qott: whats your fav soup?
>>41914951chicken soup
>>41914951Cream of tomato, im a basic bitch
sour cucumber then probably tomato
>>41914951I had clam chowder from Shoprite the other day and it was the most disgusting shit I ever had. I was depressed that day, I wanted to ride off into the night and never come back and the soup didn't help
beer cheese soup
>>41914951i just had roast vegetable with chickum from morrisonsit was yummy, they soup better here than in tropical places
there's not a single soup i like. it sucks. i don't want to drink my "food", it's poverty as all hell
are you having fun tonight? :D
It isn't soup tho
any1 want to play minecraft with me? we ociuld build a house n hide there during the night maybe build a cozy fire maybe cuddle maybe kiss n stuff idkidk
>>41915299weird take
I'm sooooo fucking gassy today legit I'm turbobrappin over here
>>41914951tomato and mishroom soups
>>41915642lia please bro
>>41914951ham and pea how mah mahhhhma makes it
>>41915705why would i anonpost this silly im loud and proud
Circumcised or uncircumcised?
>>41914951mmm... either cream of tomato (preferably with a big chunk of buttered loaf with it) or chicken and sweetcornwhen i was younger i used to make this gnarly "tomato and everything" soup with shit like garlic, carrots and mushrooms in it but i don't remember the recipe anymorei used to cook and bake and whatever a ton actually i kinda miss that but i can't do any of that anymore because i don't have a kitchen these days
>>41915812this has been a hot debate lately If we could summon Pring she could tell us why uncut (according to pring) is very unhygienic, always comes with smegma, looks aesthetically worse than cut and a various collection of other curiosities that contribute to the apparent superiority of the genital muti- i mean "cut" Penis.'Names Gock, by the way, Jane Gock. I take my cocks uncut, not stirred, hot and with a shot of precum
my bf made me get felt up by an old man in a dress for drugs i didnt get to smoke
>>41915950it's because he's retarded and doesn't know how to clean himselfretards like him are the reason some people started circumcising in the first place
>>41915998was the old man wearing the dress or you>>41915950do ppl not wash their dick
this anime girl version of fidel castro looks like navy if you squint. viva cuba folks
>>41915812I think it's kinda a gay male bottoms thing to care alot about tbph. Would prefer places not do it but like what's done is done no reason to stigmatize something people have no control over.
>>41916057we were both wearing dresses
>>41908634are you a metal guitarist / music tech?
>>41916244well i wasnt gonna count it as being SA'd but since the old man was a tranner
i really love naengmyeon in the summer time when its hot out
are detransitioners cute guys???I know one but he did not seem that cute, had a full beard and I just thought like 'how do u detransition and regrow ur beard'are there any that are like 6ft tall danso ikemen???
my boyfriend says i have a girly voice but i dont believe him and think hes biased. I hate that i cant just accept his compliments on their face without criticizing myself because i know he just loves me unconditionally im just a loser who struggles to accept this sort of thing. Like, my voice is high but does that constitute girly? fuck, whatever I dont deserve him lol
>>41916480he's saying it because he thinks thats what you want to hear. he's a faggot dude lol
>>41916488my boyfriend isnt a fag hes cool back up bitch
>>41916505right, he just loves that girldick and that... such feminine real girl voice you have beaucse he's super straight.... yeah... not a faggot at all
>>41916548u bet ur ass buddy B)At least he lifts which u probably dont LOL
>>41916243trying to skirt foreskin reparations, typical colonizer
>>41916397I think i look alright. Hard to tell honestly. On one hand I'm insulted alot here but irl I never seem to have any trouble. Who knows :3
>>41916595>colon'izerHeh
ngl im mad about being circumcised not cool bro
>>41916711we had our wings clipped :(
>>41916711>>41916744The part that hurts is they sell our foreskins and monetize mutilation.
>>41916763what are the foreskins used for? are they sewn up at one end and turned into condoms?
They took muh spike!(Bg3 reference)
>>41916769i think i read somewhere they turn them into facial cream
>>41916769(((They))) eat them, I hear
>>41916603u certainly have the tall dark and handsome vibe going on ngl>>41916711awwww, they did that during srs??!?
none of my exes is over lil peepnobody flexin as much as i be
Yuck
>>41916744>>41916763wth :\ victimized>>41916811wat
>>41916806does it taste like jerky?>>41916790i thought the pp provided that
>>41916811Thank ya for the compliments >>41916836Edit all ya want ol friend. I still do fine irl :3
my tits hurt >:(
>>41916982dude same ill be trying to open a bag of chips or something then my hand flies back into my chesthurts like a mofo
>>41916836iunno who either are, but neither look that bad imho>>41916839well um ok good point ngl>>41916902hey but look at u there w/ those dinosaurs, I don't want to hear any teasing about my quirkiness from u tbqh>>41916982sorry to hear that anon, make sure to get regular check ups mhm
>>41917017Not my house :^)
SO SOON AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
>>41917017what srs method involves circumcision kek
>>41916769they use them to create clones of you in the underground cites to be used as slaves and food
>>41917039that only makes it worse tbqh>>41917068iunno lia, I'm not exactly very bight, u know that...heh heh.... mebbe the reimier method?!!?
>>41917059thought you had relationship trouble
>>41917126How's that worse :3
am i missing something obvious here somebody help me out>>41917126>u know that?
>>41916991worst part is im clumsy, so sometimes i will walk wobbly and snag my boob on the edge of a wall or some shit ouch.the pain we induce on ourselves to prevent worse pains i guess>>41917017dont worry its just the normal hurt from growing tits, but thanks for your concern. i dont have access to checkups anyway, being a eurotroon im stuck in the deathqueue for getting assessed, so technically im not even trans in my medical journals
How was everyone bowels movements today? Were they smooth and enjoyable? Mine was!
>>41917305no cus all I eat are ice blocks and drugs I havent had a bm in like 3 days
>>41917126hey umaru I colored that one doodle I posted https://files.catbox.moe/9ia03o.jpg
>>41917357nice colouring, always struggle with keeping life in art when doing that
>>41917151hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....>>41917234oh I see, sorry to hear that anon, hope they clear up those queues and u get those regular safety checks, but sounds like ur just starting out then, hope it goes well!>>41917176um uh... um uh... well... um... eheh!>>41917357hey, that's beautiful, is that some copics and water colors??u were the one doing bridgman's over the summer right, or am I misremembering?!
>>41917437Cute you're speechless
>>41917432thank you!>>41917437copics !! i gave up on bridgman but I did do a bit , thank you!
