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>>41924395
And for the image I gift the first anon who posts itt, I choose picrel, a hiroshi yoshida ukiyo-e that I love

Look Back is a fantastic movie. Fujimoto is goated

>>41925876
I remember reading the manga and finding it a bit lacking but a nice read nonetheless, I'll check out the anime then, thanks anon

Hi guys, I worry I might have totally fucked myself up sexually/mentally.

I've always considered myself cis and a dom guy, but lately I've been really finding it hot how women dominate men. Something about how they have this maternal and teasing vibe to their dominance with a cute guy.

I thought this might mean I want to try being submissive but I can't really get off to the idea of being submissive to a woman. But when I see a woman dominate another guy it's hot as fuck (as long as the guy is attractive). What does this mean, am inserting myself into that scene as a woman? Does that mean I might be trans?

Anyone relate?

>>41927094
To follow on to this i have been checking myself regularly for AGP thoughts and read transformation stories to see if I get hard. I don't.

I have OCD as well and I realise I'm probably now obsessed with this...

>>41927094
Maybe you just like to see guys being dominated and a woman doing it might be more emasculating for them

>>41927177
I feel i don't even really focus on the woman but if I read erotica with a male dom and male sub he's always like "yeah you little bitch" whereas with a female dom she's like...idk more possessive. Gets me hard (still like Mlm stuff but and maledom femsub stuff too).

>>41927094
>>41927197
Maybe it's time to get in touch with your feminine side yeah, doesn't mean you're transfem or anything but you might just enjoy a different kind of dominating behavior yourself. Have fun !
You could even enjoy stuff alongside another (fem) dom and a third if you're into open stuff

>>41927127
> i have been checking myself regularly for AGP thoughts
/tttt/ is what you need to check yourself out of of

>>41927536
I don't know i just feel very scared I'm on some inevitable path towards transition and losing myself.

I know trans threads are bad but I worry I relate somehow. I imagine myself as a woman with breasts and long hair and feel nothing. When I orgasm I try to visualise myself as I am to try and create some link to my male self sexually.

I am very mentally ill :(

>>41927598
You're not on any inevitable path to anywhere, you're in control of your actions anon

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>>41808135
Reporting in again
bf just broke up with me and removed + blocked me on discord before I could say anything
Im gonna email him tonight asking him to reconsider

>>41928711
Thanks but it often doesn't feel like it. I've taken a catapres to calm down (as proscribed by my psych). I really need to cut out porn.

I feel it leads me into weird places. I wish I was totally vanilla but my entire sexuality is basically bdsm since puberty lol.

I just get scared with what's going on mentally and wish someone would just understand and tell me it's going to be OK...

>>41928771
I'm sorry about the breakup, anon
Give it some time before trying to contact him again. Let your emotions settle for a bit

>>41928803
thank you but i started crying just now
i may or may not take your advice

>>41928771
Don't contact him again, cut your losses and move on

>>41928771
That sucks anon, i'm sorry that happened.
>>41928803 agree with this anon, at this point you should see that you've been treated badly, possibly scammed, and do your best to move on maybe

>>41928795
Hope you have a good night anon, everything's gonna be ok, don't worry

>>41928771
You were conned bro. Cut his ass off sounds like a scumbag.

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>>41928897
I wasn't treated badly nor scammed, no one ive been with was ever as sweet as him
We're both depressed and he spent his time saying sweet things to me, reassuring me, we listened to music together, it was so nice. Before i met him i was crying myself to sleep every night
I want him to keep the money even if he doesn't wanna be with me bc I know he needs it
He was fucking perfect and we could've been a cute mentally ill couple, but he thought i was too crazy
I admitted some fucked up things to him about myself and i think he got spooked
=(

>>41928795
Dropping porn is important for having a healthy relationship with your sexuality, you want your brain trained to enjoy the moment, not chase the climax.

My preferences change when I’m not jerking off. Maybe yours will become easier to feel and identify with

>>41929852
I'm still a virgin. I think if I actually had sex half the stuff I fantasise about would probably actually scare me.

I'm so fucked. How can I beat porn addiction? I've been using AI to write erotica and it's bad...

>>41928771
You know someone else can be your bf right?
You'd be better off dating from this board than from the homeless

>>41930367
Oooo oooo, date me please!

>>41930884
I feel like this is being said in jest

>>41928771
You were scammed, moron

>>41930989
No its not. Need a cute guy in my life stat.

