>girlmoding mtf with horrific bottom dysphoria >doctor appointment and physical needed but also to make sure i dont have a inguinal hernia (bottom prepping too much or exercise caused this)>everything goes as it should no one bats an eye and the doctors and nurses are very nice to me and dont deadname in the waiting room (military hospital so its surprising)>the doctor comes in to check me out and looks at my record and then looks at me and realizes im a tranny but she is chill about it and asks me what i want to be called>eventually get to the part where she is checking my groin area for the hernia and she asks if i still have a penis and i say "sadly">gets a nurse to come in also and has me lay down and show the area>tucked so not much of a worry but i can feel myself getting insanely panicky>she feels the area which has gone done alot so she is looking for the actual problem and feels too close to my forbidden area>she says it may have been a inflamed tendon from me working out but writes me a referral for radiology to make sure and comments on how small my body is which makes me feel a bit better>both her and the nurse realize im on the verge of tears>hastily walk out of the hospital and to my car and nearly break down should i just cut it off tonight or what like i cant afford srs yet what do i do and i feel so horrible for my doctor because she chalked it up to basically not being anything and that made me feel like a disgusting freakpic unrelated i just really like boys
>should I perform vivisection on myself, pass out from the pain then bleed to death?ASVAB waiver spotted.
>>41897853youre a real woman because youre stupid
>>41897995i dont know how to respond to that honestly but thanks i think
>>41898037good girl
Another angel loses her wings
>>41897853how tall are you
>>41898132a tiny bit shorter than 5'7 1/2 from what the nurse said
>>41898077chasers tsk tsk tsk
>>41898196kill yourself nigger
>>418983646'1 manmoder or repper said this
>>41898451 5'8.5 manmoder*
>>41898506still shorter then you
>>41898574actually wait this was mean i take it back you got kinda lucky with your height but you shouldnt man mode girl
>>41898607its ok i did call you the n word. (im not racist i swear that was like the 3rd time i've ever called someone it in my life) and i'm only 3 months on hrt so :c not tryna girlmode desu.
>>41898682its okay twin i wouldnt say you are manmoding though you are just boymoding but it is all a in time thing for when you are comfy to girlmode and all plus i used to be around 5'10 before hrt sooo you could shrink a tiny bit
>>41897853if the girl in that photo found out about this edit she would instantly turn into a gigaterf btw
>>41898818duhhh its a cis white blonde woman
>>41898802u shrinked 2.5 inches?
>>41898912i believe its due to anterior pelvic curve and ive been told by a friend that i could have slight scoliosis but i dont know how it happened i used to be as tall as my dad and now im shorter than him
