Can't believe I'm growing a penis... its so erotic... t.ftm aap
giwtwmt. mtf
>>41959371Do you wish you were afab and could have a big clit?
>>41959379yes but specifically i want to be ftm
>>41959402Honestly kind of a mood tbhon.
>>41959416that swyer anon who posted the other day made me so jealous i want his life loli will never in my life be that hot but i will try my darndest
>>41959402>>41959416Cool, can you elaborate on why?
>>41959435I think it's the idea of being free from hatred towards my male traits (and socialization) and choosing to embrace them instead while also having more female traits.
>>41959359You must be getting the inches im loosing to estrogen induced shrinkage
>>41959402im a mtf like this too, wtf? it just seems like 24/7 party mode to be a male brain in a female body.
>>41959435when i was a kid i was content with being a boy but really just wanted a vagina. i was jealous of girls but only bc i hated my penis....grew up and got dysphoric and started misunderstanding and misattributing my feelings and transitioned (this is good anyways i don't mind being a woman and i am much happier) but through self-reflection and soul-searching came to understand i don't really feel like a woman at all and that the root of my problem is still just that i want a vagina. despite stealthing i also have a very masculine body and i think i would look much better flat-chested; if i could get top surgery without losing my nipples (not likely) i probably would. idk if i actually really truly want to be a man bc i enjoy femininity and my life now but i honestly i'm not sure i would mind being a man at all if i had a vagina. at this point i just identify as enby. i think ftms are cool.
>>41959359>I'm growing a penislol no
>>41959502Wdym? Its pretty similar
>>41959454I know that feel.
>>41959359>I'm growing a penislol yes. YES!!!
>>41959485Unironically it sort of is. I was a femrepper for a long time and I coped by having lesbian sex and developing autogynephilia towards myself. I’m my own type so even on occasions where I didn’t want to bother actually hooking up with anyone I could just play with my own boobs/pussy and imagine it was another girl touching me whilst simultaneously pretending I was groping another girl. Like you know how in family guy they mentioned how if you sit on your hand until it falls asleep and then jerk yourself off you can pretend it’s someone else doing it? Like that except bc homo I didn’t need to make my hand fall asleep. It was really hot actually, and even when I remembered I was actually just masturbating that was hot too bc a girl who looked like me masturbating is hot just in its own. I especially liked hearing my own moans and gasps, I even recorded myself and listened to it sometimes. There was just no way to lose in that situation (sexually I mean, the gender dysphoria sucked outside of sexual contexts).
>>41959558Ray M. Blanchard liked this post
>>41959605Genuine question, has Blanchard ever spoken about FTMs? Are they also categorized into AGPs (I guess AAPs) and HSTS?
>>41960027I'm pretty sure he said that AAP is a fake phenomenon.
>>41960057kekwhat a crackpot if trueeven more so than i already thought
>>41959402>>41959416>>41959485Huh?? Elaborate.
