prev - >>41893552qott: how many people know you’re trans? is it just between you, this gen, and your chosen deity? have you told some people close to you? were you fully out before going into manmode upon deciding you don’t/can’t pass?
i dont even freaking know myself
thread theme https://youtu.be/FGRx2U2uZsw?si=nodJiRwU5n8M5p_T
i was cooking up a top tier thread i just needed like 20 to 30 more minutes fuck yourself
you are now blinking manually, your toes are touching eachother, you have to hold your jaw manually, you can feel your skin touching your clothes, you want to yawn, your tongue doesnt fit in your mouth you are aware that your tongue cannot find a comfy place in your mouth and you can see your own nose you are aware of all the itches on your body that need to be scratched you are aware of your height you are aware of your high cheek bones you are aware of your wrist size you are aware of your narrow hips your adams apple is protruding you can feel stubble on your face you could have transitioned sooner
i’m sorry :(what kind of cool stuff were you doing with your thread that you needed so long?
i need more money
>>41900764aren’t high cheekbones considered attractive for women?
>>41900764i was already thinking of a lot of those
>>41900764i want to hug and love and KISS YOU, NONA!
>>41900771why do you lie?
>>41900764i’m actually lacking in stubble right now, i just shaved like 5 hours ago
>>41900773what motivation could i have to lie to a random person
>>41900771mmg polycule when?
>>41900765oh man you dont even want to know, the pic was so relevant, the qott was like basically amazing, the way i linked to the last thread would've changed this site, there was heart and soul in every letter i typed and you could sense it and the beauty beneath them was .. fuck. i fucking hate you
i had enough laser that it takes me over a week to really get visible facial hair but not enough for it to all be goneit's been two years since i got it i feel like a trans guy 3 months on t
nice my laser tech remarked on how fast my hair grew
>>41900784you can just…do it again in like 12 hours when this thread is stuck in page 10
do you guys wanna start a band with me
>>41900797can we do shitty emo/pop punk music?
>>41900793im busy then
>>41900783i've never witnessed a successful polycule, i think the longest one i've seen was a month and everyone is always poor
>>41900797What kind of music you had in mind?
>>41900802no we're going to dress like death metal guys and play third wave ska
>>41900786hard to decide to book laser appointments for the next few months if i plan to be dead in a couple days
>>41900814i mean why do you think i never got it finished
>>41900814i dont want you to die
>>41900804gotta be a no-life like me if you wanna make it in the cutthroat world of making /mmg/s
>>41900816well you’ve made it two years, book ‘em and live another two
can the bmi 30 girl please come back and kill me
doxxmoder x huggboxxer
>>41900824id rather spend what little money i have on decorating myself and partying
as long as she (or a skinnier ‘moder) ills me too
>>41900835what’s laser if not a way to decorate your body?
>>41900834literal who x literal whom
>>41900843eh it just feels hard to financially prioritize. hoping to fundraise for an orchi soon also a quite a bit of my remaining hair is blonde and electro isn't super available here
>>41900836i think we can come to an agreement on that
this sucks i sleep
>>41900856oh that makes senseit’s such a pain in the ass that the more common permanent hair removal option is so finicky
ive never been to a party
>>41900856>fundraisekill yourself normalfag
parties suck you didnt miss out
>>41900916the only high school party i went to, i made brownies since it was the host’s birthday, and some kids definitely thought they were pot brownies and placebo’d themselves loli also had a friend join a frat and drag me to a couple frat parties that were kinda unpleasant. one of them was so packed that when i walked into the house, other people’s sweat immediately condensed on my skin.
>>41900943must be nice to be so normal
Parties suck if you are unappealing, ugly, autistic, anxious, depressed etc.
>>419009485/5, checks out
>>41900922ive been poor and refusing to do that myself for yearsmy friends offered to set it up and help out with the finances what am i gonna do say no
>>41900945at every one of those parties i stood/sat in a corner the whole time
>>41900951I am all of those so parties sucked
attentionwhores, remember to subtract 12 from your (You) count last thread!
>>41900960i did this at a concert once
no like partying as in doing drugs with people in a casual setting
YOU ARE NOT A TRUE MANMODER IF YOU ARE BELOW 5'10
>>41900975That's just meeting friends
>>41900971i do this at like half the concerts i go to. when i go alone i don’t talk to the people around me most of the time. when i went to a basement show alone the host was like, genuinely concerned with how little i was interacting with the people around me. i’m probably gonna do this tomorrow night/tonight (depending on how pedantic you wanna be)
>>41900996it's my god given right to talk like a gen xer
https://voca.ro/11UlZ91Sigea
Hint: I'm Chinese
>>41900957>friends kill yourself normalfag
>>41900998hope you are able to have fun and enjoy the musics
>>41901057come kill me yourself bitchtits
im a c section baby that was fed formula. rarely hugged, i'll never know the love of another human and my hog is small and skinny
>>41901069hey some people like a small hog
>>41901073im a big hog with a small hog it doesnt work that way. gotta be small n small or small n big. basically you have to be skinny to have a penis
they'll origami my hog someday hopefully
oralgami
I ate too much food and now I feel bad, it was really tasty tho and hopefully make my butt bigger. Also it’s a full moon tonight mmgmoders and I hope ur all doing well!
>>41901118post moon
>>41901118hey me too but im going to water fast for a few days
>>41901061can they also kill me for having friends?
I wasn't planning on telling anyone but one day my friend(whom I work for) got mad and told her kids to stay away from me for that reason so I had to do a lengthy explanation, her family knows too, I told them, for some reason they kept questioning me about my relationship with her, my mom knows but she prefers to not talk about it
>>41901132My phone camera doesn’t capture her super well but she looks super pretty as always
>>41901118>go outside to check for myself>too overcast to see the moonthanks for wasting my time you fucking bitch
qott: i tell everyone i'm trans!! :3 i start every interaction with "hi i'm on estrogen pls b dewlicate with me bc i might cry ... or cum ~nya~ heheh :3" then i jut my sissy ass out really fast like a monster and lick my lil paws that are 7 inches in length and use the back of my left to wipe the visible sweat off my big bwick of a forehead!~~
>>41901118happy full moon to you and i wish you a bountiful and big butt
we back?
