Reminder: This gen is for cis females with gender dysphoria. This is not a trans man gen. All posts that are considered off-topic should be directed to other generals, threads or boards.Keep the discussion exclusively about female reppressing or fuck off.Prev: >>41910481
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>>41919849Yes tyStop giving tourists attention, if a post is too retarded to be true then it's fake, make a different thread if you want to attwhore. That's all.
>>41919827>femrep gen>always posts hyperfeminine woman OP imagesDoesn't gender nonconformity work better for repression than trying to lean into gender roles to the extreme?
>>41919885>if a post is too retarded to be true then it's fakeThis, baits are obvious most of time.The less attention you give, the better.Hopefully everyone reads this before posting.
i'm sleeping so much recently, like an unhealthy amount. so sleepy
Has anyone managed to completely get rid of dysphoria? I don't want to live like this anymore. I wish I knew how life without dysphoria looks like. But I can't remember it.I don't want to have it anymore. I want to be a normal girl.
>>41919945I used to do this before, to escape reality. It actually helps, now I can't do it anymore because I have shit to do
>>41919952I think,though this is just my opinion, the best thing to do is analyze where you think it came from/ how you got it or figure out what it latches onto the most and do what you can to work through those issues and minimize your discomfortFor some people it can go away, especially if it stemmed from like, growing up in an environment where women couldnt be masculine but being able to explore masculinity freely later onFor others it may stay forever, but you can help the symptoms. Don't beat yourself up over it or dress about if it's fake, it's all dysphoria in the end.
>>41919952i repeat to myself IWNBAM 5 times every night before going to sleepmaybe i will wake up normal one morning...
would you ever join a harem if the fad came back? how did they cope with that life.
>>41919945Bruh same im sleeping for 18 hours
>>41920014Maybe I should say that but IWNBAW
>>41920120It hasnt helped me with dysphoria but im absolutely less delusional now
>>41919945Might be unhealthy but it's fun, especially if you have vivid dreams, even though mine are usually vaguely horrifying and end in some sort of psuedo-sleep paralysis. The nap dreams are cooler.The real downside is that I wake up confused and incredibly pissed for the next 3 hours
>>41920140How do I get these delusions? I cry daily over my body so some honfidence would be helpful.
>>41919952I think neither of us will ever be normal. No matter what life you choose. Trad wife, butch les, celibate..It's like this is always following you.You either rope or become so old, dementia eats your brain, and then you finally forget.
>>41920180i just gained more self awareness i think. like before i thought i can actually pass as male and make it (LMFAO) but now i realised i was just a delusional. probably more delusional than anyone here
Threadly reminder that the following are the best ways to manage your dysphoria (the more you do at once the better!):1) Butchmax2) HRT-rep3) Get a short, mtf femme gf4) -optional- get bottom and/or top surgery:3
>>41920293best option is to just not think about it and uninstall discord.
>>41919908not really when you know deep down that it changes nothing
>>41920558StopBeing Retarded
>>41920558pay attention to mepay attention to mepay attention to mepay attention to mepay attention to medo it now
>>41920592>>41920606why who even are u bro
>>41920760i'm your biggest fan!
anyone else just want to get bred? not juat for the fetish, but because i know that it is much harder to poon out after giving birth. I'm essentially making myself hyperfem to prevent any lingering thoughts. My mother has also expressed a similar desire in her in the past.
>>41920793uhuhhhh sure...
Where am I meant to be? I feel I'm lost in a dreamYearning again only to be myselfWhen I'm freeWhen my sun has setReleased, my soul foreverI'll have no regretsTo be freeI'll exist againNo more lost endeavors Nothing to contendWhen I'm free
>>41920815look me dead in the eyes and tell me you would not swap bodies with this man given the chancehttps://litter.catbox.moe/9vv4gq.jpeg
>>41920855youve got to be kidding bro
>>41920882he's far better than you'll ever be
>>41920886not a chance
>>41920760The second guy isn't me he was just copying how I typed lol
>>41920893he's far more successful than you will ever be, he's a far better artist than you will ever be, he is far more attractive than you will ever be, you are nothing more than a dirty untalented little worm, you would kneel in his presence, you would all kneel before him, you are nothing compared to him
>>41920805>I'm unhappy>I'll make myself even more unhappy>surely this will help
I'm thinking about pooning. I don't think I can take the dysphoria anymore. I might get kicked out, but I don't know if I have any other choice anymore.
>>41919908Depends on what kind of repper one is. If one wants to at least get some occasional "sir"-ing and such, then yes, gender nonconformity is the way. If one wants to make a whole new persona to not associate their body with themselves for easier repping, then it's better to go fem.
>>41920805>anyone else just want to get bred?Nope. I'm okay with pretending that in text and whatnot, but the whole point of the fantasy is that it will never happen. If it can, then it's a nightmare and not something I'd want.>not juat for the fetish, but because i know that it is much harder to poon out after giving birth.It would be, but what would you do with a kid?? Plus, just think about it, wouldn't it be an asshole move to bring one into the world just to spite yourself. Idk about you, but I wouldn't want to live knowing that my "mom" made me just to ignore her issues. I hope this removes the thought and you won't do it.>I'm essentially making myself hyperfem to prevent any lingering thoughts.How hyperfem we're talking? And does it help?>My mother has also expressed a similar desire in her in the past.She also wanted to be a man?
>>41921630Good luck.Why do you think it could get you kicked out?
