i can't continue to live as an autistic bpd neet midshit tranny. i'm just too broken and hopeless to keep going. and i don't give a shit what everyone else says, i'm going through with it one way or another. i hear that there are some gases you can purchase online that will give you a painless release, can somebody please give me a link to buy it?
>>41911102me too but youngshit (im 19)if ur feeling like killing yourself, at least don't make it a on a whim decision.I feel like dying too but there's a part of me that keeps saying "What if?" with some hope for luck to strike me again.
>>4191111819 is midshit, i'm a 20 year old transitioner myself. i'm stuck in an endless loop of beating myself up for being a coward and repressing my feelings up until now. it has been four years since i started hormonally transitioning and i just have too much dysphoria to make life worth living. i sabotaged my own life and have to unfortunately reap the consequences of my inaction
>>41911136My ex kept implying I'm youngshit especially since I voicetrained since I was like 16? ToTalso Hug :<
>20>2 years out of the shittest years for most autists (mandatory school)>1 year out from being able to buy liquor
>>41911185i'm 24, started transitioning at 20
