Did your dick ever regain full function? Balls working? Tits deflate?Rock hard again like pre hrt or just mostly or not at all?How long were you on it and how long have you been off and what has come back?
>>42001714Is that one of those they/thems?
>>42001714I got vaginoplasty before detransing, so ..
>>42001740bruh
is that 2hollis
>>42001771It's fine bro just a custom loadout
>>42001723Probably just some famous pretty boy artist whose name I don't know
>>42001807This made me laugh so hard lmao
>>42001714My dick never lost function at all even on HRTThe cones are kinda deflating but it might also be wishful thinking>t. 8mos on 1.5 mos off
Anyone who was on injections for years and quit grow your cock and boners back?>>42001914Whyd you quit and have the cones shrunk much or not reallyWhats your t
>>42002003>Whyd you quitI do not desire breasts nor am I trans>have the cones shrunk much or not reallyit feels like they have a bit, or at least they're not as noticeable through clothing>Whats your tno idea I never bothered with blood tests
>>42001723David Sylvain
>>42001714I'm wondering the same thing. Bump.
>>42002130Looks retarded
>>42002476Kys in all universes and heavens hells and futures and all enterprises that may come to be universes and I curse you and all your ancestors and your offspring to the 49th generation, David is a fucking saint!!
bump
>>42001714My dick worked mostly like before, but I was sterile and low T and my tits shrank and looked like half gyno/pecs. I was on for 2+ yrs HRT. Everyone said I looked several years younger than I was. Now I'm transitioning again (lol) and getting the same results at 9 months as I did at around a year and a half before.
>>42003150why did you detroon in the first place?t. repper
>>42001714>Did your dick ever regain full function?yeah Balls working? They coom but IDK if I'm fertile. >Tits deflate?no>Rock hard again like pre hrt or just mostly or not at all?yeah
>>42003150the body remembershuman bodies are fucking amazing
>>42001714Adding to OP's question:How long were you on HRT for before detrooning? >>42003469
>>42003515>How long were you on HRT for before detrooning?1 year, pussied out due to pressure from family.
>>42001714>picreljesus christ bruhmogs me????
>>42003469what form of hrt?anyone on injections for years experience dick working fully again?
>>42003668was on injection monotherapy for 4 years and everything started working normally by ~2 months
>>420038653 months off and things are on and off... morning erections are back but not always rock hardcan't gauge them except they don't feel like 100%
>>42003916have you gotten your levels checked? also what ester were you injecting?
>>42003865Any tit shrinkage at all? How long off?
>>42003940not yet but EEi think when i was doing it consistently for the past years i was in the 800s or similarly highnever had dick shrinkage but boners are iffy
>>42001714You guys really lose your dick functionality?I have high E levels from weekly EEn injections. Been on E like 7 years or w/e. Zero loss in functionality in terms of getting hard. I don't cum much or at all but getting hard is not an issue. It's weird to me so many get ED so easy
>>42003946yeah that happened within a few months, just looks like gyno now but I was never bigger than an a cup to begin with.about 15months since I first stopped but I've been a little back on and off>>42003959weird, I was on cypionate which only has a slightly shorter half life than EE I think.
>>42003997I had weak erections before HRT (phimosis didn't help either) but it makes sense that there's a lot of variance. I imagine it also depends on your overall blood flow and activity level. No T for increased blood flow means that if people want to maintain their erections, they need to lead more active lifestyles.
>>42003997I'm just 2.5 months on Estradiol/Spiro and I still get pseudo hard sometimes but it's def not the same. And almost no night erections thank god
>>42004011Aww I have naturally super high blood pressure so makes sense.Still if weak erections before hrt then detrooning unlikely to help unless address the other issues too
>>42003420A combination of lack of insurance running my hrt stock dry, shitty jobs that didn't offer insurance and paid garbage wages, having no lgbt friends in the middle of nowhere where we could support each other, and having to live with my folks who charged me just enough rent that I could never move out while banning me from dressing femininely, and a bit of homelessness happened as well
>>42003997>>42004001years made my dick curve up I think that's the problem it's also hard to stay hard in sex or moving
>>42004056I don't really plan on detrooning but I have noticed changes in erections. When I first switched to injections I started getting erections again and now I maybe get one every other week?