>>41931433
Well uh tell us about yourself anon
Letters and interests and aspirations
We bi4bi gen now

>>41931488

Oh God, this will probably get me nowhere and be embarrassing but OK.

26 M, cis, bi in Australia.

Virgin (don't really know how to date), nerdy and in decent shape (I do long walks daily, not built but not fat or anything).

I'm self employed doing my own small business, I like card games and board games alot. I'm a bit of a sperg but I mean well and get along well with others.

>>41929962
What kind of erotica? Cause that might reveal a bit about what specifically turns you on in the Femdom/male sub department. If you’re running your llm models locally, why not use it constructively to figure yourself out? Personally, it helped me figure out some stuff.

As for your fantasies, everyone is different. Just cause you have certain fantasies doesn’t necessarily mean you’re on the path to anything. What specifically turns you on in those femdom scenarios? It’s a wild field (humiliation, corporal punishment, gender play, pegging etc.)

>>41931509
anon you're me but on the other side of the world
Any Oceania bigens? my boy here needs a date

>>41931681
OCD anon. I like stories where a pretty guy gets kidnapped and turned into a sex pet in heavy bondage by either a guy or girl. There seems to be many more stories involving women doing it to men though. Also a large number of them involve forced enemas which I find disgusting but I just skip those bits.

If I was to suggest what turned me on about femdom vs maledom...probably the language? The way femdoms say and torment their subs in those stories feels more sensual and possessive i guess? I've tried watching actual filmed femdom and often the guys aren't my type, either very masculine or just ugly. There was one twink who had a femdom girlfriend and I thought that was pretty hot but they deleted all their videos.

Idk I guess I'm worried my pornsick mind will lead me to a place where I want to become a female dom or something because I find it hot to think about? Am I crazy? (Yes)

I will say I've read some maledom stuff that is more that kind of softer dominance. I'd love to do that with a guy.

>>41932046
Sounds like you have a thing for D/s play. Maybe it’s worth reflecting on what specifically turns you on about it. Could be the power exchange, could be inflicting (or receiving?) pleasure against your will, could be that sensual component of the Dommes you cited. Or it could be a mix of all of it and more. Doesn’t mean you’re crazy. Just means your tastes are unique and a bit more complex.

>I’m worried I want to become a female Dom
I guess the question there is: Are you turned on by thought of just doing what they’re doing or are you turned on by the thought of being them?

>I'd love to do that with a guy
You’re not alone there, buddy. The unspeakable things I’d do to a tied up twink…

I wish I was actually human

>>41932365
>I guess the question there is: Are you turned on by thought of just doing what they’re doing or are you turned on by the thought of being them?

I've done stuff like try to imagine myself as a sexy dominant woman and I'm not sure, it feels weird and not in a good way?

Maybe I'm just into pretty guys tied up and controlled. I get aroused at pics of naked guys I find hot which isn't very AGP.

One other thing I did consider is "female gaze" porn (yaoi and some femdom stuff) tends to turn me on a bit more because the men actually look attractive.

I don't know what it is about femdom stuff particularly. I will say it's not live action femdom stuff usually because the dudes in it are ugly. Maybe it is just the tone and style of dominance. Maybe I'd want to try subbing to a woman once, although I've tried that fantasy and didn't super like it.

I'm just sad. My OCD has really latched on to the fact I've orgasmed to such content as proof positive I am transgender and there's nothing I can do about it.

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On the one hand, anime overall sucks and the world would be better off if it didn't exist. On the other hand, every now and then there's some peak that gets released that's just fucking incredible.

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>>41925876
Finished watching it, it was pretty good yeah. I feel like the characters lost a bit of themselves but damn is it gorgeous and fun

hello
i am not attracted to trans people

>>41928771
are you transgender identified?

>>41937219
im a cis male
we're back together now btw, i sent the email and he readded me

>>41937194
Fun is not the word I'd use lmao, but I know what you mean

>>41937210
Stunning and brave (it's fairly common)

>>41937368
jesus fucking christ, best case scenario you're going to get scammed for more money and ghosted again
fucking stop

OCD anon here again fml I had a dream where I think i was this woman looking in the mirror then a doppelganger stabbed me in the throat and replaced me. I know that sounds like total nonsense but I felt freaked out.

Then again before that in my dream I was being hunted by some organisation of giant slayers because I had giant DNA....so maybe dreams are just nonsense.

