Imagine it>Senior night, he kisses you and tells you he loves you, for real>You can hardly breathe>FF a few months >he commits to lsu, studying engineering>you put in an application and get accepted>no dinners alone eating canned tuna>its an easy 4 years, he gets an internship at a local firm and at the end of it all, he marries you>you're living a perfectly mediocre life, cushy email job >No long drives home in dead silence>watching netflix or hbo or amazon prime or tubi or beebo or what the fuck ever>girls nights with your old HS friends>no counting cash to make sure you have insurance>literally just a normal life for normal people>trips to see his family for christmas, long flight up to colorado for skiing in the winter>vacations to palm beach>your husbands eyes lighting up when you make his favorite dadslop meal (beef bulgogi with rice)>no getting yelled at by your boss for spacing out at work, again, when you catch your reflection in the window>countering the kids' silly 6-7 jokes with corny "21" jokes that make them groan and you laugh>taking the dog to the goomer >church with the senpai, getting closer to God>work potlucks where everyone compliments the beef stew you made>no staring at the gun you keep in the desk drawer, wondering who will find your body first>picking up the kids from school>idyllic, peaceful happy ever after
>>41900103>hallmark movie slop
trannies using this image is killing me man
how about... same story, except you come and live with me while you go to SPU?
>a single chromosome before my birth locked me out of this life>attempt to become a woman and enjoy some semblance of that>results: drugs, orgies, misery, society hates me:(
>>41900525.... you're not enjoying the drugs and orgies??
>>41900525You're forgetting a few things>severe abuse from sexual to physical>Get betrayed by everyone you ever loved>psychotic breaks and panic attack>Get into multiple knife fights for your own life for petty reasons>Being responsible for someone's death but is unable to fully acknowledge this with anyone else for multiple reasonsI hate this lifestyle, I don't want to hurt anyone again, if I could I would move and change this whole shitty life, I feel you but I'm not sure how many people here would ever actually understand what this is like and not just the gender dysphoria
>>41900361because you don’t think we deserve love
>>41900619we don't
>>41900103none of this will happen because im a 5'9 heighthon
>>41900103ight but when do i get to program indie slop and make niche roguelike games played by 2 ppl? fuck that lool. gaaay
>>41900103nice one OP <3
>>41900103i was sorta hoping this would be a funny post and the guy was gonna john 50 halfway through the greentext but instead it turned out to be baiting with a boring suburban heteronormative lifestyle, lame. this board has changed.
Ewww y'all want that boring life?>internship>ski trips in Colorado>cushy email job>dogs that require groomerslike what the fuck is going on here
>>41900103No one lives like this, at least not without a shit ton of downsides that you're ignoring. The one person I know of who has a life close to this (without kids and church) got abused by a shitty boyfriend who was an asshole to everyone for years before she finally met a good man
>>41900317True>>41900698>>41900882>>41900909How DARE someone want normality! I don't even aim for this, I have slightly bigger plans, but this is enough for most people
>>41900944you're literally glorifying watching netflix, going on holidays in florida or whatever, *and* going to a paedophile ring meeting house to worship an imaginary man in the sky and you're expecting people not to take the piss out of you? bruh do you hear yourself?
>>41900970>enjoying storylines, visuals, and music because you have a good amount of time where you don't have anything urgent to do>going somewhere you usually don't get to be for fun, especially for special activities>praying, singing, and connecting with a local community who share your hopeful belief in a higher power, spiritual reform, and forgivenessOh this must be put to an end...
>>41900103you see things in a rather beautiful way lets be friends
>>41900593This is why i detrooned, the cost is too high and it’s nobodies fault
>>41900531Ehh. The orgies can be nice but I hate being addicted to drugs>>41900593Yeah I guess I have it pretty good in comparison (for now). Worst ive dealt with from someone is stalking, suicide baiting and a few punches