>>41901198no, it's just you and I here...no one else is back yet...
shouldnt have done that stupid wrapped
>>41901208are you hot
>>41901173I’m sorry nona :(>>41901184It’s been growing a little bit! Wish it would grow quicker but my appetite tends to be on the lower end.
>>41901212oh fuck yeah. why? are you?
was hoping this place would disappear forever
>>41901208um.. I'm here, what are you two doing?
>>41901215yeah
it wont as long as narcissists keep it alive
mmg wrappedthis year you threatened to kill yourself 37 timesyou called 12 different posters fakemodersyou made 105 shameless horny postsand you posted 2 unsees that got 0 replies
>>41901217important things are happening.
are you stalking me
>>41901223those are rookie numbers in this racket
>>41901229everyone is stalking you. the eyes you feel are real.
whose eyes are those eyes
There is an alternate timeline where I trooned out early
i see your face in mine most days the imprint was permanent congratulations
There are only alternative timelines where I troon out later than I did
>>41901219excellent. that means whatever happens next, it WILL be aesthetically pleasing.
europe is a worthless authoritarian shithole but im too poor and stupid to move
just get up and vote
move to where we live in hell
>>41901272i'm not telling you my bugout plans you fucking cop
i wish i was smart enough to do things
>>41901279youre a bug alright a fucking insect
>>41901285shut your semitic trap before i swing you around by your payot
>>41901279Listen up, soldier. You're going to Memphis. Recon confirms Osama bin Laden has occupied the Bass Pro pyramid and converted it into a full spectrum propaganda tower. He's flooding the airwaves with concentrated NPC slop. Sexually exploitative cognitive intrusion. Cancer burgers. All of it calibrated to keep the masses retarded.Your objective: breach the site, terminate the broadcast, and prevent the psychological collapse of the homeland.
that’s my emotional support hopeless romantic people pleaser born 1996 – 2003 who constantly quotes video game streamer memes as a way of evading emotional vulnerability and responds to attractive older women like if you ran lost puppy software on autistic gooner hardware
>>41900746aroun 8-10 people + this board knows im trans
nobody knows
im visibly trans i probably undercounted
>>41901340me
>>41901340me but older men
>>41900746literally everyone who seees me :(
>>41901537can I see you?
is this a botted general
>>41901748yeah
>>41901755why me
is it weird to ask my wife to call me a slut?
i am the le punished, Le raped, le victim of gang stalking
i have sex with my fistvi have sex with my fist i am so super powerful that i jelk on the glass windows of my enclosure
i am nofmal as well. i am undoxxable as well. im asexual as well. abdc my life isnt hortibke and i can be happy as well this general has made me worse as well but im fine i just say a lot of slurs i didnt use to and im odious and i dont brush my teeth anymore
im fine
i need an instagram or rwitter or something im broken snd disc onected from others
got mogged and made fun of by two women in my dream (im a male in my dreams even but they sense i wished i was a woman or a manmoder or smth)and it turned into some competition with a judge beside us at one point she said “im skinny” and they were both gloating because she was and way smaller than me and then we compared forearms and mine was gigantic and i officially lost what the actual fuck
My gums are covered in white gunk and my teeth are yellow
>>41901813Ruff?
>>41901818woof? you good? foh
>>41901767don’t ask me i’m just a sleeper cell
>>41901824but you made me act out with you answer i wouldnt have acted weird if you said no i would have contained myself soo youre the bad person and not me remember that
>>41901829 i can’t help myself im just an idiot on accident
>>41901835what subreddits do you use
my breath is horrible by the way
i trust 4channel users not to hurt me
>>41901903i wish i could stop being so scared of othersits not like i have much to lose anyways
>>41901958methmoder will get you
>>41901962methmoder does not exist
waterboarding manmoder
niggermoder
im going to get ffs and join a polycule
>>41900746>qottonly a handful of people know. far more than id like but still not too bad. I have a friend who I had to tell because I needed someone to drive me to my labs when I first started bc I didn't have a car. unfortunately she told her bf even tho I asked her not to. then my parents know because my mom likes going through my stuff when I'm not home and she told my dad although neither ever mention it anymore. finally my boyfriend knows but I'm ok with that because he's nice.
>qott:my wife, my family, my in laws, my brothers gf, my manager because i told her when i was having a melty but i think she thinks im transmasc
>>41900746>qottnot a soul. > t. not even trans just a fool with a syringe
the warm shower made me very very happy
i havent had a bath since i was a child
i look like an adult man with breasts
>>41902468me
this might be the single most pathetic thread on the entire site
>>41902804im built like a man and i was built pretty masculine before starting hrt at 21. it didn’t do anything and my only plan is to further ruin my life with surgery instead of leaning into androgynous masculinity like a rational adult
>>41902892i do this
>>41902901i look like a clown
Everyone at my job was told… hundred something people cause my boss wanted to be accepting as soon as I came out to them. :/
>>41902930fakemoder
>>41901878go back
i wish i were a cute twinkhon
>>41902945i use r/funny
oh yeah, i’ll answer my own qott7 people. my 4 closest friends, because i love them dearly i made sure they were the first to know. we watch movies together weekly based on spinning a wheel, and one time it landed on me and i saw the tv glow, so when it finished i told them. then i told both my exes because they’re both trans men so i figured they knew trans stuff better than anyone else i knew. then i was really stupid. my friend/ex fwb posted something about wanting to do her friends’ makeup, and i volunteered myself like a weird loser. she turned me down because she uses the other person’s own makeup + she couldn’t use her own if she wanted to since she’s filipina and i’m white. a few weeks later we had this interaction
>>41902892>instead of leaning into androgynous masculinity like a rational adulti wish i could do this so badinstead i do everything i can to damage my body because i hate it and want it dead
>>41902995You look like a woman and your parents are relatively accepting please
>>41903033huh? what makes you think you know what my parents are like?