>>41919827Anyone else struggling in a relationship with a normie cis person? In the past, I've dated an assortment of mtfreppers but as of recent, I've been speaking to a pretty normal cis guy (a little spergie but generally a functional member of society). I feel like I'm struggling because I'm not particularly connected to him, and I think part of the issue is the fact that I feel like I can't truly be open with him about my dysphoria without scaring him off
Why are my boobs so fat...
How do I learn to stop this narcissism?
>>41922286Have you tried losing weight? Losing 5 to 10 kgs can make one's tits a cup smaller.
*inhales* well, this is suboptimal
*inhales* boi
im in a weird position where i didnt face male socialization, but i wasnt exactly female socialized either (for example i didnt go through the standard wombyn route of being taught to repress your anger + got constantly yelled at and hit as a child but instead of sucking it up and becoming submissive ive internalized that behaviour of having a hair-trigger temper and resorting to physical abuse when things dont go my way) so now i have the worst of both worlds socially and psychology wise im a mix of a retarded "devils advocate" manchild who always got what he wanted via throwing rage tantrums and a maladjusted hermit woman whos main form of escapism is badly wwritten fiction
Being terminally online makes you sad
>>41922667Wow, you're just like me!>captcha
>>41922786i was sad even when i wasn't terminally online
>>41922786>Being terminally online makes you sad>Close phone>Still mentally fucked
>>41920805No. That's my biggest nightmare.
>>41922084I'm struggling to communicate with normies let alone date one..
>>41922286Lost weight. When I lost weight my boobs got smaller, not much a change, but at least my back doesn't hurt anymore.
>>41922667I mean being socialised as weird autistic girl is different from normie female socialisation, but I wouldn't call it male socialisation either. Autistic woman and normie moid are two completely different worlds, autistic woman and autistic moid are also two different worlds.
>>41922667You were female socialised, being "X socialised" is just about how you get treated, not about the results.
>>41919827IWNBAMIWNBAMIWNBAMIWNBAMI WILL NEVER BE A MAN
>>41923424not what im talking about>>41923453>You were female socialised, being "X socialised" is just about how you get treatedthats the point, i lack a lot of the crucial aspects of female socialization due to how i was treated. i was never taught to be agreeable or sensitive or emotional and the enviroment that i grew up in had unintentionally rewarded my agression
Tourist/moid here, is this >>41924331 actually true?
>>41924483Yes, T turns most of gaydens more cock hungry than they were before.However you can find tops too, you just have to search more for them.About femreppers, idk, most of us are depressed as shit. But maybe there are gooners around.
>>41921988Idk. Babies are fine I Guess.>ddoes it helpit helps to make me not tempted to mutilate myself>she also wanted to be a man?She's alluded to it before. She says that every qoman does want to be a man deep down, and that she especially wantsd it because she was raped repeatedly by her ex husband, but even as a child she wamted it.
>>41922786Bring terminally offline made me sad, being terminally online makes me sad for different reasons. Choose your sad
I didn't realize pregnancy literally splits your ab muscles apart to make room for the baby...zoinks!
>>41924606Yeah, pregnancy sounds scary and awful.It also shrinks your brain.
>>41924513Interesting, thank you
>>41924624shrinks your brain? how.
>>41924648>Pregnancy causes a reduction in gray matter volume in specific brain areas, particularly those for social cognition, but it's a beneficial "pruning" process that makes the brain more efficient for motherhood, not cognitive decline. These changes, similar to puberty, help mothers better understand and bond with their babies, enhancing empathy and responsiveness, and some structural changes can be long-lasting, say researchers. female biology is so fucking cruel.
>>41924460>thats the point, i lack a lot of the crucial aspects of female socialization due to how i was treated. i was never taught to be agreeable or sensitive or emotional and the enviroment that i grew up in had unintentionally rewarded my agressionThe "sensitive, agreeable, emotional" thing is not a major goal in female socialisation. Female socialisation just means that people see you as a female and treat you as one. Not everyone aims to make females agreeable and emotional and so on, so that is not an inherent part of female socialisation. Some environments reward female aggression (sometimes intentionally, sometimes not), independence, lack of emotion and so on. There's no universal female socialisation, it depends on the culture and such.
>>41924664what the fuck, it shrinks your pre-frontal cortex and makes you deliberately worse at planning, decision making, impulse control, etc.women were really cursed by God on that one
>>41924582>Idk. Babies are fine I GuessSure, but they grow up into adults (if they survive) and if you resent them due to your repressed dysphoria, they will sense it and it might make them have a bad mental health.>She's alluded to it before. She says that every qoman does want to be a man deep down,That's interesting. Did she find any peace about it?>because she was raped repeatedly by her ex husbandThat's horrible. I'm sorry that this happened to her.
>>41924688NTAI agree with you, all cultures create different female socialisation. but I think making women agreeable is what connect them all..
>>41924664My mom should have had more babies, she clearly didn't get enough of that empathy enhancing
>>41924707Yes, being woman is really cursed.This is why TERFs exist unironically. It just feels crazy that men want to be women. And especially when they have fetishistic reasons.
>>41924734Pregnancy can also give you depression and anxiety. Post pregnancy depression is real. Maybe she never wanted to be a mother but was forced by her own parents and society.
>>41924664>>41924707wew it makes chicks dumber so they can only focus on raising the infant, turning them into broodmares.
>>41924727>but I think making women agreeable is what connect them all..I don't think so. Although, maybe it's a generation thing, I feel like gen z girls were definitely raised in a way that encourages having a backbone, disagreeing with people, not being a doormat and so on. So perhaps it's a recent development and what you're saying applies to more old fashioned culture and previous generations.
>>41924770Yes. I think this is why women in Korea stopped reproducing.
