I want to be a girl so bad. My body is feminine , my voice a bit soft , sometimes I even get mistakenly Taken for a girl and my brother pokes me about it , I'm not trans or thought about transitioning tho , but oh how I wish I was a girl , watching lesbian porn/yuri manga (especially "non con" stuff) , etc has melted my brain it's literally the only thing that turns me on and makes me wanna jerk off even more , I HATE straight porn or anything that involves men in it , and I'm not getting any better , sometimes I zone off in my class thinking about being a girl and abusing my girlfriend I genuinely feel disgusting everytime I think about it BUT IT MAKES ME HARD , I can't stop I fucking hate myself I'm not able to sleep this last month because of the guilt man I'm killing myself
>>41926886>I'm not trans or thought about transitioningok, let's think about it: would you like to be a woman? like, if you were a woman right now, do you think you would enjoy life more?
>>41926886You hate not being a girl, you already have good potentialjust book an appointment with a psychiatrist or any other professional, talk about how you feel, and see/ask if based on that, they'd perscribe you hrt.Maybe you being into rape will go away, maybe not, but give what I said some thought and see as who you'll find your true self ^^
>>41926886Same. I gigafried my brain with weird porn and now I have crippling AGP. I don't know how to kill it other than by watching normal porn and hoping I return to wanting to be a man during sex again.
>>41926886>My body is feminine , my voice a bit softMany such cases of males who don't eat enough, don't exercise enough, and talk shyly believing that is the same as being feminine>watching lesbian porn/yuri manga (especially "non con" stuff) , etc has melted my brainDefinitely agp