>>42004088hugsSorry to hear that.We really need to get that Church of TruTrans going.
>>42002003I stopped hrt for like 3 weeks a few years ago when I was sad and spiraling. my tits shrunk a cup size but cock stayed the same size. Never lost ability to get/maintain erections but I still shrunk a whole inch since you don't get spontaneous erections anymore. Male libido came back with a vengeance.Everything went back to normal after I got back on hrt, and I've since gained a 2 cup sizes, a fat ass, and thick thighs. Still get rock hard and it stays even after finishing, despite having <20 T and 150-200ish E. It's a little embarrassing desu since it's obvious when I'm even slightly turned on. Bf likes it tho so can't complain. I'm sure if I stopped hrt again I would return to man within a few months. Just thinking about it makes me incredibly sad.
>>42004253well, you're lucky, i'm worried i have to cope with this bullshit in exchange for essentially nothing since transition is a scam. maybe i'm just sleep deprived though idk
>>42004284Sleep deprivation will kill erections more than E
>>42004334E over years gives you Peyronie's.
>>42004357How so?
>>42004357That's weird, I've had that since childhood. First I've heard of it tho. It got better after hrt since I don't extend as far and curvature is less pronounced. Didn't know it had a name or that E could cause it>>42004284Try topical T cream once a week. I tried it a year or so ago. Erections were like before hrt and lasted long enough to hurt. It's not enough to change your T significantly
>>42004617Everyone I know who did it eventually got a curve in their dicks and that also causes ED from the scar tissue/plaquehttps://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC6987613/This isn't specifically about peyronie's but E causes ED in the base of the penis where so many people get a curve. It's not unheard on this board either and though it doesn't happen to everyone there's a good chance it happens *eventually* to most people on e
>>42004719T cream is hard as fuck to get in the US
>>42004734Really? I got some gel for ftms, from otokonoko without issue
>>42004788Really now, I didn't know they sold creamLink? Once a week good enough or daily?
Started a week after turing 20Stopped at 23 ishResumed at 25 (now 26)My libido came back when i got off it.I stayed flat besided my buds being bigger than normal . I lost sensitivity in them after a while when i got off it
>>42004832My bad, no longer sold. I did a quick search for an alternative but didn't find anything. I'd have to do a deep dive to find it, maybe dark web. It's too much work. Good luck fren
>>42004719What dosage did you use your t-cream at? I asked my Endo for t-cream and she said it didn't work because the penis relates to bloodflow.
>>42005423In my experience, endos aren't that well versed in anything to do with transition. Their expertise is mostly in treating diabetes and thyroid conditions. I took 10% concentration, (100mg T/g gel) once a week for like a month. My research said to use 25-50 per week but dosing that out with the bottle I got was too difficult so I said fuck it and took the whole gram.I had a gf at the time and was able to top on demand without issue. However, after the month of that dosage, I noticed my body odor started changing back to male so I stopped taking it. No other effects were noticed but I didn't wanna risk it or smell like a man. If I ever do it again I will dilute my doses. It probably would have worked just as fine for me at a lower dose, I was just being a lazy bitch about it.
>>42006141Thank you! What was your HRT regimen at the time and when did you start?
>>42001740That is a monumental fuck up. Generational mistake (literally).
>>42006141100mg/week is an insane dose, usually i've heard of it being prescribed as 5mg/week or 2.5mg twice weekly
>>42006208>>42006301I may be misremembering the actual amount. I found the order but it doesn't list the amount to use. I just remember I was supposed to use a quarter pump at the concentration indicated. I found the order email but I cannot see what the actual concentration is. It's also no longer listed on otokonokos site
>>42006208Regimen was/is 5mg ECyp per week. Monotherapy
>>42002624Shut your mouth down bitch.