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>>41938052
No, I love him
You don't know shit about our relationship
He's fucking homeless and was sucking dick for food before we met
I do think he was a bit greedy for asking for 1k, but im more than happy to give him a couple hundred a month
Also he has schizophrenia and he removed me bc he thought i was a necrophile and wanted to kill him
I was a bit harsh/careless with him a couple times and I apologized and think our relationship could work out

>>41938218
Holy fuck anon every post just makes him seem more and more like a bad idea to keep around. I would stay well the fuck away from this guy, he sounds like he needs help not another mentally ill person in his life.

>>41938218
I tried.
Now I leave you to your fate, dipshit.

>>41938218
I hope this is just ragebait

>>41937210
It doesn't seem intuitive to me that we should like femboys more than transgirls
And yet we do, any theories on this?

>>41939206
Femboys are usually naturally very beautiful despite maintaining a boyish/male appearance in some respects. I think our bisexual brains see the merging of these masculine and feminine attributes as being very attractive.

Most MtFs i know are more masculine than me and are into women. Most of the time they cannot land a cis woman tho so they will date another "transbian" probably because on some level they can validate one another and larp as uwu lesbeans.

Idk whenever I see an mtf I just can't help but feel they're on a dark path. Shit looks confusing and uncanny and not in a sexy way like with femboys.

>>41939206
I don't. Femboys aren't self-id so they have to be attractive or they don't count as femboys, but among attractive tranners, I'm way more into tranners.

>>41932365
Anyone know where to find twinks that like getting tied up?

>>41937210
I feel like I'd be more interested in a pooner than mtf. You think a gay pooner would fuck a guy amazon position?

>>41942889
Those are tits and you can't convince me otherwise

>>41932365
Just following up on this. Do you think it's normal to see someone you're sexually into getting dominated even if you don't insert as the dom necessarily? I've seen porn where some ugly dude is fucking a cute girl and I'm not inserting myself as the guy necessarily. It's hard to explain, but maybe I just like dominance and submission put on show in front of me as long as the participants are attractive?

>>41944029
Normal in relation to what? I wouldn’t overthink this too much, desu. Maybe you’re just into seeing hot people enjoying themselves in that type of play. Maybe you’ve got a slight sadistic streak and the girl getting topped is just a general turn on? Hard to tell really and only you can answer that. In my experience, tastes and wants are often complex and elusive creatures. Sometime you figure them out, sometimes you don’t.

>>41943590
Still would tho

>>41924395

guys genuinely how the fuck do i move out of my (homophobic) parents house. i live in the netherlands if that helps

>>41947047
1. Get an income stream. Either a job or student grants if those exist in NL, or both
2. Find a fairly cheap apartment or room to rent in a place without too much crime

>>41947095
i cant get a job and the type of education im following doesnt have student grants. my parents give me 900 euro and the gov gives me 130 euro tho so thats 1030 total. do u think i can afford housing w that? mind u i still have to pay for groceries health insurance etc

>>41947871
>i cant get a job
Why not?
>do u think i can afford housing w that? mind u i still have to pay for groceries health insurance etc
How would I know lol? Surely you can google apartments to rent and they will have their prices listed

>>41948073
bro i cant afford anything and i cant get a job bc depression. like wtf am i even supposed to do in this situation

>>41948391
Find a job. You're not even doing the bare minimum at this point it sounds like

Dear Bisexuals. You are cool. We make up half of the queer community and we have the super power of invisibility. I truly believe with more visibility (where safe) we can bridge divides. Keep being awesome.

>>41948691
Thanks, real human person

i want a straight bro who will let me suck his cock as a favor (to me)

>>41948691
Doesn’t being more visible kinda negate the invisibility super power?
>>41952608
Ok. But I’ve got a favor to ask.

>>41948597
How do you work at a job when you're mentally ill?

>>41953912
The same way you do if you're not mentally ill: clock in, work, clock out

The other day I smoked some weed and went to see Twilight with my gf and some friends. It was dumb as shit, but actually pretty entertaining. I can see why people like it lol

>>41955427
>It was dumb as shit, but actually pretty entertaining.
I doubt you would have the same opinion if you were sober lmao

>>41956407
Probably not lol so if I ever watch another one of the movies I'll make sure to be high as well. The audience was all laughing so I think everyone was in on the joke.