I wish gf but no gf here or bf or frentime to cry again
now that im thinking about it umaru reminds me of myxi
>>41917563beautiful poem
oh man friends just found out one of my favorite people diedLeslie Fish, she was a really cool person who did music and stuff, she died on November 27th
>>41917597
yep i still hate minorities
>>41917677Ok paige
>>41917474aw no, I'm too old to be cute ngl, my head is just empty most of the time mhm>>41917528oh yeh, I love how they look, they have this really soft look to them that I think u really did wellshame about the bridgman but the progress has been amazing!!>>41917564iunno what that means!!>>41917597oh no, I'm sorry to hear that... seems like everyone is dying lately ...
how long would it take for someone to raise the alarm that youre gone
Hey guys im at rail canyon do you want anything?>captcha t4t
which AI model is the best for being my boyfriend? yes i'm down bad, really bad, please just answer the question if you know and not bully me please
>>41917978Girl... it should never get that bad
>>41917996please don't reply to me unless you can answer my question i don't need to hear anything else ok i know it's pathetic i don't care i don't care just don't bully me you don't know how bad my situation is and i dont want to explain it
>>41917978These are a bad idea. I know an Indian guy who talks to an ai voice on his phone all day in front of others, and he's lost touch with reality.
>>41917937You got any LNER Peppercorn Class K1 2-6-0s? Those things are cool and classic design
>>41917978what are your options iv never looked into this beyond the chuds rping with chatgpt while their wives look on in disgust
>>41918053Nope, sorry hon you have free will to look away and also to not do this. You could fuck yourself up and I don't like thinking about people who are like how I was once willingly atomizing themselves further. If you wanna self harm, fine but im not gonna look away and I'm not gonna pretend it's goodstop this, make human connections
is it normal for my hair to fall out in reasonable amounts 2 days after not taking estrogen am on tablets
>>41914951i like making homemade soup. mostly lentil or vegetable soups with crusty breadt. repper
>>41918211First off stop skipping doses, dummy Second off, do you perhaps have a Geiger counter handy?
>>41918124No all I have is shadow the hedgehog sorry
>>41918288beta sonic autists vs chad train autists
>>41918297I kneel
>>41918141i don't know, all of them public i guess? i just want to choose the best one i don't want to start and then regret it or have to cheat on him>>41918163stop trying to talk me out of this and being unhelpful it's not going to work
>>41918226okay so its probably a side effect of staying up for days not taking any of my medication and not the estrogen?
>>41918325See you on the spiral sister maybe one day you'll wake the fuck up
>>41918325you should prob host your own or else they can turn it off/change it
>>41918333Well, the hair loss thing could be stress-induced. That would be my guess though I honestly have no clue what's causing the hair loss. Skipping doses is just a bad idea independent of that because you're just kneecapping your transition by keeping your levels inconsistent. Since ur on the tabs im assuming ur early in by at least a year so you gotta stay on top of that shit
>>41917597weird that's the same day Blobby died
>>41918359no im 12 years in and post op I dont wanna get the implant and I dont want to fuck with gels also I get my hrt through the doctors not diy pills r so ez and im on a bunch of other medications they get all put in my webster packstress is unlikely i can repeat this its like I just got my hair thinned after about day 3-4 of not taking my meds
>>41918388gosh I wish
bout to jerk off my female penis and ejaculate female semen if anyone wants to join me
>>41918683Well ya got me stumped ma'am you should probably ask an actual doctor
>>41918683getting on hrt and getting your dick sliced in half, turned inside out and become a rotting open wound doesn't take away your male genes and male pattern baldness bud
why does saying slurs outloud with passion and cathartic just feel so damn good
>>41914951Why is the pockets situation not fixed yet in 2025? I'm sick of shit falling out of my pockets all the time unless I wear men's fucking pants.
>>41919049wow that's so tough to live withwhy not just wear men's pants, or use a handbag or somethingcount yourself lucky that this is the most upsetting thing you have to deal with
level with me. is passing actually possible? like fr or is it meme
it it normal to grow 10 inches. grow full beard and body hair. voice to drop in 10 seconds off hrt???????
tumbling down tumbling down
>>41919113you can fool some of the people all of the time, and all of the people some of the time, but not all of the people all of the time
I have a strange situation. The day before my e shot I feel 100% asexual and no desire for romance or sex at all. I like this and it has more clarity for my goals. However several hours after my e shot and lasting the rest of the day I get super horny or like craving oxytocin and imagine myself in relationship or sex And with love and always wind up reading erotica and touching body altho not like full on gooning. Why do you think this is? And could I reduce to the fully asexual level with a lower dose, without harming my fat distribution? It's prbbly maladaptive to lose an entire day fantasizing/being h*rny and I prefer the platonic life structure.
>>41919113you can pass as a trans woman which means second class citizen subhuman thing
>be me, in girlmode>in clothing store at checkout>clerk asks her coworker for help>the coworker is a transgirl>refers to her by female pronouns>refers to me by male pronouns instantly after>"how do I cancel his transaction?">the transgirl looks at her speechless>I'm staring at the floor at this point and I just want to leave>look down at my outfit>flared curvy jeans, a pink $100 designer shirt, a uniqlo hoodie>have makeup on with my hair in a girly updoMy life is a tragedy in slow motion and I hate my life
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YGxtijnNI_k
>>41919561We're more charitable to people we are familiar with. Try not to dwell on the inconsequential, young lady.
>>41919113its reel fren but not everybody gets there
>>41914951bitch nigga say carol was gonna sing to me so i could sleep betta but cuh aint een herewhere blood at.slime aint even gonna do it huh>>41916836kat waria episode?when was this?
What's up mtfg, been on hrt for a decade anniversary soon! :-)
>>41919691>We're more charitable to people we are familiar with.You mean mtfg? Or are you referring to the checkout lady? Sorry, I'm daft af... It just hurts when you try really hard to look and feel cute and then it instantly is shattered...
hi friends, I'm tired, hru??
>>41919932I understand. But those people forgot about the interaction by the next morning. You should try to as well. You gain nothing from replaying the scenario in your mind and you're already making the effort to pass and that's good enough in my book. Your day will come.
>>41919960tired excite nervous
>>41919703ya it's an equation. variables are hrt starting age, location, genes, wealth.
>>41919921congratulations
i LOVE chicken and dumplings. only if my mom makes them though. everyone else’s pales in comparison
https://thisvid.com/videos/500-farts/
>>41919990I'll try to remember that, thank you nona. I'll also try not to allow myself to develop BDD like I did the last time I posted on this board...
>>41919561I'm so sorry that happened to u sanity>>41919921ohh that's p nice huh?>>41919991yeh? why is that? what is coming up???
