passing is a myth

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>>41997442
Not entirely

>>41997447
entirely, all you have is staged photos cuz in reality these are men with big broad bodies and long skulls

>>41997454
and have you met these individuals in real life

>>41997457
ive seen some trannies irl but the only "HSTS" we have here seems to be the black prostitute kind and the white "women" are more agp-ish
trannies irl just look uncanny, most of the ones I've seen seem to have had facial feminization surgery

>>41997431
Mm

implying hsts ever pass

>>41997454
>big broad bodies and long skulls
You should meet me then.

>>42000860
um no thanks im not risking meeting a creepy man from the internet lmao

>>41997442
For you ugly ones

>>41997431
No
And men can't pass as women
You like anything with dick = you're gay/bi

>>42002921
>And men can't pass as women
Well no (limitations and exclusions apply) but trans women sometimes can

>>41997431
Chase Icon

>>41997447
are these aliens supposed to be an example of passing

>>42003326
I heard a rumour that she's an srsoid. Is it true?

>>42003737
Yes

>>41997431
when HSTS doesn't pass, it means it's actually a jeep

>>41997431
Nope I had a real hard time coming out today and women don't have a hard time coming out gay when they like men sexually. I always be gay first and transgender second

>>42004350
o rly

>>42004393
yes
the true distinction is
AGP = ugly rapehon
HSTS = pretty passoid

>>42004452
Hsts means you are only into men

>>42004463
no
this doesn't really matter

>>42004474
You only say this cuz ur a gynephile who doesnt grasp how rare exclusive androphilia is in amabs

>>42004463
Hsts are homosexual males who transition. If I didn't trans, I'd still be homosexual, attracted to men

>>42004493
ok nerd
as if anyone cared

>>42004493
It's not at all rare most gay men are exclusively attracted to men what's rare is being transgender

>>42004305
If that's what you consider passing then I have a colourful news for you

>>42004518
Only liking men is more common in trans women than in cis men, thats why hsts is a category

>>42004753
Oh yeah, if you're looking at all cis men. Gay men are more common than transgender males and most transgender males are heterosexual. It's only a few of us who are specifically homosexual yet transition

>>42004800
Most trans women are bi

>>41997447
What am I looking at here, fucking jaws?

>>42004806
So they say. I think most of them are straight

>>42004350
What if a jeep passes?

>>42005558
because its ideologically convenient for you to downplay and minimize the prevalence of same birth sex attraction in trans people

>>42005626
Whatever you say. I'll stick with what I know from what I see and from what I see those transgender women are heterosexual men before they transition. Very few of them are exclusively gay.

>>41998994
they have to. its in the typology, you have to pass to be able to feel attracted to men. otherwise they are pretending to be attracted.

>>42005642
yeah, most of them are bi, and you would have no reason to be around straight trans women anyways, what would they want with you

>>42005681
cant you read. they said trans women are heterosexual men before transition. even if they were gay men having sex with men, they were actually straight, and bisexuality isnt real.

>>42005695
nobody is heterosexual

>>42005681
For me, a straight trans woman likes women. I have no interest in women whatsoever. I can easily prove it by just saying, if I had a choice between being able to transition and have to go with women, or being a guy, to be with men, I pick the second and be with a guy, as a femme gay boy

>>42005713
there are no hsts on 4chan

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>>42005713
>there are no male attracted trans women on 4chan

>>42005642
It makes sense desu, it seems easier to realize you're trans if you act like a fag growing up but aren't gay, because then what are you

>>42005739
I don't even believe you really believe it. I think it's just special thinking in your part you're some kind of weirdo I don't understand? you want everybody to be like you?

>>42005778
Oh come on? You're just being weird. As if there's a reason homosexual men can't be on here. There's even a gen for homosexual men.

>>42005807
you mean to reply to the post above mine. my post is drawing attention to the absurdity of acting like trans women cant be into men if they use a website that cishet women also use.