>>41903065you people are all the same
ah, so pure horseshit. my family is nothing but chud bigots who hate trannies but try again :)
>>41903088cool it
>>41903127Sorry mx bateman im in a bas mood today cause my head really hurts
manmoders against christmas
>>41903138good for you
how do you guys feel about the snow?
>qottmy wife and all my friends + everyone who knows me on the internet. I don't bring it up to most people irl and I just wait to see what pronoun they choose and I never correct them LOL. some of my coworkers use they / them on me because I guess they're just being nice
balanced moder meal (i made sure there’s as many strawberry pieces as blueberries and blackberries but i swear i’m not autistic)
>>41903246blackberries are the most nutrient dense berry
>>41903220I fucking LOVE snow. do you?
>>41903220i like it but having to shovel so much ruins it
>>41903220i love snow itself, but shoveling kinda sucks, and i despise having to drive in it
just live somewhere with a small driveway or get a snowblower
>>41903267driving in snow is the best part wtf
>>41903237>some people don’t automatically use he/himmogs me
>>41903255yea I love the snow especially when you walk around at night in the winter everything is so quiet>>41903259>>41903267the shoveling dose suck but It makes me realize how strong nature is to creat all of that
>>41903276i crashed in the snow my like first time driving in it, about 2 weeks after i got my license :( and in general i feel like i’m not fully in control of the car and constantly on the verge of crashing when driving in snow.
>>41903307just rip the e brake bro is this MANmoder general or not??
>>41903322i’m here because i look like a man, not because i act like one
>>41903307so real I have to drive 9 hours home in the snow next week and I'm actually dreading it. everyone goes so fast and tailgates me like I'm just trying not to wreck my car
>>41903331weird
>>41901590no you guys are racist
>>41903220it’s pretty unlike me
clever way to redirect back onto your own self hatred, 8/10
did it make you smile
i dont pass
driftmoder
i have no idea how to drift a car :/
>>41903417if i knew you irl i would take you out and teach you. but everybody i ever drive around is super squeamish and they insult my driving so i wouldnt feel comfortable doing it with them but you who has no prior knowledge of my abilities would probably be comfortable for a little i could also teach you to drive stick
2 scared :(
i only teach gfs how to drive
I only know how to ride stick..
>>41903220would you play in the snow with me?
>>41902943Idk what that means but it’s not like I could change much at work because our outfit is literally jeans and a T-shirt for the men and women
>>41903465yea we could do snow angels and make a snow fort it would be a blast!
bought another year worth of mones. I'll really have to keep doing this for the rest of my life huh :/
what's it like to hold the hand of a moder you love?
>>41903220its so awesome its the best!! i hope more snow comes near me so i can go snowboarding^_^
>>>41903246>41903254that must be why they taste like crap!! sometimes!!!!!
>>41903517based snowboardmoder
Skiing is hsts Snowboarding is agp
i wish i could show you the snow out there right now
i’m agoyou’re all hsts
>>41903501i wouldnt know
>>41903491yay!! i love coming inside afterwards and drinking something warm! i don't really have anyone to play in the snow with me these days ^-^
I'm agamp
how do i stop thinking of myself as a man? do i just need to fully troon out? it's making me miserable
jus breathe
>>41903501this is handholdingbait
>>41903627i think of myself as a woman and look exactly like a normal man which i imagine is far worse
>>41903638you're handholding bait, you look like hugbait, total fucking kissbait you slut, look at you being total touchbait i'm going to touch you without consent
>>41903661you CAN'T touch me without consent because as soon as you go for me I want it. so fucking bring it on
>>41903646i definitely don't look like a woman but i also don't look like a super masculine man. but in my mind most of the time especially when i leave the house i still feel like i'm emanating male energy. i just want this feeling to go awayyyyy
>>41903688male energy is my fucking nemesis, I feel that. I feel like it's detectable from miles away
you niggas are pathetic and gross
>>41903598hot chocolate with the little marshmallows or some tea is always lovely after being out in the cold. it's been so long scene I've played in the snow too, so many fun memories:3
>>41903702>>41903688this is so crazy to me because did you guys not have to try to create a male aura? i did and it got me a job and i feel super punk and transgressive when i go outside, enjoy that if it comes natural to yiu
>>41903704tell me something i dont know nigga
>>41903702yeah it just feels like this dark cloud that hangs over me all the time. i feel like the molecules i'm made of are male
>>41903719idk man i get gendered female most of the time so i get away with a lotta shit
female brained fakemoders
>>41903683i don't want to touch you now that i know you want it
>>41903731ok so that’s even crazier to me because i look like a man and you look like a woman and you’re probably just joking about male energy while i have to sit in front of my mirror psyching myself up for hours before i can go outside
im literally like the guy in taxi driver to get up my masc vibes si nobody suspects im actually a tranny with my disgusting male features and youre all women who can be women and whine about molecules. FML
>>41903762the harder you try the more male energy you exudecant help with the appearance part though
>>41903719idk how much of a male aura i actually have i just have really bad dysphoria that makes me think i'm way more masculine than i actually am. a female friend told me it made sense when i came out to her because she liked me and she usually doesn't like men so i'm sure that counts for something. but idk i feel like i still feel like i subconsciously perform a male role most of the time because changing the way i act feels embarrassing even if it feels more right
>>41903745fine then. hmph. I didn't want it anyway
>>41903772i don't look like a woman at all ;_;
>>41903719what do you mean? desu I can't directly ascertain what qualifies a "male aura", so I have no idea how you'd intentionally create one aside from just kind of acting like a jackass in public or whatever. I just feel like I come off a certain way to people
>>41903788you are a slut and you'd start begging as soon as someone lays hands on you
>>41903781>i subconsciously perform a male rolei got around this years ago by refusing to perform any role in any context at all
>>41903808ok fine, I admit it. it's true. I'm pretty weak
iwnba cute girl twink
>>41903839the nothingmoderrrr
im a “cute” boy twink and let me tell you i feel awful ALL the time
>>41900746Some trender clocked me when I mentioned the Twitter blue lady and she told me to troon out. But I told her I wouldn't pass, and then she forgot about it because she was drunk. I don't want anyone knowing except this board.