>>41924748>This is why TERFs exist unironicallyNTA I remember I got into the whole gender critter thing specifically because I couldn't comprehend why someone would want to be a woman if not for sex reasons (being into blackpill before that point made this transition of thought easy for me, as I saw a lot of posts by people lamenting over how much sex they would have if they were born women and such)
>>41924783This is bad because it will destroy society and then your government will start flooding your own country with the cheapest immigrants. Maybe women need to step up on this one.
Where is my femrepper husband. I’m so lonelyT. Malewife
>>41924768Idk, as far as I know, both of the kids she got were by her choice and she wanted them a long time ago. I do feel like she had me in an attempt to have a way to heal herself from her own childhood problems, so she projects a lot of herself onto me and gets upset when I don't want to live the way she wants me to. My sibling was an accident, but she did want me to have a sibling so that I wouldn't be as alone as my mom was in her childhood. My mom doesn't treat my sibling well tho, so that's why I say that she lacks empathy and such.I can't blame mom's parents as her mother even discouraged her from kids as she was someone who got pressured into that herself, so I guess if anything it has to be society to blame.
>>41924840why are you guys in like every single thread on this board.
>>41924858Stop replying to them. Stop replying to anyone who identifies themselves as male and anyone who makes it obvious that they're male due to the language they use.
>>41924880>anyone who makes it obvious that they're male due to the language they use.NTA, but what would be this male language use?
>>41924975>>41924770>>41924828
>>41924773No gen z women are cucked tooT. Gen z
>>41925004Uh huh, I think I see what you mean. The pureness of country, of "destruction of society", concerns and focus on reproduction...Okay, I will make sure to ignore all that.
>>41925034I guess I lucked out, then. It's probably a country dependent thing, I grew up in the best culture of the world, so I guess that's why I'm biased and fail to see sexism as I don't get to see much of it irl.
>>41924828Who cares if it will destroy society?Society destroys women.Korea is one of most misogynistic countries in entire world.I'm glad Korean women are stepping up for themselves.
I was talking to both men and women and noticed something>women rarely hold onto friends, maybe have one extremely close friend they've had for a while>men hold onto most friends they have had since kindergarten, extremely rare to have little to no friends.
>>41924800>I remember I got into the whole gender critter thing specifically because I couldn't comprehend why someone would want to be a woman if not for sex reasons (being into blackpill before that point made this transition of thought easy for me, as I saw a lot of posts by people lamenting over how much sex they would have if they were born women and suchI'm starting to think major reason why AMABs transition is for sexual reasons..I mean do they really have any other reasons? Being woman is shit, biologically and socially speaking.Rich western women don't represent all women, not even a minority of women.
>>41925087That's an interesting pattern... I guess my mother mogs me, she had a friend since kindergarten and I don't have any irl friends. IWNBAM.
Anyone else feel kinda worse after lifting for over a year? Realizing how painfully slow getting any progress is only for that progress to be still less than the average untrained male and it will still probably be like this for years. Like sure I can do a fucking pull up or whatever but every time I go I’m just reminded I’m only half as strong as I should be. Fuck my life. Why is my body inferior. God just give me the strength of a 15 year old farm boy.>INB4 “start cycling” that shit doesn’t fly in my field of work I could get my license revoked
>>41925087I have two friends. I made them in my early puberty. I don't need more.
>>41924880>anyone who makes it obvious that they're male due to the language they use.Nta. I have been kicked out of """female""" """spaces""" multiple times under suspicion of being male. It sucks to see a similar sentiment here in repgen, especially with so many people who can't help being what tttt calls malebrained. And you're not winning any brownie points in that department by doing the virtue signaling i-support-immigrants song and dance. Objectively, it's good for society to maintain the replacement rate. It's good for those women who want children to be able to have as many as they want. And, of course, it's bad when your culture and genetic heritage disappears.
>>41924688>The "sensitive, agreeable, emotional" thing is not a major goal in female socialisation.why do women talk about it all of the time then>Female socialisation just means that people see you as a female and treat you as one. no it doesnt theres obviously more to it and you are simplifying the definition. people treat those who they perceive as women with biases in their heads that they then push onto them, women then end up internalizing those biases, but ive mostly avoided that shit due to growing up in an abnormal and isolated enviroment.>There's no universal female socialisation, it depends on the culture and such.such a useless sentence that adds nothing. yeah no shit there are different cultures, it doesnt change anything that ive said because im obviously talking about female socialization typical of my culture. i didnt have a normal life and wasnt perceived as female for the majority of my existence
>>41925087women are extremely choosey about friends and partners, pretty sure that is some ancient behavior but I forget why, I'm sure it is for safety.
>>41925078>Who cares if it will destroy society?>Society destroys women NTA Exactly! I don't understand how it's difficult for people to get, why should women continue the existence of a society that hates them? Some would say that it's just because it's something that we have to do because we always did, but that sounds stupid to me.
>>41925112Well, they feel uncomfortable in their bodies, just like we do. That's why they transition.After all, people come in here day and night to tell us that being a woman is better than being a man, aren't you doing the same to MtFs with your question? It depends on one's priorities and such...
>>41925137It's not just ancient behaviour. Men still kill and rape more than women. Some things will never change, and that instinct will never go away.
>>41925050Not necessarily just that. Just the obvious bringing up off topic things and trying to start fights with random bullshit.Reminder that the spammer pretended to be multiple different guys who people were saying "it's fine for those guys to stay because they're chill!" Until it was found to be the same guy larping as all of themAnd he also larps as a femrepperJust stop responding to retard shit even if it's to tell them to fuck off, because they won't fuck off. They're just say more inflammatory shit.
