drunk 'moder here. please talk to me. NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW please :[
hi how are you
>>41918845I'm plugging along I guess. As it turns out my mom really doesn't like me being a troon.
>>41918852sorry to hear thatdo you know why
>>41918852Nta but I get what that’s like! I’m sorry you’re going through that, unaccepting parents don’t have the perspective of what it’s like or the pain it inflicts when they don’t accept it. How did the conversation go, if I may ask?
>>41918870I dunno. I think she's just surprised or something but she's reading it in the most uncharitable light possible to deprive me of any agency or independent thought in the matter. ugh. She said she thought my comingout letter seemed scripted. And just generally seems committed to the narrative that I got groomed and could not possibly have rationally decided to troon out. Also she thinks I'm a gay man (which isn't even true, I didn't display any androphilia prehrt) and was molested (not true).barf
i got drunk for a few hours and sobered up because i wanted to spend time with a friend only to find out they already planned activities with their other, better friends so now im just listening to music alone
>>41918935fuckkkkkkkkkkkk. I'm sorry to hear. Whatcha listening to?
>>41918833Drunk is a gender?
>>41918833How are you solving the captchas if you're drunk And what's your fav game from Squid Game
>>41918953drunk BOYmoder.
>>41918945close by Sadness
>>41918901Ofc your coming out letter was scripted, one of the main reasons people write letters is to curate their words carefully. That doesn’t delegitimize anything.As for “grooming” concern/denial of agency, I have guessed in the past that is a coping mechanism, basically rationalizing that you had to have been corrupted rather than having corrupted yourself.I’m really sorry about that, I know that it really deeply hurts when people you love stand opposed to something so important to you
>>41918961I'm not EXTREMELY drunk. and even if I were they aren't that hard.I never saw that show.
Do you love horsecock as much as I do?
>>41918980No one does as much as you, fake veltail
>>41918965Yeah. It's funny that it genuinely has me thinking about whether or not I ought to be trooning. But maybe that's just self hatred. My dad has actually been pretty supportive (though he's a pretty chuddy person otherwise) and I don't really feel like I deserve it. I'm essentially a fuckup and guaranteeing they won't get grandkids (my brother is a homosexual). They would be right to pull me out of uni or have me institutionalized. I dunno. It's pretty ridiculous for me to troon out when I don't pass and won't without extensive surgeries. Anyhow. I guess grooming accusations sort of ring home, not because I was actually groomed but because I spent my teen years in tranny spaces and pretty much internalized that I needed to transition ASAP (and did, at 18). I wonder if I would have decided differently if I thought about it more. I definitely do experience dysphoria, so far as I can tell, but I'm simply a masculine person deep down and I can't change that.>>41918963Listening now.
>>41919033They shouldn’t get the privilege and control of being a factor in whether or not you troon, it’s your mom who should be more considerate about how you feel about this. I know that it makes sense that it would be hard to accept, but your family ultimately has more of a moral obligation to accept you for who you are instead of you just contorting yourself into a box for your mom’s sake. Also ofc you went to a lot of trans spaces while experiencing dysphoria, that entirely reasonably follows.I know that it’s really scary and isolating going through that and you just want to fix things, but least at you would know that the tranny you go on to live as is still more human than a man-shaped shell robbed of he/him/his agency
>>41918963lowsun in a glistening next pleas
>>41918963>>41919140This band sadness kinda reminds me of duster.OP either listen to Inside Out by Duster next, or The Moment We Were Alone by Explosions in the Sky
>>41919170>>41919140ogeyFeels like I'm barely drunk, even though I'm almost done with my cup of whiskey.
ill go get a cup of wine i suppose
>>41919218be a drunkie with me ^^
>>41919218maybe some soju too
oughhhhh it's starting to hit now
>>41919251and maybe after sadness we can put on plantgazer
>>41919285okay sure!
>>41919170>Inside Out by DusterListening now.
drunkim drunk oncealcohol killed my dad my only familyme too soon
>>41919285Listening now.>>41919720I'd give you a big hug if I could. Seriously.
right now im listening to cherry pick
>>41918901>I didn't display any androphilia prehrtagp fake trans spotted
>>41920056I'm not disputing that I'm not a real woman and don't deserve to transition.
>>41919720cancel that 8 just got dicked down for like 30 minutess straight i picr
>>41920163whats that likeim got drinky too, is now drinky-boymoder-gen
I drink about 8 beer a day and hope my miserable life will end soon
HELL YEAH IAM DRINKING -196LETS GOOIOOOOO