>>41903867she didnt forget, enjoy getting she/her’d at the next kickback bro
>>41903839yeah i mean i'm kind of like this desu, for the longest time before i realized i was trans i viewed myself as kind of a "conscientious objector" to masculinity and mainly hung out with girls etc. but i kind of realized recently even if i don't feel like i'm consciously performing masculinity there are still subtle social pressures from being recognized as a man and seeing myself that way that influence and shape my behavior on an unconscious level
my aura is a voidi cant perform the male aura so i just try my hardest to not take up space
even the strongest of moders will crumble after a single second of physical affection
cars terrify me, i dont know how im supposed to learn to drive one
just practice in gta
>>41903867she didnt forget, but shes not going to get involved with someone as pathetic as you
>>41900746My therapist and my bffwb(aka bf)Nobody elseTrans people I know think I’m detrans now cayse I didn’t change name or social shit abd don’t talk to local trannies anywayI’m 100% male so it’s ok
>>41903892>>41903892i went from a gay child to openly trans in middle school to a self aware repper for about a decade. which frankly is not relevant to your reply but i wanted to say it because it gives me so much pain and i cant actually believe that my past is real until i look at my body
>>41903922even just thinking about driving a gigantic death machine makes me feel scared
>>41903881I spoke to her and she didn't. Although I was pretty cold with her because I don't really like her so that might explain it. She was very drunk though. I can hold my drink way better than a cisfoid can. Plus I am literally the least she-herable man in existence. Her twinkhon boyfriend is at least somewhat skinny. I look like a Munchkin, or a rugby player.
>>41903936damn fine ok i’ll pick you up jeez
>>41903936You get used to it. But you should be careful. Too many drivers don't think their car is a death machine so they drive around like complete lunatics until they kill a family of four. >>41903923We don't talk to each other because I do a real degree, unlike her.
>>41903953you sound like the dad aged guy in my business course
I used to drive as a teenager but I would drive like a total lunatic and go way over the speed limit because I'm just stupid. luckily I only crashed once and I no longer own a car and probably never will again
>>41903935when i was in middle school i was an androgynous child with long hair that got called faggot, i've basically just circled around to that again as an adult moder lol
>>41903952i cant live like this>>41903953I know I'm supposed to get used to it, but I don't understand how I'm supposed to initially get over it enough times to actually learn how to drive
>>41903963Sounds like he has good driving skills.
id like to learn to drive but theres snow on the floor out there
>>41903985i was chubby, had bucket hair that would fall over my eyes, wore band hoodies and wished it was still 2004. nobody called me a faggot, nobody insulted me, one boy had a crush on me, multiple friends accepted me for being trans. it was a very open and encouraging environment. i hated it because i was an anarchist and i wanted to die in battle saving my crush from a fascist
>>41903988Practice on a quiet road during the hours when no one is around. Maybe a field, if you can. Practice starting the car. Then practice moving off and stopping, in a straight line. Then once you're comfortable that the car isn't going to drive itself into a ditch you can move on to more complex skills.
when i was in middle school i was one of the biggest kids there, had visible chest and facial hair, didnt dress like a real person, had one friend and started skipping a lot of classes by the end
i kind of was just a kid that smelled bad and had an annoying voice
>>41904009i legit used to straight up look like a girl before i hit puberty now it's too fucking late
>>41904021i only started skipping in junior/senior year because i was high all the time. i didnt have the courage to do that in middle school but i did run away for one whole day (i came back by the night because my dad kept walking around screaming my name and i could hear him from where i wanted to sleep). if i wasnt such a bitch i would look like a woman right now
>>41904015I guess so, but knowing me that's never going to happenyet another thing that drives me to stagnation like the worthless cattle i am
twinkhongen
i still think about the bridge i used to fuck off to when i skipped class in high school,
>>41904038i never looked like a girl desu, just a fag
does anyone have a mackbook? do you like it
id just go nap at the picnic tables when i skipped
i wonder how my life wouldve turned out if i didnt betray my friend from middle school because i was worried my all-female class would think i was some sleazy school shooter type (i was which is the funny part) hanging out with him woulndt have changed what they thought of memaybe life wouldnt have been so bad if i picked a different major
>>41904088mocking me but i dont care nothing is as bad as the body i built for myself
>>41904081I have one that my job gave me! it's usable but wouldn't be my machine of choice. are you buying one?
>>41904045Do you have someone to practice with? I learned with my parents. Find someone and tell them you want to try learning to drive, and arrange it for a specific time and day every week. Then you have to at least try because they're going to hold you to it.