>>41955427
The first movie is actually okay. The baseball scene is fucking cool, and the sleepy town vibe is cozy too. The following movies though... lmao.

>>41956444
It's a shame that slop movies like that make so much money when there are way better ones out there. The Worst Person in the World is probably my favorite romance movie.

>>41924395
The guy who broke up with me a couple months ago after briefly dating, who I've been keeping in contact with regularly, seems like he's giving some kind of signals at romantic interest again.
He seems a lot more engaged in our conversations. On Monday I got a "good morning, how was your weekend" text. I brought up going out dancing this Saturday and he asked if he could come along and suggested getting dinner beforehand. The problem is I can't figure out if he's trying to move toward dating again or just assessing if I can hang out as a friend and be normal about it. I was kind of disproportionately devastated about him not wanting to date anymore and desu I'm still stuck on him. This little bit of additional attention completely reversed the depressive slump I've been in the past two months. I've got it bad and I think that's clouding my judgement, lol.
I really wish I weren't a sperg with zero romantic experience. This shit is confusing.

>>41957759
>The problem is I can't figure out if he's trying to move toward dating again or just assessing if I can hang out as a friend and be normal about it.
You know you can ask, right?

>>41959165
When he broke things off, I told him that I'd be down to pick it back up where we left off if he changed his mind. So it kinda feels like the ball is in his court.
Also when I think about asking him, it scares me so bad my stomach feels like it's eating itself. Even so, I'm hoping to find a natural place to work it into conversation on Saturday.

>>41960283
Good luck anon.

>>41960701
Thanks

Can I get fashion advice? I’m a late 20s guy bulky buff who has been rocking preppy for years (partly cause work requires it) but I had one of my female friends politely tell me getting all my outfits between Uniqlo and brooks brothers makes me look like a tool.

I gotta keep the Oxford shirt and nice pants M-F during work hours but I actually really love emo stuff just know I don’t think I could pull it off. I wanna go to a bar and emo night on the weekends but I have nothing to wear without sticking out! Help please?

>>41947047
Do you wanna stay in Europe? If you’re tech literate getting a remote job to give you enough money to get your own place/move in with friends is good

>>41952608
Only if there are cute girls egging you on ;)

>>41962036
>I wanna go to a bar and emo night on the weekends but I have nothing to wear without sticking out! Help please?
Go to an emo/goth/whatever bar wearing all black this weekend. Then copy what other people wear for next time.

I keep accidentally falling for people even though I have no interest in being in a relationship right now and it's messing with my head. I feel like all I can do is just wait for the feelings to pass, which thankfully they usually do but it still sucks. I just hope it's not too obvious in my interactions with them.

>>41963672
You need to find someone who’s in the same place as you know so you can fill that gap in for each other. I see older people do it all the time. They’ve been married, been divorced, or had a spouse die and widowed. Been there done that, but they didn’t have a ”friend” they visit sometimes because there’s still a need for connection, even though they don’t wanna be in relationship or anything.

I feel like my digital etiquette is really shitty and that i come off as very needy and annoying. I apologise alot and get worried if someone doesn't get back to me quickly when I message them because my autistic ass thinks that they must hate me. Idk why I'm asking for advice here but I just want to be a bit more personable and easy to get along with because ultimately I do really like my friends but I feel I just fuck up all the time.

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>MOVIE NIGHT
MOVIE NIGHT
>MOVIE NIGHT
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A reminder that at 22 GMT we will choose the next 2 movies for movie night!
You can give your recommendation now by replying to this post

>what the hell is "movie night"
its a special night where bigen comes together to watch on Discord two movies chosen by the community

>when will movie night take place?
its FRIDAY at 23 gmt

>where do we watch the movies?
on the Bigen Movie and Game Night Discord server:
https://discord.gg/JnwaRUGc

>i don't usually post on bigen/never took part in movie night, can i join?
Of course, movie night is open to anyone, just remember to mute yourself during the movies, be civil and have fun!

fyi: this is the list of every movie we watched so far:
https://pastebin.com/Bc8pqK9h

>>41965548
>I apologise alot
If you want some good advice: don't apologize pre-emptively.

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>>41966925
What exactly is the game night?

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>MOVIE NIGHT
MOVIE NIGHT
>MOVIE NIGHT
MOVIE NIGHT

The poll is now open, no further recommendations will be accepted.
The voting will stop tomorrow at around 5 PM GMT, so be sure to vote before then!