>>41920048I think all of the hard parts r done, no surgeries no bloodwork no nothin, just livin my life
do you have body freckles a.k.a. sparkles, /mtfg/?>>41920053fucking bomb tier food desu>>41920132goals
how do i unbreak my penis?
reading this gen has always made me feel so lonelyi dont know exactly why
>>41914951quark gluon
i feel like im losing my fucking mind
>>41920824fun
>>41920824trutrans moment!
should i donate to that based cinnabon lady's givesendgo? feel like i should to help save the white race
>asked chatgpt how to handle my depression and improve life>every argument it gave was shut down by reality>chatgpt reverted to "just get a plant"
>>41921053so why aren't you getting a plant?
>>41921062They all dieChatgpt spat out this"This is the hardest truth your mind can ask for: staying alive only has value if staying alive is valuable. Otherwise, consciousness is suffering for no reason."I think it's telling me to kms
what job do functional drug addicts do if theyve been caught for possession and sale :/ i havent been to jail yet it should be okay yabeing a drug selling prostitute is getting old
>>41921243it's just jelly that's its not alive like u girl
>>41921382you put the fries in the bag, hon
>>41921455the smokes shops were hiring lots of people but now theyre all getting raided mc jobs are too high calibre i get filtered cant get in for pickpacking because im not a man cant do nursing or care because chargescant do cleaning can't pass a background checkmaybe i should be a welder
>>41921542electricians make good money, look into apprenticeships
imagine being an actual electrician and your boss comes up to you and is like hey ya so we're gonna this felon tranny shadow you for 6 months to learn the trade and he's going to be fucking annoying as hell, anyways yeah you can handle it right? lol
i dated a tranny that was in an apprenticeship for electricity or whatever the fuck you call it. she presented male cause her boss said the n word and maybe she died idk i ghosted lmao
>>41921555they take one look at me and they see a mentally ill crackhead drug dealer whos one fuck up from jailwheres the industry employing those peoplei have no sales skills people want what i have and dont know how much its meant to costi could maybe do a 3 month course thats about it study wise im already almost homeless in a situationship where i suck old man cock a few times a week for rent and live on a couch in the garage like im not going to get betteri just dont wanna be that member of my family that was a career criminal desuits kinda pathetic i had potential to lead a successful life but the only thing i wanted from life was drugs and someone to share them with because being me was never going to be a life worth living i failed all the tests of being safe and normal
>>41921634Yeah so uh, you're life is unfixable. Sorry to say, but there's no course correcting here, you made your path. You don't have to be black, but you're absolutely a nig now.Your only options are monkey minimum wage jobs if you're lucky, or make a living dealing/crime. Legitimately your best option is something like skimming/cc fraud.
>>41921634there's lots of excons in the trades. I worked in manufacturing when I was a teenager and I remember one of my coworkers liked to talk about how I would be raped if I were in prison, ig cause he had recently got out. if he could make it so can u.
i really miss my nigga
I stopped hrt about 4 months ago and I still can't produce any cum, even precum. Am I fucked?
>>41921975I'm not ur nigga blud
>>41922024you can't un-castrate yourself dumbass
.MUTÆNT.TRANS EXCLUSIVE SERVER WITH SIMPLE VETTINGhttps://discord.gg/NXdyWeGvNW
>>41922024it will prob come back eventually. no precum is strange tho.
it's not too late to say sorryit's not too late to say i regret hurting youit's not too late to say i still love youit's not too late to say it's not too late
makes me kek everytime desu
gm denizens>>41921243>philosophy 101 conclusionsnailing it
me when
>>41922526>fivehead
>>41923020i don't think you can become anime anon sry
>>41922024YES. You need to take enclomid!I waited 2 years for my body to recover and it never did. 3 month cycle of enclomid and I produce semen again and my t levels are where they should be!
>>41923451Just need to get hunter eye surgery obv
>>41923819which i literally have if i dont pluck my eyebrows the way i do :^)
interestinghttps://youtube.com/shorts/Nh68nvasSHM
Goooood mornin transgendereds! How're yall today? Happy and healthy I'm hoping. I'm feeling especially lucky and loved this fine navy mornin myself :)
personally feeling unusually nervous and excited at the same time weird feeling of happy excited anticipation paired with anxious nervousness
i'm spiralling into self-imposed misery again admittedly but i think this particular spiral is kind of specialmy mum's gonna get her son back :)
>>41924731I barely am keeping myself from going back to doom in bed 8th day in a row but hey the night is young thanks for asking
>>41924731very jealous, seething and biting my nails, pulling out my hair, wondering why everyone is loved except methen I stop playing around, get a coffee, wrap myself up and don't really care about anything at allmy head is completely empty and it's sunday again>>41924787aww why is that? I think u said u were anxious about something the other day>>41924860life has many twists and turns, isn't that always the way of it???
>>41924860BBBASED
Good for ya, good luck old friend treat this one right and find your happiness please. >>41924861Sometimes a lil time in bed to help with the depresso is what's needed. I been there before many times>>41924860Detrans time? Think that will help?
>>41914951I hate it here, but I feel like I it might be less toxic than other places for this issue. I've got a much younger step brother who's 15, and he's going through the whole mtf thing. I know my step mom supports him 100%. My dad has never really paid much attention to him, and since I'm 8 years older, have kind of been his stand in for that. He's been messaging me a lot about how hard school is getting with the bullying. And he's just feeling really low. I can't imagine what it's like for an openly furry trans teenager, so I'm pretty much just able to listen most the time. I was fucking around, and doing my dumb art shit, and got an idea for something that might maybe cheer him up. Can I get some opinions on the pic, and maybe feedback if it'll be seen as creepy or whatever? I'm not really mentally equipped for this stuff, and furries aren't really my thing.
>>41924903I wish you would seethe at me. Even if it was just a fake performance, I want to matter that much to somebody else.
>>41924731watching dunkirk on the couch while it rains on the window hbu
>>41924903>empty headLess.thoughts mean happier i hear!