>>42005784
I don't know what you are? I've always been confused about it because I think women like men only because they're taught to like men.
I don't think women really have a strong enough sex drive to be able to say, I like this sex better than that sex."
I think women like men because men take care of women, men pesue women, women naturally go with men even if they are not attracted to them

>>42005839
Why should they care if cis women use the same website?

When people ask me my sexuality and I say straight I feel like it’s kinda confusing, so I just default to saying bi. How do I say I am into men in normal terms (like for forms and stuff)

>>42005925
Did you come out homosexual when you were in school? Were you gay identified before you transitioned? If so, you are hsts

>>42005959
That’s not my question??

>>42005971
It's fine question to you. Were you exclusively homosexual when you came out during puberty? Were you strictly involved with gay men before you transitioned?

>>42005996
ur talking to a lying bisexual
you won't get an honest answer out of them

>>42005996
Are you okay

>>42005890
"hsts dont use this site" but somehow every other demographic does.

>>42006575
I don't understand why they wouldn't use this site. They're not banned from using this site and there are gay people on the site with males and females, so I wouldn't they use it? You don't have an explanation you're just making shit up

>>42006575
99% of this site is bisexual trans women

>>42006598
why are you being retarded on purpose? im saying that its insane to think that male attracted trans women dont use this site.
>>42006604
and they get called transbian even when only ever been with men and only romantically interested in men.

>>42006626
they are bi even if they only date men

>>42006604
Bisexual doesn't really mean the same thing as homosexual, before you transitioned. I can understand why they're not real common, but they do use the site

I've been on the site for ages. I'm definitely homosexual and came out gay before I came out trans

>>42006636
then why do so many call them transbian and claim they arent truly attracted to men

>>42006598
Because hsts are just straight women
they don’t care abt your brain worms or passing or your incel-coded terms
Giga hon, bideltoid etc
You guys and looks maxers are the same
>recessed jawline
>receding hairline
>negative cantal tilt
>misaligned jaw
Etc etc
You are the same
straight women don’t care about these autistic terms, the yearn for male attention and validation only or girly things. They have no reasons to be here

>>42006651
>straight women are all retarded frilly pink dressed bimbos that be shopping and kitchen
>anything else is lesbian

>>42006644
because amabs admitting to liking men is controversial

>>42006685
how? there are plenty of openly gay men. is this all a psyop to deprive chasers of trans gfs? lmao

>>42006651
I am definitely a homosexual male who lives as a female so it's easy for me to think of myself as a heterosexual female. However there's a great difference! I wasn't welcome as a teenager to be attracted to men the way normal girls are. I had accepted in a homosexual to be attracted to men. I've never had any interest in women even they're close never really got me to excited. I can't even tell you exactly why I became a woman other than thinking that I could get more masculine men, if that's even the answer I'm not sure?
I have no interest in the brainworm subjects. Think I am a woman, socially and in my personality but sexually I'm like a gay man.

>>42006664
Straight women don’t play vydia, don’t care about charts, science or inceligence
they are into some useless drama shit in twitter or hanging out or in dates.
This is a generalization, a trend a rough fact of course some cis women like autistic stuff etc but they are the exception not the rule.

>>42006685
Oh come on being gay is not nearly as controversial as you get a man that can't with being a man and has to get his dick cut off to be a woman 10 times more weird. I admit to beng both, not to the public

>>42006706
women aren't raped into adhering to gender roles when deviate anymore. also women in the middle east are the ones doing autistic computer stuff not the men. americans should just all kill themselves so we can move on with our lives.

>>42006706
I've never played a video game in my life in the closest I've ever come to Pac-Man game which I didn't play more than once to try it out. I don't care a whit about science

>>42006757
>admits playing a video game
>cares enough to claim doesnt care about science
basically MEF sissy fetishist autopedo

>>42006740
I don’t think that’s what happens though, specially in the Middle East.
And again I am speaking exclusively about general trends (I know there are super smart women out there outperforming men in male-dominated fields).
And also I am not American I am Latinx

>>42006775
You can't possibly me because I just admit that I don't like video games and never played a real video game. Closest I can find a video game with the Pac-Man at the college I went to. I only played it one time didn't like it. I never liked computer shit. I post cuz I talk on my phone I don't type it out I'm a typical hsts if you knew it one was. I agree most of them are not going to be on here because you don't respond quick enough. This place isn't social enough

>>42006783
>"Latinx"
>enforcing extreme gender stereotypes
thanks for the ride, but the bait posting is too obvious now.

