iwnbaw. iwnb short. iwn look like a woman. iwn be small or pretty or feminine. I was born wrong and I let my body get ruined and twisted into a monster by male puberty. someone like me was never meant to exist
>>41903904You're FRIED the only way to fix you up if you focused into CBT that would completely bring you into a new equation.
>>41904055idk. I went to therapy for a bit as a teenager cause I tried to kms and I feel like I understand how cbt works enough to kinda do it myself. I'm still pretty bad though
>>41904107Start low with just, like poking your testicles with the handle of a toothbrush. Beat your dick until you get tired with punches, dick is incredibly resistant to hit damage.
>>41904148that kind of cbt wouldn't help me really.
>>41903904I feel the exact same way nona, really dont know what to do at this point but kms. Before my cope was to wait and see where id be with more time on hrt, now that im 3 years in and still just a man all I can do is just accept that its over ig.Its tough because i somehow met a boyfriend that we want to live our lives through together, and i really dont want to hurt him, but i just dont know what to do at this point, it hurts so much every day
>>41903904i'm managing to survive by telling myself im just a butch dyke, but knowing i will never be able to be a normal woman without having masculinity thrust upon me because of a puberty i had no say in, is fucking humiliating. i will never be able to be delicate or fragile. i hate being jagged and rough, but its the only thing im useful for.
>>41905272I think you should stay alive. I've met a girl who's helping me want to live too. I want to be her girl one day
>>41909518Is that data?
