I didn’t sleep, and my day has fully started at this point.I’d be such a great mother. I just need to be given the chance.It’s so tragic. I’m the only woman in my family who can’t have a child. It just really hurts, and I’m not sure how to handle these feelings.The shame has been getting so much stronger.Maybe once I get used to the new hormone dose, this dread will smother itself.
>>41903640Maybe your mission to accomplish is not to become a mother. You could be a wonderful wife.
I feel like my life is at a standstill. I won’t have any children in the future. I’ll be getting a relatively worthless degree, and I can’t seem to satisfy a partner for anything. At least not one that loves me for a normal reason. What am I good for? My volunteer work and servicing my friends haven’t filled the empty hole inside of me that craves to be useful and liked. I just feel bad for feeling bad about my situation, and it makes me more depressed that I feel like this because there are so many people with worse situations, worse thoughts, and much less support than I have. I feel like I don’t deserve what I have now because I’m so ungrateful. I don’t feel particularly grateful for the things that I have. I’m just here. I don’t really know what I want to do nor what I should do.>>41903673Being a wife sounds wonderful as well!
