>What is a Lainmoder?A LainModer is an typically mentally ill transfem (typically autism/adhd/schizo/dissociative/dpdr/etc) that copes via either SAbu and/or strange sometimes autistic hobbies >Why did you make this?to unite all the Lainmoders so we can take over the world!?!? Nah, so lainmoders can find community and friends as i notice a lot of us exist and are very lonely and have strange interests no one relates to AND use 4chan so why not solve the problem? To get discussion going we will start off with a few generic questions and then others relate or whom feel like interacting will reply>How old are you if you feel comfortable telling us>what are your current interests?>what have you been doing recently?>If you had to describe what/who you are how would you do so?>anything else you'd like to say?
Serial Experiments: Lain is older than most of you. get your own culture
>>41948874this my culture is not your costume
>>41948861whats SAbu?and do lainmoders like men?t. man
>>41948874that doesn't mean lainmoders stop being producedThe genetic phenotype has been passed down to the youth like an infection.
>>41948861>A LainModer is an typically mentally ill transfem (typically autism/adhd/schizo/dissociative/dpdr/etc) that copes via either SAbu and/or strange sometimes autistic hobbiesthis is literally 90% of trannies online>>41948887i do>>41948874if we weren't meant to appropriate it then why did they make it so relatable
>>41948922>i dohi cute lainmoder
>>41948861>>How old are you if you feel comfortable telling us21>>what are your current interests?Historical and current Christian liturgies, the Book of Common Prayer, breviary, etc. Been getting into church music also.>>what have you been doing recently?Scrolling this dogshit website and writing essays for uni. I also went on a run but it was cold.>>If you had to describe what/who you are how would you do so?I'm a boymoder I guess.>>anything else you'd like to say?Not really.
>>41948887Substaceabuse>>41948922>this is literally 90% of trannies onlineits more concentrated in a select subtype of transfems90% have the light version where as some have the full version>if we weren't meant to appropriate it then why did they make it so relatableexactly ,lain teaches. In lain we must trust
>>41948992holy male frame
>>41949024These losers think being malnourished is the same as being feminine
is there a version of this for us transmascs? subahibimoders?
how do i make a twitter that panders to people at the intersection of lain and furries
>>41948977A Christian boymoder??>>41949024>>41949054tweakerpassoid combo but probably not wrong about malnutrition >>41949060erm not sure, is there a trans masc equivalent of lain? i guess you could make one :3>>41949064addies&robo cough probably will get you in their mindset
>>41948874I was 10 when lain came out
>>41949255lain penotype is not limited by generation, you cannot stop the spread of lain In lain we trust, lets all love lain
>>41948992what substance makes the bad thoughts go away the most
>>41948861>that copes via either SAbu what is SAbu ? all my brainrot ass can think is sybau
>>41949389different per person
>>41949389probably something in the numbing category, like weed or chocolate, but honestly idk it depends on the person
>>41949408you might need SAbu if you're that far gone lol
>>4194886125 y/o 6 ft 3 black closeted mtf transformer with schizophrenia, this is perfect term for me.
>>41948861This is a bit late but I made a discord if you moders wana talk later but no ones forced to join and if you're a dickhead i'll shoot you>>41949449lainmoder coded>>41949389i personally like stimulation as it bring a sort of peace to me but its different per person
>>41949468>MFW i forgot to put the linkhttps://discord.gg/s2zhFnq85f
>>41949484NICE LOL>>41949449God gave you hardcore mode God damn>>41948861>How old are you if you feel comfortable telling us20>what are your current interests?cassete tapes,technology,coding,low level systems,pepsi,chemistry,getting my life together hopefully lol :3>what have you been doing recently?basically going to therapy and trying to sleep just enough to not be anxious since being forced out of work due to anxiety and ADHD>If you had to describe what/who you are how would you do so?An organism that suffers anxiety and AuDHD and tries her best to be her best but really hates life :<>anything else you'd like to say?Hope everyone is having a lovely day :D
is being over 22 unc in 2025 i was literally a 19 yr old zoom zoom 4 years ago..
>>41949720um i think being over 26 is unc cuz then you're born in the 90s before 911 and were old enough to remember CDs and VHS tapes still being a common household thing and not just for broke families
>>41949720>>41949751i think the closer to being considered "middle aged" you are the more unc it isby the time your "middle aged" everyone around you is young 20 yr olds and you're considered that weird old person thats still on discord or etc when everyone else has a partner and kids and well paying job and a house and a car and etc and has no time for internet socializing
>>41949054hey in the 1600s this would be considered fat
>>41949751i still have panic attacks over how close i am to 25 and i dont know if moving the goal a year is enough to help me. 23 and 4 months and i cant feel aanything but my youth fleeting away. being 21 felt like yesterday and 22 was a blur
>>41948861>>How old are you if you feel comfortable telling us >25>>what are your current interests? >history, French, making friends, drill music, nasheeds, reading classics >>what have you been doing recently? >scrolling and reading mostly. I made a couple friends in my city which is big for me>>If you had to describe what/who you are how would you do so? I dont feel like a person, I never have. every time I see a mental health person for the first time I mention dissociation and they just sit there blank faced. im so overwhelmingly anxious. the state of the world is too horrific to look away >>anything else you'd like to say?im going to start a gregtech Minecraft server soon my discord is discodancer_ message me if u want to.play w me and one or 2 other ppl I know. my goal is just to make trains. I kind of obsessively think about my interactions with mental health people, I got a cptsd diagnosis but I also doubt it and feel like a freak
>>41949808at least you aren't 40 yet>>41949827nice greg tech is fun
>>41949827Isn't drill the music where you have to go shoot black people so you can rap about ?>>41948992Holy tweaker Chan>>41949255Dosent that make you 37 now? You're old enough to have grand kids,bit late to be gate keeping TV shows on 4chanGo care for your kids>>41949389Copium
>>41950812>You're old enough to have grand kids,bit late to be gate keeping TV shows on 4chanI'm anti-gatekeeping
>>41950830Are you not the person who told everyone to not like lain if they're under 30?