Damn i didn't know there were this many detransers on 4chans one and only tttt. Damn motherfuckers what's happening with y'all
>>42007896I'm gone kms and become a statistic
Bump But please guys don't go to the rep gen and pretend that you are one of us (you are moders instead)you was on E once so you are don't real rep
>>42001714I was on HRT for 4.5 years- I've been off the estrogen for about a year now. My libido is 30-40% of pre-E, I can get hard but not as hard as I used to get (60% maybe?), I do produce seminal fluid but it's quite a bit less thick(fertility is iffy). Hoping for further improvement as time goes on, I figure it should be fine with Viagra or Clomid for fertility in the future.
>>42001714Also tits shrank a bit but not that much. Will need gyno surgery probably. Thanks Jews
>>42008335> Thanks JewsYou did it to yourself
>>42008532Have you heard of a joke?
>>42008312What was your HRT regimen and when did you start? What were your t-levels like during transition?
>>42008532Jews are responsible for this contagion
>>42008569~1 year on oral estradiol + spironolactone, then a year and a half on estrogen injection + spiro + progesterone, then 1 year just injectable estrogen + spiro, and then a year of mono-injectable estrogen. My T levels were nuked from the beginning basically and it took 3-4 months after stopping estrogen for them to recover, but they're at normal/high male levels now.>>42008697It actually is my fault that I took the estrogen and trooned out, but people don't like to accept that these decisions took place in a social/medical context (especially online) that glamorized transition and made me feel like I would be miserable forever if I didn't troon out. Probably should have just tried reading the Bible and exercising first
>>42008721how is the erectile function and fertility? tits shrink any?
>>42008312damn a year and you're still having problems? how is the sex life? cum color?
>>42008721How would you advise I go about this? I don't really want to end up trooning out if I don't have to and i definitly feel like its glamorized sometimes, but also it does sound pretty nice
>>42008738tits shrank a little bit but not that much. luckily I have a large chest so it isn't too noticeable.>>42008771yes, unfortunately. I honestly consider myself lucky I've gotten function back at all bc I had basically none for the last six months on E. Semen is mix between clear/white- in the last 3-4 months I've been producing more fluid, which has made it proportionally clearer since I don't think sperm production has kept up. I don't really have a sex life and try not to masturbate because it's a sin.>>42008785Honestly, becoming religious has been the most helpful thing. I have someone to live for outside myself (God) and I trust that detrooning is the right path and that it's all going to work out in the end.I've seen other detroons cope without religion but depending on how strong your dysphoria/trans feelings are it may not be sustainable. Don't listen to the people on here who say """repressing""" will lead you to either trooning out when you're older or offing yourself. GD is basically a mind-virus, and if you just move on with your life and focus on other things and have other things to live for you can probably move past it. This is what I wish I'd tried. Also being a troon isn't glamorous at all it sucks, socially and especially with dating. Trans women are at the bottom of the barrel for dating
>>42008945>Trans women are at the bottom of the barrel for datingidk, I was way more successful getting dates after I transitioned
>>42008721>Da bible!Detrooned because of a cult huh.
>>42008960easy to get fucked =/= dating material
>>42001714how the fuck do all the detranners get these dick problems while im on hrt for 8 years and still get random rock hard erections on the daily fuck my tranny life
>>42008979God not being real still leaves you with being a biological man
>>42008989lol same, I don't even have balls but almost every morning I am reminded
>>42009003Damn sis the minute your big sky Jew gets questioned you default to talking like any other online right-wing stereotype. You sure you didn't fall into their cult too?
>>42008945Do you mind showing a pic of chest? I wanna know what to expectAny kind of exercise help function for you? I assume you go to the gym
>>42009012NTA but you're on equal footing as far as cults go you're just a castrated man in a dress. Hell you troons get more upset over people leaving your cult than actual religionsGlass houses and whatnot innit
I thought the British got firewalled
>>42009019No need to get so offended I commented on your insane Skydaddy nonsense, I don't need to see your rep folder.
>>42009025I fucking wish, most unhinged people alive.