>>41925154What priorities? "Becoming" your favourite porn star?
>>41925143>why should women continue the existence of a society that hates themWell... There is no separate society. They ARE the society. It's a defeatist self-fulfilling prophecy.
>>41925130Some societies just provide higher quality of life even if it isn't perfect for women. Like if your Korean society is replaced by an Indian society because Koreans aren't reproducing then your society will objectively become worse for women. Just look at Indian societies and how they treat women. You are lucky if you aren't getting molested before adulthood.
>>41925130>I have been kicked out of """female""" """spaces""" multiple times under suspicion of being male.Happens to me online sometimes too, even if I don't exactly act malebrained, got accused of being an incel and such. Idk what's up with that
>>41925174Glad we're on the same page.>IndianThey have an enormous arranged marriage problem, I've heard. Around 95% of marriages are arranged by parents, and love is frowned upon. Remove that and we'll see improvement.
>>41925136>why do women talk about it all of the time thenThey want something else to blame for being that way.>but ive mostly avoided that shit due to growing up in an abnormal and isolated enviroment.Good for you then.>i didnt have a normal life and wasnt perceived as female for the majority of my existenceWhat do you mean? Do your parents not expect you to have a boyfriend? Do men not flirt with you online and irl? Do people not assume your interests based on gender stereotypes, like when gifting you something or trying to have a conversation with you?
>>41925170Come on, now you're just being intentionally inflammatory.Some people want to be pretty. Or want to not have male expectations placed on them. Or just feel uncomfortable with having a penis, not having breasts, having deep voice and so on. Idk, you should probably ask actual MtFs because I'm not one and I can't fully put myself in their shoes.That question is as if someone was asking whether we want to be like... Idk, boyband members. That's something equivalent, I suppose. Would you think it's a fair thing to simplify female dysphoria to something like that?
>>41925171That's why all societies must end. There is no end to suffering as long as we all exist.
afabs need an island society completely separate from amabs.
>>41925182If I had to guess, it's the way I approach confrontation. I never shy away from it and never appear wounded (even if something they said hurt me deeply). Aggressive + hesitant to express emotion reads as male behavior.
>>41925271amabs need to go to another dimension
>>41925261This is retarded. Suffering exists but so do the good things. You think that way because the human brain is biased toward negativity for survival reasons.
>>41925143>Some would say that it's just because it's something that we have to do because we always did, but that sounds stupid to me.Women were forced to live like that.They were never happy. They got lobotomised or unalived if they tried to speak against it.Proof it's absolutely not natural.
>>41925130I don't care about immigrants, it's the talk about breeding and what women should be doing and speaking about women as "they" and "chicks". Either way polshit is for pol. No one can kick you out of this gen.
>>41925319nta but you are overthinking things too much I refer to friends as they and even my girl friends as chicks without even a second thought and they do the same back to me. "u r being a crazy chick rn."
>>41925340Lol ok
>>41925340No woman I know talks like this.Well at least not gen z. Maybe it's a millennial slang or something
>>41925340Alot of people here claim to be femreppers while they aren't, few threads ago we had one person larping as mtfrepper, detranny and ftmrepper all at the same time. It's kind of hard to believe people in this gen now. We have at least one male in every thread larping and shit posting.
>>41925304I don't see a reason for things to exist just for the sake of it, sorry. I appreciate the life I have, but most people don't like theirs, so I don't see why we need to bring in more people who will hate everything.
>>41925387>most people don't like theirsSource?>I don't see why we need to bring in more people who will hate everythingAnd who are you to decide for them? I love my life despite everything, but my mother couldn't know that.
>>41925318>Proof it's absolutely not natural.(nta)our bodies are organised around reproduction, what are you on?
omfg I kind of hate how AI completely fucked over anyone building a computer. My ram literally x5 in price over a couple months, I wanted to buy more and have 64gigs but nope
>>41925378stop with the /clg/-tier witch hunt and just do whatever the fuck you want
Nordic societies seem like they treat women well.
>>41925397reproduction in society led by women. not men who want to control.
>>41925318I mean, most probably enjoy reproduction and stuff, or else they wouldn't be doing it now, when there is a lot of freedom to just show a middle finger to the society. So perhaps we're the ones in the wrong, in the grand scheme of things.I don't mind being wrong tho, I will not be forcing or pressuring anyone into that stuff...
>>41925419>most probably enjoy repro-birth rates are low almost everywhere.
>>41925391Well, if these people don't exist yet, they can't exactly feel anything about not being born. They're hypothetical.
>>41925417Man will always win as he has physical force. It's inevitable. Power corrupts.
>>41925405>Thread is flooded with tranny porn again
>>41925412Ancient nords or? I never looked into their old system. Ancient native american and egyptians treated women good. Colonisation destroyed it though.
I don't think women are choosing not to have kids as some fuck you to society but its more like everyone is so fucking poor and the middle class has been completely obliterated and everyone is living paycheck to paycheck while rent cucking and getting raped by car payments. I'm surprised anyone feels comfortable even having a kid living in situations like that
>>41925428True, but a lot of that probably has to do with economical concerns. If we had a more of "breed, think later" society, then we'd have a baby boom! So we must nurture that society, more pregnant women, aaaaaaaaaaaaaa
>>41925442It's still not natural. All they did was by force.. maybe that's why Y chromosome is dying.