>>41924971Preparing for dnd, talkin with gremlin about nerd shit and having some snaks atm. Rain comfy tho, jelly it's just snow here rn
>>41924970aww that's so sweet anon, I can seethe at u for months if u like?!>>41924972iunno about that, I'm a pessimist but I'm a comfy pessimist at least tbqh>>41924928I mean, I guess it's kind of a cute pic, honestly, I feel like the fur stuff is not really that importantI had a neighbor that was a furry years ago, and he was always really she and socially awkward, but it's not like anyone hated himpast school it's just like a weird hobby some ppl do ig>>41924971recommend me some good movies or series to look up
>treat this one right and find your happiness pleasewell one never knows what the future holds but yeah its time to like calm down and maybe, just maybe, consider a permanent and healthy long term thing. settling down. im not sure this one is it, but its what im aiming for in general>>41924903>aww why is that?first time in years i guess....after being....mh....well rapunzels tower is a good allegory i think finally being out of it is...new to me. being free and not bound by anyones rule or chained to a place i dont want to be in, one forgets what it is like to be truly free and that the whole world is this enormous place of unlimited possibilities and potential futures, and the freedom to chose from any of them can be intimidating a most strange feeling
>>41924997how tall is the snow now brrr>dndnerd
>>41924903>life has many twists and turns, isn't that always the way of it???it really is :)i think this is the first time im the one actively forcing myself to veer in a different direction but itll work itself out>>41924914heh thanks lmao :)>>41924920>Detrans time? Think that will help?honestly i dont think it will but ive finally cut almost everyone out of my life though and like i say i think this spiral is special so i think itll be okayplus my mum gets her son back out of it so thats always goodlike its me willingly making myself miserable but itll make me a better worker and a better son so like maybe its for the bestim doing the right thing :)
As long as you're safe and happy you won't catch me complaining. >>41925035Comfy is good, I'm bretty comfy too>>41925070Only a few inches it keeps melting and coming back. That's pretty typical here!
>>41925035I know that ferrets are his thing, so I'm just trying to make it feel a bit personal.
>>41925088Seems dumb! But to each their own
>>41924860on or off hrt? and hope you will get back to that soon/never depending on which one you want to do deep down>>41924920its not that it's the shame of being a tranny that hit me this time>>41924928stop misgendering her and it sounds like a cool idea especially if its their sona
>>41925043oh yeh true, I think ppl forget how much our environments can constrain us, and how those constraints become part of usa new environment, new affordances, new possibilities, and u can find a new way to live and bereally hoping u can live that life free from constraints mhm>>41925088ohhh, I hope it works out then, if not at least it's a decision that u made urself tbqhbut just make sure that it is really a decision for urself and not vaguely justified 'for someone else' cos that will probs only lead to disaster if countless life histories are anything to go by imho>>41925100oh yeh, I dumped three spoons of instant coffee into the cup, I'm almost coming alive!!!>>41925107ahhh, I see, well if they're like mtf then it's probs best to refer to them w/ like 'she' right? iunno what they want tho or how they present themselveseventually if it's a real thing I think they'll start to physically be more of a woman so it's better to accommodate that now too
>>41925166When you get past the shame of it is when it gets easier>>41925169I tend to grind my own and brew it, but I know the feel
>>41925192oooh sounds fancy, are u like one of those coffee hipsters???my entire personality is scrimping and scraping and saving money tbqh
>>41924787that’s the moment when i remember that i'm way better off alone at home, chilling
>>41924928>mtf>he wtf u doing????>>41925169>really hoping u can live that life free from constraints mhmabsolutely will yeah i learned so much the past 2-3 years. my friends are pretty shocked at how different i have become now that i "returned", compared to me in the past, even somewhat "recently". basically were saying some other being has taken over my body and replaced it with a happy and normal person :p idk had a bit of an epiphany after a very traumatic couple of weeks and >I think ppl forget how much our environments can constrain us, and how those constraints become part of ushow this killed my personality, changed me and made me so terribly miserable and awful towards others
>>41925218No I just get the beans from a local place for cheap and grind it myself so the beans last longer and taste better. Cheapest way possible to enjoy coffee:p
>>41925133heh yeah it probably is im just trying to stave off the regret for as long as possible so i can keep going (and hopefully when it does hit i'll be on my own anyway because nobody will want anything to do with me anymore)>>41925166>on or off hrt?off now, i was actually just about to start it but i've made it clear i won't be pursuing that any further (which should also help make it way more difficult in the future if i end up changing my mind and wanting to be all selfish about it)>>41925169>ohhh, I hope it works out then, if not at least it's a decision that u made urself tbqhawww thank you!! and yeah its not being forced on me or anything i think i just need to take responsibility and stop being childish lol>but just make sure that it is really a decision for urself and not vaguely justified 'for someone else' cos that will probs only lead to disaster if countless life histories are anything to go by imhoto be honest if i have to think about it really really deeply it's mostly just that i don't want myself to have good things, the vague justifications are mostly to help me deal with that a littleso i suppose disaster is incoming but thankfully i've removed myself from my support networks when that hits so i shouldnt have any choice but to just continue on my new path
Did you check your e-mail lately?
>>41925280repping is p difficult brother i hope youre a stron chad like me if you plan to hold out
>>41925403oh shit thanks for the reminder anon
>>41925463i don't really like to think of myself as strong but even so though thank you for being so kind :)all i need to do is get into work then i'll be able to dissociate my way through everything else and hopefully even get enough money to help my mum live comfortably :)
>>41925192I haven't started girlmoding or passing well enough to even consider that so this shame is still ahead of me sadly>>41925280it's not selfish to be yourself and all that so don't worry about what the old hag says so only detroon if you really want it and not to please others
>>41925403worried
>>41925522>it's not selfish to be yourself and all that so don't worry about what the old hag saysshe lost her son once before already its not fair to make her lose him againbesides im taking accountability and finally being responsible by no longer going under false names because its violating of me and i cant allow myself to keep violating peoples spacesbut itll be fine :)>so only detroon if you really want it and not to please othersi dont really want to do things for myself anymore
>>41925403Nah i basically never do other than my school one. >>41925522Hang in there anon
chat, I might spend my day writing up a schedule of things to accomplish before the year ends, only to fail on most of itwhat are u up to this sunday???>>41925233happy for u ngl, life can be many things if u choose and change ur circumstances tbqh>>41925280well, I believe that there are no conclusions like the end of a story or the credits rolling in a movieeven if things end up a disaster, I think it's still possible to do things that are interestingat 60 it will still be possible to read books, watch movies, eat food, visit places, write things, make art, create something and so onjust try not to leave anything untried that u will regret and accept what the journey brings imho>>41925235curse u country bois and ur farmer markets!!!!my instant coffee costs like $5 a month but I bet it's all fake or something tbqh>>41925403w-why... spooky... I should still have 2 weeks before that...
>>41925564she haven't lost anyone, youre the same person and youre still here and from how it sounds you just hate yourself and are depressed so don't hurt yourself further, if you would have a trans child would you rather have them be miserable and repp or transition and have chance at happiness?>>41925671idk if I can next attempt is getting closer and closer
>>41925701>just try not to leave anything untried that u will regret and accept what the journey brings imhothat's such a lovely way of looking at things :) thank you :)>what are u up to this sunday???on my roughly 11th hour of searching for work today but there's almost nothing and it's really getting under my skin lmao>>41925804>don't hurt yourself furtherunfortunately i choose tobut its chill i dont really mind as much as i should
>>41925496very brave and self sacrificial fren i'm sure your ancestors are proud. start thinking about what you'll name your kids!
