Why am I not dysphoric? Why am I fine being a man? Why do I not want to be a woman? Why does my face not bother me? Why does my body not bother me? Why does my voice not bother me?I don't hate being a man. I don't get it. I really should hate it. It should feel wrong, but it doesn't.I don't actually want to be a woman. I can't want to be a woman, even though I feel like I should. It would feel wrong to be a woman, but it shouldn't.I desperately want to want to be a woman. I desperately want to not want to be a man. I hate that I don't hate being a man, and I hate that I don't like being a woman.
>>41911683You're cis retard. Congrats
>>41911683lmao this was me years ago before I detransitioned. I eventually had a psychotic break one day looking at how male I became off hrt and immediately started again
>>41912182I haven't even transitioned, and I just look like a regular guy. It really feels like it should bother me so much more, but it doesn't, at all. If anything, I actually feel like looking like a woman would bother me, but I don't want that to be the case. Yet, I'm certain it would.
>>41911976I know, and while I'm glad I'm not dysphoric, I feel utterly miserable knowing that this is all I'll ever be
keep repeating this thread and eventually you will believe it
>>41912685Believe what? I already fully believe that I'm cis and have no dysphoria. I just don't really get why I personally prefer to remain a man
>>41911683I feel the same way and take estrogen idk why but it makes me feel better so I keep taking it. Perhaps I have dysphoria and don't recognize it or think it's not enough to be a troon
>>41911683>even though I feel like I shouldWhy do you feel like you should be a woman when you are a man and prefer to be a man? thats some retard-tier brain knots.
>>41911683>Why am I not dysphoric?>I desperately want to want to be a woman. I desperately want to not want to be a man.Are you listening to yourself?
>>41912973I'm like this but I feel it's too mild to be dysphoria
>>41912973>Are you listening to yourself?I've also said that I don't actually truly want to be a woman, and that being a man feels right. That is what makes this so inane
>>41912682What do you think dysphoria is?
>>41913440distress from gender incongruence, of which I lack both. It just feels like I should despise being a man
>>41912784I don't feel like I should be a woman, for whatever reason I genuinely hate the fact that I don't feel this way. I can't help but hate preferring to be a man, but I also know that being a woman would make me actually dysphoric. >thats some retard-tier brain knotsYou're completely right about this. Wish I could stop being like this
>>41913430You're probably just on the internet too much and are insecure about your manhood. That doesn't make you trans. Try lifting weights or something, see if your strong masculine body starts to make you uncomftable
>>41913879I've lifted for years prior to these feelings developing. People have compared my body to a greek statue. I've got no reason at all to be insecure about my manhood. I actually even hate how some perceive me because of it. My body doesn't make me uncomfortable, but I feel like it really should
>>41914132Then what's the problem? Why do you think about this so much? Why do you want to have dysphoria?
>>41914155>Why do you think about this so much?I really don't know. It's pretty exhausting and agonizing to be honest. I'd wager a guess that it's because I barely feel alive. There's the hope that there is more to life, but it's an empty hope. >Why do you want to have dysphoria?I don't want to have dysphoria. I know dysphoria is horrible. It just feels like I'm supposed to be dysphoric. Like that would be the most reasonable thing to be
>>41914418you are several layers of crazy deep just transition
she's stuck in an infinite loopsomebody reboot her
>>41914434I tried transitioning, and it felt extremely wrong, no matter how much I wished it wouldn't. It's probably what made me this crazy.
>>41914628I would love to be rebooted
>>41912780I'd take it as well if it made me feel better. Unfortunately it doesn't.How does your dysphoria manifest if you think it's not enough to be a troon?
>>41915316It manifests in different ways, sometimes I look at pictures or think of women in my life and start crying and don't understand why I was destined to be a man. Other times I get a gag reflex from looking at my natal organs or thinking I have them. I mostly don't cry about this sort of stuff tho and just think nothing when looking at myself.I still feel that I'm forcing these feelings to act this way though and that they aren't genuine because my past was mostly normal for a cis guy apart from a few gender non-conforming moments I remember.
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>>41915679That doesn't really sound like particularly mild dysphoria, especially getting a gag reflex from thinking about your natal organs. I also very much relate to feeling like I'm forcing these feelings, but in my case there's also no proof that they're genuine in any way, and I don't even believe that anything I feel could count as actual gender dysphoria
>>41911683>I desperately want to want to be a woman. I desperately want to not want to be a man.Transition, retard.
>>41916471I've already replied to someone quoting the exact same line in >>41913430.I've also tried transitioning, and if it would have felt right, I wouldn't be making this thread right now
>>41916012It still doesn't feel significant idk why. Maybe I'm dissociated from my feelings
>>41911683I have the opposite experience as a cis woman, I want to at least partially be male but it's not very intense and doesn't cause any real dysphoria or desire to differentiate myself from normal women. I just took my first t shot in like a month and I still feel completely ambivalent about it.
>>41916654There's a good chance that you are indeed dissociated from your feelings, and even if that's not the case, it's still better for it to not be very significant
>>41917385I feel as if I will never get closure on whether I actually have dysphoria or not and whether I should actually transition. I don't know if what I'm doing is right
>>41911683OP, you have deeply embedded subconscious internalized transphobia and you are gated behind a concept of "severity" of dysphoria. I was the same way and I like you detransitioned and found myself where you are. If you want to learn more, navigate to the pink pantheress thread i have up and read my guide.>I want to want to be a woman. I want to not want to be male.It's okay to just manually push yourself into the gender you want to be, regardless of both having dysphoria and regardless of how unnatural it feels. All that matters is that you're ready to make that choice and commit 100% I did a forced personality rebuilt after detransition and fully experimented multiple ways of being a cis male and then finally retransition after I had cleansed myself of all doubts. A happy doubt free life as a woman can be yours if you decide you want it
>>41917843>you have deeply embedded subconscious internalized transphobia and you are gated behind a concept of "severity" of dysphoriaI won't deny this, but what specifically makes you think that? My lack of dysphoria does make me think that it plainly shows that I have a male identity, and thus am cis. I can't imagine ever being anything but a guy. And again, I both don't and can't actually want to be a woman. It would be impossible for me to commit no matter how much I'd want to want it, because I'd most likely just give myself genuine dysphoria by doing so
>>41917777The only closure you need is whether you're feeling better by transitioning
>>41915709It does somewhat feel like it
>>41919042have you done much outside of hrt to try and force a reboot? psychedelics, exorcism, near death experiences, fasting, walking through a desert, etc.
>>41911683if you wish to be transgender for the sake of social status or because you feel there is nothing interesting about you, please, PLEASE, find a hobbyyou don't have to be trans to be interesting
>>41919169I've done psychedelics out of everything you listed. They didn't help much, but I play on upping the dose and trying again>>41919510I may be stupid, but not to this extent. I don't even actually wish to be trans, but if I were, the social status would be the last reason I would. There's nothing to be gained by being trans, except transitioning
>>41916890You don't sound not dysphoric if you're willing to take testosterone
>>41922997There's no pills for me to take. I'm not a tranny
singular bump cause I'm high and bored