>>42006798
You're just a goofball it's impressed with yourself with all your silly little quotes and underlining taking people's questions out of context. You're probably a nerd and a geek. Not everyone on here has your background or your interest

>>42006795
if you care more about fitting these gender stereotypes than whether you are attracting men shows you arent hsts. mimicking everything stereotypical about vapid cis women is extremely AGP.

>>42006806
>i come to the anime troon site to talk about how im not like them on blanchard autism threads

>>42006798
GEEEG
It’s alright I do think women are equally as smart and capable as men, unironically.
but my point still stands husstuss, are just women doing women things which normally do not entail posting on anonymous forums.

>>42006810
Okay, you're just an ignorant fool that doesn't want to get to know a person who's different from you. You don't want to get to know me bec
. You're worried I'd be different than you and maybe better than you, but I don't think I am, but apparently you think I'm better than you.

I've never been attracted to women! I don't even care about the other criteria .I am a homosexual male !

>>42006819
Sorry weirdo I don't even know what you're saying here?

>>42006868
the fact youre even in this thread undermines what youre trying to claim about yourself.

>>42006859
Sorry, thought i was talking to a trans woman not a man. Please fuck off.

>>42006887
I don't care what you think. We're not going to get along so why should I care about you. I was born male and I've lived as a gay man for the first 10 years after I came out. The past five years I was living as a female it's as simple as that it's not a hard study.

>>42006876
Oh I see cuz I'm bored and I don't have nothing else to do I'm suddenly not supposed to be here because I don't fit the type? I don't really care I thought you guys were a little smarter than this but apparently you're stupid think everyone has got to be the same as you. Tell you one thing I don't like about this site I don't like that you can't edit your post if you get one word wrong you can't correct it

>>42006902
You cant be living as a female if you are a man, which you also claimed you are. You also clearly care what others think since you keep arguing how youre one of the good special sexual predator class ones in the typology instead of the disgusting creepy normal human person one (AGP).

>>42006922
Why are you calling me a predator you know I'm not a predator
I'm curious about younger people and I'm curious about why you think the way you do. I can't comprehend you very well because there's a generation difference between us

>>42006917
>how dare you hold me to the standards i choose to identify from

>>41997431
Fun fact: they're gay men
Another fun fact: you're also, a gay man

>>42006940
You choose to follow the blanchard typology, you deserve to be talked down to for it.

>>42006942
You know what I picture you as? Real nerdy little overweight boy too wants to be a girl because girls get more attention. I think I'll transgender women are the same in that respect we all think we can do better if we don't have a small little male body. In your case probably a little fat body

>>42006706
Trannies will write shit like this and wonder why women don't want to accept them

>>42006956
I don't follow anyone. I'm saying is that I was gay before I transitioned and in many ways I wish I would have stayed gay and not have transitioned because I would have been a lot happier as I got older. Something which is common to people like me but probably not coming to somebody who likes girls and transition because that's a whole different mentality.

>>42006979
Nta, but that's interesting. Why is that?

>>42006971
and call you fat for making fun of them for it. because they think they are the good retard male attraction instead of my normal male attraction that doesn't require intentionally being retarded

>>42006971
Why would they care what women do? As long as men are attracted to you it's the whole reason that I presented female cuz I like going out to clubs with all these guys looking at me. If I didn't have that what would be the sense of transitioning

>>42006902
You aren't living as female, woman socially but not female

>>42006987
Why is it that I wish I hadn't transitioned? Answer that question is easy. When I transition I thought I could always straight guys which I did but none of them really want to take me serious because I never would tell him I'm transgender so they never got to know me as a human being I would leave them way before they ever decide to leave me I'd date a guy ghost him. In trans for someone like me is a recipe for loneliness

>>42006971
Thanks to Yahweh I am not trans lel

>>42006997
Because trannies like this just create more transphobes and make lifes for the rest somehow more hard.