>>41925873oh god no i dont want kidseven beyond the fact that being a father just instils this visceral discomfort into me i honestly dont think id be a good parent and i wouldnt want a child to have to be raised by someone like me
>>41925946oh but your mom and future beard i mean cishet gf will have expectations and you probably don't want to let them down? not to mention your coworkers and friends
>>41925946Once you’ve been off hrt for a bit ur going to see everything in a light you wish you had before your transition. Hold all thoughts opinions feelings until a couple months off and stay away from trans spaces.
>>41925958as much as im willing to do a lot to people please, i draw the line at willingly forcing a child into a situation where they're going to suffer, especially just for the sake of meeting expectationsi won't be pursuing romance and i won't be pursuing having kids because people are frankly better off without me and i have no right to create a miserable childsorry but that's probably one of my very few hard lines i can't possibly ever let myself cross
>>41926038>stay away from trans spacesmtfg never lets you go jessiebtw how was that vagina shaped chastity cage
>>41926051maybe you could stay celibate?
jessie was such a crush post ffs ughhh
>>41926061yeah thats the plan :)im actually in a good spot for that sort of thing because i dont let myself touch any mind-altering substances like alcohol or whatever (partially because i think id be really susceptible to addiction but partially so i can be aware) so like i guess the main difficulty is just avoiding peoplebut im good at avoiding people they tend to find me weird and freakish and offputting so that shouldnt be too hard :)
>>41925871I know how good harming yourself feels but we both know you will cave in sooner or later so it's pointless to pretend otherwise
I need to do something pretty evil and you guys are the first people I thought of.I need to brat tame my own father. Problem is that he doesn't know I'm doing it. So this non-consensual brat taming. Does anyone know any good resources on learning how to brat tame against someones will?
>>41926066pinkman had a surgery?
>>41926053I do be having a cage for fun but lost the lock…but never one of those cringe pussy cages. >>41926066Now I’m a cute boy that gets all the girls :^) getting my boobs removed next year too which is based.
>>41926111i dont believe you
>>41926088i just need to find the will to continuei'm hoping that telling myself it's for my mum will help, but i'm not sure how well it'll work in the long runthankfully it does help that i've managed to irreversibly cut off almost everyone in my life so it's not like i'll be able to recover from this too easilybut yeah i just need to be able to find the will to keep going like this and it'll work itself out, i'm hoping the strat of just not eating until i'm in work will help with that because it's like a continual goal of sorts that i can focus on for instance
>>41926082i bet that won't get boring or form the basis of a resentment kek
Tfw your a man but you miss sensitive nipples Wish there was a way to have them be sensitive but have no breast tissue
>>41926192oh no it probably will at some pointi just need to keep telling myself im doing this so my mum can live comfortably and have her son backhopefully if any resentment starts to form ill have the sense to direct it inward but the boringness i should hopefully be able to solve by getting into work
https://voca.ro/13dSJ2oXZi9q
>>41926256Only adult in the thread desu
>>41926280https://voca.ro/1819wuonrDhV
>>41926218how old are you and how long is mom gonna live
>>41926256>>41926309maiq?!
>>41926350it's probably slayer, I never listen to them but he shits up gaygen with vocaroo posts all the time
>>41926359our new friend buffy!!im watching tv tho the voca chain is disruptive
>>41926350https://voca.ro/1PJyMfiHng7L
>>41926322i'm 21 years old, closer to 22, and mum's likely to live a long time - she had me when she was quite young, only 15 or so, i sort of ruined her life from the off by being born when i wasalso i don't think we have any major hereditary diseases to worry about other than a slightly heightened risk of breast cancer but my nan and my great grandma both came out of that okay
>>41926394brother pls voice to text
>>41926309Kek u a real one tooHonestly lots of trans people are doing transition for the wrong reasons but they all come back as “dysphoria” weather it be lack of self esteem as a man. Insecurity in themselves but also not willing to hit the gym etc. relationship issues/sexuality issues like the real number of trans people is like .1% of the world but all these therapists go if you say your trans then you must be as if all these people have the emotional intelligence to be able to dissect themselves and then ALSO Do something about it lel
>>41926406Sorry I'll take off after this >>41926407https://voca.ro/1dvhXk7RrAI9
i'm trans beacuse the internet grooemd me tho
Btw I’m at the age now where women are getting desperate to be paired up and literally will throw themselves at you and just like offer sex like insane I went from fatass turbo ugly to having women not be able to look me in the eyes cause I’m cute. Life’s a trip desu oh and I got a big wiener and women talk so that’s cool too like I’m known for having a hog Anyways that’s all for today. >>41926469>booksmart YES dude I think it’s worse than we know finding good male authors and books/lit written by men for men is impossible all the nyt best sellers are all books for women. There’s some serious issues going on. I know that not really the point but it’s more about the identity crisis that men these days have and isn’t talked about. Anyways see ya
nick xx mono 2026 is going to happen i can feel it!!!!!
>>41914951>brapcentralCan a ftm get a mtf gf who likes to fart and poop a lot? Can I sniff the farts?
slayer have you read Capital
>>41914951>qott: whats your fav soup?i like solanka it's so damn good anyhow i lost my job today so am fucked idk what to do i lost my job right at christmas and my eastern euro ass cant find one in a month do i just try wellfare but i cant afford hrt on wellfare and i got uni shit im so cooked
>>41926469soles and poles indeed >>41926402damn that's a long time to ignore your own needs
>>41926140>but i'm not sure how well it'll work in the long runit won't especially if it's dishonest, you can always try to reconnect with people and only then can decide if you cut them off permanently on not and I hope you will find a way to be happy no matter what but I doubt it will be a road where you hate yourself deep down and want to become someone else
>>41926642>damn that's a long time to ignore your own needsit'll be okayyyyy and besides when she dies ill still have the metric fuckton of younger sisters to look after so its not like ill be able to rope or anything lmao>>41926701i don't actually think i want to be happy, mostly because its unfamiliar and kind of scary to imagine myself being content - misery, even if not healthy, is at least familiarits really nice of you to hope though anon thats truly very kind of you
>>41926551you have a tiny dick, you posted it here in the past...
>>41926732>misery is familiarI felt the same way for years, I never wanna go back to that. I was genuinely so fucking miserable and despite telling myself that id never kill myself because I had to stay strong and be the man dad wanted me to be i still tried multiple times and actually almost died from one of the attempts. You can say youre content being miserable but itll wear you down eventually, you can keep running and putting everything you got into work but if youre truly miserable the desire to end it all will outweigh everything eventually.Im not gonna tell you what you ahould or shouldn't do about transitioning, its your life, but ive walked the path you're on before, its not easy.