>>41904099at some point, maybe i'll just wait for my new work to give me one tho
I wish I was trans and female only the. Would my transition be pure and successful abd I’d be cute abd be allowed to look at dresses and cute pins and frilly underwear and have boobs without it being wrong and porn and agp and mef and disgusting moid behavior
dont use jewish spyware machines retard
for me its a thinkpad
>>41904120but my stinkpad :(
>>41904100I guess so, my mom is very willing to be patient with me but I have this incredibly retarded neurose which stops me from doing stuff around people I don't know what it is I just can't stand doing anything or learning anything or existing around others and especially not something as difficult as learning to driveI also know no matter how willing she is she will get angry, and being as stupid as I am that'll make it difficult to keep trying another time or whatever i dont know. i wish i wasnt so retarded
>>41904120wait what are you looking at everything im doing right now? am i actually hacked by you wtf
I’m sorry for being male and you being forced to interact with me because I thought I was a trans woman like you and I entered your community and you talked to me and I made you feel awkward and bad with my presence by being a disgusting moid I’m sorry I’m sorryI’m sorry I am fake
why wont my microphone turn off when it’s being accessed by an unknown app guys stop seriously. why would you bring up jewish spyware without context what’s happening why are you doing this to me
if i was a real tranny id be autistic enough to learn how to use computers properly and i would spend my shutin teenage years doing more than just playing stupid video games and id use that knowledge to learn skills necessar for good jobs today but im just a normal man with nothing special going on inside my head
>>41904166un plug it NOW!!!!!!!
youre forgiven now shut up and never come back i want you to live life as a gay woman
>>41904139Tell her upfront that you're really worried about it and you're going to take it slow. Maybe she can just treat it as a way to hang out with her child, or something. It took me three years to pass my test. Anyone who knows how to drive knows how hard it is to learn.
I’m sorry you forced yourself to stay up late for me and share your darkest deepest secrets only for me to be a moid and have no similar trans experiences and never truly understanding you and just being a lame unhappy moid
what are you talking about
I’m sorry I thought I was like you with real trans experiences but instead I’m just an old man indulging in my fetish alone and being unwanted even though you said you want me around
>>41904173she knows, and she knows how heated we both get and how it affects me. that knowledge hasn't changed anything yetits whatever anyways im just not supposed to live a real life, its not for people like me
>>41904166It's not Jewish spyware it's companies trying to tailor ads to you. Way more boring but also way more irritating.
>>41904192me personally im immune to advertising
>>41904152im not jewish>>41904192you're the problem if you genuinely think that's all they use it for, and you're an even bigger problem if you think ads aren't enough to change the course of history
slut it up a little for ur handler
jews are not some evil illuminati that want to destroy western society you stupid fucking chud
>>41904199Okay but it's not the Jews pulling the strings behind the scenes or whatever bullshit you say. It's companies which have very openly said "We're going to violate your privacy to sell you products and tailor our addictive social media algorithms" and everyone else has gone "Okay sounds great!"
Larry is a snow bunny for bbc
>>41904218they dont want to destroy it, its just a way to control it
>>41904190Like I said, it took me three years of trying before I passed. You're the exact same as me. The only thing that can stop you is if you think 'Oh I'm the only one who's like this I'll never succeed' and then you give up. You have to at least have a go at it, so you can say you tried.
>>41904218That's been their goal for 2000 years.
>>41904222it's the same thingads are psyops
>>41904186you don’t know what you’re talking about and your self hatred is controlling your life right now stop it
>>41904235im not the only one like this, there have always been people that aren't fit for life. and that's okay
>>41904258what are we to do?
Who else here is BOY CRAZY sisters? We're not fetishizing women and jerking off to ourselves in the mirror wearing panties and a bra, RIGHT?
>>41904262perish like a dog
>>41904271lickbut hairy men are better
>>41904258I literally thought the exact same thing throughout learning to drive. I hated myself for being so shit and thought I was incompetent for failing to achieve at 20 what other people achieved at 17. Some of us are just a little slower. It doesn't mean we 'aren't fit for life.' Half of these problems are caused because the driving test authority is retarded and shitty anyway.
>>41904252Tell that to all my trans friends who abandoned me and laughed about me detrabsitioning behind my back ABD EVEN GROUPS THAT NEVER SPOKE TO EACH ITHDR HAVING THR SAME REACTIONS
>>41904271i have a bf so no
>>41904271I don't have this problem because I hate both women and men and myself.
>>41904271straggot
>>41904319If they did that they sound like cunts. Maybe you detransitioned because all the trans people you knew are little bitches. Try and find a new group of friends who won't treat you like shit.
>>41904314im 25theres no point
>>41904340im 27 and gonna learn
>>41904336No I’m the problem because I’m too male to be transI still inject but it’s not like this is transitioningIt’s a cope
>>41904319stop hanging out with trannies i’m serious well just mtfs at least i always found that doing that increased my dysphoria and ocd by at least 1000x regardless of whether they passed or not because it was like living under a magnifying glass every thought was just about oh god my life as a tranny troon troon troon god i wanna kms just find people with somewhat common interests and that complement your perceived deficiencies or some bs about the shadow self
belt dont fit im fat
>>41904359Also I’m 30 and didn’t have trans issues beforeI can’t remember when it started prolly when I was 21 and I did nothing for half a decadeIt’s all made up for porn
>>41904359If you're injecting then you're way more trans than I am.
your only responsibility as a manmoder is to not bother real trannies with your disgusting and pathetic male form
AFABmoder
>>41904366My only thoughts with them was if they could find out I’m not actually trans and I’m lying about everythingTmen didn’t even wanna talk to me even though they were all best friends in that group. Mtfs and ftms
would you still kill yourself even if you had people that would miss you
we wuz crossies n shiet
>>41904378No the soul is more important
>>41904394start seeing them as beneath you this is not a joke all of them it’s the only way to break out of the cycle
>>41904398yes but that doesnt mean you should idk ur life
6'4 fridgemoder that soul passes
>>41904411They aren’tThey are authentic and I never wasJust a weird masculine man with a feminization fetishThey actually had dysphoria and made plans to get rid of itI was just lying to them about my entire life
>>41904412my life has no purpose beyond existing for other people to interact with
i dont soulpass nor bodypass nor behaviourpass
>>41904451But you dysphoriapass
>>41904438no one cares no one cares no one cares drill that into your head sometimes it’s performative sometimes it’s not stop looking for validation from subhumans like that because that’s what it sounds like
do (You) cross your legs when you sit?