>>42009025Do you got a fucking license to criticize my country when you're ruled by jews mate
>>42009008its actually so fucking unfair
>>42008960Yeah, maybe grindr hookups but if you're looking for long-term relationships it's way harder. Most men don't want to date trans women long-term because they want children or don't want to bring a troon home to family. Straight women don't want troons obviously, and 95% of bi women just date men and are basically straight. Lesbians are more likely to date trans men than trans women.>>42008979Nah, I detrooned and then later became a Christian. I'm sure you've done your research on philosophical arguments for God, historical support for Christianity, and Christian theology before making that comment. This is actually one of the most harmful aspects of transitioning in my opinion, it makes 90% of people categorically unwilling to accept Christ because they intuitively understand if there is a God it's unlikely he would make someone male intending for them to troon out and try to live as a female. Whereas other bad paths you can go down in life at least don't leave you with any huge wedges to believing in Jesus later on.>>42009013Sorry, not going to do that. I don't exercise but very much should. I got into swimming last year when I was still a troon and it helped my mood a lot.>>42009019Trvke. Thinking males can be women is rational but believing in God makes u a retard apparently>>42009026le reddit atheist level arguments
>>42009070don't reply to the derailing faggots this is a thread for detrooner info ignore pinkpilling pedosanything else useful you can tell us? i'd figure a year would be enough for downstairs to be working and milky white
I mean a 50% suicide rate is some Heaven's Gate shit ngl bruv
>>42009070>I'm sure you've done your research on...Sure have, it's a lot of nonsense copes. There's no harm in people refusing to engage with a brainwashing cult.>>42009076A repper isn't trying to pinkpill you because he thinks Christianity is horseshit and a bad reason to detroon you fucking retard.
>>42008945Im already with a dude whose like genuinly good with me, and I am not very religious but I am militantly devoted to a few things, idk I kinda just want to do it?
>>42009153just be gay don't fuck up your thyroid and everything else. and avoid cypro it gives you brain tumors incredibly commonly even at normal dosages
>>42009070my belief is that if we have the technology it means god wants us to be able to try it out since he made shit work that way
>>42009076>>42009076Not really. I mean it works okay. I could probably have a sexual relationship with a woman and have kids, most likely (especially with fertility drugs). I will say function got a lot worse after 3 years on E (I also stopped masturbating as much, maybe just once a month which didn't help), so if you get off before that point you have a higher chance of gaining full function back. A friend of mine was on E for 8 months and he's back to pretty much full function after 2-3 months off.It's a your mileage may vary thing. I've heard of detroons who have it worse off than I do with less time on E, and others who have fully recovered after longer or a similar period on E.Are you a repper? It's really not worth starting E just to try it even if most changes revert if you get off within a year or two. You'll still deal with gyno and risk damage. Just turn to Christ.
>>42009195detrooner 6 years of the hormone jewhave you had any sexual activity since stopping? viagra for life sounds bad. i was thinking about clomid. i did a ton of research on reducing dna fragmentation and other stuff myself
>>42009070>Most men don't want to date trans women long-termskill issue
>>42009104if ur conceiving of God as a "sky daddy" you haven't meaningfully engaged with Christian theology>>42009153And what happens when he wants kids?>>42009189No, this isn't how things work. God gave us the ability to goon to tranny porn 6x a day but doing that will destroy your soul. God gave us the ability to make statues but he doesn't want us to worship idols. He gave us buttholes but doesn't want us to do sodomy. Everything has its purpose, and taking hormones wrecks your reproductive function and makes you unable to use your reproductive organs how they're designed to.>>42009206Not really. The data bears out my point. I can find the studies if you want.
>>42009218i already cant have kids im a fucking fag, im kind of not that concerned if i can make sperm of not
>>42009205Nah, nothing with another person. I'm sure I would get a stronger erection if I was actually with someone else, because even 4 years on E I was with a woman and was able to get fairly hard. But my libido is still nuked relative to pre-E and I don't get as hard.How has your recovery been? Clomid helps to get your T levels up and improve fertility, but I don't think it does anything for erectile function. I got off of it once my T levels fixed themselves because I'm done with medications in general.