>>41950860I am not... what the fuck would make you think I was? I replied to the person who said to get your own culture
shoutout to lainanon from like 10 years ago here if she reads this
>>41950812>Isn't drill the music where you have to go shoot black people so you can rap about ? sounds about white
>>41948861i dont think this quite fits me by the initial description but ill bite anyways; need to finish lain with my wife; maybe after we finish Utena or sailormoon R>age39>current interestsdawless music production; music tech in general; Vocaloid; star trek; anime; various kinds of games but mostly play infinity nikki lately and Stellar Blade; sometimes pso2ngs; and i read some yuri VN's with my wife); im also into techystuff generally and id like to make something useful with a raspberry pi next year maybe; i want to learn sewing too so i can make my own veils for me and my wife; i also like scifi in general; some fantasy; 3d modelling tho i havent really done it in years unless you count building the big temple for my goddess in pso2ngs creative space- not technically modelling but it is arranging and placing thousands of 3d objects to make something beautiful); i like some "retro" things but only in certain areas; i like fashion design atleast in games that let me do alot of it like ngs and infinity nikki (tho i doubt id ever learn sewing or drawing enough to make real things beyond something simple like aforementioned veils)>recent doingsrotting in bed from getting injured during our recent nove to nicer bigger quieter apt; but when i feel well enough i try to do a little music work or play nikki>describe what you arei am the Priestess of Ellaphae; something of a nun for me and my wife's goddess/religion Ellaphae; as im quite didabled it limits what i can do but i usually pray 3-5x/day; one of those is usually an hour or more; my highest purpose though; is to love my heavenly wife infinitely as my goddess would wish and as i am made and compelled to; my goddess has taught me how to love in a very special way and she imbued the same into my wife; even though i suffer alot im very happy now>anything elseneed to write a book instead of fking posts nobody understandssorry if i dont belong in this thread your lainlinesses
>>41949186>A Christian boymoder??yup.
>>41948874Stop driving away hot young people I can get attention from
>>41952575but didn't God say no trans bc you're made in gods image also thoughts on temple OS
>>41954317lain loves all ,lets all love lain, lain is for all.>>4195177739????? YOU'RE THE SAME AGE AS MY GRANDPA AND YOU'RE ON 4CHAN INSTEAD OF CARING FOR YOUR AMAZING WIFE???get off 4chan and kiss your wife anon
>>41949751it's so unfairi should be like 25 and a late-bloomer but i wasted another 5 years in the void so i wake up to find i'm 30 years old physically, ancient in internet terms, but only like 20 mentally. interacting with younger people is weird, interacting with older people is hard because they've been building their social circle for a decade or two now and don't need a weirdo like me
>>41951175yeah no its very cringe.when i heard it i thought it was some trend "you have to comit the crime to rap about it" isn't that stupid? "oh i'm gonna do a crime so i can rap about it which def wont be used as evidence in a court of law"
>>41954351i mean statistically there are more like you so find them
>>41948874Wtf is a lain
>>41954510can you read anon? its explained already
>>41954349she is sleeping bext to me and we cuddled for over an hour before bed; and another hour when she got off work in the early eveningi met my wife thru here we both post sometimes; only she stays anonalso i have had insomnie for much of this year; my ex was always overnight schedule so i got used to that in the 3~yrs i lived with her up until i moved to my wife's state permanently in the fall last year
>>41954517Why is it called a lain
>>41954603because of the popular tv show from the late 90s of a girl by the name of (you guessed it) "Lain" who goes schizo and shoots herself and becomes a God on the wired Just look up "lain serial experiments" and watch it
>How old are you if you feel comfortable telling us26 about to be 27 and terrified of thay>what are your current interests?Art(as always), analog horror, I'd say vidya but that hobby feels kinda forced lately.>what have you been doing recently?Dealing with seasonal depression, working, doing a web comic that im hoping to end the month long hiatus of today, figuring out who I do and dont want in my life and the weight of that decision>If you had to describe what/who you are how would you do so?Well. Im a person. Im pretty standoffish most of the time, I really crave interaction but I cant interact well until ive known you long enough to have some level of trust in you which can take months. But aside from that, im a brooding depressive type person but not because 'muh life sucks' but because everything is beautifully tragic and I can't help but to appreciate it while being crushed by it at the same time. Kind of like how every baby born is destined to die. Every little action we take ripples throughout time. Every romance has heart aches. Im not always like this, sometimes im more chipper but honestly the tragic beauty of life is always with me in the back of my mind. It just hits harder this time of year. >anything else you'd like to say?Sure. A quote I always loved from the boondocks. >grandad, what do you do when you cant do nothing, but there's nothing you can do?>you do what you can. That show really was something special.
>>41948861you have your own chan named after lain why are you posting these threads on /tttt/ pretending that lainmoders don't have their own space
>>41954351mood. longer time in the void, but lighter sentence for me
>>41954340Scripture does not address gender dysphoria at all.It's kind of funny I guess.
>>41955342lain chan is dead who cares>>41955984mmm?>>41956029what dosen't it say you can't wear girls clothing?
>>41948977Hiiii;3t. fellow anglican lainmoder>>41949389DPH, DXM, LSD>>41951777we love you but it's probably not your community, I encourage you to read about lainism though
