So I'm dating someone for the first time in my life for about 2 years now, we don't really have much trouble in our relationship (we used to because I'd get hostile and stuff and schizophrenic but i was forced to stop so we don't break up), though we both have bpd, they are much more regulated nowadays than I and pretty functional with me, but I'm a mess, I have been considering therapy and medicine but I'm having financial trouble right now so I'll wait, we don't have much trouble as I said, we're both considerably clingy and obviously we're codependent, so we're speaking as much as we can when we're together and texting constantly while at work, the problem is when we sleep and nap, they sleep much more than I and I have to stay awake and I literally just cry the entire time thinking they'll leave me or die before me and I have to calm down before they wake up, should I die?
>>41916699you need to lay down in a bed, close your eyes and just rest.....while I shove my bwc down your throat, slamming your head up against the headboard, my grapefruit sized balls slapping against your chin as your neck engulfs my White cock
>>41916756No way they're that big
>>41916815they are. I've made a few threads on it here but essentially I've just been obsessed with them since I was a young teen, stretched my scrotum skin for a very long time since before puberty + minor filler injections. The testicles themselves of course can't increase in size beyond a certain point without heavy hormonal alterations, but the balls as a whole are grapefruit size.
>>41917125send evidence
>>41916699there are mental health professionals that will do it for free if you are low income through government programs. In the US you get medicaid and can just search providers through there.
>>41916756>oral sex in bed>recipient laying with head against headboard>balls to chinthese details can't coincide. what are you doing? planking on the headboard?do better