>>42009220Yeah, and if you dated gay dudes this wouldn't be an issue, but you're dating a GAMP so your partner is likely attracted to (actual) women. Just saying, for men the urge to have kids often kicks in late 20s early 30s. But you do you.
>>42009218Or I'm mocking the concept.
>>42009232lmao, when i met him i was a deep repper and as far as he was concerned I was a full on mustach manly small town man. Total GAMPbait I know.
>>42009225it's only been 3 months and i get morning wood but it's not like rock hard. ironically function lately seems worse where with enough time beating off i'd get pretty hard right after quitting and before quittingi was looking into tongkat ali and ginseng for balls and testosterone
>>42009258Have you had your T levels tested? If your T levels are fine, you really just need to give it time. Function got a lot better for me past the six month mark. I wouldn't bother with all the herbs and other BS, if you're really worried about it I would go see a urologist.
>>42009270haven't had a chance i'm just wondering if the timeline will be fine within a year or take longer. i need my bobs gone or shrunk and i dunno if anyone has ever gained pre-hrt teenager boners back after years on the juice honestlyi know fertility is surprisingly durable but boners is another issue... i haven't really had any hair regrowth either except armpits.
>>42009300There's very limited anecdotal data (I scoured all the detroon forums earlier this year) and I haven't heard of anyone being on HRT for 5-6 years and getting full on pre-HRT libido/boners back. I continue to see improvement though.Breast tissue isn't going to shrink that much honestly. I'm maybe 80-85% of tit size from during HRT, so gyno surgery is the only option. Luckily, you can probably get keyhole so you won't have the giant pooner scars.I got laser/electrolysis around my lips and on the front of my chin, but I've had hair starting to come in everywhere else as well as some chest hair. Laser does wear off after a couple of decades but electrolysis is unfortunately permanent.What can I say, the detroon life is balls. It's better to just accept the reality of the situation though and try to stay optimistic.
>>42009270https://www.reddit.com/r/detrans/comments/1149co4/erectile_function_recovery_timeline_and_tips/I found this but it's not too much more than "wait and see for years because the oil takes literal years to leave the body"
>>42009322This person didn't say how long they were on HRT. Idk about the oil stuff or whatever. At the end of the day hand-wringing about it isn't going to help. Best thing to do is just wait.
>>42009321well keep looking for me... i found a study about a tranny going off the sauce to knock a woman up and it took some of them 28 months or so but it worked. i'm hoping there's some anecdotes of boners coming back. i'd love to know of anyone like us who had them come back fully after any time on the shotshttps://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC9873819/i might just shoot myself though ngl
>>42009333yeah you're right.idk. i need to keep digging but it's making me depressed.maybe give this a look for titshttps://www.reddit.com/r/detrans/comments/yr85m2/megainfo_post_all_the_info_about_how_to/
>>42009333https://www.reddit.com/r/detrans/comments/15vnrd9/anyone_here_tried_shockwave_therapy_to_try_to/here's a little more info on a therapy that estrogen causes collagen buildup that causes peyronies (common among trannies to develop a curve)i was thinking of trying a device for this https://archived.moe/lgbt/thread/9924813/#9924979
>>42009334>>42009338Yes, it's pretty consistent that you'll be able to recover to a point where you can have a sexual relationship with a woman. I have the feeling though that my function will never recover fully / it won't ever be like if I'd never gone on E in the first place. I'm just grateful I didn't cut my dick off like I was planning to in 2023-2024.I've already been through all the forums and medical articles I could find. I promise you, you're not going to come up with much new information beyond what you've already researched.I was suicidal for the first ~6 months of this year, was visiting gun stores, heading to high places to see if I could get myself to jump, constant suicidal thoughts. The regret is really brutal. Not trying to evangelize, but it's only coming to have a relationship with God that has actually helped me feel better and deal with the regret and pain.>>42009352This is interesting. It does seem like the injections tend to leave worse ED after coming off of them. Maybe I'll give it a try at some point. But you really shouldn't worry about this stuff until you hit the 1 year mark off E which will give you a good indication of how recovery will go. I'm guessing you were on injections?
