Im gonna tell my ex i miss her and if she doesnt take me back im shooting myself tonight
Cringe. Don't kill yourself over a bitch.Come on, let's grab some brews and play Unreal Tournament like old times.
>>41892705I do miss unreal tourny.......
>>41892727Haha, see? This is great!
>>41892796:)
>>41892598I just messaged my ex the other day but idk if she's even read itCan I borrow your gun?
>>41892598Please be my ex please be my ex please be my ex
>>41892911Pls take me back i think about you every fucking mimute, i camt keep living like this im drowning
>>41892947Damn you're not my ex :( my ex wouldn't say things like that. She said she doesn't miss me.
>>41892947>>41892952You guys should kith
>>41892858>>41892911Hey, phones in the box y'all.We've got 4 now. How about some Crash Team Racing?
>>41892952Sigh :[>>41892966The remake? The remake is better than the original.....
>>41892966Wow thanks for reminding me I'm old :(>>41892980>The remake? The remake is better than the original.....Is it?
>>41893003Yea, its a lot faster
>>41892980Yeah sure. I'll get it now on the store.>>41893003Haha, were hitting all the classics today. You can pick next game. Let's see, we've got Bomberman, Gauntlet DL, Twisted Metal 4...Ah shit. We're gonna have to get some more beer.
>>41893059I wanna play timesplitters 2 next........
>>41893087YOOOO, great choice!Haha, remember that one time we rented it, and then we found out that if we left the PS2 running we could replay the same match over and over without the disc?So we played that one map all day long after returning the game. So funny.
>>41893123I used to rent so many games from hollywood videoId go in, get a random game, a full season of the simpsons and a bag of gummy worms then not leave my room all weekend while my parents were actively divorcing in the other room
My ex is kind of a cunt and speaking to her recently makes me wonder how I ever had any affection for her. Weird, cold, total narcissist... I mean I know she's BPD and I'm not her fp anymore or whatever but like if that's how she is normally yikes. Trying to just talk about shit with her as a friend and her just saying 'I'm not interested' like okayyyyUnfriended her recently because I was getting nothing from trying to keep her as a friend. Was not interested in getting back together with her or anything lol but idk I like keeping in touch with ppl especially when I have good memoriea with them but usually time shows me they suck. Which colours the memories then but who cares lol.She was the one who wanted to add me back as a friend, btw, jic ppl are like "omg she didn't wanna talk to you." Don't get why she did it at all, she hasn't messaged me herself ever after having done that.Or maybe I'm totally misreading this and she's acting cold and distant specifically because she still has feelings? I don't know and frankly I don't care to know, i just was open to having a friend.
>>41893226i think she wants to ride your gock badly anon but she wants you to take control
>>41893180Hey, I know that sucks. I just want you to know I'm here if you ever want to play a game or talk or even just sit next to each other without saying anything. It's not good to always be alone. I'm sure the rest of the gang feels the same way.>>41893226Sounds like some real bullshit behavior. Don't sweat it.
I wonder if she even loved me back
>>41893268I'm strictly a bottom lol not that it really matters in that case>>41893298Eh it's just like getting a cold water bucket thrown to your face. I just wanted to talk to a friend about some personal family shit that affected me greatly and being rebuffed was really shocking ngl. I try to be a nice person but it's seldom rewarded.Fwiw I deleted a lot of other ppl like idk. It's sad seeing trannies stay losers and neets when you're trying to make sth of yourself and they stay stagnating. I don't think I need those ppl in my life and I think my one-sided attempts to keep in touch were more entropy than anything. Like some tranny who said i used to be her best friend which like nice but also she stopped talking to me once I talked about the fact my mum was abusive kek. Anyway she's a nonpasser neet who spends her day playing Destiny kek That + i lost a friend of 8y because he came out as a ruzzian transphobic moron which led me to do some sorting
>>41893391Yeah, sounds like you and those people weren't right for each other.Pretty fucked up for her to just brush you off with a "not interested" on that topic. Obviously I don't know the details of the conversation or your relationship. But listen, I've been there, moping about your issues doesn't fix them, it only traps you. I know you know what I mean.So come on, hit me with it. I'm listening. And then after you get it all out, I'm gonna make you listen to this shitty hip-hop beat I made on my computer and then you're gonna kick my ass at Bloody Roar 3 like always.
>>41892598This pic is so relatable, she’s not even my ex but I have some weird love/hate relationship for her, I want her to love and abuse me, she lives rent free in my head.BPD is so scary because they love you so intensely and then they just discard you out of nowhere, this hot and cold behavior does something to me and I think she knows.