Here is the link to the server:
https://discord.gg/VpNJdTzc

>>41971124
We used to get together and play group games every other saturday night, not much of a thing now that the server has grown beyond being event-based. It just happens every other time now, but usually just a couple of people

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>>41924395
>qott
Not much of a celebrator, just thinking up some gifts for the few people that matter in my life.
>qott2
all I've accomplished this year is watching loved ones die and running in circles of bureaucracy with nothing to show for it, I must've had worse years than this but it's hard to name them
>oqott
this pic is for you, use it well

>>41941815
hiiii

>>41972316
Discord?

>>41972138
>not much of a thing now that the server has grown beyond being event-based
>i.e. we killed the most social aspect of the server and therefore the most community-building part of /bigen/ by adding "temporary" text channels that we never got rid of, whoopsie!

Live

>>41976485
In the moment.

>>41972316
Wow what a coward can talk the talk but can't walk the walk.

Many such cases, twinks like you really need to be put in their places and controlled.

>>41972181
>all I've accomplished this year is watching loved ones die and running in circles of bureaucracy with nothing to show for it, I must've had worse years than this but it's hard to name them
Sorry to hear that anon, the amount of endless bureaucracy you have to deal with when family members die is pure psychopathy. It certainly harms normal people far more than it claws back any resources from the ultra-wealthy who already have plans to deal with it.

im fat and ugly

>>41976485
This gen is on life support I'm afraid

>MOVIE NIGHT
MOVIE NIGHT
>MOVIE NIGHT
MOVIE NIGHT

no movie won the first round, vote NOW in the 1h30 minutes FLASH ROUND to decide the two movies of the night!

>https://discord.gg/ahC9JWfp

>>41974631
I would argue the community building has been occuring just as much if not more, but outside of the thread. There's regularly events and group vc now when before it really was mostly friday night.

I really enjoyed the slower rate of a thread + hyped up event, but what's happening right now isn't a mistake, just a change

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>MOVIE NIGHT
MOVIE NIGHT
>MOVIE NIGHT
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And after a FLASH ROUND we have the two winners!

>bugonia (2025)
>megamind

So see ya later at 23 GMT!

Jolene is probably the gayest / bi-est straight song of all time.

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>MOVIE NIGHT
MOVIE NIGHT
>MOVIE NIGHT
MOVIE NIGHT

A reminder that in a bit under 2 hours Movie Night is gonna start! Here is tonight's selection:

>bugonia (2025)
>megamind

>what the hell is "movie night"
Its a special night where bigen comes together to watch on Discord two movies chosen by the community

>where do we watch the movies?
On the official Bigen Movie and Game Night Discord server:
https://discord.gg/JnwaRUGc

>i don't usually post on bigen/never took part in movie night, can i join?
Of course, movie night is open to anyone, just remember to mute yourself during the movies, be civil and have fun!

fyi this is the list of every movie we watched so far:
https://pastebin.com/Bc8pqK9h

>>41982050
>>bugonia (2025)
Wtf is that already out on streaming services? I watched it in the cinema like a month ago.
Pretty solid movie. Not Lanthimos' best (it's gonna be difficult to ever top Poor Things), but still pretty well made.

>>41981817
Along that line, wondering if y’all have a favorite line from a song and if so, what it is.

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>MOVIE NIGHT
MOVIE NIGHT
>MOVIE NIGHT
MOVIE NIGHT

Good evening !
in 10 min it'll be time to start another Movie Night! Tonight selection is:

>bugonia (2025)
>megamind

Here is the link of the stream, don't be shy and come join us! the film will start at 23:10 GMT

>https://discord.gg/ahC9JWfp

>what the hell is "movie night"
its a special night where bigen comes together to watch on Discord two movies chosen by the community

>i don't usually post on bigen/never took part in movie night, can i join?
Of course, movie night is open to anyone, just remember to mute yourself during the movies, be civil and have fun!

fyi: this is the list of every movie we watched so far:
https://pastebin.com/Bc8pqK9h

>>41982972
But why tho

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>>41988150
the jam

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>>41924395
>>QotT #1: Are you preparing anything in advance for the festivities ?
I don't have a car or a job and my family wants nothing to do with me so Christmas will be just another day, another. At least I have him.
>>QotT #2: What do you feel about the accomplishements you've made this past year ?
I've been writing nonstop but the premise for my novel is ridiculously ambitious so it may be years before it's done although it's already been several. The writing is the only thing I'm any good at so I can't stop or I'll die, even if only a few people ever read it.
>optional

>>41947095
>just get a job lol
Do people really do this? I haven't even scored an interview in years, no matter what I do. I'm not convinced "work" still exists, if it ever did.

