When did you became disatisfied with your natal sex?What made your realized you needed to be the other gender?What part of yourself gives you the most dysphoria?This is a no-judgement thread. I'm only here to listen and understand.
idk but i really want to fuck this turkish incel guy and everyone needs to know tha
>>41998314>When did you became disatisfied with your natal sex?Since i can recall>What made your realized you needed to be the other gender?Just general distress from my body not matching my identity and how society assigns roles>What part of yourself gives you the most dysphoria?Now, nothing, back then, dick and lack of tits>This is a no-judgement thread. I'm only here to listen and understand.
>>41998314>When did you became disatisfied with your natal sex?At 11 or so. Before that I didn't pay much attention to gender, perhaps due to being a loner bookworm child.>What made your realized you needed to be the other gender?The existential horror I felt upon realizing I couldn't dodge puberty and the changes were happening whether I wanted them or not.>What part of yourself gives you the most dysphoria?What part doesn't? Although the general shape of my body and the genital area take the top spot.
>>41998314>When did you become dissatisfied with your natal sexprobably around 12-13 when puberty started, I remember i was really really sad and didn’t understand why, and i felt really ashamed of my body and kept hiding myself and wouldn’t take showersat 14-15 i started realizing what specifically was up and what i specifically didn’t like, which was the effects of testosterone >What made you realize you needed to be the other gender?i started embracing femininity around 14-15 and internally perceived myself as andro/feminine and wanted to express myself like that, and I coped thinking i was just a femboy (i know, gross porn term)it took a little bit but i realized at some point that I wasn’t a “femboy” since I wanted to be just fem, no boy, and realized there wasn’t a single aspect of masculinity (physically speaking) I wanted, after that it clicked and I was like oh I think I want to be a girl>what part of yourself gives you the most dysphoriaprobably my bones, im not super cooked since I started HRT at 16 but I have a horrible brow bone that I hate, my nose is fucked up but that’s less a male thing and more being punched in the face and having a deviated septumit doesn’t help I weigh 100lbs, so I look like a walking skeleton and my cheeks are very sunken exposing more of my stupid male skull. I would look a lot better if I put on some pounds, but I just can’t gain weight. It makes me want to cry so bad
>>41998314Faketrans reporting hereMainly hitting puberty, realising my natal sex is the kind that gets covered in hair, goes bald, smells bad and has to act masculine in order to be appreciated. And that women are the kind that are liked for being feminine instead of punished and whose bodies naturally make them that way, such that my whole life trying to look like a twink was a losing uphill battle and women just get that for free. Gradually, I began to hate them.
>>41998314I don't have gender dysphoriaI'm really happy to be a guy and I love my bf
It's hard to tell, I definitely knew I might be trans when I was 14 and I wasn't too happy with that. Before that, I vaguely remember that strange feeling always being with me but I don't know if I thought of it as "I want to be a girl" before I was 14. Most of my life people saw me as quite masculine because I put in an effort to be that way due to insecurity about whatever this is.I tried crossdressing when I was 18 and loved it but it made me deeply uncomfortable with my body, now I am 19 and I have sort of just accepted that transitioning is a good thing to do.
>>41998314I just didnt wanna go bald and look like my dad
>>41998448I am bisexual but I like dating dudes, I figured that out when I was 14 about same time I first got the girl feeling but looking back I had a crush on a lot of my male friends and it just didn't register to me that is what it was
>>41998314>When did you became disatisfied with your natal sex?dissatisfied by 12, but i knew something was different by 6>What made your realized you needed to be the other gender?the thoughts got louder>What part of yourself gives you the most dysphoria?i would just say "body" but if i was being specific i guess my hips, waist, and hair (body, facial, and head)
>>41998457I guess I don't really like my hairline (Everyone just says I have a widows peak but I don't wanna chance it) and I hate what little body hair I do have, stubble, and chin. I think I am pretty fortunate with the body I am in all things considered, its not full on body horror for me since I can make it look nice given 15 minutes in the morning to do it up right.
>>41998468>I can make it look nice given 15 minutes in the morning to do it up right.i do the same. i also use minoxidil on my head. for something that caused me such distress it was very easy to handle
>>41998314I'm very grateful for threads like these, because they're a blatant reminder that I'm not actually gender dysphoric. I just deeply hate myself and I happen to be a man, so I also ended up loathing it as well.
>>41998314im just trying stuff cuz nothing feels like anything & im out of ideas
>>41998513you just dont wanna be bald and ugly thats it
>>41998314No sir... I don't like it...
>>41998314>When did you became disatisfied with your natal sex?Always? I never really viewed myself as a boy, and was apathetic to distasteful of my genitals. I didn’t like my body or how fucking lanky testosterone made me. I was adamant about wanting to be a woman when I grew up as a kid lol. I had the first thoughts of actually transitioning at around 14 and suppressed them until 17. >What made your realized you needed to be the other gender?It wasn’t really ever about gender. I care much more about how my body feels to be in, but I felt suffocated by the “man” label and the bodily expectations of men. It wasn’t something I could fulfill and something that I didn’t want to fulfill. I wanted to have a pretty body, and having my body be classed as a man’s body didn’t make me feel that. So I experimented with being nonbinary for a bit, and while I enjoyed being regarded socially as something different from a man, it just wasn’t what I needed. I needed to actually have my femininity front and centre. I kinda just broke down one night when I was 17 and knew I couldn’t live with the way my body looked. >What part of yourself gives you the most dysphoria?I really don’t like my dick and balls, but I also just notice the damage testosterone has done to my body and it makes me insane. My wide ribcage, long nose & browbone, and a bunch of other things that can just be fixed by surgery. My height used to make me sad, but I moved to a different country and most people here are somehow taller than me (5’10”) It’s a long road ahead, and I am not anywhere as far along it as I want to be. HRT is wonderful, and has gotten me around 65% to where I want to be. I just need FFS, Vaginoplasty, and Rib Remodeling to be 100% happy with my body.