>>41893541Oh she lurks here I think still idk if i want her to read those stuff and know it's about her yknow that'd be mean. Let's just say it was about a very close family member doing crazy shit that id never really expected they'd do, but dw I'm processing it day by day, I'm just completely alienated from my family now is all. It wasn't anything that could have been like sentimental between us or idk how to say but yknow. I have a partner and she does too so I don't think that's the matter. Or maybe. Who cares lolRelationship was weird and short-lived, but i was here for her at a key time in her life and transition and vice-versa. Short but intense, whatever right. It was long ago now like several years lolI'd kick your ass at Uni2 but that's because you've probably never played it lmao
>>41893586My ex convinced me I was BPD because she was. Turns out she really fkn is BPD but I'm probably not lol
>>41893595Short but intense describes exactly what I had too and it’s fucked up that I still think about it years later
>>41893595Yeah you don't have to post it obv. You'll be alright, just stay positive.>Uni2Never heard of it. I guess this is your chance to get me back after I absolutely stomped as Psylocke in XMen CotA atthe July 1 party.>>41893707Intense is the key word here. It's normal to think about big moments. Especially if you haven't had other relationships or events since.
unironically will do the same, if i don’t reply just know she definitely loves me still and we’re married and living life together
>>41893707I still think about it from time to time. Like idk, I really loved her back then right. But I think she was playing a person she wasn't? Or maybe i was blind. It's whatever. I was younger too.>>41893742Thanks anonWell I really fkn suck at marvel fighters so of course! I'm only somewhat not horrible at anime fighters...
>>41893799They tend to mirror their favorite person and some of them will lie A LOT too so who the fuck knows what was genuine lol
>>41893856I think even if it was genuine it doesn't matter I'm too easily manipulated to ever thinking being with actually mentally ill ppl is a good thing lol yknow what I mean My partner is way more stable and nice and that is what I need is all and knowing myself as I do today I would never even have engaged with her I think
>>41893921I wish I could have a healthier mindset like yours lolI keep thinking of the “what if”, “what we could’ve been” and just end up stuck in the past
>>41893984I used to think that like a few times a year but ngl that cold shower I had recently definitely ended that lmao+ im trying to become an asshole rwer and to have disdain for losers eheh
>>41893799>Marvel fighters vs anime fightersNot sure I know what the difference is really, so that doesn't bode well for me lol. The only fighters I ever got particularly "good" at were X-Men and samurai shodown. What is it you like better about anime style?>>41893921Live and learn.>>41893984Nah, we ain't doing "what ifs" today. Knock that shit off and grab a controller.
>>41894031>Not sure I know what the difference is really, so that doesn't bode well for me lol. The only fighters I ever got particularly "good" at were X-Men and samurai shodown. What is it you like better about anime style?tag fighters are just too much to remember although xmen wasnt tag right?I like that combos are easier to input in anime fighters mostly I think? I cannot input shit in SF it's some timing dependent despite me liking footsies.SamSho looks rad I'm sad I never got around to playing it.Uni2 is a very mild anime fighter, very footsies based, so it's kinda the perfect fighting game for me lol. Some do not even consider it anime.Also less buttons is better.
>>41894091CotA wasn't tag, at least when I played, but there are tag games with X-Men in them. I've done hotseat tag at one a few times and I always get smoked. Played as Gambit.I don't do too many complicated combos. Samurai Showdown was good for that style. everyone had a quarter-turn-high-punch kind of move or a button mash and a few others, but the game was really about blocking/evading and landing good sword hits. Lots of fun. More cool downs to attacks and getting hit too. you couldn't just get pinned to the side of the stage and bounced like in some games.Damn good times.
>>41894091>>41894331Of course I was just reading about it and it turns out that the version of Samurai Shodown that I had for the Genesis actually removed a lot of the combos that were in the arcade version.Anyway, cake time everyone!
I dont get itShe checks up on me and makes sure im ok then she ghosts me, she tells me she wants to be close again one day then starts telling me everything shitty i did, she says she misses me then says she cant stand talking to meI just want her to either take me back or just tell me to fuck off and block me
>>41896990Either she's fucking with you because she's insane, or if you want to give her the benefit of the doubt, she doesn't know what she wants.But what do YOU want? I'll bet it's not someone who plays these kinds of games with your emotions.So say it with me nowForget that bitch.
>>41897118I want to elopeI want to marry her, shes the only person who ever treated me right......
>>41897137It doesn't sound like she's treating you right to me.
>>41892598i so desperately wanted to make it work but what am i supposed to do? am i supposed to just overlook verbal abuse the rest of my life?
>>41897190;-;
>>41897193What kind of verbal abuse?
>>41897227fuck dude like how many times am i going to let someone make fun of my parents abusing me birth deformities (still mogger tho -.- noob) basically anything they can latch onto it gets too a point
>>41897280That's messed up, I'm sorry nona
>>41897219You deserve better. You don't want to marry HER, you want to marry this idealized version of her that you invented in your mind. Turns out it's someone else.Don't let her tear you down anymore.Now come on, it's your turn.>>41897193>>41897280Definitely not. Don't waste any more time or worry on someone like that. They talk shit because they are shit.
Why isnt anyone telling me to shoot myself....?Shes not texting back..........
>>41897685Hey. No more texting exes. And no more talking about hurting yourself. I'm serious.Now get cozy, we're gonna watch The Matrix and go to sleep.
>>41897685more to life then her bro
>>41898078Damn I actually wish I could do all those things with you anon you seem nice :(
>>41898136In my life? Not rly anymore.......Im gonna start college again soon but if i mess this up then im gonna have nothing
Ah, what a crazy night we had. Full of laughter and connection and memories.Back to the grind today. Stay beautiful and stay strong, my friends.>>41898212Same. I'm sure many of us come to this site for the anonymity, but this is one of those times where I wish we could stay in touch.You'll all be in my thoughts. I hope you have a good day. Love.