>>42009377injections for like 4 or 5 years yeah. apparently injections commonly cause permanent ED, it's scaryhttps://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC6987613/i saw this about estrogen causing ED in the base of the dick which is where mine tends to hurt and i have a small curve so i was thinking of trying a device to break the scar tissue downdo you have any plaque or symptoms like that?
>>42009387I haven't noticed any plaque or scar tissue or a curve personally. The erections are just in general weaker (less hard) and harder to maintain.
>>42009400i was already having problems going partially soft when actually thrusting so, idk. i might be cooked if it really never goes backid say pray for me but its probably over. its so hard to find anyone to talk to about it too
>>42009400my balls also shrunk a bit but i think they've slightly rebounded but they seem to hang up and tight a lot now which started after e and i dunno if that'll change or cause more problems
I get really hard sometimes but it goes away very quickly which is worrying
>>42009070>thinks trooning is jews' fault>is in a sect of Judaism that literally worships a jew on a stickYou're a lolcow
>>42001714detrooned but only for a few weeks a year agoerections and gooner libido returned really quickly to like 80-90% of pre-hrti applied like 30mg of topical t as part of my experimentation and my cum was only semi-clear by a couple weeks ini was already pretty flat so can't say too much on the tits situation other than them getting even flatter, but that changed when i retrooned, switched to injections, got on prog and cut my balls off since then and i'm up a few cup sizes and my dick doesn't really stay hard for long now even if i try to use itso i'd say that detrooning does affect function a lot
>>42009412>>42009417Nah it's never over. You're only 3 months in. I had some shrinkage too and hang more tight but again, it's gotten better.Feel free to add me on discord if you want to chat. Discord is CharcuterieBoard#0725 (let me know if this doesn't work)>>42009448Brother I don't literally think it's the Jews lmao
>>42009462i'll add you but i might not say anything for a while because i'm depressed
>>42009462didn't work
>>42009462>Brother I don't literally think it's the Jews lmaoOkay, fair enough. I'll believe you're not thf anon who cliamed that.I'll also forgive you for calling me "brother" since my HRT hasn't arrived yet.You're still in a sect that worships a jew on a stick, tho.
>>42009472>>42009473Try this one, no worries, happy to chat whenever. I don't want to dox myself bc my old username is recognizablehttps://discord.com/users/130195353562644480>>42009476Yes, I happily worship the God that incarnated as a Jew and died on a stick for me and all of humanity.
Fucking discord locked me out for sending 2 friend requests and wants a phone no wow
>>42009507this didn't work either.. i tried your user without the numbers and it said you have requests off
>>42009530alright whatevs it's SydneySpeaks#0725if that doesn't work i'll give u an email
>muh dikick how did you freaks ever think you were trans?I'm a giga masculinized repper and even I never touch my genitals and wish the disgusting thing would fall off
>>42009555>>42009462I don't think you can add people on Discord based on numbers anymore but I'd be down to add you two cause I want to start HRT but I'm concerned about the long-term effects.
>>42009680you could just read about those yourself instead of getting into contact with people who feel morally obligated to groom you for ideological reasonsthat goes both ways btwnobody but (hopefully) yourself has exclusively your own best interests in mind
>>42009592some people are much more dysphoric about different parts of their body than others and that's okay and not really my businesswhen i was really young i used to be super dysphoric about it to the point of regularly trying to crush my dick and balls using my body weight but it didn't work and then when puberty hit i stopped being as bothered about itpretty much everything else t does is disgusting to me though so i got rid of my balls anyway since i'm not giving up my life for the ability to keep gooning
>>42009592>ick how did you freaks ever think you were trans?They are homosexuals who wanted to try to become women because social media. theres a lot of this pseudotrans and detrans going on
>>42003513the sheer lvl of cope
>>42009592Not all of us have a severe case of bottom dysphoria.Also not all of us are full subs.
>>42007896There's like only one or two detransers in the thread almost everyone else posting stopped briefly due to external factors. Are you reading the thread?