>>41925167>Not necessarily just that. Just the obvious bringing up off topic things and trying to start fights with random bullshit.>Reminder that the spammer pretended to be multiple different guys who people were saying "it's fine for those guys to stay because they're chill!" Until it was found to be the same guy larping as all of them>And he also larps as a femrepperJust stop responding to retard shit even if it's to tell them to fuck off, because they won't fuck off. They're just say more inflammatory shitThis.*Stop* giving attention to useless shit.Reminder >>41919849
>>41925458>It's still not natural It is, we're a part of the nature, hence it's natural.
>>41925483>weI know what you are last you.
>>41924748>able to have sex without attaching ?please elaborate
>>41925492I SWEAR I'M NOT THE JOBLESS WEIRDO!I'm sorry. I just had to comment on that because I don't believe in the whole "natural" thing.
>>41925503When women have casual sex they crash out later because of emotional attachment and anxiety. Men usually don't feel that way and they feel more relaxed.Casual sex culture shouldn't exist.
>>41925571NTA Well, men don't even need to get to sex to get attached, it's enough to know how the female looks like and have a 15 minutes conversation and he's already hooked and wants to marry.
>>41925611For men there is often a gap between who they're willing to sleep with and who they’re willing to build a future with.
>>41925571Holy shit scrotes have it so easily...
>>41925727That gap disappears during mid life crisis. Then I guess it regrows again.
>>41925843I hate scrotes.
You guys should appropriate the word repper, it's not fair that MTF reppers call themselves that while you have to use femrepper. Altirnatively, we should modify the words into mepper and fepper, thoughts?
>>41925880No its during their whole life
>>41925571Hylics both female and male are incapable of feeling love for another human. Emotional responses are short lived and temporary. In actuality both groups are basically as unfeeling as each other
>>41925894>Altirnatively, we should modify the words into mepper and fepper, thoughts?They make sense. But it sound too much funky.
>>41925903I guess my luck was better, a lot of older men online that I talked to wanted to marry and fuck me immediately XDI guess I'm just that good at destroying the gap
>>41925894Fepper... Hehe. Almost like fapper. Considering what most people there are like, it fits.
>>41925918what's wrong with funky?>>41925942see how smart I amI'm doing wonders for the repper communitieseven though feppers are usually so mean to me...
>>41925928You sure they don't want to just mess around with you..?
>>41925952It sounds too much funky to describe two mentally fucked groups.
>>41925953I'll never know, as I reject those offers as I don't want to be anyone's wife.
>>41925911Women have way more empathy.
>>41926012Alright, smart.
>>41925911Normalfags are just soulless I am also but still
i love men a bit too muchmaybe that's why i'm like this
>>41926017I didn’t say empathy now did I? I said LOVE. Love isn’t an emotion nor is it an action love is a brilliant thing that drives both those forces. Having a temporary emotional reaction to someone feeling bad isn’t caring it’s a mockery of care. >>41926058You aren’t lol
>>41925206>They want something else to blame for being that way.retarded western individualism propaganda, people are always a product of their enviroment>What do you mean?i never had any strict gender roles enforced upon me + was forced out of the closet when i was a tween and after that happened my parents stopped treating me like girl altogether. i was also institutionalized a lot and in there i was treated more like a problem to be solved rather than a boy or a girl >Do your parents not expect you to have a boyfriend?they dont>Do men not flirt with you online and irl?they dont. im too mannish and disheveled, the only people who ever flirted with me were women>Do people not assume your interests based on gender stereotypesnot really no, but thats because i dont talk to people all that much >like when gifting you somethingno one gifts me anything
>>41926201You're so wrong kek
>>41926185"Good" for you.I can't feel love for people who hate me.
>>41926290Okay, I guess you indeed have some kind of unusual upbringing, okay, you win. Now go poon out, you're gonna make it.>was forced out of the closet when i was a tweenNow I'm actually curious, how can that happen? How can one be forced out of the closet?
>>41926295>kek>you are so wrongWell anyway on to something more productive then the metaphysical equivalent of arguing with a brick wall
Does it look more or less suspicious if my attitude towards trans ppl is very accepting and open and encouraging rather than just straight up being a terf or nah? >Like go off ftms it didnt work out for me but good for you
>>41926358It’s more believable
>>41926358No, not really. A lot of cis women are that way, it's okay, especially if you are part of LGB.
>>41926358Its hard to not be terf lite nowadays
I wish I could actually see men as people and feel lust and love for them at the same time Instead of all my thoughts about males being painted by sinful voyeuristic perversion and jealousy I don't go near ones that I'm not related to so I guess I could be more evil than i am if I wanted
>>41926421>I wish I could actually see men as peopleThat's a stupid wish
>>41926017women will literally feel empathy for serial killers if they are cute enough, their empathy is more out of wack than male empathy.
>>41919827ive been hrtrepping for a while and since 2024 so after 3 months on test ive been forced to boymode out in public because if i dont people assume im a trans woman and get aggressive as i live in a balkan shithole. im kinda happy with it though. my question being, sisters am i still allowed to post here or will i be considered a pooner fraud now
>>41926479I allow you to post there. You're just a wetrepper.
>>41926443It would be good for me maybe. Won't happen though
>>41926467That's because society teach women empathetic towards anyone.
>>41926486Whats a wetrepper?
>>41926479See >>41920293HRT repping is loved and encouraged.
>>41926479I mean you're kind of a pooner out of necessity but you can stay
>>41926479Wya?
>>41926506A repper that is on HRT.
as a long pants enjoyer I've always wondered why women wear skirts these days, especially the extremely short ones. like you are kinda always at risk of revealing more than you probably intend wearing those things.