>>41989976
>Do people really do this?
Considering that the alternative is to starve, yeah.

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>>41991382
KKK

>>41991391
that's not how you play the game, silly.

>>41991414
I disagree

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I've fallen off the straight bandwagon and landed in a ocean of horny crooked dick.
who knew the homosexual appetite for twiggy skinheads was this strong huh.

>>41994373
twiggy skinheads always crave cock inside

i wanna eat sweaty pussy soooooo bad.

I wanna eat transgirl spermies sooooo bad

>>41989976
>my family wants nothing to do with me >At least I have him
Sounds bad. Tell us about him.

>>41957759
>>41959165
Well, he was very physically clingy (in a good way) and affectionate on the drive back to his place, but I didn't want to push discussing the topic of dating again because he was pretty drunk. Got him back home and made sure he drank some water.

>i totally love having a magnificent beard
>i do like myself as a hairy and buff bear
>still missing the time when I was a petite silky smooth crossdresser

Being a bearish power-bottom is kinda of a curse. But the people who dig it are the best I've ever met.

>>41996632
"Spermies" is such a cursed word

bumperino

>QotT #1: Are you preparing anything in advance for the festivities ?
Just a small family gathering. I host almost every year and I try to spoil them with home cooked food.

>QotT #2: What do you feel about the accomplishements you've made this past year ?
More at peace with myself, better health and fitness. It’s been a great year.

>>41924395
>QotT #1: Are you preparing anything in advance for the festivities ?
I am hosting some family for Christmas, visiting other family after Christmas and before new years, and then going to a cabin with friends for new years, so a bunch of preparation. Got a Christmas tree a couple days ago.

>QotT #2: What do you feel about the accomplishements you've made this past year ?
Moved teams at work, that was mixed at first, but my next couple years of career are on track and that is good.
Relationship is going great and progressing to marriage next year and that's great.
I got my bench press up to 3x5 205 lbs in the middle of the year. I injured myself when my shoe ripped in half while doing rows and I fucked up my arm so now I'm in physical therapy instead. But I am still overall happy and expect to reach my goal of 3x5 225 lbs bench next year.

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you will unfortunately never be as hot or have such an insane list of lovers as bisexual icon Marlon Brando

luv women
luv cock
simple as

>>42004177
day dont think it be like it is, but it do

Am I bi if I want to jerk with another guy watching big boobs porn?

I like women too and this makes me feel like a terrible person
I wish I was fucking gay only
Or a 100% straight incel
I am an incel presenting chud who fantasizes about sleeping with other men and then I think yay I am gay I can be happy as a gay man
But then I see a perfect woman and I like her and this genuinely makes feel terrible.
I am straight irl and this bisexual thing is something I quite literally did not ask for
I just like men and women against my will
Literally just feel like shit
Why can’t I just be gay and come out to friends and family and have a boyfriend that stuff
Why can’t I just stop being attracted to women who either way are repulsed by me
I am probably a fake bi too and just an incel with situational homosexuality idk
I hate myself for these reasons

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>>42006414
I have so many questions.

>>42008618
I am bored
you can ask me questions (if you want)

>>42006414
>i don't know if i like women or men more :(
why is this such an issue for so many people when it doesn't matter? you are either with someone, or you are not. caring about the details of your sexuality to the point of misery is one of the stupidest self-made problems. if your family is okay with gays then fuck men. i don't get it. if a girl rejects you for being bi, who cares? if you married her you would have divorced in 4 years and regretted it then.

also if you are an incel go to the gym (you don't need to get huge, just fit), get good fashion, groom yourself well, and talk to people until you can hold a conversation. if you are balding get on hair loss treatments; there are a billion forums. and yeah if you are an actual chud most women accepting of bi men will not be into you.

tip: any time you are worried about something in your life like this, compare it to suffering much greater and it will usually knock any retarded thought out of your head

>>42008918
idek i js feel awful, guilty.
and probably you are right but it does matter to me.
i am not the typical 6'3 giga Chad bi
i am a chopped nigga and liking women feels like a burden to me
I'd like to signal please don't freak out by mere presence I am gay
I will not even try talking to you please don't mind me
genuinely this is how I feel I want to be exclusively gay
but I can't

>>42008623
Aight.
>why?
Like seriously, there’s so much going on in that post that reeks of self-hatred. So, why?
>do you want to do something about your situation?
>And if so, where do you wanna be in one year time?