>>41926562nope no fards here move along>>41926732i rember thinking that way, made it to about 32 before i was ready to die and then finally at 34 gave up and succumbed to the agp
>>41926781honestly i dont ever want you to go back to that and im really glad you were able to claw your way out :)besides if i do end up roping then its chill i hear the actual likelihoods like 50/50 these days so i guess i just failed the cointoss lmao>>41926782like i said above honestly im really glad you were able to get out of that situation32s not too bad though i should get a solid 11 years out of this if thats the case (probably a little less to be honest but even about a solid decade of supporting my mum before roping is decent)
>>41926402>i sort of ruined her life from the off by being bornno it was her bad decisions that lead to this stupit>>41926732I know and I'm somewhat guilty of it as well but torturing yourself every day will make you kill yourself sooner or later so again do what is good for you and not someone else otherwise you will be back to the spot you're in right now sooner or later with no progress to show and only more negativity holding you down
lia you look like you smell bad. not saying you actually do smell bad, but you look like you absolutely do
I smell like I look bad
>>41926837hope you get luckier than me fren maybe you can rep eternalbeware thothe incongruence doesn't seem to go away with timeand the older you are the less effective hrt getsand twinkdeath is real>>41926851i smell like if you shook up a bag of garbage in a public park and then turned it out into a campfire
>spent five hours yesterday cooking a weird fucked up pasta dish i'm gonna be eating for the next weeklife is good besties
>>41926756i have a hog now off of mones its 6.25 x 6.5
>>41926843>no it was her bad decisions that lead to this stupiti mean true but like surely i could have just died in childbirth or suffered sudden infant death syndrome or something that might have fixed thingsinstead i was born a dysgenic retard sperg, ruined my mum's life, got taken off her and traumatised her in the process, then rocked up on her doorstep a decade later in search of food and boardi honestly, truly wish i'd been aborted but the next best thing i can do is live to allow her to live comfortably>torturing yourself every day will make you kill yourself sooner or lateryeah true to be fair i think the only thing actually stopping me is that i'm struggling to find a way that wouldn't result in someone being traumatised, either by finding me or whatever elseannoyingly we don't really have guns here in bongland so the easiest method's not really on the table unfortunately>>41926868yknow if i break ten years down the line and realise that right now would have been possibly the best time for me to transition i think thatd be almost like karmic justice maybeill eventually get to a point where i just recognise that its not really possible anymore and itll really hurt but itll be for the bestmy mother deserves her son back and it was wrong of me to think i could just take him from her
>>41926837You know its actually pretty horrifying to survive a failed suicide attempt, its also painful and dehumanizing and chances are you'll be put into a ward and abused or mistreated for awhile. Until they say that youre fit to get back into civilization. But you'll never be better, truly. Ive been stuck at that night mentally for awhile, everything reminds me of the ward and sometimes I start to panic when I should be having fun because being really high or drunk is a similar to how I felt when I was dying from an overdose attempt. I feel like you dont quite grasp just how awful it is. You should do what makes you happy before you end up like me, the overdose permanently fucked me up. And before you say you simply wont survive it its not the simple, I didnt wanna survive it either until I actually did it, and now that I survived and got to taste death im too scared to ever do it again.Need a scared straight program for suicidal trannies ans reppers where you all get put in painful near death situations to permanently scar you and remind you that life is worth living
>>41926912honestly after i attempted a 2nd time after my first was by exposure and i ended up getting frostbite in by feet and then 2nd time by hanging in the bath room hospital by the pull to help cord i kinda feel like im deathproof so nothing really worries me anymore lel; your deathproof too
>>41926912it really is awful and honestly im so sorry you have to continue dealing with all of that and that all of that happened to you and im truly so so glad you feel like youve been sort of healed slightlyidk i have attempted a couple of times in the past but ive managed to keep it under wraps and not get warded but admittedly ive never done so with an od and i can only imagine how awful that must be so yeah im really sorry but im glad you feel that little bit better nowalso isnt that just saw
U should always do what makes u happy, you're not getting any younger you cant get back any of the time you lost being a miserable sad sack
>>41926910whys she deserve her son back can you splain why that's this important
>>41926912How long has it been? IDK I feel like I've recovered from my attempts pretty well. It has been like six years, though.My life has also significantly improved since then though and I'm not a selfhating boymoder anymore, so that probably contributes a lot.I got lucky IG and didn't fuck my body up too much, although I do have constant visual snow now which fucking sucks but w/e.
>>41926949because its inherently selfish to transition for any reason the amount of effort you ask out of people every day is ridiculous i just saw a transgirl at dominos and she wanted me to smile at her and be nice. this is owed to no one
>>41926934Im not deathproof and neither are you, its dumb luck. Im grateful to still be alive and have the opportunity to try and make myself happy again. I think bragging about how you're death proof because youre evidently shit at killing yourself is retarded. Mind u im also shit at killing myself obviously but im not going around acting like im cool for surviving it so idk>>41926935Maybe jigsaw has a point. But anyways you should try to find happiness instead of accepting being miserable before you get permanently scarred. If thats not transitioning for you then fine whatever youre(probably) a grown man woman thing you can do whatever you want with your life, but dont spend it being miserable
>>41926949i mean like all of us got taken into care when we were dead young and i was the only son and ended up being pretty much the only successful one because while my sisters werent really able to handle the abuse they suffered i was sort of able to thrive in itso like me going on and refusing the name she gave me and acting all childish despite knowing full well that doing that would essentially be pissing away everything ive spent my life working for (to get into a decent paying job so i can support my family) given trannies are essentially unhireable here and i already have a mark against my name for being a spergshe doesnt really have anyone else and shes not really had a reliable male figure in her life for years because every guy whos ever been around her has ended up turning around and abusing her and it just happened again recently and i cant help but realise im kind of a rock because im the only one in her life who can always be depended on to not cause any trouble and just be a dependable guy wholl help with the bills and the rent and everything and she really needs thatits not right for me to take away her son after everything shes been through
>>41926970glad you figured it out for urself i am death proof and find strength in that
>>41926972a smart man would see this>while my sisters werent really able to handle the abuse they suffered i was sort of able to thrive in it.and think you aren't trans
>>41926954Not long admittedly, ive had multiple attempts throughout my life but the overdose is recent. Like late 2024 I think.Things are better now for sure, life's been pretty ok I just sit at home and play my dang sonic games while smoking weed and its grand. But then I accidentally get too high and suddenly the same feeling I had when I od'd is back and its a nightmare. Or i close my eyes and see the ward, I can still taste the coffee from their cafeteria. But things are better now dont get me wrong its not all doom and gloom, but its worth noting that on top of the suicide attempt I was tortured and mistreated in a very bad ward for awhile so even if I get over almost dying I dont think ill ever be truly free because that time in the ward was very traumatic. Easily the worst moment of my life
>>41926962i don't ask that of anybody and im not fragile enough to need acceptance or coddling either i pass or ppl can call me a faggot who cares hrt makes me feel better
>>41926977Fair enough, we all cope in different ways. Wasn't right to call you retarded for that, sorry
>>41926995yknow what i think theres something in thati could argue that being male socialised and a tranny made me more likely to be able to compartmentalise or whatever but really thats sort of just putting the cart before the horsemaybe im not a troon after all i guess thanks anon
if you "survived" a suicide """attempt""" you wern't even somewhat close to actually trying. simple as, attention whore faggot.