>>41926594Most of women around me wear pants wtf? Are you 50? Can't remember last time I wore a dress
>>41926594Most women around me wear pants. The most revealing i see is like a crop top and tight leggings for younger women
>>41926610eh? I'm talking about casual skirts not dresses. like "mini" skirts, pencil skirts for work, etc.
>>41926594My younger sister wears short skirts intentionally to bait any and all men for attention. Even guys as old as our dad which made me call her cringe.
>>41926636yes I don't see them around either.Most of women wear pants.
Looks like trolls are in the gen againI'm going to play video games now
>>41924664>enhancing empathy and responsiveness, and some structural changes can be long-lastingoh god would pregnancy be the actual lobotomy that i need?>>41925112ngl hypothetically speaking if i were amab i would also transition into a woman. with the exception of bottom surgery of course. at least this is the way id go about it obviously there are people who have different reasons to do so
>>41926686its different from them.
Any video game crushes? I had some on kairi from KH1, Rikku from FFX2, and randomly Cortana from Halo not sure why her though, maybe it was the voice.
>>41926700what, the lobotomy?
>>41926712Zarya and Junker Queen from Overwatch.I really wish women who looked like them were much more common in games (and society) :3When I was younger I remember having a strange crush on the dropship pilot from Halo 1, but I think that is just because she reminded me of the dropship pilot from Aliens that I had a massive crush on.
>>41926712I was really into postal dude for a while lole. Uhh Bayonetta. The twink from NINAH
>>41926858Oh and I-no from guilty gear
>>41919827take your HRT, retards
>>41926926HRT = goodSocial transition = bad
>>41926712not a game but sort of fits with the season but Olive the other reindeer from the TV special with the same name for me
>>41926391Trust me I have my problematic opinions but i just keep them to myself
>>41926973At least mtf reppers can hide the fact that they’re on hrt. Testosterone is obvious after like 4 months
>>41927206It varies from person to person and with enough effort long term hrt repping is viable.But full on HRT is not the only option. Topical T cream seems like a safe starting point that provides clear benefits while also being easy to hide.
>>41927242Topical cream is ungodly expensive, though. Not that the price is my only excuse, but I also have bad pcos and higher t levels already so i think even a small dose would show signs pretty quickly.
>>41926712GLaDOS
>>41927189Ok? And?
splurt splurt splurt...
>>41924858You’re looking for them more then they’re looking for you
>>41928702who's looking? they announce themselves all the time.
>not masculine enough to ever be taken seriously as a man>not feminine enough to socially fit in with other womensuffering
>>41928802I'm feminine but retarded and autistic That's why we are here anon.
So many trans people have incredibly infantile naive grass is greener beliefs about what the gender role/life of the opposite sex is and these beliefs only get validated when they isolate themselves into tiny kweer communities of people who are similarly retarded and that's why so many make no attempt to actually look or behave like the opposite sex. They think of their birth sex as the hard one that sucks and the opposite sex as some mash up of idealized aesthetic movie scenes and anime characters they relate to
you're all going to hell when you die
>>41929682Too feminine for me imo.Zarya is more my ideal type. Even some of the more masc interpretations of Junker Queen.I'm sure some good (much more masc) fan art of Vendetta will surface at some point and I will like that. But as she is, she looks more like a 'muscle mommy' type, rather than the strong masc type that I'm into :3
>>41929828no lol
>>41929724>Even as a very butch very obviously lesbian woman, I'm still somehow sexualized by men and hit on by themThere are straight men who have fetish for butches. I'm serious. Straight men who jerk off to lesbian porn don't only watch femmes. They're into futches and butches too.
>>41929367This is so real. And it's annoying as fuck.These people are retarded and never go out.
>>41930489Lol I mean I'm retarded and dont go out too which is I guess why I bear witness to that kinda behavior so often. It's often on here but it's everywhere really and both ftms and mtfs fall victim to it. Alot of people who's whole concept of manhood/womanhood is wrapped in very trans-specific fetishes
My period just came. It never skips a month. Shit is never getting better.
>>41929724It always feels like no matter what you do men will always find a way to be annoying and predatory as fuck, the more you try to distance yourself from womanhood the more they just see a challenge to fuck it back into you and put you in your place. This is especially annoying because I’m fucking 5’4 no dude will ever perceive me as even the slightest threat no matter how jacked I get. All I want is to not be perceived as somebody who could be overpowered.
>>41930854Reminds me of this..
>>41930881LOL
>>41930881i thought this was jk rowling
>>41930881Everyday my celibacy is validated again
>>41930881this is what women get for dating giant men
>>41930991I dated a guy shorter than me, his hands and feet were really big compared to mine. This is why I only date women now even though I'm bi.
>>41929724>>41931266Holy shit. Why are they like this..If anything lesbians maybe turn them on more because "they don't want it".About transition, I don't know. That's not a small thing. You have to be mentally prepared for that.
>>41931266>>41931377That is the nature of amabs, test makes them way too horny all the time, most cannot help thinking about sex and sexualizing anything. An amab could look at a weirdly shaped tree or something and think "wow she has giant bazongas." even when he's talking about a fucking tree.
>>41931612I don't think it is fair to lump all amabs together.I have near zero T. My femrepper bf with pcos literally has more T than I do. He is also just as, if not more horny :3
>>41930881OVER!
>>41926321>Now go poon out, you're gonna make itit wont make me happpy the only thing that will make me happy is illegal and inachievable>Now I'm actually curious, how can that happen? How can one be forced out of the closet?told one of the boys in my class that i wanted to be a man and he tattled it to the whole class. it was at the time when none of that tranny shit was mainstream it wasnt like nowadays where you got a theyfab or two in every class. i was the only tranny adjacent person in my whole school and the word had gotten to my parents eventually
>>41931730I'm thinking about you giving me a blowjob right now
>>41933299Damn. I'm now feeling lucky that the people I talked to in childhood weren't such rats.