>>42001714>Did your dick ever regain full function?never went away>Balls working? producing male levels of T, yeah. no idea if they produce viable sperm, don't care cause i'm homosex>Tits deflate?yeah
>>42008945I don't get how you think anyone's going to take you seriously. I retransitioned after 10 years repping. You detransitioned literally because of the election. You're coping hard and in for a world of hurt.Religion is not meant to be a "cope" for your feelings.
>>42009070I have seen you ranting about this in a couple threads. Post proof you're real or drop dc to prove it. Seems like a larp to just push conservative talking points.
>>42009555Wait a second... you've posted 3 discords all of which are broken? Uhh pass the email this seems fake..
>>42008084inventing truerep is crazy
>>42010073Timeline? We’re you on injections?
Thank god i stopped believing in hormones and started believing in biscuits magically turning into human flesh. Imagine, i almost deserved eternal torture by fire! Sucks for the rest of ya tho.
>>42010090not everything is political faggot people detroon all the time
plz convince me to detrans
>>42016421thyroid issues bone issues erectile issues brain issues all in exchange for still being a male
>>42001714i was force detransitioned at age 16 after about a year on puberty blockers and a few months on estrogen. my shoulders grew a lot and my face changed masculinised a lot. so clearly testosterone came back. i'm back on estrogen again. i was only force detransitioned for one year but didn't restart for a lot longer because of mental illness. i want to kill myself and i wish i was still a youngshit.
>>42016555yeah but did your cock recover?
I'm just saying it's okay to detransition.Just make threads y'all when you wanna talk, ok?
>>42016555that's horrific I'm so sorry
>>42016555Don't kill yourself. You have a story to tell.
>>42016470>thyroid issues bone issues erectile issues brain issues all in exchange for still being a malethese aren't helpingevery week i delay my shot and rethink what im doing. but its like im already in too deep and might as well keep goingi fucked up just by starting in general. its like wishing on a monkeys paw
>>42019807>every week i delay my shot and rethink what im doing.that's good! that's how it started for me as well.just delay, for as long as you can!you can do it baby. It's not too late :)The first four weeks are rough, but after that, it gets easier
>>42019807yeah i don't know what you were thinking with your facejust call it quits and fix your busted lifeby year 5+ your big cock will probably break
>>42019864groomer
>>42019864i already skipped a whole month and went back on it. how old are you and what made you want to stop? >>42019873i don't like topping and never anticipated seeking out relationships, so I decided to do something that would make me feel happy about myself. and it does, up until I face reality/other people, then I realize how stupid and vain I am
>>42019977may as well stop anyways for the sake of your thyroid, bone density, brain structure and general dignity then
>>42020000i struggle to care about any of that. unless it actually directly makes me feel bad/sick, which so far it hasnt. thyroid kinda con>>42020000cerns me and is why i plan to eventually stop I guess.
>>42019974>how old are you and what made you want to stop?23. I started living as a gay male, a real fruity faggot and realized this is what I've been after all along.I don't care so much about how feminine I look. I never had problems socialising with women. I have a boyfriend.My mind is pretty fem and that's not gonna change whether I'm on HRT or not.
>>42019655i want to have a body and a life.
>>42020048>started living as a gay male, a real fruity faggot and realized this is what I've been after all along.>I don't care so much about how feminine I look. I never had problems socialising with women. I have a boyfriend.>My mind is pretty fem and that's not gonna change whether I'm on HRT or not.we have different goals i suppose
>>42020155what are your goals?
>>42020017the thyroid thing is mostly a meme btwbone issues are somewhat real but it's nothing you can't compensate forerectile and brain "issues" aren't issues
>>42020170i have no idea and thats part of the problem. all i cared about when i started was looking more fem. i didnt care about anything else and that made the decision easy. eventually i met an ftm romantically and felt like i need to stop or else i am guaranteed to die alone. i realize that all i care about now is not dying alone.
>>42020234> i realize that all i care about now is not dying alone.good guy! start dating then. Don't think about HRT, that issue is gonna solve itself.
>>42020289there are very very very very very very very few people I even have the slightest bit of attraction to, so those opportunities are few and far between.