>>42007003
I'm living in some female. All my identification says female people my medical records I'll say female. In a way I wish it didn't but then again I don't know if I could ever live as a guy?

>>42007021
This is what i mean by retarded. You ruined your life by transitioning since you choose to purity test straight men. I don't so I can just have normal relationships with them.

>>42007032
You're not a female in a way you have xx chromosomes and womb
You're socially a woman but male

>>42007021
Bi men fuck trannies
They call themselves straight because they learn how to play the game

>>42007027
I really could not care less! I live as an older woman. I'm not even interested in sex because going to the changes destroyed my libido and my ability to have sex so now I'm just some hole to fuck I don't even like to have sex

>>42007063
> I live as an older woman
How much old?
> I don't even like to have sex
Damn. So you wish you haven't transitioned?

>>42007043
This is the kind of nonsense bugs under the skin which makes you have brainworms I don't ever think about that kind of stuff you can't see it it's not there for me but you like her not I'm that simple minded so fuck off weirdo I don't care what you think

>>42007076
It's not brainworms it's a reality

>>42007021
Do you have SRS

>>42007076
not sure why they even said it when the person they were saying it to literally identifies as being a man that ruined their life to fuck guys that are straighter.

>>42007039
The purity test, straight men? Call it whatever you want it's easy to get laid by straight guys. Go to any bar any kind of country western joint you get laid.
What ruined it was I got two carried away with the idea of being able to have the freedom to have sex normally with men without having to deal with being a homosexual. I'm sure most guys think that would be exciting if they could try it but most of them don't want to change their gender identity like I did. I didn't ever stop to realize I was taking apart my sexuality in the process. It would have been a lot easier to be a gay guy but if I got older I don't know if I could cope with being an old looking gay guy?

>>42007060
I've never been interested in bisexual men are. I like guys who are really masculine like hunters and fisherman guys who are rednecks. I like Mega guys Trump supporters. I just like dumb Old redneck boys

>>42007123
Those are unironically biggest bisexuals and fags though

>>42007075
I don't know I'm just so frustrated older person who wishes I had a different life or I wish I had a boyfriend I wish I had a husband I wish I had some man in my life that would run my life for me. I've never been good at taking care of myself when I was attractive and younger I always had some guy that would take care of me I don't really think I would have been successful or happy as a gay guy I'm just not happy as who I am so I think well maybe I should live with a gay guy. I had my chance of being a gay guy I had a boyfriend and I left him cuz I wanted to take estrogen and be a girl

>>42007106
i get that. i started hrt for that reason, i just didnt feel the need to fear enjoying trying new things because its not female enough. why should someone hate guns or gardening just because they are female trans.

>>42007086
>me don't care
And nobody can make me

>>42007093
Yep I'm a Biber girl

>>42007135
Yes you make me laugh because I can just imagine you're saying it to their face

>if I make a thread saying it then that makes it true!
The only problem with your whole theory is there's no such thing as passing and even if there were it only equates to fooling people, not changing reality

>>42007146
You're still a male woman though

>>42007139
I don't really care about what females are like. I've always been the type of girl that other women think I'm all for the men. That is what they say about women like me "she's all for the men."

>>42007185
No I'm not I wish I was but I'm not I have the body of a woman I can't ever change it back. I have a vagina

>>42007193
Then why were you arguing about video games with that other person, which only serves the purpose of adhering to blanchard?

>>42007137
You still haven't told me how much old
I want to know who's the oldest hussie on the board

>>42007206
He was saying that girls don't play video games and I'm saying I never liked video games I certainly never played a video game on the television screen I don't even know how to set that up. I've never had any kids my own

>>42007201
That doesn't change chromosomes
There is nothing wrong with being male woman anon

>>42007210
I have other problems which make me immature and I'm definitely the oldest person on here. I know from being on here that you don't like old people but I definitely am an old person

>>41997431
The real question is are hsts tops or bottoms ?