Once in hs some guy was like asking for my social media and shit and I've been counting that as like the 2/2 time a guy has ever implied attraction to me ever but thinking back he might've been making fun of me lmfao I'm too retarded to tell
>>41931612Trvke. I mean are we really surprised now.These people can't get rid of their ape rape mindset since cave man times.
>>41931612It's not like we're different in that department. Females sexualise everything too and they don't even have an excuse of having much testosterone or whatever.
Don't give males (You).
>>41931676>I have no idea how normie straight women are just ok with being a woman and existing.They aren't, we have straight women here too. I think neither normie straight women don't like it as well but they cope with that differently.
>>41933299And they say men don't shit talk and start drama..
>>41933851normies don't think about anything much, that's what makes them normies
>>41931730Piv is even worse.I can't imagine dick going inside me and I'm bisexual.
>>41933851Most normie straight women fucking love it and love to talk about how much they love it all the time t. straight woman who is sometimes forced to interact with normie straight women
>>41934059Are you sure that they're not just coping? What makes you think that they actually love it?
are there any actual benefits to being born female? 90% of the reasons people come up with seem to be cope and it’s pissing me off.
>>41934908I mean can I prove fully that it's not just them coping, not really. But most straight women, if you even slightly imply the desire to not be a woman, look at you like you have three heads. Maybe they are annoyed by creepy guys yeah, but they like being women and they genuinely like being lusted after and they could not imagine life as the opposite sex. Periods suck but it's worth it for the ability to "create life" to them. Openly talk about how women without children are wasting their lives, the constant trends with straight women that are just about women being lesser and pathetic which they find hilarious and relatable with no hint of self awareness (girl dinner girl math I'm just a girl), women who knew they wanted children since they were kids and start breeding as soon as possible, women who treat you like shit for being weird and not fitting feminine beauty standards with a passive aggressive smile on their face for no reason other than you deserve it for not being women enough, women who talk constantly about the divine feminine energy in their soul and how they feel being a woman throughout their whole body or whatever, gossiping bullshit about women who aren't doing their femininely duties whatever.
>>41935005No. Unfortunately, no.
>>41934059To be honest that sounds like a cope. That's just their own way of coping.
>>41935049Accurate. Creepy as fuck, too. Straight women are weird.
>>41935147The AGP so called "cope" is why a good chunk of trans women are trans
>>41935429We are I dunno I try not to be an nlog misogynist but most women just. Like it. They complain about some of it but in the end they enjoy it and will never understand why we don't, you can't explain it to them they just don't understand
>>41935504It must be genetic, just like dysphoria. I remember lashing out when boys flirted with me at school because I felt it was undermining my position. To this day, I have the same reaction.>you want to do WHAT to me>anger followed by disgust>if attractive, followed by: you wanna fuck me, huh? i'm gonna show you who's on top here (lovingly)Of course I can't act on either of those urges, but they go back far enough that it must something be innate.
>>41919827how do i know if i have gender dysphoria
>>41935873You can look at the dsm 5 criteria for gender dysphoria Or explain your feels here and get peer reviewed if you'd likeIt's kind of self diagnosable or it should be because unless you're planning on transition and need that diagnosis there's no reason or benefit to have it on paper forever
>>41935873look i've just dumbed down the dsm 5 for you>do you feel distress at the thought of being a woman?>do you feel distress when faced with your more feminine physical traits?>do you want to have the body of the opposite sex?>do you believe you have reactions and traits normally associated with men?>how long have you felt that way?if yes + for a long time, then congratulations, you are dysphoric
>>41935918i kinda want a penis but not all the time but it'd be really nice if i could get my gf pregnanti don't hate my vagina or anything i like being penetrated too but having a penis would be awesomei hate my tits but i hate the way chests look after top surgery (and the scars) more>>41935932>do you feel distress at the thought of being a woman?only about the shitty parts (expected to be straight, easy to rape or kill, nobody takes me seriously, etc)>do you feel distress when faced with your more feminine physical traits?kind of, mostly just my tits and babyface and short height>do you want to have the body of the opposite sex?i dunno, i wouldn't want to be a bald guy and i don't want to be a grandpa when i'm old. seems cringe>do you believe you have reactions and traits normally associated with men?sometimes, maybe it's just autism though>how long have you felt that way?since i was a kid but it got stronger when i turned 19
>>41935932>do you feel distress at the thought of being a woman?yes>do you feel distress when faced with your more feminine physical traits?yes>do you want to have the body of the opposite sex?yes>do you believe you have reactions and traits normally associated with men?Probably not>how long have you felt that way?since puberty because its as far as my brain lets me remember so its Fake and Cribnge and Rogd
>>41935441Ntaafabs can't have AGP..
>>41937439you can as long as you have a male brain
>>41937452No, that's just normal female sexuality.Whole appeal of AGP (or AAP) is that you're going against society standards and nature too.
>>41937477society standards are bullshit tho, if i dissociate from being female i can experience agp just fine
>>41937537It's not just about society standards it's about biology too, women are already feminine.
>>41937646yea but if it is possible to dissociate from the fact that that is your body then it is possible to be attracted to that idea. i just think that it actually happens more often as a coping mechanism as opposed to it being common female sexuality, these two feel like very different things
>sister shows me a photo of footballer she wants to fuck >"you two look similar!"lol
so this is men today
>>41931676I stopped going into lesgen ever since they adopted mtfs, like what the fuck are we doing here?
