in another timeline we snuggled and i made u listen to alex g demos and you made me listen to tape degrade music i feel more there than now
>>41885159https://youtu.be/wCiGM5WjZ0I?si=ohYdzxJRmD11Xn2Qi hope transcending to the after life is like sinking into my childhood bed before i knew what i know now
https://youtu.be/c1xoGrw8ZnM?si=JXHYTTwoJ7rDboh9
>>41885159>>41885213>>41885347what is this thread?
>>41885361pretending she sees and listens with me
https://youtu.be/1OtXwbDhPQU?si=w6bxz-k489JkYGHW
https://youtu.be/AdSHZ0uEjOw?si=1D2JnEj8O3nV2Fta enough being dumb good luck
>>41885159miku jumpscare i love her
>>41885736me too fren
>>41885159thats tough talk yeah you talking toughare you all talkare you tough stuff
>>41885159okay well I don't really remember that... in this timeline I have no idea what tape degrade is, I hope it's not something lame
>>41885159yuppppppppppppppppppp
>>41887951it’s godless and awful in ways but there is a limit to our comprehension of horror/pain i believe in a real hell it would be far beyond what we can perceive or understand i think jesus or whatever god made this is nice though and died for us we all deserve love i cant make sense of some actions on earth though ily anon
>>41887975:(((
>>41885159https://soundcloud.com/nat-2-140944904/nintendo-64-skin-cells?in=nat-2-140944904/sets/n1-dreem-machine-the-skin
>>41888039yesh classic nona
>>41885159you are amazingbobby demo is amazingthis thread isamazing
>>41889880bobby demo is awesome lol but i promise you im not amazing but ty anon
>>41889908that’s really pretty did you take that?
>>41889948yus ty
>>41887103which song is this my brains not working?>>41887150like a destruction loop sorry i said it weird struggling today n im not super knowledgeable ab that stuff
>>41888001
>>41885557ngl the non demo mogs this one
>>41890140i agree i think the piano part in the album version of mis is one of the best parts he has ever written tbhon but i like the demo too idk hearing him figure it out n stuff>>41890111seriously who is this? that’s so sweet what the heck
>>41890111if i actually don’t know you can we be friends
>>41890111are you her? :((((
>>41885159there is no other timeline. this is the only one. stand and fight for your right to persist, you owe it to yourself because you're the only one.
>>41890339Socials?
>>41890673well, who is *her* anyway
>>41885213i'm not whom you are posting for but i love and understand you anon, i think. reading this post was like being slugged by a baseball bat to the soul
>>41890969milkflower4
>>41892561on discord :3
>>41890996also ty for being nice to me<3 sry i was sleepers
>>41885159this thread could be me i love alex g i even have some of these pics saved also just heard the snot demo for the first time the other day and it’s soooo good but i have to move on good luck little anon
>>41885159Maybe in the other timeline I’m cis and never got rejected, maybe we have a family and a 4yo together :(
>>41893426i’m sorry nona<3 was the rejection 4 years ago?>>41893137we are all the same is weird
<3
>>41890934also yes and no my decisions involve others and such but yeah i hope to hear from her again one day
https://youtu.be/meZnpwTHrX8?si=zcnY-QzSFFOqbdPB
https://youtu.be/ZFdh5E0l-oA?si=C0SL0J9SMQp5P_Z4
bump
god loves u
>>41885159i miss my transbian crush too nona
>>41885159Any girl who i can share new albums with again?Ill make you playlists, i already have some made, an intro to industrial, japanese emo, otaku music, east asian black and post metal, y2k gay indie folkIm so lonely i have no friends........
>>41899376you can ad me nona >>41892561 this is my discord >>41899316iktf i used to always tell ppl im straight and sometimes will date a tranny but i think she turned me into a transbian fully is kinda cringe
>>41898463god loves you too anon
>>41885159are you who i think you are? yes you are? hello?hi! i missed you, yes, it was nice. why do YOU leave, though? it hurts me as much as it hurts you.
