Hello! I am guy and I have watched first person female point of view porn (Vr and normal) for quite a while now. I have quit for like 7 days now and I have the problem of my brain basically going crazy. I get intrusive, unwanted sexual fantasies and they are very realistic unfortunately. This is not a joke. One recurring intrusive "movie" I go through and am scared of, especially when I am lying in bed and about to sleep is me being a woman, with a man in room. The mean flings me on the bed rips my clothes of: I try to flee the fantasy but I can't. I just lie there on the bad. and he forces my legs apart and lies on top of me I can't move. And then I feel it, inside. his hands bruising my breasts, stinging pain from my butt where he clapped 10 times at the same place. and he says nothing. I can't speak either. It's like I am not even a human or a person. Just an object. I feel nothing, I just exist. waiting for it to stop. And then it's over, sometimes I wake up. sometimes not. but I always remember it. And I feel defiled, ashamed and helpless about it. And I kinda hope it will stop.
>>41907095O_O ehhh....
>>41907095usually they have some upsetting things that they will say that make you feel sick or degraded in this situation, instead of just nothing. At least that's my experience. Hope that makes it more realistic for you ^^