>>42007214
yeah because youre larping as a bimbo to meet hsts expectations. if someone says "girls dont do this" why do you turn up to say how you dont do that thing while being a girl unless you are encouraging the enforcement of rigid gender roles? you weren't adding anything, just agreeing with them that you arent a real woman if you play games.

>>42007217
Sure you do you're picking up hormones Everything Changes any bugs under your skin that were underneath there are all going to be changed into some other kind of bugs. Why do you give a shit about it anyway what difference does it make if those plugs into your skin that way you can't see them so they can't make a difference if you get red they're looking at you somehow other your skin

>>42007236
You can't see it but it's still there!

>>42007226
>and I'm definitely the oldest person on here
Please tell me
It would be cool if you're 60 or something

>>42007230
I'm not doing any of those things that's all in your head. All I'm doing is saying who I am and being totally upfront and honest with everybody I should have been a gay boy and stayed a gay boy but instead I thought it was really pretty when I was younger I thought I was really feminine looking super hot and I went for it and thought I could get all these straight guys which I did but none of them ever loved me or offered to marry me right now because I was always afraid they'd find out I was reall someone who used to be a male

>>42007241
I can't see Pluto either but I know it's really there but what difference does it make it's not going to hurt me and use this other stuff. It's useless crap to worry about something as stupid as bugs under your skin

>>42007262
Never said you have to worry about it
But it's still true though

>>42007252
I've been out here before and there are people who know that I'm really old. I'm older than you think I am that's for sure

>>42007278
If I don't have to worry about it what's the point? What difference does it make maybe I got some kind of a unusual cancer inside of my body too but not going to worry about it until I get sick from it.

>>42007254
>real girls dont play games
>"i dont play games"
and now youre deflecting again. since you are trying to larp as hsts while claiming you arent. if you were sincere you wouldn't have been desperately playing into that. if you are a real person you deserve your current life.

>>42007280
You're older than 60?

>>42007294
I never said real girls don't play games I said I've never played video games. I think there's a difference to most reasonable people I don't know what you mean by deflecting what am I deflecting? I don't even know what a LARP is. I'll have to look it up. I used to know cuz I've been I was here in 2014
Maby I don't fit in as a regular. Doesn't mean I never posted on here just saying hst's number post? I've posted on here few times years ago.

>>42007309
You're going to need to give me a lot more. Why do you or the others think I'm happy homosexual and post on here? If I stayed male could be a homosexual and why would you say if you're changing to a female you can't be a homosexual I don't understand if you mean a heterosexual woman but I never being a heterosexual woman

>>42007347
you used that in response to someone trying to push their classifications to place yourself as "one of the good ones" otherwise there was no point in your reply. and now youre claiming hsts again which is what youre here for. im happy youre lonely and isolated.

>>42007365
Might be a problem with me being a homosexual is it because I'm saying I'm homosexual and I change genders and you want me to call myself heterosexual? Okay I'll be agreeable with that but I still am attracted exclusively to masculine men I've tried to get into feminine man I've tried to get in a cross dressers and I'm lying to myself and them and they always know it so only guys I get off on our straight fucking men

>>42007365
You also seem to be saying that you can't be a good one and be heterosexual or attracted to women? Who made up that maybe you're just psyching yourself out with stupid ideas about who's attracted to who what does that mean. I'm simply attracted to men and I'm not at all practical women and you could ask a question why did I transition then if I have no appreciation for the female body that would be an intelligent question you never think about

>>42007377
youre replying to the wrong post, wtf are you even talking about? why would you try get into feminine men?

>>42007399
When I was going through transitioning and still involved in the gay community I happen to meet some guys who were actually more part of the straight Community who liked transgender women yet they were cross dressers straight men who like to dress up like women and I just couldn't get into them even though they would have been a compromised I just couldn't get into the dressed up like that I lost interest in them

>>42007386
okay so youre just retarded and ESL since you clearly cant read. im saying that being attracted to women and not strictly adhering to gender stereotypes is fine, while you insist on ruining your life to adhere to a typology that didnt even reallyexist when you started if you are as old as implying.