>>41901288is it really you? i asked u to block this last time because i was scared i was annoying you. i love you i don’t know what to do about it and im scared of hurting you or burdening you. i don’t think this is you idk. i’m back together with my partner i can’t leave them i really do love both of you. there was a long period i desperately wanted to leave them for you but i can’t now. they need me and idk you wouldn’t let me either when i wanted to, but i can’t stop yearning for you. when are friends again my whole body aches when we are apart my whole body aches. idk i just want to bother you nonstop im sorry it’s so selfish. i want to be with you so badly. i don’t even think you think of me like that really i don’t know. i desperately want to know you and be friends but it makes me insane. idk how much you know idk that’s why i asked you to block last time idk i hope to know you again pls sorry i have to get ready for work
>>41901715vowofsilence.
>>41894155Yeah
>>41899376pleaseeee albums pleaseeeeeeeprosopon
>>41901831yeah i really wanted to be friends and make things work with you last time but i can’t with the avoidance sorry i suck and am a mess and so selfish but i need to atleast know where we stand and u cant ever talk about anything with me ik i suck and feelings are hard im really sorry i love you and i genuinely hope you do good in life and ik i will always regret not dropping everything for you im sorry and im sorry for hurting you im genuinely so stupid i miss you so much i wish we understood each other or it’s selfish but i wish i knew what you think ily and wish you the best
>>41885159what is this fujo miku i keep seeing posted everywhere where did she come from
>>41902532Confessions of a Rotten Girl, good song
>>41902556thank you
>>41902556idk i like her spiral glasses and relate to her mess demeanor
>>41903420>>41902532i responded to the wrong post but also see it is answered now im sooooo sad and stupid
>>41901715I feel very similarly about a certain person, we really are all the same. I fucking hate feeling like this aaaaaaaa
>>41901831i deserve it sorry for putting you in a shitty position i have no idea what you think or how much it matters to you but im increasing sorry i miss you so much im genuinely a crazy person i would do anything to talk about this with you its unhealthy and or idk i cant think straight but i understand the vow of scilence bc i deserve it for putting you in this position it but also dont know why because i dont know what you think of anything and you dont have feelings pls tell me and we can just be friends im sorry for everything i have done and being so much drama and chaos im sorry for telling you this i really hate myself and you shouldn’t talk to me or trust me or think fondly of me im sobbing on my walk home sorry for associating you so heavily with my mom and i would do anything to snot have you removed from my life when she died i don’t want weird you mom me stuff just i don’t want the absence and you aren’t that or maybe you are i loved our connection but im a mess aside from my idealization of you you are genuinely an angel and i love all you do sorry for schizoing out and potentially distressing but you may not care and it would be better if you didn’t good luck in life and i hope to hear from you again but understand if not i wish i told you directly in private messages i love you which is more than just romantically i want to give u compassion and do what i can to care for you bc i know you know the absence too and it’s impossible and im a wreck pls stay away im sorry
Feels like a cruel joke, ripping my heart out and then coming back years later to haunt me why couldn’t you have just loved me back then.
>>41903514i’m also ugly
>>41903518you have the wrong person sorry mine was less than a year ago but i wish you well and i’m sorry to you to and jesus loves you and there is beauty in the world
>>41903518will you please tell me if you were the vow of scilence person
>>41903534>>41903553I know you are not them, I’m not the vow of silence anon. I’m just venting in the thread
>>41903570oh i see sorry anon ty for letting me now it is likely my person sorry you publicly see in to my life even if it is anonymous but idk what isn’t good luck i hope i lose consciousness and i missed my therapy appointment yesterday and im too anxious to email her bc im such a burden and i think she is hoping i dont and im scared to tell her im anxious about it but she has my letters for surgeries too that i was supposed to have three years ago but got cucked out of it on the surgery bed and its peak season so partner is being really mean to me and i hate myself it’s just like living with my dad dreading them to get off of work and then yell at me they don’t scream at me regularly and have only hit me once i can’t believe i process the world around me i can’t believe i interact with anyone it’s like contamination ik i will never escape hurt it spread all over it’s so selfish and i can’t even freak out about anonymously any more because i hope someone sees and cares for me it’s manipulative and evil i hate myself
>>41903570sorry
>>41903631your fucked
>>41904010ik :(((
what do i do?
>>41902456>>41903514>>41903524its my discord.>>41901831
>>41904956oh lol sorry i thought you were just saying you were taking a vow of scilence but ig you also aren’t the person im talking about
>>41901288>>41901831are you two the same people?
mlem
good night
i hope i can kms
wish we could still exchange songs and listen to them together. never got to play the piano for you.