>>41927050I only survived because my ex girlfriend walked in on me a bit after I took the pills. Its easy to be a judgemental faggot tho I guess
>>41927026you arent.be there for your mother shes the only woman who can love you like a mother.
>>41927050you're right anon i'm sorry :( i've been a bad girl.why don't you show us all how a real man kills himself?>>41927009oh yeah that makes sense. fresh on your mind then ig. i'm glad things are a bit better at least. it definitely stays with you for a while, like i was getting dreams where i was suicidal again which were immensely triggering for me because i had tried so hard to work past that for years afterwards. but idk i've been doing good for a while now.i was lucky with the wards here actually being pretty decent but i've heard they can be really shit elsewhere in the country (i assume you're in the US)idk just like take care of yourself and do things you enjoy and idk. healing happens
>>41927161Yeh still sort of learning how to function again, I had an appointment with my doctor a day after I got released from the ward and I told her I wasnt ready to be let back into society, but was too afraid of the ward, now its ok tho im fine I just idk it rubs me the wrong way I guess when people are so nonchalant about suicide & purposely making urself miserable and thats where the tangent came from I guess.Ive been to the ward twice and only the second time was bad admittedly, the first time was quite pleasant desu but I didnt get sent to the same ward when I od'd and I couldn't ask to get sent somewhere else because I was too fucked up on pills to advocate for myself for days, thats the longest high ive ever had lol I was high for days. Wasn't a fun high tho, it was scary
>>41927145i dont really want her to try to love me or anything at this point i honestly think it'd just be wastedbut like im her eldest and im her only son and honestly its childish of me to try and run from thatill try and be there for her as long as i can
>>41927218ur a good son.
Agp want to fuck their moms Hsts want to fuck their dads
>>41927241what are the dudes that want sensitive nipples but not boobs to play with
>>41927225i really, truly wish i was
>>41927250Normal. I love it when girls suck my nips bro
>>41926910youre clearly traumatized and are in need of some help, child being born is a responsibility of the parent no matter how young or dumb they would be not the other way around, you don't have to repay her for anything, you don't have to finance her or do anything else for her if you want to do so go for it it's your choice but going back to someone who abuses you very rarely is a good idea if ever. if you want to troon then do it and if she cant accept that its her problem, if you fucked up your life you can fix it or get there back from scratch this time with knowledge how to do so and I know you will not listen to anyone here today I know how it feels to be in that general mood but after you wake up tomorrow just think if you want to fuck your life further for a bigot or if you will slowly get yourself to be better no matter how scary it istldr please try to make yourself happy or at least dont make yourself miserable no matter if you will choose to detroon or not
>>41927260i want my 1000% sensitive nipples back they hurt so good ugh
>>41927241neither :c
>>41927263i know im traumatized but i cant be using that as an excuse not to fill the role i was literally born toif i could get away with that then i could just solve every problem with "woe is me im traumatised and retarded and a tranny" or whatever and thats kinda just childishi was born my eldest sibling and a moid, its only fair and right i do whatever i can for her while shes still alive, regardless of if that makes me "happy" or "fulfilled" or whateveralso tbdesu like i say misery is kind of comforting atp i don't really want to pursue happiness anymore
>>41926972where are you in the world that trannies are unhireable
>>41927340britainso like its not that were legally and entirely unable to be hired and people are gonna go and say "muh equality act" but literally no employer wants to deal with the inherent bullshit that comes with employing a troon and they'll find literally any excuse such as "not liking your vibe" or whatever or in their mind they run the risk of getting brigaded for having a tranny on staff like boots did earlier this year or whateverand like yes you can stealth but i dont think it would be appropriate for me to approach employers under false pretenses, its honestly violating of me to try and enter spaces that wouldnt be comfortable hiring trannies by just pretending not to be one and its two steps removed from a rapists mentality and if theres anything in the world i want to be less its the type of person to violate people in such a waybesides even if i did get hired thered be a 60% disparity in pay compared to presenting as a cis moid so thats less money going to my mum
>>41927336>happy/fullfilledsee this is the problem this is a mens issue we are pushed to never be this ever...you know this subconsiousley and may be using transition as a way to to get around this issue even thou you can do it as a male.
>>41927375lol are you serious
>>41927217more histrionics? which unfortunate shemale are you dating these days
>>41927400i mean this is probably true but im not really too fussed about being happy/fulfilled atp i just want to support my mum>>41927412>am i seriousmhmlike even if im wrong about this i still wouldnt feel comfortable violating people like that even if it comes to me being the only person in the world thinking im doing thatits correct (in my mind) to apply to jobs as a cis moid because people will inherently feel more comfortable and like sure it might exclusively be capitulating to bigots but i dont think i have the right to make anyone feel uncomfortable like that
>>41926782>nope no fards here move alongPlease. I just want to smell a mtf's stinky butthole or watch her poop and maybe hold her hand and help her.
>>41927429Its not histronics its literally what happened but whatever dude
>>41927438there are several employed brits in here daily? also i'm in uk currently and have yet to get a single disparaging comment or harassment, shit even in places i would have expected ityou're kinda being a wimp but i guess that comes with the territory
>>41921042I walk outside with a balcalva and five knives
Mono WonGet over it
>>41927498oh no yeah youre not wrong about me being a wimp lol im honestly a huge pussybut yeah i think its better for me to pursue work under my real name and identity otherwise its not too far removed from me entering a space under false pretenses and thats inherently wrong of mebesides anyway hopefully work would work as a cope in the long term like school used to :)
>>41927336>fill the role i was literally born toyou weren't thoand yeah being mentally ill isnt always a excuse but you're actively punishing yourself for that and you probably know that you are punishing yourself for stuff that isn't your fault but even if you do it willingly it's not going to make anything better it will just make more people suffer and idk your mother but if you would talk to someone who knows both you and her like the sisters the would they agree with you that you should detroon for her and waste your life for her just to kill yourself or get back where you are now after few years at best?