>>41904451do i pass hey guy do i pass
>>41904476is this a for sure sign?
anon why do you sit down to pee? you're not a faggot, are you?
>>41904476yes but when j started hrt i purposefully stopped crossing my legs so that people wouldnt be able to tell i was transitioning. i am so much more masculine now than when i started it’s really weird
>>41904489no i just recently noticed i do it a lot
>>41904491because im lazy and hate standing but i stand in public because i cant let people know whats up. however, im pee shy so if someone is at the urinal next to me i cant go and end up just leaving with a full bladder.
bump
>>41904476often yes>>41904489no retard
i wish i wasnt insane did you know when i was 8 my friend was hanging out with an older boy so i told him i was his slave and would grab like juice for him while they hung out and i think that altered me in very negative ways
>>41902995yep/pers
>>41903220its amazing at first esp fresh fall but quickly becomes a chore
>>41904475but people do carewhen they ask you when you trooned why and how and you can only come up with lies because the trooth is "porn agp" they careor when theya sk you why you repressed so long and you cant even fathom why because the real trans people repressed in their teens not their 20s you become a liar againAAAAAAAAAAAA
>>41904494>i am so much more masculine now than when i started it’s really weirdinteresting femomen. i had a moment that was brutal and made me stop doing anything faggy and overcompensate like this too where im almost more masc acting than before hrt
>>41904489that you are a middle aged male college professor ? definitely. im sorry to be the one to tell you
okay i need a serious answer. im a twink who looks like a twink and lives like a twink is just generally a small male. the issue is that i want to be a woman but my body won’t cut it and i never malefail. do i cut my losses and stagnate as a failedtroon feminine male on hrt or go further and get ffs? the reality is my face looks really nice and it has a great balance between femininity and masculinity which can probably get me a longterm boyfriend however it sometimes bothers me because i think it is contributing to the aforementioned zero malefail issue. what the fuck do i do, my body does not pass by the way
get ffs
>the issue is that i want to be a womanthen get ffs and transition, retard
>>41904640you have insane capacity for self reflection and criticism but still don't know how to use it to further yourself
>>41904698>>41904711but from an objective purely rational standpoint i was told to get a mastectomy because im overall masculine but it was also couched in hugboxxing and i had to draw out the answer. im so scared of going from good androgyny to bad androgyny and ruining my life. maybe im nonbinary or perhaps ocd and i need everything to match perfectly and im probably ocd so do i get the ffs? maybe i will i just dont know
>>41904724just get ffs
first world problems
>>41904724oh my god are you the fucking mastectomy or ffs person? is this all just bait? if it's the same person I think it is, how many fucking people have to tell you the same shit over and over for you to get it? which one of these people will be the one to convince you? how long are you going to be schlepping around here saying "do I get ffs or a mastectomy"? are you doing some kind of thing where you need an absolutely massive sample size? when you receive 10,000 replies saying ffs and one saying mastectomy I feel like you'll still be back here asking "do I get ffs?" WHAT are you even DOING and what the fuck do you WANT?
>>41904724does the idea of never being perceived as a woman bother you? i have no idea what you look like and ffs is a huge commitment, don't rush into anything but i highly doubt ffs would make you look worse
pissmoder
>>41904775>typed a serious response to ffs or mastectomy girli'm going to kill myself
>>41903898this is very true
how is a stupid manmoder with no skills supposed to get enough money for surgeries
>>41904271i wanna be this but with boobs
>>41904788I type 200wpm and that took me as long to type as it would to say out loud. and no you're not going to kill yourself, because I'm going to kill you. IMMEDIATELY.
>>41904804no one talks about how fucked the poor manmoders are, this thread is filled with rich white girls
>>41903898ive never received any so this is yet to be proven
>>41904804suckin some dick
>>41904814seconding, she needs a serious beating at least
>>41904822you cant make any worthwhile money that way>>41904815the worst part isnt even not being able to get surgeries because they wouldnt save me but being a manmoder is so debilitating my life is basically already over
how do I stop feeling so sick
>>41904491because i used to pee with my pants down all the way and then boys made fun of methere is no escape from being a faggot
Do your coworkers suspect something ?
nobody has ever suspected anything because im not a fakemoder
>>41904814i was talking about myself typing a serious response and not realizing who it was. please kill me. IMMEDIATELY.
>>41904861Anon but you have soft features and you smell so nice
>>41900746I'm "out" as a he/him mtf
>>41904714u r right detransition is bets for meno more arguing with my self just cope cope copeand live my life ithout changing anything!hahaits fine because nobody cares and i dont care and its ok!
activatedintoxicatedelevatedi'm charging these hoesi'm plugged incumshot electricity lightningbolt fully automatic, fully electrified, uzi-like semen spray in your lithium-ion battery face, bitchas i hallucinatebuzzing foreign voiceslike the radioPhoenecian && Koinequoting EinsteinGod does not play diceso this is happening for a reasonthis magic rapeyour grandma died for a reason: sex with meplease, let me eat your pussyjust one lickjust a little taste
>>41904850they think im gayotherwise im very masculineskin is roughm shaped hairlinerough ahnds and skinbad smellhairy
>>41904883igtkyotm.
