Yet another thread with 0 replies but whatever>be me, 19 yo mtf twink>broke up with ex 3 months ago, first ever relationship, lasted for 7 months>the same time i broke up with her, life started crumbling around me for other reasons, so I never got the chance to cry about her>fast forward to today, trying to put myself out there again>go on Grindr and FetLife, get swamped by cute girls>plus one of my best friends just admitted that she has a crush on me>feel this emptiness inside>none of them will ever be like her>she was a stocky butch sapphic who treated me like her kid>i didn't know how lucky i was at the time to have that>tbf the only reason she started dating me was to get me to stop boymodding and then she lost interest>but still, all these new options and i'll never have someone that made me feel as whole and as loved as she did again>most of the girls hitting me up are freshly 18 yo's with hypnosis kinks and they want me to look after them in the same way that my ex did to me>i don't know if i have it in me>i miss her so much, i fucked up, i made a mistake and called things off too quickly>but I'm also glad that she isn't involved in my current state of life issues as they would break herIdk how the fuck to feel rn
>>41911121this is like the 2nd post that makes me think some1 will think I'm posting multiple times about my self for attention ToTLike; >>41910853I feel you.
>wahhh i have too many options for people to fuck and/or be in relationships withplease kill yourself
>>41911149Not the point retard, none will ever be like her, I'm sorry that you're ugly or smth
>>41911158you are ugly on the inside which is why nobody will ever really love you. you peaked and you don't even realize it yet
>>41911182Nah, I know for sure my peak is yet to come, it's not Joever for me yet. And idk if I'm ugly on the inside, I'm apathetic because life fucked me over and I got dealt a shit hand, but I still love those who surround me
>>41911195Just to spite that mf and bc I hope for possibly getting better despite being cheated on (again) wanna add eachother on disc?
>>41911202Yeah sure, kivirnz is my username
>>41911209there, sent. also sry i took long