>>41939654Bruh..let's pray she will leave him.On what board is this?
>>41939671There is a clg (cis lesbian gen)
>>41939654I hope she gets abortion and dump him.
>>41939654mmmfgghhh....>>41939671>lesgen adopted mtfsBaysed
>>41940135I usually find you funny but this is sick
>>41939981Basically all ftms and femreppers.Hell, my femrepper bf used to lurk in there. It's honestly kinda funny, considering how things played out :3
>>41940146>Basically all ftms and femreppersMaybe not ftms but femreppers? Probably
>>41940143oh well
I wonder if religion and music has brainwashed me into gender dysphoria. If true, it's like I fell from one trap into another, grim.
>>41940680I can understand religion, especially if it's like cult or sexist, but music..?
>>41940759I started listening to a specific male artist in my teens, so I wonder whether that rewired me to want to be like him. I started envying his appearance and voice and so on. Like, because it was during the years when one has more libido, I wonder if it confused my brain, it took liking someone and twisted it into liking the idea of being like someone. Perhaps if I had a chosen a female celebrity to obsess over back then, then I'd not be this way.I did want to be a male even before this (could be because of religion tho, as I said before) but I think the whole teen thing solidified it due to how sexually intense listening to music is in general.
i wonder if ftms lurk in repgen the way mtfs lurk in femrepgen
It's all so miserable and worthless there's no point to anything
Ugh, I really want to transition but I care too much about what random people think of me
>>41942607Are you afraid of losing employment and such? If so, that's a valid concern
>>41941090They probably don't.
>>41940816Desu I don't think it's impossible. I did have dysphoric thoughts before but around 13 I became attracted to the first real guy (also some celebrity) I've ever liked and spent the entire time trying to skinwalk his characters appearances and self inserting into his movies as a guy/a girl who would disuise herself as and pass perfectly as a guy in an all male friend group
Today I lost 19 out of 20 games in my favorite card game, crashed out and deleted the game. Now I feel empty because it was the only thing that kept my mind occupied and I could play it for 10 hours straight, but recently a mean voice in my head started saying shit like "no wonder you suck with your tiny girl brain" every time I lost. Why am I like this? (I know why, because I was abused and bullied throughout my formative years, and I have to force my inner voice to give me even a tiny bit of compassion, otherwise it's always evil and cruel to myself and others)It's exhausting to live like this, I can't do therapy because I hate being vulnerable. Last time I opened up to someone, they said I was a terrible person and cut any contacts with me, and still mad at me after almost a year. I used to cope by joining radical groups like nazis or terfs, it helps to direct my hate towards someone else instead of myself. Doesn't change the fact that I'm a hater and a shitty human being, and I deserve everything that has ever happened to me.
>>41944342my favorite card gamename? ive started getting into card games and i need more recs
>>41941090i used to post in repgen before femrepgen was a thing
only 17 posts until a fresh new bake! I believe in you!
>>41941090Doubt but I used to post in ftmg and repgen before femrepgen
I tried to daydream instead of doomscrolling as usual and run myself into a corner because even in my dreams I can't imagine any semblance of happy ending for myself. I don't know how other people do it, if I imagine myself as a normal woman or man, I can't enjoy it at best, and feel like shit at worst. If I imagine myself as is (roided up mentally ill woman), it's more believable but then there's no realistic way for me to end up with my love interest, the best I can do is a bisexual guy being nice to me out of pity, maybe slightly amused by my awkward attempts at flirting, and that's it. Any advice?
>>41946331Stay as volcel.
>>41946331I usually just don't imagine "myself" maybe a character who I can project the worst shit onto but twist into a different person. If I daydream as me but a man it's just fake and depressing and if I daydream about myself as is it's just real and depressing.
>>41944237See, I might be onto something!
>>41946446But I want to experience romance even if it's fake>>41946463That's what I used to do long ago but currently I have no characters that would fit the roles, I'm still not over my fav's death and I feel like it messed up with my ability to form emotional connection and attachment to fictional characters altogether. When I get emotionally invested in something, it's too intense, I care too much or don't care at all and there's nothing in between
>>41946734>I'm still not over my fav's death and I feel like it messed up with my ability to form emotional connection and attachment to fictional characters altogether.Can I ask who
What will /femrepgen/ wish for?
>>41948831Guess
>>41948831I would wish for everyone here to be happy!My wish for a femrepper bf already came true :3
>>41948831Immortality
>>41949094Seconding this Also maybe in future we will be able to completely switch sex, so immorality is a double win
dripping sounds
It hurts to go outside and see men just living their life
#notallmen...ok #anoverwhelmingmajorityofmen
>>41950344yup
>>41950299It hurts to do anything at all
>>41951501yeah but that especially hurts
>>41948831more toys and vet care for my cats so they can be happier than their owner lul
I hate being a straight foid I'm sorry to homosexual men for being a disgusting fetishist im sorry I am ontologically evil and I need to be killed for the good of society
>>41948831>DCSSFucking based
Would you date a schizophrenic twink?>>41952880can I make you my fujo gf instead
I preferred this gen when there were more androphiles
>>41954162Because you found it more relatable?
>>41954172Yeah, it's hard to cope with this
>>41954179I am here and will always be here to suffer in this hell. Also I think the majority here is still bi when it's more active. Just mentioning het stuff attracts annoying people
>>41954162androphiles i.e womencongrats you're a woman
>>41954472>androphiles i.e womenReal and true
>>41954472Everyone here is a woman that's kind of the point
>>41954472Are you retarded? We (well most of us) are women
>>41954901