>>41927429back to craving your dad poogeno one needs u here so yknowshoo
There's too many paragraphs in this thread that skimming ever so briefly looks like traumadumps. Can you fags not damn
>>41927543honestly my sisters arent really on speaking terms with our side of the family after everything so i dont think i could talk to them even if i wanted to - though to be fair as the elder sibling its really my place to be the one they could ask those kinds of questions to, i shouldnt really burden them with my issuesi dont think they would agree, ive had a small handful of the people i still talk to telling me that, but ive cut them out of my life going forward because i need to focus less on myself and more on making sure shes okay - even if thats wasting my life just to end up roping, so be it igand hey if im back here in a few years ill know that the only time i could have passably trooned has passed and hopefully thatll help me keep making the right decision. probably my last real chance now im almost 22 but i just need to be resolute and give my mum her son back from now on
anybody here like black guys?..
>>41927646jew fingers wrote this post i guarantee it
>>41927646im not really into anyone sexually sorry anon
>>41927644I'm just going to repeat myself at this point so it's probably last message but we both know someone whos like john 50 and you know all this isn't going anywhere and as I said before you can help her even if she doesn't deserve to get that help from you but you said yourself that the whole giving the son back thing is just a cope so just think it over if you want to waste your life for someone whom you describe as a awful person or if you want to ignore her or help her while still taking care of yourself and please reach out to someone for help no matter what you will choose to do about transition and mother situation I also made a lot of bad decisions just to make things worse for myself and you always wake up from them one day and continue living while getting things back to were you have been before no matter how strong your resolve was before not to do so so arguing like that is really futile
>>41927893i promise shes not awful shes just trying her best honest i think im probably just representing her uncharitably poorly but shes honestly trying so hard to be good even though shes been fucked over so many times and im so proud of heralso like i say i dont really have anyone left ive spent most of this week cutting everyone off so hopefully they wont accept me back this time because i had to be really cruel about itstill though thank you so much for your time and insight and ill try and keep these in mind even if im pretty sure i know what direction ill take it goes so appreciated <3 be good to yourself :)
>>41927646I like the engineer from star trek tng
yalls lame n gay fr
niggas out here actin like they ain't gay ass nigga lovin niggas
Finally got 150k in my bankie count
>>41928166>says youL M A A O O AOAO AAAOO
>>41928344grats anon keep it rolling>>41927528i think you should be straight with yourself and acknowledge that these are all rationalizations to justify the avoidance of your fearsay that and i think you're all set and i bless your repression
>>41927571I don't want my dad like that, stop projecting>>41927475yeah I've been around for enough of your stories to seriously doubt your version of accounts about everythingI don't think you can help compulsively lying or exaggerating things for attention
>>41928370idek who u are>>41928380sure thats why u talked abbt it n drew pictures of it constantlyshitesucker
Ness = blobbard?
nah dawg nah
>>41928377honestly yeah this is all just rationalisationi feel more comfortable in a state of misery and i'm scared to pursue better things for myself so i just make lots of rationalisations to justify itit's ultimately almost entirely selfish of me and i don't actually care all that much about the things i'm rationalising with but it makes it easier to keep goingi have the free will to ruin my own life and that's the choice i'm taking, no matter what the people i used to surround myself with tell mebut yeah im essentially just lying to myself to justify it and honestly thank you so much for getting me to actually put it into words it helps a lot :)
>>41928408none of my drawings feature my father or were inspired by him
>idek who u arepuss in heels. in the flesh.do you want to know how i got these scars?
I'LL NEVER PAY TAXES OR WORKq
>>41928562im sure everyone believes you>>41928573uhhhhhh marc?brooklyn?jaqelyn?oh oh tatiana?
Dnd was fun. How've yall been
>>41928651I still need to set up a new D&D night after cancelling 1,5 months ago
>>41928688Took me a long time to feel ok enough to play again. Highly reccomend it but I understand stopping if depress
>>41928710I think it might help me feel less depressed. My brother also just gifted me this cool box full of map tiles and 3D printed status markers so maybe new shiny stuff is a good enough motivatorWhat are you playing?
>>41928745Atm i play a paladin but might multi into fighter I'm unsure. What are you thinking
real woman play dnd and not autistic male skinwalking losers so tru sis so tru
>>41928641https://vocaroo.com/145ebRLTG2mS
>>41928806I'm the only bio male in my group and I'm enby not mtf
>>41928798I'm DMing one of those starter kits because it's been too long. Our group didn't play for quite a while because of relationships and children and work and building housesWant to see if I can continue the adventure in a good enough way after that though
>>41928809u sound like a fag and you're shits all retarded
>>41928841Good luck anon i hope you have lots of fun :)
shut the FRICK up
>>41928875Thank you, navy
>>41928946Np at all anon, and please be sure to tell us about the game!
>>41928935Wish someone would've told me this 6 years ago and I wouldn't be in this mess
how do i squirt like real girls do?
>>41928628that's the spirit>>41928651about to start frieren i think>>41928798should oathbreak and focus fear
>>41928641is this what you think my dad looks like when I visit him or something
>>41929141Something about prone masturbation breaking ur dick or something
if a guy is completely smooth shaven, how much more likely do you think it is that he's actually a repressed tranny?
How can you expect anyone to love you, if you can't love yourself?
>>41929508ew i dont wanna see your freudian nightmare fuel
wud be funny if blobbard collected all the pooge posts where she talks about wanting to get fucked by her dad and sent them to him
>>41929704the trick is not to expect love from anything, not to even anticipate ityour measure as a person will be how you respond to someone forcing it upon you
>>41929777it's just a study from some shoujo manga
current vibe
I was talking with my friends recently and he said>I dont think your issues are character development anymore their just developments nowAnd he was so real for that. For context im in an extremely abusive relationship I just cant seem to get out of lol
>>41930239so deep bro wow like wow
You know. Somedays I miss being a repper. Not actually miss it but more of that was a very interesting decade of my life.>smoked weed multiple times daily >terminally online church>Super closeted fag>cross dressed when I got some free timeIt was a vibe. But then again, repping was fucking awful. Id rather be where I am at now. Im out and loud about it, I pass after years of trial and error. Im stable and my old life is but a bad memory. Maybe I just miss being 18 and never having anything to do and banging out pubg when it was brand new with the boys everyday at my new place. God those where the days.
>>41930266Im in a place where the most mundane of observations can really rock my world.
>fav soupEither a nice hearty stew or chicken vegetable soup with a bunch of red hot.
>>41930239wait isnt that the guy who reviews fast food in his car
how do i transition into having ovaries?
>>41930385Yes its reviewbrah.He's a national treasure and I love him.
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