I have a strange situation. The day before my e shot I feel 100% asexual and no desire for romance or sex at all. I like this and it has more clarity for my goals. However several hours after my e shot and lasting the rest of the day I get super horny or like craving oxytocin and imagine myself in relationship or sex And with love and always wind up reading erotica and touching body altho not like full on gooning. Why do you think this is? And could I reduce to the fully asexual level with a lower dose, without harming my fat distribution? It's prbbly maladaptive to lose an entire day fantasizing/being h*rny and I prefer the platonic life structure.I also got increased body hair from prog. It made me grow a lot more leg hair and develop armpit hair when I had very little prior. I'm quitting it now (I was hoping for breast/anti aging benefits) but what do you think the percent chance was that I ruined my body or messed up face with prog? I'm post too and my t and dht levels were low when I measured twice which is why j stayed in it so long despite hair issues.
>>41919794I didn't read your post but this image is stupid. domestic cats aren't in any way descendants of smilodons nor were smilodons ever close to domesticated, that's ridiculous
>>41920002Yes it's part of the joke. A parody of the original dog Verizon.
>>41919794There is NO sexual dimorphism between thickness or darkness of underarm hair. Women develop more underarm hair in the course of puberty and second puberty. Ditto with leg hair. Women's bodies also produce androgens and they also get more leg hair in the course of puberty and second puberty. In fact hormone fluctuations in a woman's life can also cause hair growth in areas later on in life too. So you're probably brainwormed. 99% of trannies thinking prog is doing anything especially making DHT are just brainwormed.And no lowering your estrogen dose is not going to make you asexual you can't just change a person's sexuality by changing their hormones. you can have sexual urges and fantasies when your hormones are low and even if you're a eunuch, because the main sex organ is the brain. The hormones just influence it a bit.You should just accept your sexuality and explore it, forcing yourself to be asexual is deranged.
>>41920090Further to this: trutrans can get it up even with their T levels completely nuked by decapeptyl. Only faketrans struggle, because their bodies are telling them that they're not built for estrogen.
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>>41920103Idk about that because by 3.5 years HRT my pp shrank and had gotten too dysfunctional and soft to top women even though I was so horny. Then I had it cut off...
>>41920090>There is NO sexual dimorphism between thickness or darkness of underarm hairyou have probably never had a cis gf
>>41920090I'm not forcing myself to be asexual. I legit am. I have like no interest in anyone visually in a normal way. I just desire like closeness/touch/oxytocin/romantic love in an abstract/amorphous sense on the e injection day and around then. Like a non visual not entirely sexual thing, I still can't easily goon to any of it or orgasm to any of it if j tried.Also it went from no leg hair higher up to leg hair higher up so that is an issue . I'm scared of it happened to my face.
So just my experience with daily Spiro, progesterone and weekly e shots>not much difference if i skip a day or so of Spiro but I feel off if I go longer than that>progesterone seems to keep me semi-sexual at a consistent rate. Not overly but a few times a week. >the day before my e shot I get a bit more emotionally reactive>if i miss my shot I start getting headaches Tbh ive been on hrt so long i cant really even remember what life's like without it.
>>41920215estrogen affects the behavior of oxytocin receptors in the body. Typically this is expressed in the form of more of a craving for oxytocin. I'm not sure how much that sort of behavior depends exactly on current blood levels of estrogen, but it could be the cause of your issue. If you're levels are flucuating a lot throughout the week, this could be the cause. Prog can also play a weird role in all this too, as its effects get somewhat more pronounced when levels are low(may be wrong on this but it at least seems accurate anecdotally). If you're on something like valerate and are doing it weekly, maybe try doing it every 5 days or switching to enathate.
>>41920215Well the idea that your desire for touch, romance or whatever closeness is coming from minor fluctuations in hormones and not from within your own being is flawed. It seems like a case of over interpreting a pattern in service of a distance narrative, you want some kind of explanation or permission to want things that almost any human being wants, because the thought of wanting or needing what you don't have or don't know how to get is deeply scary. It is a very common feature of autistic or borderline people with delayed development to subconsciously seek to delay or hold off the onset of adulthood and all it's incumbent challenges and disappointments because they don't feel ready for it. It's easier to ruminate or speculate about something with no concrete answer than ponder vast and painful questions with an answer that might not be what you want.Anyway if you identify asexual and I presume borderline aromantic as well, what makes you so concerned about body hair or facial hair? Also, women do get faint facial hair usually, of varying color, in the process of puberty. many of your high school classmates esp those with black hair are being taught by their moms how to bleach their upper lip hair, or shave or even getting waxed at the salon.
>>41920467The purpose of hrt and transexualism is to not look like a man so no I don't want facial hair. Or even more body hair if it risks other issues.I have appearance goals for myself. That's why I became a transexual to begin with. It wasn't because I thought it would improve dating odds. Pre hrt I never had desire for people really either.Also I'm genuinely asexualish. I'm. It borderline or anything like that. I have no reason to lie about this. I have no visual sexual interest at all And it's extremely hard for me to goon successfully bordering on impossible so I don't generally
>>41920333>>41920292I was just curious if others had similar experiences. For me it's really extreme like the difference between e shot day and trough day is night/day. The oxytocin explanation makes sense I guess. My levels r super high after a shot so that could exacerbate the issue.
>>41920518Yeah I relate to you a lot. Personally I just think that my brain isn’t capable of feeling that I’m worthy of love or being wanted as a man which is why I do this primarily for myself and no one else. Because maybe than I’ll love myself? Not op but I’m trying to reason with myself.