hitting the cart even after it taste like burnt ass
>>41904895what
>>41904866oh sorry, I thought you were making fun of me. I'll get you but now it will be remorseful
>>41904912that's okay! please make it painful, that's what i deserve :)
i didn't ask to be borni didn't ask for these thoughtsall i asked for is sex with drunk old Black women on their periodsand you dared to deny mei will make you sufferi will make you payi will make it hurtyour body in a stolen carputting on my ski mask and going out to do a crimei'm raping every boymoder on the tagmapi am injecting you with CRISPR CIA alien GMO vaccines to turn you into Black catsthen i'm sucking tiny kitty dicksi kill puppies and kittensi step on them in men's size 11.5 high heels after eating powerful medicines off a homeless man's finger on a city bus while jackin' off on camerapsych ward nurses watch me cum all over pills i won't takeall these pills they insist i takewho's to saywhat's truth or fakewhen i hallucinate
i'm charing you with the energy of a thousand worlds via negative ionic thought transfer when my penis is plugged into your thirsty mouth on a spaceship miles above New Mexico or Nevada
>>41904894You can shave and get away with that
>>41904899you gon get the popcorn lung
>>41904886>>41904934bust it moder
Im happy as long as i dont look in a mirror
*the smell of Mario and Luigi's dirty Italian dicks wafts into the thread*
¡¡¡uh oh... the bros are jackin' each other's clitties again... and chargin' each other's holes... aren't clitties fuckin' funny???
>>41904978propaganda nothing bad will ever happen to me
>>41905009i want to attack faggots like you with German shepardsthen dissolve your body in acidthen neutralize the acid with a basethen warm my balls with the heat of that exothermic reactionthen drink whatever's leftfuck the governmenti don't give a fuckfuck all of y'all
ahh... warm hairy balls... ahh...open up the prisonsraise the crime ratemotherfuck the law
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/2BeaNADg3pg
>>41905057https://youtu.be/HB9pleUeiHY
>>41905091if it's okay, I'd like to see your penis
>>41904850i think so desu
>>41904873wrong
sometimes i pop a boner when i shit
let the right one in is t4t
i dont really smell like anythingi avoid scented soaps and i think hrt eliminated most of my odour
>>41905142fuck yea
do you guys shave your asshole?
>>41905205obviously
>>41905205you have to
>>41905283>>41905244how often? whats the easiest way?
>>41905205once in a while I just use an electric trimmer to keep it tame, not a 100% close shave
>>41905294I use an electric razor but unironically a skull shaver works pretty well
any truemoders ever go to doctors? what's it like?
fuck doctors
I don't go to the doctor because I don't want them to see my weird ass body and ask why I have boobs and look like a dude
>>41905523exactly plus I have short hair so I don't want to be told by some doctor that I don't do anything to look feminine
>>41905294i just get right in there with the same razor i shave my face with
tgif mmg
feet friday
oh yeah. everyone start posting feet please
eww
>>41905694okay! you go first
>>41905789woah you're like, a pervert! come on. gross...
i wish i had a boymoder / manmoder gf / bf
if i went somewhere to get my brows trimmed professionally, would they intentionally fuck up my shit cause im a male asking for feminine brows?
no
straight to the subway because i wasn’t allowed to post train pics :(
>>41905913but we’re ugly and mentally ill
>>41905988why not?
>>41906012phone kept connecting to banned IPs i guess, it was doing that all day while i was trying to participate in the thread
When you get with guys, do they expect you to top? Do you oblige ?
>>41906084you're the only one here with a penis so you tell us
>>41906084no ive always bottomed
one time my mobile data connected to an ip that was banned in 2017goes to show how barren this wasteland is
if you're able to be seen as a bottom you have fakemoder privilege
>>41904770>>41904775>>41904778>>41904788okay there’s no reason to be rude i have a serious issue because im downwardly mobile and i wont be able to afford ffs after this year so i have one final chance to decide what to do. but i dont pass. so there’s a sense of finality no matter what i decide and i cant handle that kind of stuff so i break down and i repeat myself because it’s like a tic im sorry but it’s a real dillemma. i used to say this stuff about whether im trans or not for a very long time before i started hrt and then it was obvious and i feel like ffs will be the same because my masculinized face jumpscares me sometimes. not that it matters because my body is completely fucked and also it might be a big mistake because people call me cute (as a MAN)
i look like this
>>41906187philtrum mogs me
i look like if a girl was a guy. it’s a very strange experience because im obviously feminine but the lizard brain cannot view me as anything but a normal cisgender man
>>41906186why not just post a selfie unsee or something
passflation from boymoders and fakemoderflation from here leave me with no label
>>41906186not trying to be rude but surely you know that 99% of the people here will say get ffs. i'm not exactly sure what you want from asking this so many times without showing face. also get ffs
sometimes i feel like im my own boyfriend and i dont want to get ffs because i would lose him
>>41906192i’m dead this killed me im died
>>41906187i look like baki characters
>>41906217>>41906227im impossible to doxx. here’s a cipgen from awhile ago
>>41906239wtf can I say about this? am I meant to use my imagination? get ffs!
>>41906237sure
>>41906239okay... so you already know people that have seen you think you'd pass with ffs?? what the fuck is the point of this, just get ffs and stop asking the same retarded question
>>41906256my brother told me to get a mastectomy instead of ffs because i have a masculine face. idk if cissoids can comprehend this and i do not want to talk to my boymoding passoid friend about it
>>41906271spoiler, no one here can comprehend you either. GET FFS
>>41906271why are you asking your stupid cishet brother? he's probably transphobic or something. why the hell wouldn't you talk to another trans person irl about it? I'm sorry but wtf do you want? it seems like you WANT us to say mastectomy. I'm done with this bs lol
>>41906284>>41906280well like ive said for months, i dont want (You)s and you dont HAVE to respond to me. let me be and do my thing and you can do yours. but i do need a reply every now and again or i will start suibait posting
Is there hope or is it over, be honest mmg
it's never fucking over
>>41906303it’s probably over
>>41906307thank you :))) im done
>>41906292sure, i don't need to respond to you but i'm tired of you baiting new people into engaging with this pointless shit, the answer is get ffs. anyways see you in a day or two when you come back and ask the same thing
>>41906316>baiting new people into engaging with this pointless shitbitch that’s what a general is
I'd be crying if I looked like that too bruh that's fucked up what they be doing to yall
we engage in deep, thoughtful conversation here.