>>42007417
dont know what to say then. sorry i can find actually masculine bi men to date and you cant i guess?

>>42007427
No English is my first language I am using a talk to text on my phone and it doesn't always work right and there's no edit button at all on this and I can't edit it and I just don't give a damn you're going to call me an English is my secondary language over I know you're just being rude because you and I both know it's not true I'm not a foreigner I'm an American.

>>42007454
you have now convinced me you are indian by writing like that. good job.

>>42007450
After I completely transition and add the surgery I moved to the most redneck parts of the country you can imagine rural West Texas for guys actually live like cowboys and I had a lot of sex there and that's when I realized I was screwed up because I didn't really like it. I like to psychologically but physically it didn't do much for me and I couldn't climex
Why would you wish hardship on me I'm not here to harm you I'm just here to talk to you and be friendly

>>42007464
Yeah sure. I believe you're that stupid

>>42007427
Being attracted to women and not necessarily following stereotypes is okay and why do you think I have a problem with this? I don't if I were a guy, I would be gay and since I really don't think someone who changes their gender and really qualify for being heterosexual when they like the sex that they were as a child I don't really think that's being the same as being straight. I do understand it's not the same as being gay either it's not bisexual not like I like men and women I only like men

>>42007470
i wish you the life you made for yourself because you choose to come here and insidiously promote blanchard while doing your broken english stories of how you committed to a bit.

>>42007507
Insidiously promoting Blanchard? I never even mentioned the guy I think I know who he is he's some kind of a sexologist from Canada and I read something about him back in the 1980s. Why do you care about him? I'm sure there's newer people that are more up on the current debate about whatever it is. You know something really Insidious is that we all have the same thing that is as much as I tried and as much as I feel I fail with being a guy and be gay I know I could never do it because there's something wrong with my brain it makes me need to be a girl and you got the same problem even if you like women still stick that in your ass

>>42007530
come on this is too much now kek.

>>42007546
Oh, you don't believe that being trans has its own ideology. Gay or straight it doesn't make you less some more trans it makes it different in terms of how you deal with being trans maybe but it has no impact on whether you're trans or not

>>42007626
then why tf were you propping up the blanchardist by approving that their assessment holds as you meet it? kys you knew what you were doing.

>>42007644
I was responding to someone who asked or who stated that there were no hsts I was saying I'm one I definition and I've always been gay from the male perspective I've always liked men. You don't like attractive man I don't know what your problem is

>>42007663
>gets caught promoting blanchardism
>"your bf is ugly"
pathetic

>>42007670
You're just a very sensitive youngster who thinks your interpretation is always correct

>>42007680
my interpretation: people can be trans, no need to pathologize it
your interpretation: blanchard is right and im hsts
total boomer death desu

>>42007694
Yeah I might even be too old to be a boomer I don't know. I do probably pathologize more than you do. I don't go on with a Blanchard said cuz I'm not even sure what he said. And he probably had something to do with being a homosexual is more like being a transsexual and if you did this for what you're so mad about. I would have thought you forgot about that shit right now?

>>42007723
why are you in the hsts discussion thread pretending to be old and retarded. really. if you are real, please know that blanchard is a gay man, and people push his typology in a self harming or othering way depending on how they identify.

>>42007758
The man wrote about this shit in 1985 I believe maybe in 1989, before 1990s. I figured you were far beyond. Maybe you should just forget about it and let people have their sexual orientation and their gender identity. When somebody tells me there's no gay males on the site I get a little bit confused

>>42007873
This board was mostly gay and bi men in 2013/2014. What they are claiming is that using this website disqualifies you from the hsts label in the blanchard typology because blanchards typology has retarded requirements that designate you agp the instant you dont meet one.

>>42007873
also you keep adding weird shit to your posts that only make sense as a troll. so you are asking for it.