>>42009425
idk I guess I just hate being like this
>do you want to do something about your situation?
yes I want to be either fully gay or straight
I am done with this I want a boyfriend but I like women too situation
>And if so, where do you wanna be in one year time?
for the time being I'd say in a homosexual relationship but idk maybe [hopefully] I will grow up and learn to live MY lonely incel reality
I feel like I started to notice guys cause I was too lonely but it's been years like this and the gay thoughts don't leave me alone
In fairness I am the textbook definition of a prison gay.

>>42009484
What’s so bad about liking both men and women? If anything, doesn’t it double your chances at getting out of inceldom?

man i want to lick ass long loving and deep. i want to spend lose track of time time licking ass. just long relaxed licks until i doze off.

>>42009968
I respect that, but my fear of accidentally tasting poop prevents me from ever eating ass

>>42009484
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>>42006414
Nigga you need therapy. This amount of self-hate is going beyond pitiable and is now just straight up exhausting to look at. Fix your fucking brain, stop being such a whiny sad sack by whatever means necessary.

>>42011762
*freshly enema'd ass

>>42014437
Even then, I'm too paranoid lmao

>>42016373
understandable. i love it though. it has to be with someone special.

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i hate my Bi cycle so much, specially when i'm in a gynephilic straight phase.
i don't see that shit sexuality as mine ,is a biological imposition that rapes my self every time it arises, Something entirely external that violates my agency over my own self.
I wish i was just a normal gay dude, an actual gay kinsey 6 that feels indifference towards women and not a repulsion caused by brain damage and a broken sexuality.
i hate my gynephilia so much...

And the worst and maybe stupidest thing is that possibly i'm not even bi. I'm just a gynephilic moid that hates himself to the point of breaking his sexuality. Why i have to tolerate this imposed self?, this is not me, i have no agency over this, i dont want to live a life that is not mine and any life with this imposed self and flesh is not mine. I only want death so i could escape the imposed "me" their gynephilic feelings.

>>42019566
Damn... rare combo

>>42019566
Stop crying nigga and do something to change your life god damn

>>42012699
thanks for replying to my posts
yes I hate myself thats a fact and I need to work on that.

>>42019566
What's wrong with being straight?

>>42020795
Nothing. i have zero problems with straightness in other people (my mum is straight, kek). I'm just repulsed by possessing it for reasons that I don't fully understand well. It's more like i have the whim of having agency over that aspect of myself, and liking women feels like an external obligation. Also another aspect that i guess is a reason of why i have those feelings is that i'm AGP, and being gynephilic repulses me as i see it as something inherently masculine.

I'm like depersonalized from sexuality, it's like an external entity that alters my life and affects both identity and any future in ways i didn't want. and I'm filled with dread just by thinking on it.

>>42020411
What can I do to change the unchangeable? This will never be something mine. This, as a lot of other things, are just impositions and I'm repulsed by impositions.

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>>41997934
>it's now a fwb situationship
This outcome is also pretty neat, I gotta say.

>>42021173
>What can I do to change the unchangeable? This will never be something mine. This, as a lot of other things, are just impositions and I'm repulsed by impositions.
You can start by not talking like a sperg. No shit things don't change if you refuse to do anything to change your situation. Whining incessantly like this drives other people away from you like nothing else.

>>42019566
You the same dude as >>42006414 ?

>>42021706
No, i'm a different user that feels similar, i saw that post after finishing mine.
I can understand the confusion.

>>42021772
Both of you are whiny bitches and need to fuck off.

I'm 25 and figured out I was bi earlier this year while I was in long-term heterosexual relationship that recently ended. Now that I'm single I want to date guys but I feel like an adolescent pining for a first relationship again, it's like being put back at square 1.

>>42021772
It’s okay to be a bit straight though.

>>42022181
if you call that living

>>42022154
Enjoy, it will be a lot of fun!

>>41938218
he's got mean tranny grickle thirst
always succccccccing it

>>42023307
Thanks anon, I sorta feel like I have to make up for lost time and it's causing me to feel a little distress.