fuck it though bro it’s your life
how many manmoders are virgins
i got baptized at 25 so i'm a virgin again
I wish I had stayed a virgin and trooned out as a teen instead of being a hot awkward twink with a giant cock and quirky alt bitches throwing themselves on it
i prefer the term incel
>>41906352i would be if i hadnt soiled myself with strange sex at 18, excluding oral of course
>>41906366thanks for making me laugh
One quick grindr session and virginity was lost, took less than a week. Was bad but was an experience. Pre hrt
ive never even lewded online desu
>>41906414i would like to have sex with you
>>41906435why
>>41906436something something sex with a virgin
wow they had a trans kid on the LLTS the times really have changed, touching t to know that the next gen won't have to suffer this fate but a little bittersweet ngl
>>41906445i dont think there is any appeal, im not cutesy about it and just dont know how to handle sexual thingsplus im ugly and yada yada
>>41906466>the next gen won't have to suffer this fatewe got to live through the rollback
>>41906469>this bitch thinks there's no appeal in fucking an awkward virgin
Sex with virgins is okay if you can go with a very slow pace and announce and ask every time you do something new.
>>41906469>plus im uglydon't know if i can believe this
>>41906495maybe if someone acts cute about it in any way, I think I'd just be too awkward and weirded out to embrace any of it or something>>41906499i dont post myself for a reason
>>41906499you better believe it
>>41906496thats gaythe only way to fuck virgins is to take them any way you want, overload their senses and they'll never forget you no matter how many years pass
>>41906506If it at any given point starts to feel actually good and you can relax and let that good feeling take over virgins will make the cutest noises and faces and usually hide their face
>>41906536true!! fuck I love when they hide their face lol
>>41906536you sound experienced
>>41906533That's when I usually go limp and dissociate mentally and grow numb to physical sensation
>>41906549Hiding face under a pillow gets me going feral, no, I want to see your dumb face and don't suppress your moans>>41906551A bit but I also can remember my first time and a handful of times taking somebody elses who claimed to be a virgin
>>41906536it's hard to imagine I'd be able to let go of my disgust of myself and neuroses enough to actually enjoy it, but I guess I can't know for sure I don't like reading that last part
/v/ is talking about pooners and boymoders againwould you wear this, as a true manmoder?
>>41906586Why not? It's okay to let those out, it's not like you can hold them back considering it's your first time..
>>41906596yeah bc i would be able to test if i should get top surgery
>>41906596yes. my binder is becoming increasingly annoying and im reaching the stage where i have to wear it at all social occasions because hoodies don't work anymore
i thought manmoders didnt have sex
>>41906640I had a lot of sex pre hrt, not at all anymore, I just have my fantasies and yaerning. It was so easy to have sex as 6'2'' non fat man
Im going to go to a night market after work and see if they have a strap, in case i get with my FTM friend again.
>>41906640why not?
>>41906640i do its just sparingly and usually with a partnerjust hooked up once ever
have some standards
>>41905913>>41906704what's stopping you?
>>41906704Same
not worth it the only way you can avoid dysphoria olympics is to date a man
mmg dating island show
>>41906724cant find any
>>41906742this would be torture to watch
>>41906759just like the real deal
>>41906742would literally be the most awkward show ever recorded
i can only imagine the ego some of you would develop from becoming national lolcows on a dating show
I just yearn, I actually will never ever meet up with anyone and I always live across the world for them conviniently so they drop it off if they are actually even interested
>>41906797north pole anon...
>mmg dating show>its nothing but fakemoders
>tits binded >andro clothes>get he/him 100% of the time>using a normal bra>andro clothes>she/her 100% of the time?
>>41906812Actually New Zealand, I need to get out of here
>>41906615you underestimate my retardation
>>41906814now this I'd watch
>>41906832girl is when boobs
>>41906596why are you on v
>>41906845this is literally true for normies like at least ~70% of the time
I HAVE NEVER MALEFAILED IM THE ONE FUCKING TRUEMODER
>>41906872there are plenty of people in here who have never malefailed, like for sure.
>>41906841And you underestimate my lust for akward virgin self-proclaimed adult men on estrogen
>>41906860why not
>>41906596no they arent
>>41906836is it true if you're a new zealander you can just go to australia and live there?
>>41906891what's the point of desiring the impossible?
>>41906860why aren't you?>>41906903they literally mention trans men and boymoders, but I know it was probably one of you fuckers
>>41906884name one
>>41906918A yearner can yearn
>>41906941"anonymous" seems to be her name
>>41906941Me
>>41906926theres like two mentions
i think im going to get the ffs but i really like the right side of my face. mostly i dislike my hair and body and face
>>41906943don't yearn, achieveotherwise you're just wasting your life
>>41906961excellent. i see we've come to a conclusion, get ffs on the left side of your face. alright now which boob do you like the least? you can get rid of that one.
how do manmoder virgins differ from regular virgin men
>>41906981i got cones and i call myself a woman sometimes
cones alone make manmoders unlovable freaks, let alone the rest of their issues
I love my cones so much
is anyone actually bothered by the appearance of cones (on other people)
>>41907020
>>41907019everyone is retard
>>41907019no I used to be more jealous of cis girls in porn with cones when I was a repper
>>41907027retard
>>41906974That requires a job which requires education which I'm going through right now. Also like idc that much yk, it's all just mental masturbation, I don't see the point in the hassle of it all and I'm a dissapointment to everyone around me so my life was destined to be wasted. All of that potential right out of the window the second I realized I was a tranny. Life as a man would've been hollow and fake before that but after it just felt impossible.
>>41907027I'm gonna fucking touch you
>>41907049you don't need a job for any of thatbut that's okay, I kinda figured what you were since you're in this thread anyways
>>41907061Having no money really does hinder everything down don't you agree?
>>41907050why
