i frequently have severe panic attacks lasting for hours where i want to either kill myself over my appearance or slice my manface open with razors and i don't really know how to calm myself down anymore
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>>41912058forget it, i can't get meds. public psychiatry basically doesn't exist in this country anymore if you're only getting on a waitlist now and i'm too poor to go private. i went to the psych ward this year after overdosing and i had cuts literally all over my face and body, they basically dumped me on the side of the road after a week without further monitoring. the only psychiatrist i could find didn't listen to a word i said and put me on some jewish SSRI that made me develop mania.
>>41912100Electroshock therapy
>>41912100Uk I'm guessing? Because I'm in the exact same situation
>>41912118i sorta wanna try it. this girl i was in a room with at the psych ward was getting it and it seemed to make her retarded but in a good way.>>41912136nah, czech republic.
>>41912026bumping because I experience similar episodes