>>41907424
AGP is autoheterosexuality. Body dysphoria, urge to transition, enjoyment of cross-dressing, etc. all stemp frustration from your partner (your own body, for autosexuals) being the wrong sex for your sexuality (heterosexuality). Taking HRT allows you to fudge your view of your body into being the opposite sex. Stopping HRT breaks the spell and makes the frustration return.

https://youtu.be/dcyPr1jPxDY

>>41907424
u can always just give up and accept your slow decay into loneliness and death like we all must

>>41907424
>have mentally ill human person
>mental illness gets so bad i decide to treat it
>mental illness goes away
>stop mental illness treatment
>mental illness comes back
>starting thinking about treating mental illness again
this is what you sound like
take your pills retard

>>41907424
so the hrt fixes the problem and you forget why you were taking it?

>>41908496
Fetishes aren’t mental illnesses tho

>>41907424
>be out in the snow
>so cold, I can't bear it
>better put on a coat
>Huh, I'm not cold anymore. don't need to wear this coat, time to take it off.
>start getting cold again

WTF, what do I do guys

>>41910290
taking the coat off proves youre not really cold and should just succumb to the elements to maintain social cohesion.

>>41910301
this but unironically

>>41907424

Hi OP, I am going tongive you honest advice as an AGP who successfully trsnsitioned:

Just stay on E. The AGP thoughts will return eventually once your brain gets used to being estrogen dominant, but they will return as healthy balanced components of a functional female sexuality. So instead of uncontrollable horniness from putting on grlirly gloves you will just feel a faint buzz of happiness motivating you to go about your day and enocouraging you to signall your sexual availability to males.

>>41910464
I don’t have that kind of agp tho I don’t actually want to be a woman

>>41910677
what do you want to be?

>>41911069
not op but i just crave femininity/want to be soft and cute. i dont care about being called a she or whatever. i have the exact same issue that when i get on E i stop being horny and the thoughts go away

AGP not a fetish
It's beautiful
It's our orientation

>>41913084
How does the idea of having a hairy masculine body make you feel?

>>41911069
>>41913084
basically same for me I just want to find myself cute and attractive, the idea of actually living as woman sounds crazy

>>41915029
depends really, when im in the agp mindset i obviously find the idea terrifying, but when im on E or if the thoughts just fade on their own and i feel "normal" i dont find it repulsive anymore

>>41915201
And when you're in the agp mindset are you constantly horny? Or would you also like to be soft and cute in normal situations, like if you're hanging out with friends or playing a video game?

>>41915350
mostly horny but the normal situations stuff applies too.

>>41907424
Had this same cycle for like 3 years. Wish I would have just stayed on it and worked on my transition instead wasting time. I malefail in men’s clothes now but I didn’t voice train at all during that time so I’m a gigavoicehon.

>>41915408
I don’t want to base my identity on a fetish tho even if it could make me happier

>>41907463
this is the most retarded cope ive ever read

>>41915436
Im a believer that AGP is just a mix of gender dysphoria and female sexuality turbo charged by testosterone. So morally a fetish. Maybe that’s a cope or maybe it isn’t, either way I was always miserable during the repper phases. So I might as well choice to not be miserable.

>>41915482
So not really a fetish*** is what I meant kek. Damn phone posting

>>41915436
i have the same thing, this agp thing makes me feel subhuman, like i have no agency and am just controlled by some impulse. when im not controlled by this impulse (for example when im on E) i truly wish i could be a normal guy

>>41915517
yea same for me it’s just the horny part of my brain that wants to be woman the more conscious and logical part of my brain likes being male

>>41915405
I mean, if you feel normal on e and you like being cute and soft in normal situations as well, are you sure you're not just a tranny? Like your AGP fantasies going away seems like a good thing imo, so unless you're worried about something like wanting to get married to a woman and have kids, or you getting dysphoria about becoming more feminine, I fail to see what the issue is.
If you really just feel like a normal man though except for the times you get horny, then idk maybe you really do just have a fetish, but I'd recommend you consider whether you're genuinely AGP first, or whether your AGP fantasies have been caused by you being a tranny with a testosterone fueled sex drive.
Gender dysphoria is different for everyone, I had it really strongly since I was a kid, especially in regards to my body but also in regards to some social situations, but also there were (and are) plenty of boyish or manly things I never really had a problem with. For example I personally didn't care about clothing that much when I was a teen, so I don't think it's that weird to not care about pronouns.

>>41915631
AGP is beautiful