>>42007904
Oh I do think it was more gay and I was first here. And I didn't know that the topology was a trigger for people so much I don't think it ever really was taken serious enough to be part of the diagnostic statistics manual

>>42007966
i see kids getting upset and self harming over it, so feel a duty to push back against it on their behalf.

>>42007930
I'm not adding any bird shit as far as I know I'm just staying at the way I think about it I'm talking into my phone and it's taking down my words as I talk so maybe it sounds more like talk that's what I'm doing

>>42007978
I'm going to tell you a little secret. I have not known anyone who is transgender in the past many years probably going as far back as that Blanchard guy

>>42008043
can you rephrase this? what are you saying lel
you mean you dont have any trans acquaintances in person?

>>42008073
>going
Yes I'm saying exactly that. I'm also telling you that most of my life, I've been extremely agreeable and copacetic with everyone else which is not really my true self, I'm really a little bitch

>>42008113
is this because of the threats of violence if didnt perfectly look and act the part? is your true self meant to be more confident and cunty?

>>42008176
Yes I come off online is if I'm really awful halftimes because in my real life I am very much a very shy quiet woman. I'm certainly not a threat to anyone.

>>42008190
i see. i was being mean on purpose since you insisted on doing something where it now seems you just lack of the cultural context to see why i had an issue with it. i dont see why you would be a threat to anyone, its just some medical concepts are used to harm people and they keep being promoted.

>>42008235
You know I was thinking of something that you can maybe confirm or deny. When I first came out nobody knew what a transgender person was even a transsexual at least not commonly. The only way I can express myself as being gay. If I could have identified as transgender from the start I might have been different and I understand it to myself

>>42008280
not sure what your thing you are asking to confirm is here. but trans wasnt a known thing when i first tried to come out, it was just like, im gay but internally female so being into men is natural because how else could i be like this. if you had a better defined knowledge of trans identity before you likely would have been more like the others that were confident from the start.

>>42008334
Well sure. I'll tell you some of the best times I had my life when I was about 16 I knew I was gay so since I was 14 and I had to jump up on all these good looking 19 year 20 year old guys for a sexy I always ended up fucking them. Life just doesn't get better than that and when shared 19 and 20 years so you're expected to be totally different.

>>42008334
Do you feel somewhat offended by gay sex?
I don't mean to be offensive, I'm just looking back and thinking of when I was the most happy

>>42008583
i was raised christian conservative, i was required to see it as bad, but it was also the thing that aroused me the most as i was so attracted to men, and gay sex as a concept let me imagine me with my body having sex with guys i liked. i just had to keep telling myself im not allowed to act on it or will burn in hell.

>>42008617
I never believed in any religion. I was kind of a hippie girl who lived up in the Communes. I was a foster kid and throw away Kid. Kept my mouth shut because I wanted to live as a girl. I was a gay boy who lived as a girl

>>42008650
what would you have lost if didnt keep your mouth shut?

>>42008733
But I lost with my life yeah I really lost my life. And I don't have parents to blame for it.. I don't have anyone to blame but myself, you see I could have transition that I was 15 years old and a time before anyone ever heard a transgender. I was brought off. I was tricped by those didn't even know they're tricking me.
I didn't think I cannot accept which is I try to be a guy a gay guy but a guy and that's when I blew my window sure I still transition young but not young enough to give myself a real chance to look normal and it looking like a piece of shit you know I passed in the service I still didn't have the body of a normal girl as far as I'm concerned I threw my life away very young

>>42008763
back then you would have been made to wait until into adulthood anyway and chances are you would not have known to get pet store estrogen. what do you mean by passed in the service? like you looked like a woman in the military?

>>42008791
I'm trying to say I had a pretty clear shot to being treated for a transexuals when I was 15 but I tried to be a dude. I wanted to try to be a gay guy I really fucked by myself doing that because I really was never a guy. It's just no one knew anything about transgender back then

>>42008820
rip. so close. cant even think of a way i could have accessed it at all at 15, would have had to just self orchi and wait it out till can hrt as adult.

>>42005670
oh yeah of course. after all how can you love me n if you don't truly love yourself?

>>42006637
I don't think that's correct