>>42020227>"compensate for bone loss>thyroids not a big deal bro>brain matter issues and dick pain? those are GOOD! >all in exchange for looking the same and still being malegreat pitch dude
>>42001714Well, an ex detransed. I was with him before he transitioned, broke up when he came out as trans (at the time I jist identified as bi and wanted a masc man or fem woman), and we got back together for awhile after he detransed:>Did your dick ever regain full function? Balls working? Yes>Tits deflate?Not much. He had double ds on E and lost a cup size. Still has perky fat D cups and needs bras.>Rock hard again like pre hrt or just mostly or not at all?We had PIV sex and it was same as before, minus that he had boobs bouncing around and a woman's ass.>How long were you on it and how long have you been off and what has come back?He was on it for 3 years and we got together when he was off it for 9 months and we were together for a year and a half. His boobs never got any smaller than Ds.
>>42008989>>42010073whats your meds like tho
>>42020505they give u calcium and vitamin d for "bone loss" (estrogen takes care of that if ur mtf, t does it if ur ftm)thyroid idk what ur talking about but anyone can have thyroid issues, same shit with brain, literally making things updick pain can or can not happen depending on what u do but it's true that testosterone blockers can give u that but if u do e injections this is not the case
>>42001714I can't detroon in any meaningfull way.>intersex abomination >can't do man voice>short by pooner standards (getting mogged by children)>barely passed as male inconsistently>can't grow beard>breasts went from a cups to d cups>never had a functional penis to begin with>bottom surgeryOne way or another, IWNBAM
>>42001714>full functionYes, but it was a little physically painful and scary/gross (actually ejecting fluid from that thing) at first>balls workingMy cum is fully white and thick now, so I guess>tits deflateKinda but still noticeable. Especially if I hookup with immigrant men (Canada), I find that they refer to me as a "boy" and don't mind how hairy my body is and yet still appreciate a lot of my softer, more feminine features, including left over breast tissue.>How long were you on it2 years, a lot of breast development until I lost a lot of weight in a few months>what has come backLibido, basic male sexual desires, muscle, dick function, really all of the important stuff
Never lost my dick functionality but boners got slightly less hard I think and no coom. Lost maybe half an inch? Fully came back though, possibly even strongerwas on for 1.7ish years and coom came back in like 6 months
>>42007896i had to work in situation where I didn't want to jack off at all for months. I was scared but my dick works like a champ. I hooked up with a tranny like in that pic and I monkey fucked fuck and my balls were in glory. One of my favorite deposits. If the fuck wasn't such a sky scared sissy I'd keep doing i t but they didn't want to ever again
>>42007896>Too much time online>Insecure due to the high standards trannies push on others within the communityLiterally just this. We start thinking that we might prefer being female and either it doesn't work out or we get pushed out by trannies who tell us we aren't valid because we didn't constantly hate every male part of our body previously (even if we basically ignored our bodies for years). There is literally no room for those of us who have a more complicated relationship with our gender identity and bodies than either complete love and hate within spaces like this board. The people around us may try to understand, but add pressures like assuming we would have killed ourselves without transition, leading some of us to doubt ourselves out of it. It doesn't matter which way we're happier, because many would rather just deal with "good enough" if it means some mentally ill demon doesn't accuse you of being a fetishist trender for simply wanting to be a normal women WITHOUT reaching their standards of dysphoria.
>>42022436Damn, preach
>>42001714Idk if I'll ever fully detrans, but dick has always worked. I've only been off HRT for about a month or so now. Maybe I'm just depressed, but I also can't see myself living as a 5'4 man eitherAlso video games are fun again
>>42009680feel free to add but I won't be encouraging you to transition lol>>42010083>>42010090>>42010106Yeah because repping doesn't work if you're just living for yourself. It's a lot easier to cope if you're confident it's what the all-loving, all-knowing, infinitely intelligent mind that created the universe wants.And no, I didn't detroon because of muh election I realized I didn't actually like the effects of E and my delusional belief that I was a true male wombyn fell apart.I'm not gonna post myself on this hellsite, if you want to add me on discord to confirm I'm real feel free
