man, this is fucked up

we are all woman men

bought an xxl hoodie and thought maybe i went overboard and it would be too big but no it fits just perfectly fine
my frame is so fucking gigantic even if im not that tall. over

>>41826621
lol

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need this motherfucker to use their gigantic wooden mallets to crush my skull like a watermelon. it’d at least be a funny way to go

>>41823367
https://open.spotify.com/track/0dVe5DhGeNN2TUEtzQp63W?si=_UDQYhTNRt2SlM_Q7Zaffw

i buy size m stuff and they end up being too big for me sometimes

i ignore people for really long why why why why why why wtf is wrong with me also im gay and also retarded and not nearly hot enough to justify my behavior

>>41826700
FUCK OFF FAKEMODER

i think you can probably be short and skinny but a truemoder
i’m in the middle though. medium is what fits, large is what i wear 90% of the time, and i have a nice XL oversized hoodie :3